Guide of the Sichuan Tang Clan C15
by berryChapter 15
Eunmyeong threw himself forward, clutching Mujin with both arms. He looked up urgently, eyes wide with alarm. The waves of energy entangled around Mujinâs chest pulsed in disarray.
âYou canât use it yet! And why are you using force on a civilian?!â
â…Civilian…?â
Mujinâs voice came out low and uncertain, but Eunmyeong didnât hear it. His gaze was fixed on the chaotic energy radiating from Mujinâs chest.
Despite all the guiding he had done so far, the flow of Mujinâs qi remained a twisted, knotted thread. What Eunmyeong had managed was nothing more than trimming away the frayed ends â a temporary fix, not a cure. Watching the turbulent waves, he protested in frustration.
âIf you think about it, itâs my fault for refusing to come earlier. He was just doing his job!â
âYou⊠refused?â
The moment those words fell, Mujinâs expression hardened. So heâd refused? When heâd been making such a fuss about not wanting to comeânow he was upset because Mujin had come? Irritation prickled through Eunmyeong as he snapped his head up.
âWhat? Why?â
â…â
âYou donât like that I said it? That I didnât want to go with you?â
âWhat nonsense are you spouting?â
Mujinâs brows furrowed, his face subtly shiftingâas if caught between confusion and disbelief. Even in his stoic composure, Eunmyeong could read him clearly.
Thatâs his flustered face.
Not all anger looked the same. There was the sulking kind, the irritated kind, the kind that burned quiet. After staring at that face while he slept, Eunmyeong could recognize every subtle difference.
Yet, as he still refused to let go, the situation grew awkward. Servants and attendants had begun to gather, whispering as the Young Master himself became embroiled in the commotion.
âYouâre really going to keep this up?â Eunmyeong tilted his chin toward the crowd. âIf you keep going, the Clan Headâs going to hear about this.â
At the mention of Clan Head, Mujinâs jaw tightened. His eyes flickered over the servants, then back to Eunmyeong. Without another word, he dropped the servantâs arm like it was trash.
The servant stumbled backward, wheezing. Mujin looked at him with cold disdain and gestured sharply.
âRemove him. I donât want to see him again.â
âY-Yes, Young Master.â
The servants bowed deeply, their shoulders trembling just like the punished manâs.
With that, Mujin turned and strode up the stairs. The night wind caught his hair, dark strands fluttering behind him.
âUgh, what a nasty temper,â Eunmyeong muttered under his breath. âMaybe qi deviation just happens to people with bad personalities. Not inner energyâitâs just rage bursting out of them.â
He sighed deeply, watching the broad back move away. âIf thatâs the case, I donât think I want to fix the rest either.â
He exhaled another weary breath. âGuess itâs just my fate.â
Even in death, his fate was exhausting. When he turned, the servants were still bowing, shoulders trembling. Whether it was them or him, they were all shrimp caught in the same tide, dragged around by the whale that was Tang Mujin. He felt almost sorry for them.
âGood luck out there,â he said lightly.
âYes, Young Master,â one answered in a small voice.
With a polite bow, Eunmyeong trotted after Mujin, climbing the stairs. No one noticed that Mujinâs steps were slower than usual that night.
When Mujin entered his chamber, the first thing he did was seize the bedding laid neatly side by side.
Blanket, mat, and pillow â all of it.
He gathered them up and flung them to the farthest spot possible, right in front of the door.
Far enough that no touch could reach him.
Eunmyeong blinked at the sight of his bedding lying at the threshold.
âThatâs⊠a little too much, isnât it?â
âWhat is?â Mujin asked flatly.
âItâs literally at the door. The servants will step all over it when they come in.â
Mujin glanced toward the bedding, then murmured as if in thought, âThatâs fine.â
The calmness of that answer made Eunmyeongâs blood boil. Mujin sat back down without another word, and it felt like facing an immovable wall.
It was a battle of persistence. Mujin had no intention of letting him move even an inch closer, while Eunmyeong refused to sleep right under a drafty door.
Itâs freezing there!
