OGHOU C37
by berryChapter 37
âWhat is going on, Innkeeper? If there is anything I can do to help, please just say the word.â
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Cheongyeon bit down on his robe, stifling his groans as he scratched furiously at the earth. The thought of Jeha seeing him like thisâhunched, trembling with heatâmade his vision swim with dread.
It was all because of that water from the spring. The one Jeha had fetched for him in a leaf before they entered the mountain path.
In the original novel, Mount Hwiryong was a place suffused with extreme yang energy. The mountainâs vitality was so overpowering that people had once planted poisonous herbs in abundance, just to restore a semblance of balance between yin and yang. Even so, the landâs nature was not truly altered by such attempts.
And he had drunk water from its spring, without a second thoughtânaturally, the yang energy was now rampaging through his body. This had even happened to Somyeong in the source story.
Back then, surrounded by poisonous plants radiating yin, Somyeong himself had failed to notice the true nature of the mountain. He accepted water from Jeha without concern, only to feel his whole body soon surging with wild energy.
Of course, Somyeongâs body was far stronger and his self-control unmatched. As a physician, he could even regulate his energy by stimulating pressure points. But to suppress a sudden surge of yang was a hard trial even for a master.
That was the first time Jeha saw his teacher so shaken. It was the very incident that awakened in Jeha the confusing emotions heâd begun to associate with yearning for someone far above him.
When Shinwoo read this part, he had scrolled past with half-shut eyesâhe had no interest in Minaâs odd obsessions with yin and yang and the heady, feverish prose these sections always held.
He never dreamed heâd regret not reading this BL novel more closely.
âAbsolutely not.â
He couldnât, wouldnât, let himself get tangled up in the protagonistâs love life. Cheongyeon gritted his teeth in silent resolve. No matter what his own symptoms suggested, Jeha could never be allowed to know what was really happening to him.
âInnkeeper⊠Iâm so worried. Please, at least tell me whatâs wrongâplease?â
Jehaâs near-weeping voice echoed through Cheongyeonâs chest like a knife. Finally, he spat the robe from his mouth and, through shuddering breaths, managed a response.
âI-I⊠just need to rest a while.â
âRight there? Is it because of your fall? Can I come closer, just for a moment, to checkâ?â
âNo! Stay away!â
âYou keep saying not to come near⊠but what am I supposed to doâŠ?â
Cheongyeon wished desperately for a bucket of ice water to pour over his head, to shock his body back to sense. It only grew hotter; his stomach ached, and madness felt only heartbeats away.
âThen, shall I fetch more water from the spring? You said you were thirstyâŠâ
âNo!â
âNot that eitherâŠ?â
Please. Please donât kill me twice in the same day.
He pounded his fist against a nearby tree stump and gasped, âThe herbs⊠go fetch the herbsâŠâ
âBut Innkeeper, how can I leave youâ?â
âHurry⊠pleaseâŠâ
ââŠAll right.â
Jeha hesitated but finally, reluctantly, turned and hurried away. When his footsteps had faded into the undergrowth, Cheongyeon let out a pained moan.
He fumbled for the sachet he had brought in case of emergencies, dumped the pungent spices into his palm, and breathed in their sharp scent, clenching his fists with desperate willpower.
Five years of living in a martial arts novel worldâhe could overcome this with discipline.
Jeha sped to the cave and gathered every herb his master had described, then raced back. The spot was eerily quietâhad the Innkeeper lost consciousness? Anxiously, Jeha called, âInnkeeper, Iâm back. How are you feeling?â
ââŠYouâre back?â
Thankfully, the brush shook and Cheongyeon emerged, stumbling. Jeha recoiled in shock at the state he was in.
