HMN C16
by berryChapter 16
âWow, seriously, today the professor was on another level. I thought I was going to die of boredom.â
Daeyoung thudded his forehead onto the desk in the lecture hall. Since the next class was after lunch, he knew an even greater ordeal would be waiting. While he rubbed his eyes furiously, the classroom emptied quickly.
âIâm gonna eat pork cutlet. Gotta get some protein.â
With a huge yawn, Daeyoung put his laptop into his bag and slung it over his shoulder. Just then, while still glancing sharply around, Haegyeom suddenly wedged himself between Wonjung and Daeyoung.
âHey, let me tell you what I just heard.â
âAh. Tell us while weâre eating.â
It would be gossip anyway. Waving his hand dismissively, Daeyoung left the lecture hall, only for Haegyeom to smack him hard on the back.
âYouâll regret it. Itâs a rumor about you, Ahn Daeyoung.â
ââŠMe?â
He froze. He stopped walking down the hall, frowning with a confused expression at the idea that he was the subject of gossip. Not me? he thought, pointing at Wonjung. Bursting into laughter, Haegyeom nodded.
âMan, I swear, Iâve heard all kinds of shit in my life. This oneâs just too damn funny.â
âOh, what the hell is it.â
If it were good news, it sure as hell wouldnât be that funny. The creeping unease made Daeyoung press closer to Haegyeom. Nudging him impatiently with his elbow to hurry and spit it out, Daeyoung watched him try to play it up, only to snicker to himself again. Just as Daeyoungâs patience reached its limit, Haegyeom barely managed to wipe away his grin and said,
âNo, like, you knowâŠGochu(Pepper).â
ââŠâŠâ
The familiar nickname made his unease quickly turn to irritation. Oblivious to his expression, Haegyeom kept chattering excitedly.
âTheyâre saying you went around chasing after Gochu, confessed to him, and got rejected? Looks like the rumor spread everywhere over the weekend.â
Thud.
âAh, fuckâŠâ
The curse spilled out of Daeyoung before he realized it, because he couldnât contain the sudden flare of anger. Seeing Daeyoungâs face grow stiffer and stiffer, Haegyeom, apparently misinterpreting it, patted his shoulder reassuringly.
âSo I was like, what the hell? You and Gochu arenât even close, and besides, you told me yourself you like girls. So they were like oh, then maybe itâs just bullshit after all.â
Ha. Covering his eyes with the heel of his palm, he let out a long sigh. It was a baseless, ridiculous rumor, but he couldnât shake the feeling that its origin somehow traced back to that day.
âWhat kind of bullshit is this.â
Wonjung chimed in sharply, but it didnât improve his mood. He distinctly remembered that next to Minhae, someone from the same club had been there that dayâbut he couldnât recall the face. On top of that, that bastard Gochu seemed to have no intention of making a proper explanation either, so anyone whoâd only heard half the story could easily misunderstandâŠ. He cut off the thought before it spiraled further. Haegyeom, noticing Daeyoung and Wonjungâs unsmiling faces at last, cautiously asked,
âHey, what, are you really that pissed? Isnât it just small talk? I mean, Gochuâs already super popular, and youâŠâ
âAh!â
Unable to hold back the frustration, Daeyoung let out a short cry. It wasnât a full-on shoutâcloser to a groan of exasperation. He propped his hands on the window sill with a thunk and bowed his head.
âHa, my college lifeâŠ.â
It was the sort of absurd gossip you could brush off easily. Honestly, one properly blossomed campus romance would be enough to sweep it away. Silly jokes like this could pass if left alone.
But the fact that the other person was Gochu, that Minhae had witnessed something, and the exact content of the rumorâit all tangled together and jabbed at his nerves. Suddenly, he jerked his head up.
âNo but really, why is the rumor not about us dating, but specifically about me chasing him alone and getting rejected?â
That was what pissed him off most. He hadnât confessed a damn thingâin fact, he loathed even hearing that bastardâs nameâbut the story had turned into him being crushingly rejected after liking him. Haegyeom began snickering again, mumbling,
âIt just means heâs the kind of guy both men and women alike could fall for.â
Yeah, but why the hell do I have to be the scapegoat? He knew well enough that if you had that kind of face on campus, being famous wasnât strange at all. Early in the semester, everyoneâfreshmen and returning students alikeâwas memorizing faces, so of course it spread more easily. Pretty and handsome people always attracted gossip, and with that level of looks, being famous beyond campus was natural. He got that. The issue wasnât whether Gochu drew attentionâit was why he himself had become the sacrificial pawn of that shining face. He was pissed off.
âWhy couldnât they just stop at saying heâs good-looking, without making up trash about how someone confessed to him and got rejected? And the âsomeoneâ just had to be me.â
Daeyoungâs face flushed crimson, his neck veins straining as he voiced the core of his frustration. For a friend who knew it wasnât true, of course it was hilarious, and Haegyeom laughed loud enough to nearly topple over.
