TMTISTBH CH 5
by berryChapter 5
âI must be lacking, for I do not understand what you mean⊠Even if I had unconsciously pressed down on that page out of nervousness, how could I have known which passage you would choose when this is our first meeting today? As for mentioning Teacher Sangwon, as my master said, I am simply too dull to grasp the situation.â
âSo everything is a coincidence?â
âYes.â
But Myeon Yuwon did not easily set aside his suspicion.
âDonât try to deceive me.â
ââŠâŠâ
âSomeone close to me is a master calligrapher, so I can discern brush technique to some extent. The booklet may have been a talented childâs showpiece, but what you wrote was different. The variation in pressure, the strength of strokes that contained genuine intentâthough you feigned clumsiness and fooled others, you couldnât fool me. Are you truly a servant?â
Was it simply that he had been overshadowed by his brotherâs brilliance? Myeon Yuwon was sharper than expected.
Unable to conceal his identity, Inho had learned royal calligraphy through beatings, punished for using âlowlyâ script. Though he had tried to hide it, perhaps it was still visible to Myeon Yuwonâs eyes.
As he quietly gazed at Myeon Yuwon, Inho asked an unexpected question.
âIf theyâre close, are they family?â
âHmm?â
Myeon Yuwon nodded.
âYes. My older brother is a renowned calligrapher, even in the capital. Though heâs now busy serving as the archivist at the Royal Academy, people still rely on him for official notices.â
âThen surely youâll pass the Royal Academy entrance exam too, Master Myeon. Your father must be blessed.â
ââŠYou know my father?â
Though it was not something to ask a servant, Myeon Yuwon could not help himself.
How could someone like this be the servant of that small-minded Bae Honyoung? His attitude lacked subservience, and the sharpness in his gaze beneath lowered lids exuded presenceâhe seemed more noble than his master.
Inho couldnât hold back a small smile at the question.
âHow could that be?â
Such a face would bring trouble.
Myeon Yuwon was momentarily dazed by the small smile that softened Inhoâs usually stern face. Before he could recover, Inho bowed his head and stepped back.
âI must excuse myself. Master Honyoung gave me a task to attend to.â
âIâll be watching you.â
At that sudden remark, Inho simply glanced at him once and walked away without a word.
Under the flickering candlelight, the shadow of a brush danced. Noticing how late it had grown, Inho pressed the page heâd just written to let it dry and stood up, brush still in hand. He was about to begin tidying when he noticed Yeoseol, having waited too long for playtime, had fallen asleep. He picked the child up in his arms and carried her to his motherâs room.
Though he opened the door quietly, his mother opened her eyes and turned to look at him.
âHeading to bed now?â
âYes. Iâll lay Seol down first.â
âYou seem to have a lot on your plate lately.â
Her appearance was worn but calm, and the warmth in her gaze betrayed a deep kindness. Inho looked at her quietly, sensing she thought he was just tired. She continued, as if trying to soothe him.
âNow that I think of it, the end of the month is coming. Iâll make you an egg dish. Just wait a little.â
Since childhood, his mother had always made egg dishes at the end of the month. Though eggs were usually too expensive to have often, on those days they could eat to their heartsâ content. He and Seol always counted the days until then. Unlike her usual plain cooking, her egg dishes were sweet, salty, rich, and softâhis favorite.
It was only later that he learned where those eggs came from.
When Inho began working as a household servant for Bae Honyoung, he once overheard the kitchen maids gossiping behind the kitchen.
âOh no! These have gone bad. What do we do?â
âItâs been over two weeks. Bound to happen.â
âIâll throw them out. They smell off.â
âNo, just leave them. Give them to the seamstressâs house.â
A strange premonition struck him. After they left, he sneaked into the kitchen and found a basket of spoiled eggs. Some had red or black spots, and they reeked.
Those were the eggs his mother brought home from the Bae householdâleftover eggs boiled in bulk every full moon, forgotten until the end of the month. She took them home and cooked them for her children, disguising the spoilage with heavy seasoning.
That night, Inho had cried watching her crouched by the hearth, carefully trimming away the spoiled parts under dim light and cooking the rest.
Now he knew she wasnât his biological mother. But he also knew that she had done everything she could for him.
Her elegant demeanor, quiet nature, and calm graceâunusual for someone of low statusâmade sense once he learned she had once served in the palace.