How was he supposed to sleep like that? Heâd grown up treated as a rare, precious guideâhe couldnât just curl up by the door like a stray dog. He looked at the bedding again, then at Mujin, gauging his mood.
âJust⊠a little closer?â
âNo.â
âReally, just a little.â
âI said no.â
Heartless bastard.
Eunmyeong narrowed his eyes, rising onto his toes. He took one careful step forward.
â…â
When no voice came, he took another. Heel first, no sound.
Thatâs fine, right?
One step became two, then three. Hearing no protest, he grinned and tugged the blanket toward him.
â…Tang Eunmyeong.â
âAh!â
He dropped the blanket with a yelp. The pillow rolled away, hitting the floor with a soft thud. When he turned, Mujin was right in front of him.
Dressed in white martial robes, his long black hair spilling over his shoulders, his face cool as frost â if not for his build, he could have been mistaken for a vengeful ghost.
âSo my words amuse you now?â
âN-no, thatâs notââ
âThe Clan Head said to share a chamber, not a bed.â
Still, Eunmyeong jutted his lip out.
âHe didnât say we couldnât either.â
â…â
âWant me to go ask him to clarify?â
He blinked innocently, and Mujinâs frown deepened into visible strain.
âOr maybe Iâll ask if we can sleep together too.â
The veins at Mujinâs temple stood out sharply, his breath turning ragged.
âGet. Out.â
He grabbed the nearest pillow with lethal force, as though strangling something.
âOut. Now.â
The blanket Eunmyeong had worked so hard to drag over was hurled straight back to the door.
âAh!â he squeaked, scrambling after it.
That foul-tempered man! Hugging his bedding like a scorned bride, Eunmyeong pouted while Mujin calmly straightened his own sheets and lay down. Even his blanket was flawless â not a single crease.
Heâll probably die tidying up his deathbed too.
A guide who was refused, a warrior who threw his guide out â what a cursed story this was turning out to be.
With a huff, Eunmyeong rolled to the center of the room and stretched out dramatically, shutting his eyes like a protester staging a sit-in.
âWhat are you doing,â Mujinâs voice came from the bed.
âCompromise! Iâll stay this far, okay? Itâs not even that close!â
âNo.â
âThenâthen Iâll cut my belly open, I swear!â
Eunmyeong smacked his stomach for emphasis. âI said Iâll do it!â
But before he could say another word, Mujin unsheathed his sword â and that shut him up.
The night stretched on. Eunmyeong lay awake, staring into the dark.
Was it because the place was unfamiliar? He wasnât usually picky about where he slept. He turned toward the window.
No, itâs probably that bastard.
He glanced over at Mujin, who lay silently beside the window, eyes closed. In the end, between his threats and Mujinâs sword, it was clear who had won.
The window was open just enough for a cool breeze to drift in, carrying the soft rustle of leaves. The night here was unlike the cityâs â quieter, purer, untouched by light.
In the darkness, Eunmyeongâs mind wandered back to what heâd left behind: the world that never truly slept, where the hum of cars and distant alarms filled the air. The center, crowded with espers and guides alike.
He wondered about the espers heâd once tended to. Did they have new guides now? The Center was always short on them, and as an S-class guide, his absence must have hit hard.
But at least they still have guides.
Here, there were none.
This world had only espersâwarriors who trained endlessly, hoping their inner energy wouldnât one day consume them.
And here⊠heâs all alone.
Maybe thatâs why his eyes kept finding Mujin.
Seeing someone enduring pain so quietly, so familiarly, stirred something in him. After all, he had spent years watching people like that â those who suffered in silence until someone helped them bear the burden.
He wants to beg for guiding so badly.
Espers were drawn to guides by instinct â survival, need, desire. The one person who could steady them was the one they could never ignore.
Mujin, proud and rigid as he was, must have been fighting that very pull â the rising heat, the trembling energy. For a man whoâd lived only through martial discipline, such emotion was alien.
He would have to be approached slowly. Gently.
Until he no longer realized it was happening.
Footnote
- Qi deviation (ìŁŒíì ë§ / Juhwaipma): A dangerous condition in martial cultivation where unstable inner energy drives one into madness or self-destruction.