NLFSD Chapter 7
by berryChapter 7
Shame was mine to bear.
Lee Jiwoon lowered his head deeply, avoiding the gazes of others.
âAhem. Now, the next corner is time to exchange and read each otherâs contemplation journals. Everyone, youâre logged into the app, right?â
âYes!â
âPlease exchange with your partner and read it. As you read, try to feel what kind of emotions arise.â
Following the instructor’s directions, the couples exchanged phones. During that, a small commotion broke out. Voices were raised at one of the coupleâs tables.
âWhat is this? Are you kidding me? You really hate me, donât you?â
âI had to write honestly, what else could I do? I just wrote things as they are!â
As the Alpha and Omega argued, the instructor shook his head.
âIf you fight like that, itâs a deduction. You should try to see the good in each other.â
Lee Jiwoon shrank from the intense coupleâs fight. Am I going to get scolded too? I did put in effort, but I think I did complain about the department head⊠I remember writing something like âAI-like,â or âlike a robot.â What do I do?
âWhat are you doing? Hurry up and exchange.â
âAh, yes.â
At the instructorâs urging, Lee Jiwoon hesitantly held out his phone. In contrast, Seo Taecheon handed over his phone calmly and with composure.
As he rested his chin on his hand and read the journal with a blank expression, Lee Jiwoon started reading Seo Taecheonâs journal with a nervous heart.
What kind of evaluation did he give me? Worried, he opened the recent entry. And thenâwhat the heck.
Below the date, the activities he and Seo Taecheon carried out were listed in detail, down to the minute.
His records resembled a business report, using terms like background, objective, progress, and result.
âWhat is this? A company report?â
O Background: To promote harmony between spouses
O Progress: Dinner led by self (duration: 1 hour)
O Result: Successfully completed
*** Note: Suspected shellfish allergy. Needs to be addressed during next meal.
âWow⊠he didnât miss a single day.â
Heâs relentless and even eccentric. Lee Jiwoon stared blankly, his mouth agape.
âŠBut he did notice my shrimp allergy. So thatâs why he removed the soy-marinated shrimp in front of me at the last dinner.
Lee Jiwoon subtly glanced at Seo Taecheon. His face was completely unreadable. He was a robot whose thoughts were impossible to decipher.
âHave you all finished reading? How was it? Didnât you get to understand your spouseâs inner thoughts, even a little?â
âYes.â
âThis weekâs assignment is to write an interview review. Please submit your reports through the assignment tab in the contemplation journal app. With that, weâll conclude todayâs session.â
As people clapped, Lee Jiwoon awkwardly joined in. Seo Taecheon clapped on beat, precisely and cleanly. Even his applause had the poise of an actor attending a film festival.
âLetâs go home.â
âAh, yes.â
Lee Jiwoon got up slowly and followed behind the retreating figure of Seo Taecheon. But then he heard whispers from other Omegas nearby.
âHeâs handsome and composed. Just perfect.â
âWhy is that Omega trying to get divorced? I donât get it.â
âExactly. Itâs not like her husbandâs trash like mine. Why reject an Alpha like that?â
âWho knows. Maybe itâs the Alpha whoâs dumping him?â
As giggles burst out, Lee Jiwoon grew irritated.
âExcuse me. Weâre getting divorced through mutual agreement, okay? Whoâs dumping who!â
After snapping back defiantly, the Omegas fell silent as if doused with cold water.
âHmph!â
Iâm not the one getting dumped!
Coming out into the hallway a step later, Lee Jiwoon looked around for Seo Taecheon. He was talking to the instructor in the distance, but their conversation was too far to hear clearly.
Only faint snippets came through, like âdeduction,â âextension.â
Huh? Are they talking about the contemplation period right now?
ââŠso if thereâs a deduction, how muchâŠâ
âIf that happens, the extensionâŠâ
Eavesdropping on the fragmented conversation, Lee Jiwoon was able to roughly piece together the situation. He was checking thoroughly because he didnât want to extend their marriage one more day.
Well, I feel the same way!
Even as he thought that, Lee Jiwoon felt oddly slighted. He hated the idea of an extension just as much, so why was he feeling this way? Still, the fact that Seo Taecheon seemed so eager to get rid of him made him feel bad. Like encountering laundry that hadnât dried properly.
âThere you are.â
At that moment, Seo Taecheon spotted him and started striding over. Lee Jiwoon momentarily panicked, afraid heâd been caught eavesdropping.
âWhy didnât you go down first? What were you doing?â
âAh, that! I was⊠reading a poster on the wall!â
Lee Jiwoon pointed randomly at something on the wall.
