HDCLSSRS Ch 105(Mild NSFW)
by berryChapter 105 So It Turned Out That Way (4)(Mild NSFW)
âGweeeeh! Cough, cough!â
âWhat now?! Oh dear, oh dear! Here, have some candy!â
After that little commotion, Seong Muyeon plopped himself down in a quiet corner where Wang Hojun led him.
âYouâve spent plenty of time living with Senior Baekâhow can you still be like this? You know what heâs like. The one who cares loses.â
Baek Ryeoil? There was probably no one in the world who knew him better than Seong Muyeon. Which only made it more infuriating. There was a vast gap between knowing and actually experiencing.
The most maddening part was that at times like this, Baek Ryeoil never told him the reason. Like some protagonist who had to carry all the weight of the world, heâd brood endlessly, keeping people so on edge they couldnât sleepâbut then, when his mood turned, heâd come back as if nothing had happened. For the one on the receiving end, it was pure torture.
If only he would speak plainly!
Seong Muyeon kept swigging straight from the bottle until the self-inflicted punishment finally calmed him down.
âLook over there! Theyâre launching the lanterns.â
As he said, a few lanterns were already floating up into the black sky; more and more joined them, until before long, the golden lights would fill the heavens.
âPretty, isnât it? Itâs the grand finale of tonightâs event. They release them as a wish for great fortune in the new year. You should send one up too, Young Master.â
Wang Hojunâs effort to change the subject was almost pitiable. Muyeon didnât believe in such folk traditions, but seeing his empty hands, Wang had fetched him a lantern, and out of respect for the gesture, he went through the motionsâpretending to make a wishâand released it. The procession of lanterns adorning the sky was truly a fine sight.
As he gazed blankly upward, Muyeon happened to notice a lone lantern rising late from afarâthe same direction where Baek Ryeoil had been sitting earlier. Someone had, in fact, left a lantern there.
Could it be Baek Ryeoil?
But he quickly shook his head.
No⊠unlikely.
The sky was now filled completely with drifting yellow light.
Baek Ryeoil only rose to his feet after the lanterns had disappeared from sight.
He must be asleep by now.
He was still attuned to Seong Muyeonâs every moveâwhen he went to bed, how much he ate. Even without directly meeting him, he knew it all.
Lately, Muyeon tended to pass out soon after nightfall, but since there was an event tonight, he had stayed up later. Baek surmised that, unable to fight his fatigue, he must have returned to Chwijungjae early.
Thinking this, Baek headed down to the plazaâand froze at the unexpected sight.
âSenior Baek! Perfect timingâplease take Young Lord Seong with you.â
Seong Muyeon, dead drunk and barely able to walk, was slumped on Wang Hojunâs back, legs wobbling. Without ceremony, Wang shoved him into Baek Ryeoilâs care. The smell of alcohol wafted heavily from his every breath.
âWho gave him alcohol?â
âI swear it wasnât me! Nobody told him to drinkâhe just started chugging from the bottle and⊠well, here we are. Who knew heâd be this much of a lightweight, even with weak liquor? AnywayâHappy New Year to you.â
And Wang left.
ââŠâ
By now the plaza had emptied out, leaving only the two of themâBaek Ryeoil and the drunken, limp Seong Muyeon.
Baek gathered the sodden-weight of him into his arms and made his way toward Chwijungjae. The faint scent of liquor mingled with Muyeonâs own unique body scent. Even the quiet, chill night path set Baekâs heart racing.
He wished the walk would never endâout here in the dark, unseen by anyone, he could momentarily cast off his tangled confusion.
Once inside the unlit Chwijungjae, the darkness deepened, and the enclosing walls and ceiling seemed to strip away another layer of the deception he hid behind.
He laid Seong Muyeon on the bed and sat quietly by his side. More than once, when he couldnât hold back, he had stolen in like this to watch Muyeonâs sleeping face until morning.
He reached up to sweep aside the swept-down fringe, and Muyeonâs brows knitted faintly, as though uncomfortable. Baek smoothed the creases with his fingers, smiling unconsciously.
