TFN C25
by berryChapter 25
Wonhyo, flustered, bit his lip hard, then stumbled to speak again.
âNo. I mean. You must still be on duty.â
Isnât it against the rules to step out from the workplace at any time like this?
âYou must be busy, too.â
He quickly tacked on another reason.
Cheongmun shrugged.
âOrdinarily, the leave would have lasted until tomorrow, so flexible duty is possible; no need for concern.â
Never having worked a salaried jobâmuch less a part-time oneâfor fear of being a burden if something went wrong, Wonhyo let it go, thinking this must be one of those unfamiliar things.
Heâd heard of fieldwork and business trips; flexible duty was a first.
Public servants with free arrival and departureâit sounded nice.
He drifted into a stray thought for a moment, then snapped back to the fact that he ought to refuse.
âUh⊠then, rather than seeing me home, shouldnât you rest?â
On leave and coming into the office at thatâsurely any remaining time should be spent relaxing, so why insist on escorting him?
âDriving is a hobby.â
The dry face suggested it wasnât a joke.
En route to enjoy a hobby and kindly tending to him along the wayâhe couldnât push Cheongmun away any further.
He wasnât stricken with a disease that required public transit to survive, but since buses and subways were off-limits, he had to call an unmanned taxi, which was costly.
Besides, they had already shared skin contact; any calamity would come regardlessâworrying now wouldnât help.
Hope thereâs no accident along the way.
Wonhyo slipped the ID, exchanged for the visitorâs pass, into his wallet and trailed after Cheongmun.
He got into the car heâd ridden once before and buckled up.
The car glided smoothly toward the packed road.
Only then did it occur to him that âa driveâ generally meant cruising on a quiet roadâbut he chose silence. Yet Cheongmun seemed to want to talk.
âIf other leads arise, can they be tracked from those?â
He asked while waiting at a light.
âPardon? AhâŠâ
Turning the half-heard question over, Wonhyo licked dry lips.
âIt depends on the lead. If the grudgeâs energy remains, the odds are good; if not, itâs probably impossible.â
He sounded confident about revealing the grudgeâs substance.
Squinting in the sunlight, Wonhyo elaborated.
âIf itâs something used in life, odds are higher for what was always on the person. Glasses, a watch, a ringâthings like that. A phone works, too.â
âI see.â
âAnd only on days safer than today.â
Once was enough for nearly becoming a fish.
Today was a gapjin day; if âdragonâ was next, then in twelve daysâstill, there were days between when he loathed going out.
Horse or ox meant large bodies; snake was also a problem.
A hatchling snake is small, but with subzero temperatures, the cold made it unsuitable.
He now wanted to avoid any day life might be at risk.
âIs there a separate principle for which animal you become?â
Maybe because âdragonâ followed âtiger,â Cheongmun hadnât quite gotten the feel for it.
Should he explain the penalty? Since it had been exposed anyway, he just laid it out.
If he came into contact with ghostly energy beyond a certain threshold, he turned into a beast.
âItâs the natal-animal cycle. On that calendar with the twelve zodiac animals, you turn into the animal for that day. On rat day, a baby rat. On ox day, a calf.â
âNot adult, only juvenile.â
âFor now?â
ââŠThere are other forms?â
âWhen the penalty first hit, it was full-grown.â
He regretted not scraping his soul and taking out a loan to enter the Tower then, but there wasnât a bank willing to lend readily to a freelance shaman.
He couldnât even get a credit cardâwhat chance a loan.
âThen thereâs a next stage?â
âDonât know yet.â
Thereâd been no separate alert when it shifted from Stage 1 to 2âonly a month-long window.
Ask what he did that month, and he could only curse private guilds for charging exorbitant fees even to climb the lower floors.
Without ability and running lower floors, you still had to pay for potions and risk; with ability and speed, you paid for that ability.
Though registered as a shaman business and taking referrals, his work wasnât fortune-telling or proxy prayers but expulsionâso the only income stream was talismans.
And listing them doesnât make them sell; more people didnât even know they existed.
Lately, stock had cleared outâbut that didnât cover costs.
