BEGW C108
by berryChapter 108
It seemed that everyone on Yanxian Island had already been sent away by Ying Changchuan. After landing, there wasnât even a single shadow to be seen.
Once on the island, the emperor abruptly changed demeanor.
Rather than saying he was carrying Jiang Yuxun in one arm, it would be more accurate to say he had hoisted him straight onto his shoulder.
âŠThe last time Jiang Yuxun had been lifted this high was probably before he turned three.
The instant his feet left the ground, his heart leapt into his throat, accompanied by an inexplicable surge of embarrassment.
HeyâI’m an adult too, you know!
âI can walk on my own. Put me down,â he whispered urgently into Ying Changchuanâs ear.
âNo need,â Ying Changchuan replied, ignoring him entirelyâand even quickening his pace.
Jiang Yuxunâs heartbeat sped up.
The evening breeze, tinged with floral fragrance, rushed toward his face. He had no choice but to squint and clutch the fabric at the emperorâs shoulder.
âYing Changchuanâge! Geâput me down!â he blurted out incoherently, patting his shoulder hard as he spoke.
Who would have thought that Ying Changchuanâs arm muscles, tensed by movement, would be so solid?
That slap not only failed to make Ying Changchuan stopâit left Jiang Yuxunâs palm stinging.
âŠIt felt no different from slapping a rock.
âWhy did you stop?â Ying Changchuan asked knowingly when Jiang Yuxun fell silent.
Left with no choice, Jiang Yuxun muttered in complaint, âYouâre all muscle. It hurts to hit.â
To Ying Changchuanâs ears, that sounded far more like praise than grievance.
âŠOut of the corner of his eye, Jiang Yuxun even caught the faintest curve forming at the emperorâs lips.
Yanxian Island was filled with plants Jiang Yuxun couldnât name.
This was the height of their blooming season.
Not only did the air brim with floral scent, but tiny white blossomsâfine as snowflakesâdrifted on the summer wind.
Ying Changchuan showed no intention of setting him down. Seeing a flower-laden branch stretch across the path ahead, Jiang Yuxun instinctively shut his eyes and sucked in a sharp breath.
âHissââ
At the same moment, the hand that had been braced on Ying Changchuanâs shoulder slid down to his own abdomen.
His lips pressed together, looking for all the world as if heâd bumped into something by accident.
Seeing this, Ying Changchuan stopped at once and gently set him down.
âWhatâs wrong, AâXun?â he asked, brows knitting unconsciously.
The stone path beneath their feet, warmed all day by the sun, still carried a pleasant heatâjust right to step on.
Finally back on solid ground, Jiang Yuxun barely had time to breathe out before being questioned.
âIâŠâ He had intended to keep up the act, but ended up telling the truth. âI⊠I was pretending. I lied to you.â
His voice carried a trace of guilt. Catching sight of Ying Changchuanâs serious, anxious expression, he couldnât help but add softly, âSorry.â
The sincerity in his tone even held a hint of regret.
Birdsong echoed across Yanxian Island.
Petals fluttered down, landing on Jiang Yuxunâs shoulderâbut he didnât spare them a glance.
When Ying Changchuan lowered his gaze, Jiang Yuxunâs unease spiked.
âAre you angry?â
The emperor, who had been frowning, finally smiled and shook his head lightly.
Jiang Yuxunâs feetâpale from years without sunâwere almost too white.
The faint pink petal resting there stood out all the more vividly.
Ying Changchuanâs gaze darkened. He didnât reproach Jiang Yuxun for his âtrick.â
Instead, he bent again and carefully lifted him back into his arms, saying softly, âThe ground is dirty.â
As he spoke, he brushed the small petal from the top of Jiang Yuxunâs foot.
It had rained on Yanxian Island just yesterdayâthere wasnât even a speck of dust on the ground.
Glancing down once, Jiang Yuxunâonce again inexplicably in Ying Changchuanâs armsâconfirmed his suspicion.
He just wanted an excuse to hold me.
Yanxian Island wasnât large. In no time, that familiar small pavilion came into view.
Though Jiang Yuxun had stayed here only briefly, he immediately noticed subtle differences from a few years ago.
He couldnât quite say what had changedâonly that what had once been exquisitely luxurious yet cold now felt inexplicably more alive.
Once inside, Ying Changchuan finally set him down.
Jiang Yuxun reached out to touch the red silk hanging from the window beam, glancing uncertainly at the emperor.
âDid Your Majesty have this place renovated in advance?â
Only upon closer look did he realize that the wooden doors once used to divide the space had been replaced with gauzy curtains.
Those thin veils now swayed gently in the summer breeze.
There was also an abundance of red silk indoorsâentirely unlike Yanxian Islandâs usual ethereal style.
