TTB C16
by berryChapter 16Â
13 They finally found the other missing person in this caseâŠ
Yun City First Hospital, 14th floor Oncology, VIP special-care ward at the end of the corridor, Room 1436.
Tang Ailian wore a blue uniform, sitting blankly in a chair.
That blue marked her identity: special-care aide. She tended to critically ill patients without familyâsome bedridden and unable to care for themselves, some needing wheelchairs for movement.
They did the dirtiest, heaviest work.
On-call 24 hours, eating and sleeping onsite, always watching the patientsâ conditionâwiping bodies, feeding, turning them in bedâconstantly observing for changes. No phones, no books.
They had no separate lodging; they slept in the ward. When a rare gap appeared, they would rush to the restroom to shower, then hand-wash their spare clothes.
At night they lay on narrow companion chairs, barely asleep before a patient summoned them again. Around six in the morning, they rose to a new day of work.
Single rooms were tolerable; two- or three-bed rooms were worseâthe familyâs snoring thundered. They had to endure without earplugs; if a patient needed help or went into danger, failing to rise in time meant scoldingâor dismissal.
Red Sister arranged their three meals; supplies were delivered regularly. She sometimes gave them a bit of cashâusable only in the hospital convenience store.
She had lived like this for two years, ever since fleeing home.
Her patient now slept; half a bottle of IV drip remained. Clothes were washed. It wasnât mealtime; she could rest briefly.
A commotion sounded outside the door, and Tang flinched, rising sharply to peek into the hallway. It was family visiting the neighboring patient, holding flower baskets and fruit hampers.
Breathing out, she watched the cheerful family and suddenly thought of her two dead children. If alive, the elder would be a teenager by now; the younger would be a few years old.
A sour ache spread through herâwhen the older one died, he already called her âMama.â
It was a Saturday night. At noon, Guo Mucun had attended a banquet, drunk heavily, and slept all afternoon.
She cooked while tending the baby. The baby spilled a bottle of milk; she scrambled to mop it up. Just then, the pot on the stove boiled over; she rushed to turn off the flame.
Frazzled, she muttered at Guoâasked him for helpâand the child began to cry.
Guo suddenly exploded. From the bed he kicked the child to the floor. She heard the head thud against the groundâa hard thump.
She screamed and gathered the child up into her arms.
His face twisted like a demon: âNo crying!â Then pointing at her, a warning: âYou either!â
Whether stunned or injured, the baby did stop crying.
She felt the bump at the back of the headânot large. She dared not mention the hospitalâonly prayed silently that all would be well.
Anxious, she watched him constantly. He seemed okay.
Near midnight, the child suddenly convulsed, vomited, eyes rolling backâfading fast.
âMamaâs here, Mamaâs hereâdonât be afraidâweâre going to the hospitalâŠâ She trembled, choking on sobs, clutching the child tight.
Even Guo seemed startled, hastily gathering things.
Before they could leave, the childâs body cooled in her arms.
She cried, lost, âMy childâmy childâŠâ
Guo froze a second. Then he movedâhis hand clamped on her throat. âIâm at faultâbut youâre not clean either. Noâyouâre the culprit. You! You killed him. If you hadnât scolded me, he wouldnât have cried, and I wouldnât have hit him.â
âIf you dare call the police, Iâll say you pushed himâyou didnât watch him. Try itâsee who they believe. Even if I go to prison, Iâll drag you down with me. Itâs an âaccidentââit wonât be death penalty. When Iâm out, Iâll butcher you.â
He cursed without end; his hands tightened; she couldnât breathe. âIâll strangle you now, then end myself!â
Her face soaked in tears, breath cut offâshe felt close to death.
Darkness swallowed her eyes. She beat at him but couldnât budge himâdespair welled. She even thoughtâperhaps end it, follow the child.
After a moment, his hands loosened slightly; she gulped air.
He said, âThe kid fell by himself. We werenât nearby. Thatâs what happened. If our stories match, no one suspects anything.â
His tone softened. âWeâre young. We can have another. If you agree, nodâIâll let go.â
Survival triumphed; she nodded without thinking.
When the hand left her throat, hatred for her weakness surgedâwhy had she called him for help? She cried until drainedâfeeling like an accomplice who had killed her own son.
In the end, she told no one.
But her suffering didnât end.
When she was pregnant again, she made tomato-egg soupâtoo little salt. Guo kicked her belly twice; the baby miscarried.
Later she understood: no matter how many she conceived, they wouldnât grow upâthey would only suffer, living in fear all their lives.
