IC C11
by berryChapter 11
After work, Kang Siwon prepared dinner at the dormitory.
Tonightâs menu was wonton noodles. He shaped each dumpling by hand, cooking them in patiently simmered broth.
Truthfully, wontons could be made in a far simpler wayâstoreâbought stock, frozen dumplings, five minutes, and done.
But Siwon preferred, even amidst his busy schedule, to cook everything from scratch. Not because he loved cooking, but because only then could he breathe.
At the stove, he could be âChef Kang Siwonâ again. For those moments he wasnât âCage Staff Xie Wei,â but his true self.
âMmmâŠâ
He sampled the bubbling soup, covered the pot, and checked the clock. It was already late enough that Lei Jun should be home. But today, he hadnât returned.
ââŠWontons taste awful if they sit too long.â
He muttered this, switching off the gas. If heâd known, he would have prepared something else.
The real reason he had chosen wontons tonight was guilt. Heâd been curt with Lei Jun over the past two days, and this was his effort to apologize with good food. But the timing didnât work.
In the end, he ate alone. Finished the dishes, tidied up. Still, no Lei Jun.
By then, midnight had crept past. As the clockâs hand edged toward one, Siwon glanced up at it and whispered,
âDoes he have an appointment?â
Back when they first became roommates, Lei Jun would sometimes return very late as well. They hadnât known each other then, so Siwon hadnât thought much of it. The man had wide connectionsâsurely he was simply meeting people.
Tonight, it must be the same, he told himself. Still, he kept stealing glances at the wall clock.
ââŠ.â
The later it grew, the more strange it felt. Lei Jun had never come back this late. Worry pinched at him: had something happened?
As a roommate, he considered reaching outâonly to realize with a frown, he didnât even have Lei Junâs number.
Just then, the door lock beeped. Siwon shot upright in his chair.
âXie Wei?â
The door swung open. Lei Jun walked in. His face had been blank until he noticed Siwon waiting; then, a flicker of surprise.
âYouâre still awake?â
âOh, justâŠâ
He hedged. He couldnât say outright that heâd been waiting. In truth, he hadnât really meant to wait at all. He simply couldnât sleep, and that had left him thinking about Lei Jun.
âYouâre home late.â
âItâs nothing.â
âWhat happened? A meeting with coworkers?â
The words slipped out. Perhaps residual worry loosened his tongue. Lei Jun only smiled silently.
But his smile felt different tonightâgentle, yet drawing a clear line. Instinctively, Siwon realized not to probe further.
âForget it, then. As long as it wasnât anything serious.â
âHaha, were you worried about me?â
âDonât be absurd.â
The words came out sharper than intended. Flustered, he added,
âWeâre roommates.â
âRight. In this rough world, only roommates have your back.â
Lei Jun laughed it off. The strangeness in the air faded. Siwon exhaled in relief.
âIâll wash up. Get some sleep.â
âOkay.â
Seeing him return unharmed, there was no reason to stay awake. Siwon retreated to the bedroom.
Two single beds stood side by side. He sank into the one on the right, the mattress firm yet soft beneath him.
Luxury had its perks. Other casino dorms crammed four people into bunks. Sovereign, true to its topâtier hotel brand, allotted two to a room, each with his own bed. In honest comfort, it beat the shoebox studio he rented back in Korea.
âHaahmâŠâ
Tired, past due for sleep. But exhaustion did not bring slumber. He pulled the blanket up to his chin and blinked into the dark.
From outside, running water. Soothing.
Soon, the water stopped. The door opened. A breath of clean soap drifted in with Lei Jun.
