HMN C41
by berryChapter 41
âHey. I spent my entire weekend watching a damn video of someone shaking chicken breast in a plastic bag on loop. Like a dog. Thatâs where Iâm at.â
The look on his face was full of bitter self-mockery, the kind of raw self-awareness that hit even Daeyoung straight in the gut. Stillâhe was way too close. Instinctively, Daeyoung leaned back, trying to make some space, but Chiwoo just stepped in further, tilting his head slightly.
ââŠSo?â
His expression was wary, tension written all over it, as if bracing for whatever price might be demanded. Chiwooâs gaze quietly traced the small, round face before him.
Honestly, a week was a long time. For Ahn Daeyoung, who didnât like him, it would fly by without a second thought. But for Chiwooâwho couldnât stop noticing every tiny detail about the boy ever since that so-called hypnosisâit felt endless.
âFor a week, stay close to me. Eat dinner with me, lunch too. Do assignments together.â
ââŠAre you out of your mind? Completely insane?â
âWhy do you keep asking that? I already told you I am. Clean out your ears.â
And of all people, the one whoâd driven him insane was hardly in any position to talk. But Daeyoung was having none of it, shaking his head hard in disbelief.
âDidnât hear that. You can just grit your teeth and endure.â
He turned away, brisk and irritated, but Chiwoo already knew how to make him stop in his tracks.
âWell, too bad. I guess Iâll just have to vent this tragic, anxiety-ridden one-sided love to Minhye or something. Maybe sheâll have advice.â
Freeze.
Daeyoungâs steps halted mid-stride. Chiwoo, barely suppressing a smirk, started counting in his head. One, two, three, four, fiveâ
Not even five seconds passed before the small, round head whipped back toward him. The adorably neat face was full of outrage and reluctant defeat.
ââŠF-fine. Just a week.â
That thin jaw clenched tight as he spat it out, and Chiwoo couldnât help the smile that crept across his lips, even closing his eyes for a moment in satisfaction.
Daeyoung shot him one last glare, then turned on his heel again, storming down the narrow street. His stride was large, his footsteps loud and heavyâthunk, thunkâas if stomping his irritation into the asphalt.
Watching him, Chiwoo tilted his head slightly, admiring that cute, furious back view. Then he raised his voice.
âHey! Donât walk like that when youâre that fucking cute!â
âAhhh!â
Daeyoung let out a strangled yell, slapped his hands over his ears, and bolted. His fine hair fluttered behind him as he dashed away, disappearing down the street. Chiwoo laughed out loud, unable to stop himself. God, why was he so cute?
Even after Daeyoung vanished past the crosswalk, Chiwooâs grin didnât fade. He pressed his palm against his chest, feeling his heart pounding hard beneath his shirt. It was the first time heâd ever experienced his heart racingânot out of anger or adrenaline, but because being with someone actually felt good.
âHypnosis is wild,â he muttered, voice lighter than usual.
Ahn Daeyoung didnât like attention.
No, more than thatâhe actively avoided it. He wasnât painfully shy or timid; he just hated being the center of anyoneâs gaze. Maybe it was the lingering shadow of his less-than-smooth school years.
He didnât even like being the subject of gossipâgood or bad. And yet, if someone asked why he wanted to be part of the âinâ crowd, he wouldnât know how to answer. He didnât want fame, just a bit of warmthâpeople talking about him in a good way for once. Sure, it was a childish dream, but wanting something youâve never had was the most human thing of all.
ââŠWhatâs that about?â
Gu Wonjungâs quiet question snapped him back. Exactly thisâthis kind of attentionâwas what he hated.
Heâd rushed all the way to the lecture hall like someoneâs shoes were on fire, only to push open the door and immediately feel dozens of eyes on him.
ââŠâŠâ
He knew why. And he knew ignoring it was the only option.
Ignore it. Just ignore it.
He chanted it like a mantra as he walked inside. A quick glance behind him confirmed it: the guy whoâd been following him was now gone.
âGodâŠâ
âWhatâs up with you?â
He hadnât even had the chance to sit before Wonjung poked his side. Daeyoung shook his head and pulled out his chair, pretending nothing was wrongâbut then Hae-gyeom walked in, glanced down the hall, froze, and rushed over in disbelief.