If only the sun would never rise.
He dreaded taking step after step into tomorrow, toward problems with no known solution.
If time would just stop, Muyeon would no longer suffer. He would belong to no one else. It was a sweetly poisonous fantasy that gripped Baekâs heart.
At that moment, Muyeonâs eyes suddenly snapped open.
His gaze rolled toward the hand lingering near his head.
âOhâthen⊠rest.â
Flustered, Baek pulled his hand back and started to riseâonly for the world to tilt, and suddenly he found himself lying on the bed, with Muyeonâs hand pressed to his chest.
âSâSeong Muyeon?â
He worried for a moment that his secret watching had been exposed, but Muyeonâs expression was still dazed with drink. Yet under the hand on his chest, Baekâs heartbeat began to pound wildly. He tried to discreetly sit up.
âWhat are you doing? Moveââ
âStay still for a moment.â
Without warning, Muyeon pressed his lips to Baek Ryeoilâs nape. The unexpected action froze him in place.
âHhhtâŠâ
He wanted to push him away, but the mixture of wine and Muyeonâs scent clouded his mind. Before long, he was loosening his own belt and baring the skin beneath his collar.
But he was no hormone-addled teenagerâhe clung to self-control, enduring the tickling of warm breath on his neck as he carefully eased Muyeonâs shoulder back.
âWhy? You donât want to?â
Surprisingly, Muyeonâs voice was steadyâhis words clear, his tone unaltered. But his expression hinted at displeasure at the rejection.
Baek cursed inwardly.
As if I wouldnât want to!
Since recognizing his own feelings, this was their first intimate contact. The raw bloom of first love was now steeped with constant desire, his center stiff and straining for some time now. It was maddening.
âYou⊠youâre drunkâŠâ
He bit his tongue just to speak the words he didnât mean. Muyeon tilted his head.
âMe? Do I look drunk to you?â
Indeed, he seemed barely intoxicatedâonly a slight slackness in his facial muscles and the faint smell of liquor. He looked nothing like the man who couldnât even stand moments ago.
Muyeon smiled faintly.
âYou say that, but you donât seem to mind.â
His eyes had dropped lowerâto Baekâs clearly erect shaft. Then his lips brushed Baekâs collarbone as he subtly pressed on it, granting deliberate friction through the cloth. Baekâs eyes squeezed shut, breath catching.
âInstead of resisting, be cooperative. My bodyâs so hot I canât stand it.â
ââŠHuh?â
Something in those words jarred him into partial clarity.
âWhat did you just say?â
âWhat do you think I said?â
With lips still on his skin, Muyeon looked up at him with a seductive gleam, grinding his hips openly. Then he straightened, took Baekâs hand, and guided it between his thighsâright onto the straining hardness there.
âHaa⊠Touch me. Quickly.â
ââŠâ
Confusion swelled in his head. Yesâhe must be drunk. Sober, Muyeon would never push himself forward like this, begging to be touched.
Even now, he could still surprise him.
But despite his mindâs turmoil, the feel in his palm was familiar and dangerously enticing.
âHaaa⊠harderâŠâ
âŠTrulyâŠ
Feeling the heat radiating from Muyeonâs arousal sent a furious blush racing up Baekâs face; the fine hairs along his arms rose, a shiver coursing through him.
At last, he rose to brace on an elbow, gripping not only Muyeonâs length but his own, stroking them together in unison.
âUngh⊠ahhâŠâ
Muyeonâs body was searingâthe wine, the lust, just as heâd said.
âYou like it?â
Baekâs breath was ragged. Even when Muyeon did nothing, he was a constant provocationâbut when he came at him so directly, there was no resisting. Instinct would win.
âYesâŠâ
Baek swallowed the words spilling from those restless lips. Between them, hotter than any potent drink, Muyeonâs kiss melted away his control. For all the liquor heâd drunk in his life without faltering, against Seong Muyeon, Baek Ryeoil found himself intoxicated with absurd ease.