âStill awake, Wei?â
ââŠHowâd you know?â
âYour breathing is different.â
He lay down in his own bed and asked. Awkwardly, Siwon admitted,
âJust⊠couldnât sleep.â
âYeah. Nights like that happen.â
In the shadowed room, his voice sounded softer. Siwon fidgeted with his blanket, then suddenly asked,
âLei Jun⊠earlier, what game were you playing? Looked like you were at the table with Zhang Yuren.âÂł
ââŠZhang Yuren?â
âDonât dealers remember patronsâ names? I mean, the guest you were with around 4:15.â
â4:15? You remember down to the minute? Got your eyes fixed on me, was it?â
âNo, it was just coincidenceâI happened to look at the clock then!â
âHaha. If it was 4:15, probably baccarat. Why? You close to this Zhang Yuren?â
âNo. Just wondering. The man comes so often, I find myself curious.â
âHm. True, he does show up often. Iâve dealt for him a few times. But Xiao Wei, how keen of you to remember so well, even without playing at the same table.â
âWhen you man the counter, you run into him a lot. Probably even more than you do. And he always exchanges only 10,000 chips. Hard not to notice.â
âReally? Plenty of guests like that?â
Lei Junâs voice dipped with subtle undercurrent, though Siwon failed to catch it.
âNot plenty. Rare enough to stand out. Usually they mix in 25,000s or 100,000s instead.â
âAh⊠right. As cage staff, youâd notice such things. Your memoryâs sharp, Wei.â
ââŠNot so much.â
He knew he was good at remembering details, but saying it aloud embarrassed him.
âNo, you are. Remembering even when Zhang Yuren arrivedâimpressive. Interesting, really.â
âPeople find you more interesting, surely.â
Lei Jun chuckled softly, neither agreeing nor denying. His laughter echoed faintly in the dark, like champagne bubbles rising through silence.
The next day, as they readied for work, Lei Junâs phone buzzed.
âYes.â
He lifted it to his cheek. Seconds later, his expression emptied.
ââŠâ
Pretending to focus on his clothes, Siwon sneaked glances. Lei Jun didnât always smile, but such stark, perfect absence of expressionâthis was new. On that finely cut face, the lack of feeling looked inhuman. Like porcelain covered in glass.
ââŠUnderstood. Iâll come immediately.â
The call ended. The atmosphere thickened strangely. Siwon hesitated, then asked,
âWhat happened?â
âDonât be startled, Wei. But instead of work today, Iâm going to the police station.â
ââŠWhat?â
Even with his warning, Siwonâs eyes flew wide.
âWhy? Did you⊠get into some accident?â
âNo. The incident was someone elseâs. Iâve been summoned as a witness.â
âSomeone else⊠who?â
âZhang Yuren.â
The name was so unexpected, Siwon froze. Yesterday, he had seemed perfectly fine.
âIs that true?â
âOn his way home last night, he died. Official cause is said to be a heart attack, but since it was sudden, anyone who had recent contact must be questioned.â
ââŠAhâŠâ
A hollow feeling spread. They hadnât been close. Still, it shook himâseeing someone you knew suddenly dead.
And the phrase âthose who last had contactâ included him. He, too, had seen Zhang Yuren yesterday.
âThen⊠IâŠâ
Fear struckâwhat if they called him too? What if identity checks exposed him? Jail would be instant.
âYouâll be fine. The management office didnât call you, did they?â
ââŠNo.â
âAnd besides, you only spent five minutes with him. I spent three hours at the table.â
Even then, Siwon stayed grim, making Lei Jun laugh softly.
âCome on, why the serious face, Xie Wei? You look like youâre the one going to the police station.â
âAnd youâhow can you be so calm? Donât you worry?â
As though the cold mask had never been there, Lei Jun smiled again. He had nothing to fear, same as Siwon. Even so, most would dread stepping into a police station. But he spoke like a man on a picnic.
âJust as a witness. They didnât drag me in. Iâm not being arrested. It wonât take long.â
âThen⊠good.â
âAnd hey, I even get a paid day off. Nice perk, isnât it?â
He laughed brightly, but the cheer grated. The sight felt more wrong than his emotionless face.
âYou say it like itâs fortunate⊠when someone diedâŠâ
His words trailed. Lei Junâs eyes turned toward him. Black as glass, beautiful, empty. A shiver ran Siwonâs skin.
âPeople die, Wei. Everyone does.â
ââŠâ
âAh⊠was that not it?â
Lei Jun tilted his head as though correcting himself. His faint smile shimmered, lips faintly flushed.