âA m-monsterâŠ?â
âWhat was that?â
âN-nothing! Innkeeper, what happened to your eyes?â
Rubbing furiously at his crimson-rimmed eyes with a sleeve, Cheongyeon muttered, âMy eyes⊠smell delicious.â
ââŠExcuse me?â
âI brought this incense for emergencies, but it turned out I was the one who needed saving. Heh.â
âPlease, Innkeeper, get a hold of yourself!â
Staggering and half-delirious, Cheongyeon nearly collapsed against him. Up close, Jeha saw the bloodshot eyes and felt his heart acheâeven now, the Innkeeper was struggling alone.
âLet me have a look.â
Jeha lifted his face, studying him for tears. Was he crying from pain, hidden in the bushes so no one would see?
âYou truly areâŠâ
âMm?â
âI donât know what to do with you.â
Cheongyeon blinked blankly. When Jeha pressed a palm to his fevered brow, he felt the temperature had finally begun to drop.
âAt least the feverâs easing off now.â
âI want to go homeâŠâ
âLetâs go now. Shall I carry you?â
âNo⊠I donât want thatâŠâ
ââŠAlright.â
Supporting Cheongyeon, Jeha led him back to the horse, never once letting go of his waistâfor fear he might fall, and simply to keep him close. As the exhausted Innkeeper slumped against him, Jehaâs worry melted into a soft smile.
âDoes it hurt here?â
Jeha gently rotated Cheongyeonâs ankle as they sat on the bed, freshly bathed and clean, safe back in the inn. Now the bruises on his skin stood out, plain for all to see.
âNo, that bit doesnât hurt.â
âYou just groaned.â
ââŠâ
âWhat about here?â
âNo pain.â
âYour finger twitched.â
Perhaps Cheongyeon only lied to avoid the acupuncture, or to keep him from worrying. Either way, Jeha scrutinized him closely. It was the first time since childhood he had seen the Innkeeper so injured, and the guilt gnawed at himâafter all, it was his own recklessness that led to this.
âI wish Master were here.â
âDo you miss him?â
âI do. Dreadfully.â
If Master were here, every injury would have been seen at a glance and orders given promptly. Cheongyeon asked with a lopsided smile, âYou saw him just yesterdayâalready missing him?â
âItâs been about a dayâŠâ
âTruly a devoted disciple. Excellent.â
ââŠAre you praising me? Or teasing me?â
Jeha let the words flow past his ear, steadying his hands. Master had always stressed the importance of accurate acupoint location.
âBe good to your Master. Always take care of him. Though I know you will.â
âWhat brings that on all of a sudden?â
âJust envy.â
âEnvy, Innkeeper?â
âIt must be wonderfulâto have someone you can genuinely admire and depend upon.â
Jeha looked up, seeing a fleeting loneliness shadow Cheongyeonâs features.
âYou could depend on someone too.â
âWho? Your Master?â
The words almost left himâdepend on meâbut Jeha checked himself and merely nodded. He never wanted his feelings to burden the man.
âI already owe so much to your Master. Even my good health now is thanks to him.â
âYouâre hardly healthy at all.â
ââŠAre you being cheeky now?â
Strangeâhe felt a twist of jealousy listening to Cheongyeon talk about Master. It was the same ache he got seeing the Innkeeper talk with that Namgung brat.
âAnywayâhurry up and finish so you can rest. Itâs late.â
âWeâre not done yet.â
âThereâs nothing else that hurts, Iâm fine, Iâow.â
âIt hurts here, doesnât it?â
âOf course it does, youâre pressing so hard!â
Tuning out the Innkeeperâs grumbles, Jeha kept working, ignoring demands to be left alone until Cheongyeon finally drifted off to sleep.
âAre you asleep?â
He truly was, it seemed.
Studying that serene, sleeping face, Jeha removed the last needle and slipped from the room.
The corridors of the inn, thick with midnight darkness, brought back memoriesâcrying in the Innkeeperâs arms after scolding from his Master, finding comfort in his quiet, steady warmth. He paused on the stairs, smiling quietly at the memory.
He barely wanted to move at all, but finally made his way to his own room. As he opened the door, he went stock-still.
By the pale light of the moon falling through the window, a masked man stood waitingâsword drawn and gleaming.