âHow is it now?â
âWhat is?â
âThe number.â
Wonhyo opened the status window.
His face hardened as he checked the accumulated ghost-load.
âDid it rise?â
âNo.â
Heâd seen it stop climbing after the mouthâno, the mouth-to-mouth.
Heâd seen the purification alert; even so, heâd figured it would have crept up againâbut it had dropped below where it had last been.
âNoâwhy. Why did it drop like this?â
Had there been any other notification about the change, heâd remember; nothing had come.
It was just lower. Heâd definitely been in a place dense with ghostly energyâso why the drop?
What is this, O gracious system.
Not that asking would yield any answer.
âThe fluctuation is large, then.â
âLast alert had it in the sixties; now itâs down to the fifties. Itâs never dropped like this for no reason.â
Thinking he might know these debuffs better through his work, Wonhyo did his best to explain.
âDoes it drop like this without cause?â
âWell. Debuffs that transform one into animalsâseen those often. Conditional curses repeating are rare, and if the number changed, it suggests a strong factor in the environment that hasnât been encountered before.â
Wonhyo looked at him.
If anything differed from usual, only one thing came to mind. At his gaze, Cheongmunâs mouth curved.
âIn Mr. Yun Wonhyoâs case, that factor would be me.â
âBut at first, there was nothing.â
There wasnât.
Comparing the first apartment encounter and today, he wondered whether to bail out of the car now.
âSo itâs not only mucosal contact that produces a one-off effect, it seems.â
Grateful for the calm, factual deliveryâwithout preeningâthat it was his âdoing,â Wonhyo looked out to see how far theyâd come.
If they were near his neighborhood, he could alight with dignityâbut alas, it was only Seoul Station.
For avoidance, he folded his arms, closed his eyes, and leaned his head against the window.
Climbing the hills, the car slowed and finally stopped.
Cricking his stiff neck like one just roused, he unclipped the belt quickly.
âThanks for theââ
His eyes flew wide at the touch of fingers brushing his cheek.
Before he could ask what this was, another hand rose and touched his jaw and neck.
Why didnât I wear a mask and scarfâah, I dropped them on the bathroom floor earlier and stashed them in the inventory.
Contact made his skin flare, as if sparks skittered and bloomed.
âHow is it now?â
ââŠWhat?â
âYouâre being touched where thereâs no ghostly energy.â
He fluttered his lids to hide the trembling in his eyes.
What exactly is he asking?
Still, he found the answer soon.
âNo change at all.â
No alert that accumulated ghost-load had purified; no pause in accumulation, either.
Only the pounding of his heart grew loud.
Whether it was the pinky or the ring finger, the touch traced lightly over a throbbing neck veinâinfuriatingly distracting.
âNow that youâve checkedâyour hands, pleaseâŠâ
They left before he could finish âoff.â
He blew out the rough breath that had gathered.
âHow about the lips?â
Youâre not asking me thatâare you?
Mouth opening in dismay, he then clamped dry lips shut, feeling them parch; then, with a surge, he opened again.
âDonât knowâhavenât tried.â
Youâre not going to, so why ask?
It came out loaded with annoyance.
Seeing him, Cheongmun leaned closer.
âMay I?â
âMouth-to-mouth?â
The word heâd held only in his head popped out reflexively.
He tried to swallow it with his next inhale, but it had already gone into the otherâs ear.
Brows lifted; then, somehow, a calm nod.
âYes. Mouth-to-mouth.â
With a trembling voice, he protested his own blunder.
âD-do we have to?â
âIt is a matter of life, is it not.â
âNo. Aside from dragon days, thereâs no issue.â
âWhen a curse penalty is advancing in stages, it is best to avoid fulfilling conditions. The more often you transform, the more the beastâs nature will rise over human reason.â
Knowing the truth of that all too well, Wonhyo swallowed a sigh.
He already feared his humanity was eroding, and worried about the faster pace of accumulation.
âMouth-to-mouth, after all.â
It felt like he was about to be persuaded by the way Cheongmun nimbly picked up and set back on his tongue the fig leaf heâd used.
His mind had already tipped over.