All the way to the cafeteria, Daeyoung kept raging like a fire-breathing dragon, while Haegyeom laughed himself sick, stomping his feet. Thankfully, Wonjung walked in silence beside them, saying nothing. If both of them had piled on, Daeyoung might have collapsed from high blood pressure already.
He had no idea if his pork cutlet was going into his mouth or up his nose. Until hearing this rumor, heâd assumed everyone was staring at Wonjung. But maybe⊠theyâd actually been staring at him.
âForget it and eat. Itâs just because itâs the start of the semester. By next week, itâll be gone.â
At last, Wonjung consoled him with those words. Having already vented so much frustration, Daeyoung had nothing left to say, so he only pouted and pecked at his food, nodding reluctantly.
âBut, why would that kind of rumor even start? You two never even hung out.â
After all that laughter, only then did Haegyeom bother to trace the source of the rumorâa surprisingly loyal move. Daeyoung, squinting gloomily, replied,
âWe take the same elective.â
âWhat?â
âWhat?â
The two voices overlapped in unison, drawing curious glances from people nearby. Daeyoung scowled, biting into his pork cutlet. Haegyeom leaned forward eagerly, his face brimming with interest. To be precise, Daeyoung should have said things like, âAfter the club dinner, I ended up in his arms,â or âHeâs the cafĂ© ownerâs nephew.â But saying that aloud was absolutely impossible.
âWhat elective? That one? The one youâre taking alone? Volunteering?â
He nodded.
âHa. So thatâs how it got tangled, huh? Damn, people really do love paying attention to good-looking guys.â
Haegyeom looked like he finally understood. Across from them, Wonjung, who had been pushing stir-fried pork around with his chopsticks, set them down.
âThat electiveâs got a ton of people in it, right? Isnât it huge?â
Daeyoung rolled his eyes upward, as though searching his memory.
âThe class is big, yeah, but he and I got paired up. Weâve gotta do volunteer work together all semester.â
âNo way, thatâs wild! Thatâs really something.â
Now even Haegyeom was impressed, while Daeyoung went back to counting grains of rice. Fresh out of his military service, the first goal heâd set was to have an amazing college lifeâbut little did he think it would crash down in the very first week.
âThat bastard GochuâŠâ
He clenched his chopsticks tight, muttering the name under his breath. Haegyeom, meanwhile, was chirping about how he should just get along with him, making Daeyoungâs blood boil all over again. By the time the meal ended, his shoulders were stiff from holding his body taut in anger. Seeing him off toward his part-time job, Haegyeom teased and poked until Daeyoung finally raised a finger at him and turned his back.
âHello, boss.â
Perhaps the only perk of a day spent raging was that his fatigue felt less heavy. As soon as his lectures were over, Daeyoung walked into the cafĂ© and bowed his head with a greeting, shrugging off his outerwear. Despite his sour mood, his condition wasnât half bad. The one thing bothering him was the ache in his wristâbut he had to adjust anyway.
âWas it busy this morning?â
âYeah⊠Daeyoung-ah. Uncle missed you a lot.â
The big manâs shoulders sagged heavily. The traces of battling alone were all over his apron, making Daeyoung chuckle involuntarily. He rolled up his sleeves and tied on his apron at the waist.
âWell, at least itâs quieter now.â
ââŠSwore itâd take thirty minutes, but they all leftâŠ. Maybe they went to the cafĂ© next doorâŠ.â
His uncleâs gloomy look, weighted with the feeling of having lost customers, looked so unfitting on that rugged face that Daeyoung couldnât help but laugh again. His uncle was so cheerfulâso why the hell was the nephew like that? Snuffing out the lingering embers of earlier anger, Daeyoung busied himself with work.
âTwo lattes are ready.â
By the afternoon, students doing assignments filled the space. Couples, groups of friends, or even teammates working on projects sat crowded together, each with coffee in hand, chatting away. Within thirty minutes of starting his shift, Daeyoung had been making drinks non-stop. Finally catching a break, he shook out his aching wrist.
âMaybe our event only works better in the mornings? Hm. Should we⊠change it now?â
ââŠItâs fine. Weâre only doing it for a week anyway. If we suddenly say the event time changed, peopleâll hate it. Someone who already came at the wrong time and paid full price might never come back.â
It was trouble they were already committed to anywayâjust a few more days wouldnât kill him. No sooner had he said this than customers poured in again. Checking the time, he realized evening classes must have just endedâstudents were swarming in. Daeyoung gulped down cold water like he was steeling himself for battle.
Note – if i did not explain earlier gochu = pepper is a slang for dick i guess most of you will knowÂ