âHey. What the hell?â
âWhat.â
Looking every bit as annoyed as he felt, Daeyoung pulled his laptop from his bag.
âWhy is Go Chiwoo here? Since when are you two close?â
ââŠRan into him on the way to school.â
âThen whyâd he follow you all the way here? This isnât even the same floorâhe came right up to your classroom.â
âWe just⊠ended up talking.â
He waved his hand dismissively, telling them to drop it.
It wasnât worth explaining anyway.
Like most people, the first thing Daeyoung did upon waking up was check his phoneâand instantly regretted it.
HaaahâŠ
Face buried in his pillow, he kicked and flailed his limbs helplessly.
Heâd sprinted home last night like a man escaping an arson scene, only to find a message from Chiwoo waiting for him after his shower.
When he asked why the hell Chiwoo needed his class schedule, the reply was, âFor efficient coordination.â
Too tired to argue, heâd just sent it. The response: âIâll meet you in front of your place when you leave.â
Heâd thought, no way. Before sleeping, heâd thought no way. In the morning, still, no way.
And then he opened the doorâonly to see Go Chiwoo standing right there.
Their walk to campus had been filled with Chiwooâs relentless nonsense.
âCanât we hold hands?â
âCan you not?â
âThey say holding hands breaks prejudice.â
âTry breaking your neck first.â
And so on.
Heâd never in his life been confessed to, let alone courted, and the fact that his first time was by a hypnotized Go Chiwoo was just insult to injury. Worse yet, that annoyingly perfect face sometimes made him think, Goddamn, he really is stupidly good-looking, and that was a blow to his pride all on its own.
In the end, Chiwoo had insisted on following him all the way to the lecture hall before finally leaving. Daeyoung had protestedâfuriouslyâthat walking him into the building was absurd, especially in front of classmates, but since heâd promised to âcooperateâ for the week, he couldnât refuse outright.
âYouâve gotta give me context, man. One day youâre avoiding him like the plague, the next heâs walking you to class? I feel like I skipped five chapters.â
At Hae-gyeomâs remark, Daeyoung lowered his eyes and rummaged in his bag.
âWeâre not close. We just talk sometimes âcause we work at the same cafĂ©.â
Wonjung, noticing the slight evasiveness in his gaze, studied him closely.
âLast time you freaked out just âcause of a rumor. Now youâre showing up together? What, best friends now?â
âUgh, can we not? Please?â
It was just this week. Once the hypnosis wore off over the weekend, Chiwoo would be back to normal, and theyâd go back to being strangers.
Exhaustion was written all over Daeyoungâs face, enough to silence the others for now. Besides, the professor was already walking in.
âLetâs get food later. Iâm working out tonight, so Iâm free.â
Same schedule meant same free period. As soon as the long, dull lecture ended, Daeyoung stretched his arms above his head and slung his bag over his shoulderâbut before he could answer, his phone buzzed.
Chiwoo.
Why did I give him my schedule again?
Frowning, Daeyoung stood, adjusting his strap.
âSorry, Iâve got plans. Just eat without me this week, okay? My bad.â
Wonjung frowned, clearly unimpressed.
âWhat plans?â
âI, uhâŠâ
I accidentally hypnotized Go Chiwoo, and now heâs obsessed with me.
Yeah, no. That wasnât something you could just say.
Heâd be dragged to a bar and interrogated for being âinsane.â So instead, he went with the oldest, safest kind of lieâone so weak it might just pass by pity.
âIâve just got too much going on this week. Volunteer work, my part-time shift⊠Iâll join next week.â
Pouting slightly for emphasis, he patted Wonjungâs back with forced friendliness and slipped out.
As soon as the door closed, Hae-gyeom leaned in, grinning.
âSmells fishy, right? Real fishy.â
ââŠYeah. Heâs a terrible liar.â
And he was.
Ahn Daeyoung couldnât lie to save his life. His version of âlyingâ looked more like reciting a textbook out loudâmonotone, stiff, and avoiding all eye contact, as if holding up a giant sign that read Iâm lying right now.
Wonjung narrowed one eye, closing his book slowly.
What the hell is he hiding?
His sharp gaze followed the direction Daeyoung had gone, lingering on the lecture hall door.