NLFSD Chapter 85
by berryChapter 85
The nurse on the line stiffened when, instead of anger or abuse, sudden laughter spilled from Jiwoonâs lips. She had expected fury â yet he started giggling out of nowhere.
âHhhâŠhahaha⊠Iâll hang up now.â
âMr. Lee? Mr. Lee?!
Jiwoon laughed like a madman, a few tears squeezing from his eyes. His life was so cursed that laughter was the only thing left. A marriage born out of a clerical error, and now a divorce almost born out of a misdiagnosisâŠ
âAaah!â
He tugged at his hair, groaning, until nurses near the entrance rushed over in alarm.
âPatient! Are you all right?â
âShould we administer a sedative?â
âLooks like acute shock. Letâs stabilize him quickly.â
Whisked back inside, Jiwoon was admitted. The doctor judged his state as shock in a pregnant patient and ordered him to rest on a hospital bed, connected to IV fluids.
The climateâcontrolled, dimly lit infusion room bed was warm and cozy. There Jiwoon alternated between chuckling to himself and sobbing uncontrollably.
Now what do I do? Can I even go back to work? Am I already considered fired?
And Taecheon⊠He mustâve listened to the recording on the SookryeoâDoongyi doll by now. In the middle of the living room, pretty as you please â I left him a breakup speech: that marriage was a burden, that I didnât love him. By now, surely, all affection he felt for me has shattered.
The thought made his vision blur, strength drain.
Hah. Taecheon, I only said goodbye because I thought I was terminal. I left my job to spend my last days quietly. But it turns out Iâm not sick â Iâm actually pregnant! Pregnant!
This wasnât something he could just walk back from.
âUuugh!â
Jiwoon cried out, making a nurse pull the curtain open.
âAre you in pain?â
âNâno, just a sting from the IV site.â
âThe drip is slow⊠Iâll reduce the flow rate more.â
Adjustments made, the nurse left. Jiwoon sank small and silent in bed.
When the IV finished, he collected prescriptions and shuffled back onto the street. His thoughts swirled around one thing: How do I fix this? How can I erase the embarrassment, return smoothly to society and the home I fled?
Normally, Jiwoon wasnât one to run from problems. Having survived alone, he was more the type to face hardships headâon. But this timeâŠ
He had resigned in dramatic fashion, stormed out of his marriage, disappeared. He couldnât possibly stroll back in saying, Correction â I take it all back, without accounting for the weight of what heâd done.
Calm. Sort by priority. Family, or job first? Probably check on Taecheonâs state before all else. Not to call and say âHoney! Iâm back!â Instead, scout the house from nearby first.
âUghâŠâ He rubbed his forehead, sighing.
âGetting on?â
An older manâs voice snapped him from thought. He looked up: a bus stop. A bus bound for home sat idling.
âAhâ yâyes! Wait, Iâll ride!â
Scrambling aboard, he clutched a strap. Ten stops, thirty minutes, heâd be there. Traffic was light midday; the bus sped too quickly.
I wish it would slow⊠I wish it would jam. His stomach churned with dread.
Passengers stared when he sighed, groaned, even thunked his forehead against the grab pole. But Jiwoon was too consumed by impending humiliation to care. Every meter closer home worsened it.
Yet where else could he go? He had no other refuge. Motel hiding couldnât last forever.
âSir, arenât you getting off?â
Startled, he rushed off the bus. From stop to house meant climbing one small hill. He trudged like a testâtaker bringing home a failing report card. The nearer he came, the slower he went. Still, steps carried him inevitably to the gate.
He peered cautiously, hugging the wall, craning his head toward the garage. No car. So maybe Taecheon wasnât home⊠but the uncertainty made his heart quake.
If I run into him, what do I say? He must be furiousâŠ
âMy God.â
âJiwoon!â
A female voice called behind him. He spun.
There, waving, was a stylish middleâaged woman â glossy coat, rich waves in her hair â elegance in motion.
Madam Choi Yeongâhee, Seo Taecheonâs mother.
âOâOh! Mother. Hello.â
âSo here you are. Whatâs happened? Do you know Taecheonâs been looking for you?â
âTâthatâsâŠâ
Head hung low, guilt pouring off him, Jiwoon shrank. Her brows pressed.
That morning sheâd called her son to check in â only to hear shocking news:
âJiwoon is gone. My Omega is gone.â
The boy who had once shared shaved mango ice with her, too charming to dislike, had seemingly vanished. Hearing her sonâs frantic, desperate voice saying Jiwoon must be found at all costs had left her stunned.
Wait â Jiwoon, run away? Why?
Unable to grasp it, she had reserved comment, ended the call, but unease drove her to check personally. And now â here he was, skulking outside.
âWhat in heavenâs name is going on. Have you contacted him?â
âNânoâŠâ
âThen I must.â
She pulled out her phone, but Jiwoon caught her wrist.
âWait â please, donât. Could you hide me? Just a few days.â
âWhat? Why, child?â
âI⊠I canât explain now. Just hide me a while. Please, donât tell him.â
She folded her arms, pondering. How familiar â just like decades ago when she, furious and hurt, had fled home and holed up at a friendâs place during a marital crisis.
ââŠSo, there is some kind of conflict, then.â
âYesâŠâ
Experience told her: prying questions do little; what someone longs for is a steady, quiet refuge. And seeing her sonâs spouse now cling to her stirred faint pride. So he seeks me out. I can be that refuge.
âYou truly donât want me to tell him?â
âYes. Please.â
ââŠAlright. Come then.â
Jiwoon nearly fell to his knees with gratitude.
âThank you â thank you so much!â
âQuick, the car. Youâll freeze.â
She gestured; he slid into the passenger seat. Off they went.
They did not know â five minutes later Seo Taecheon would arrive at that very house. Had Madam Choi not intercepted him, Jiwoon would have been caught redâhanded.
Such is timing: cruel. Thus Jiwoon slipped perfectly through his grasp, fleeing the house completely.
Almost prophetically, it mimicked Jiwoonâs recurring dream â clutching a child, fleeing Taecheonâs outstretched hands.
He scratched his cheek, remembering. That dream hurt so much⊠But only half came true. Still â what else can I do, darling. Right now⊠I need a hole to crawl into.