Why had she left the royal court with him? Who were his real parents? What had happened that she came to hide in Jamsongol? He had so many questions. But by the time he found out, she had passed away, and now that he had returned, he could no longer bring himself to ask.
He had once resented her, confused and angry at the revelation. But looking back now, after living an entire life, he realized no one else had ever treated him with such selfless love.
Inho looked at her for a long moment and, without realizing, took her hand. Though he said nothing, she must have sensed his inner turmoilâshe rose and placed her hand atop his.
âInho⊠what is it? Is something wrong?â
ââŠâŠâ
âIs it work? Should I speak to the lady of the house for you?â
âItâs nothing. I just wanted to thank you.â
âWhatâs gotten into you all of a suddenâŠâ
She looked bewildered, but also touched by the rare show of affection from her normally quiet son.
Inho bid her good night and left the room.
The only library in Jamsongol was at the Bae household. Using the copying task given by Bae Honyoung as an excuse, Inho went in and out of the library searching for what he needed.
In three years, once the royal warrant was issued, the capital and the palaces of the royal princes would be searched first. Hiding in a small village like Jamsongol might buy him time, but eventually, he would be found. He needed a place where he could hide from the imperial reach forever.
The Bae family lacked scholarly inclination, so their library had few rare books. However, the occasional government bulletins brought in from nearby villages provided valuable news from the capital. He had heard they acquired new materials the day before, so he came to the studyâand sure enough, a new bulletin had arrived.
Though dated several weeks ago, in Jamsongol this was hot news. Heart pounding, he unfolded the dry paper. One bold headline made his breath hitch.
ââŠI see.â
Prince Taekyung, the fourth prince, had died.
It was Tae-seonâs doing. As Tae-seonâs hound, Inho knew exactly what had happened. The official word was that the prince had fallen from his horse and become ill. But Tae-yul had tampered with the horse, and though the prince had survived the fall, Tae-seon had poisoned him to ensure death.
Even while he remained oblivious in Jamsongol, blood was being spilled in the palace.
The memory of the agony he suffered when poisoned with deadly nightshade came rushing back, and Inho covered his mouth with his hand. Forcing his gaze away, he folded the bulletin and stuffed it in the farthest corner.
Trying to shake the memories, he immersed himself in books once more. Finally, after much searching, he found a clue. It wasnât in a geography book or travelogueâbut in a childrenâs story.
âThatâs right. I remember this.â
Mumyeongbu â the Village of the Nameless.
A place said to shelter those without names.
Most dismissed it as a myth, but Inho, as a former prince, knew the place truly existed. Even within the palace, its exact location remained unknown, hidden so deeply none could find it. There could be no better place to flee from royal pursuit.
The flaw was its hidden locationâbut whether he stayed in Jamsongol or not, he had no way of finding Mumyeongbu unless he set out. So he had to leave.
He owned nothing, so there was little to pack. If he hurried, he could be gone within days. But the thought of never seeing his mother and Seol again stirred a lingering attachment. They had died unjustly because of him. In this life, he would save them.
âThereâs no urgent reason to leave immediatelyâŠâ
After much thought, Inho decided to stay through the winter and leave afterward.
He was organizing the books heâd laid out when the library door opened. Bae Honyoung stepped in, covering his nose at the dust floating in the dim room.
âWhat are you doing holed up here? Iâve been looking all over for you.â
âI was looking for the History of Gyeongwon.â
âItâs probably in my room. Whateverâget it later. Come on, the weatherâs fine. Weâre taking Munbyeok out for a ride.â
âYes, sir.â
When Namwon pulled out a portable inkstone, Honyoung waved him off.
âNo need for that. Why donât you use mine? Itâs more convenient.â
âYou carry an inkstone around?â
âOf course. Pre-ground ink doesnât compare to freshly prepared ink.â
Leaning against the pillar beneath the pavilion, Inho listened to their banter with inward disdain.
What good is fine ink, when you can’t even pass the exam?
âInho! Are you down there?â
Called by Honyoung, Inho hurried up the pavilion steps. Namwon, seated beside Honyoung, smiled and waved.
âYou called, sir?â
âBring another inkstoneâgrind some ink for Namwonâs, too.â
âIâd appreciate it.â
Quietly watching them, Inho bowed his head and descended again.