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It was a nationwide campaign flyer.
Why, of all things, did I have to point at that? Damn it.
Lee Jiwoon resented his own finger, but whatâs done is done.
âHmm. I didnât know you were paying attention to cycle management.â
Seo Taecheon spoke in an even tone, staring intently at the poster.
âN-no, thatâs not it.â
âIâll make sure to gather information and handle that proactively. Since weâre living under the same roof, who knows what could happen.â
Because Seo Taecheon responded so casually, only Lee Jiwoon was left feeling embarrassed.
The car ride back was filled with awkward silence. The one who broke it was Seo Taecheon.
âIs there anything you want to eat?â
Honestly, Lee Jiwoon didnât have much of an appetite, but he wasnât the type to skip meals, so he tried to recall what was in the fridge.
There were some side dishes left from last time⊠um⊠a few sausages⊠we had the Korean beef together last timeâŠ
âUh⊠the fridge is empty.â
âThen how about grilled short rib patties? The housekeeper texted earlier that she put some in the fridge.â
âOh, really?â
The housekeeper, who regularly took care of the housework, seemed to have contacted Seo Taecheon.
âGrilled short rib patties sound good.â
âLetâs have those.â
Thinking about the patties made Lee Jiwoonâs appetite return, and he wanted to hurry home.
Once they arrived home, Seo Taecheon volunteered to cook without hesitation.
âTake it easy, Assistant Manager Lee. Iâll call you when dinnerâs ready.â
âIs that okay?â
âWhy wouldnât it be?â
At times like this, he seemed really considerate⊠or maybe he was just afraid Jiwoon would ruin the kitchen⊠he wasnât sure.
Lee Jiwoon shrugged and casually headed into the master bedroom. After washing his hands and feet in the bathroom, he flopped onto the bed. As he stared at the ceiling, he suddenly remembered the picture he received as a gift earlier.
He got up and rummaged through his bag, and soon found the artistic drawing.
âThis is supposed to be me? No way. Thatâs insanely handsome. No, beautiful. Just beautiful.â
He always thought he looked average and unremarkable, but thisâforget good looks, there was something oddly seductive about it⊠Wait. What the hell am I saying? Seductive? Seriously?
âDinnerâs ready, Assistant Manager Lee.â
Just then, there was a knock at the door. Startled, Jiwoon quickly shoved the drawing into the desk drawer and stepped outside.
After stuffing himself with food, Lee Jiwoon lay on the bed in the master bedroom, patting his stomach and working on the post-consultation assignment. But when it came time to actually write a thousand characters, he found he didnât have much to say.
It was informative and meaningful. Fun, even.
âUgh, this isnât even a hundred characters, let alone a thousand.â
While Jiwoon was pulling his hair out, Seo Taecheon sat on the sofa beside the bed, reading a book.
âArenât you going to write your report, Director?â
âIâve got a call coming in soon. Iâll do it after that.â
No sooner had he finished speaking than his phone vibrated.
âYes. Mother. What brings you to call?â
Oh? So thatâs his mother. Wonder what sheâs calling about.
Noticing Jiwoonâs curious expression, Seo Taecheon got up and stepped outside.
âYouâre in Korea? You didnât tell me.â
âAnd you got married without saying a word to me, didnât you?
âThere were some circumstances.â
âWhat circumstances? You said you were a lifelong bachelor. Who just up and gets married like that?
âIâll explain everything in detail later.â
Since his mother wasnât wrong, Seo Taecheon couldnât argue too much.
He had lived 31 years firmly believing in bachelorhood. Sure, his parents pressured him into a few blind dates. But each time, by his standards he declined politely; by othersâ standards, he was cold and intimidating.
Watching his parentsâ painful divorce as a child left a deep scar, and he was also deeply devoted to his work. He thought, âIâll build my company. Iâll marry my work and live alone.â
At some point, that belief became so rooted in him that marriage didnât even seem appealing. Even when people asked why someone with such a perfect face, body, and job wasnât married, he remained indifferent.
How could he be interested when he just wasnât?
So, according to his life plan, he was supposed to stay single forever.
But then one day, a ridiculous incident happened. Lee Jiwoon walked into the directorâs office trembling, holding out a family registration certificate. Seo Taecheon had been completely dumbfounded.
Love and dating werenât required for marriage. Just one administrative error was enough.
And yet, he had spent the entire day drawing that Omegaâs face. The face of the Omega who was now lying facedown on the bed.
âLifeâs unpredictable.â
Seo Taecheon murmured as he hung up the phone. A faint smile appeared on his normally expressionless face.