She had tried to ânot see, not think,â even took to vegetarian meals and Buddhist chants. But sharing a home made it pointless.
She was over forty. Seeing him drink at noon and go out again in the afternoon, she asked, âWhat time will you be back?â
âNot your business.â He flaredâgrabbed a kitchen knife and slashed. She raised her hand to block; the blade lodged into bone, nearly severing her palm. Terrified, she staggered for the door, shouting for help.
He beat her there and locked it. With a bloodâsmeared hand, she pounded the iron.
He yanked her hair and slammed her head into the door. âI saidâshout!â
Punches and kicks rained; she slid down, body failing.
Lying on the cold floor, she made a decision: she would escapeâleave this man.
A beast without humanityâone who killed his own son.
After moving in with him, sleepness nights became countless. She had considered killing him in his sleepâbut couldnât do it.
She realizedâstay, and only death lay ahead.
She thought of many waysâfleeing to a strange city, becoming a nunâbut none seemed workable.
Finally, a kind lay devotee introduced Red Sister. She found a place to survive.
But life here wasnât âgood.â Time lost meaningâonly day and night cycling.
Space was limited; endless labor without rest; fear and pressure never eased.
Sometimes she felt like a prisoner in her own lifeâsentenced to life in a cage of days.
Noticing this, Tang realized tears streamed down her face. She wiped them away, rubbing her aching palm.
The wound had closed on the surface, but the deep scar still limited her. Before heavy rains, pain in the palm flared.
She checked the time and went to fetch water in the hall.
Passing the nursesâ station, she saw the flowers againâpurple.
This was Red Sisterâs rule: flower colors signaled urgencyâdanger near or not.
The most severe was purple; purple meant: stay on this floor only. Red meant: do not leave the inpatient building. Pink allowed a brief step outside. Only Yi Ren allowed free movement within the hospital.
This had happened before. Last year, a fellow aideâs husband was hospitalized; Red Sister sent purple carnations for a week, until he was dischargedâthe flowers turned red.
At the end of last month, when Guo came, flowers were purple for two daysâthen things calmed and colors shifted.
Today, who knew whyâit was purple again. Who knew when this crisis would end.
Xiao Liu fetched water tooâa shy girl, the youngest of the aides, with delicate skin barely older than the junior nurses. Speech gentleâclearly collegeâeducatedâyet even she had ended up here.
She also saw the purpleâface drawn, dark circles heavy, brow creased. Before the kettle filled, a nurse ran over. âXiao Liuâyour patient vomited againâcome clean up.â
Flustered, Xiao Liu nearly burned herself.
Tang took her kettle. âIâll do it. Iâll bring it to you later.â
âThank you, Auntie Tang,â Xiao Liu said.
YesâAuntie Tang.
Tangâs smile turned bitter.
Here, to avoid questions, aside from showing a copy of an ID when hired, they never shared their names. âAuntie Tang.â âXiao Liu.â Those became names.
She had just delivered two kettles of water to two rooms when a disturbance rose by the elevators. Hearing it, she stiffened and, on instinct, closed the ward door.
Back to the wall, her heart poundedâhands trembling.
A premonition whisperedâthis time, they had come for her.
Her whole body shook uncontrollably.
Sure enough, within two minutes a nurse knocked. âAuntie Tang, please come out.â
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He Lin brought Li Shang and Cheng Xiaoyi to the ward door.
He saw a middleâaged woman in a blue aide uniform shuffle out in tiny stepsâeyes full of fear.
At last, they had found the other missing person in the caseâTang Ailian.
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In the hospital corridor, He Lin showed his ID. âHelloâare you Tang Ailian?â
Li Shang took out pen and paper, recording to the side.
Tang brushed her hair back. âI amâŠâ
âIâm He Lin, captain of Yun City Bureauâs Missing Persons Investigation Division. Two years ago, your husband Guo Mucun reported you missing; police have been searching for you.â He paused. âGuo Mucun recently passed away.â
âPâpassed away?â Tang covered her mouth, body tremblingâwanting to cry, but no tears came.
He Lin judged at a glanceâit was feigned grief. Her eyes slid leftânone of the raw pain of losing a loved one. Not enough surpriseâfear overshadowed everythingâfear born from police questioning here.
Unable to summon tears, she gave up. She even felt the urge to smileâbiting her lips to force a blank expression.
She asked, âHâhow did he die?â
Her voice was small, stammeredâas if she hadnât had a normal conversation in a long time.
He Lin answered politely, officially: âIt involves a criminal case. Please cooperate with us and come to the bureau for questioning. We will clarify the matter shortly.â