It looked⊠almost like a wedding chamber.
The instant the word âwedding chamberâ crossed his mind, the carefree joy heâd felt moments earlier evaporated.
âReturn to Xianyou Palace or Yanxian Island, and finish everything left undone today.
Ying Changchuanâs words in the northern lands months ago resurfaced with unsettling clarity.
Realizing the implication, Jiang Yuxunâs ears flushed crimson.
Standing behind him, the emperor shook his head.
âI didnât have anyone do it. I fixed it up myself.â
âYou?â Jiang Yuxun was startled. He turned to stare at Ying Changchuan, wondering if this was a joke.
He did all this himself?
Where did he even find the time?
One glance was enough for Ying Changchuan to read his thoughts. He rubbed Jiang Yuxunâs earsâred enough to drip blood.
âOn the way back from the FulĂn Army camp to Xianyou Palace, I stopped by to tidy things up.â
That explained it.
Though Zherou had been eliminated, the army remained indispensable.
In the future, forces like the FulĂn Army would not only defend against foreign threats but also stabilize domestic order, safeguard Great Zhouâs rule, and even protect merchants and envoys.
Even after returning to Zhaodu, Ying Changchuan still visited the FulĂn camp regularly.
Jiang Yuxun knew he was handling both military reforms and agricultural matters.
âŠBut he never imagined the emperor would still squeeze in a trip to Yanxian Island.
The room, once furnished only with gold and silver vessels, now held many items imbued with everyday warmth.
Even the previously empty bookcases were filled with volumes Jiang Yuxun had never seen.
The changes werenât drasticâbut everywhere revealed Ying Changchuanâs care.
Standing there, Jiang Yuxun unconsciously slowed his breathing, carefully looking around.
Seeing this, Ying Changchuan finally released his ears.
âGo take a look. See if you like it.â
âOkay.â
Jiang Yuxunâs shoes and socks were still on the boat.
He simply went barefoot and began flipping through the books.
They were newly boundâwhite, dense pages with pristine texture, not a trace of yellowing or stains.
There werenât even any creases from prior reading.
At first, he flipped casuallyâbut soon sensed something amiss.
Most books circulating in Great Zhou were classics and histories; noble households might have music scores or poetry.
In recent years, there had also been many texts on mathematics, agriculture, and craftsmanship.
All practical works.
Yet the book he now held was entirely different.
It recorded a folk fable.
ââŠIs this a storybook?â Jiang Yuxun slowed his movements, lifting his gaze to Ying Changchuan. âDid Your Majesty have these compiled?â
He was so curious his words tumbled out faster than usual.
The pavilion stood beside water. As he spoke, Ying Changchuan had already seated himself by the stream, sipping tea.
Jiang Yuxun hugged the stack of books and sat down nearby, placing them carefully away from the water.
Ying Changchuan poured him tea.
âYes. Didnât you once say you hoped folk stories could be collected? I thought Iâd give them to you as a gift.â
He glanced back at the stack.
âRecords and legends of Lingtiantai are included as well.â
Not only had Ying Changchuan refrained from burning Lingtiantai as history suggestedâhe had preserved its stories.
Everything before Jiang Yuxun exceeded his expectations.
âŠBack when Jiang Yuxun moved into the side hall of Liuyun Palace, Ying Changchuanâjust one wall awayâhad developed a habit of sneaking over at night to chat.
If memory served, this had been nothing more than a casual remark Jiang Yuxun made last year.
He never expected Ying Changchuan to rememberâlet alone make it real.
The hem of Jiang Yuxunâs pale-blue summer robe was still damp from the lake.
Unlike Ying Changchuan, seated properly by the water, Jiang Yuxun let his legs dangle, idly stirring the stream as he spoke.
After a sip of tea, he raised his eyes and looked deeply at Ying Changchuan.
âThank you.â
âWhy thank me?â Ying Changchuan smiled.
The sun was setting.
Brilliant clouds dyed the stream red, making one squint.
The emperorâusually imposingânow looked languid and relaxed.
Jiang Yuxun shook his head.
âGreat Zhou doesnât belong only to noblesâit belongs to the people. Future generations shouldnât know only what officials ate each day, while remaining ignorant of common lives. These books may mean little now, but theyâll be invaluable to the future.â
To those of this era, these were trivial anecdotes.
But future readers could uncover a hidden pulse of historyâcustoms, habits, language shifts, even geography and climateâencoded in these stories like unopened gifts.
His words werenât wrong.
Yet once spoken, something felt off.
This wasnât what Ying Changchuan wanted to hear.
On Yanxian Island, alone together, there was no need to sound so official.
It was his honest feelingâbut still⊠it dampened the mood.
Sure enough, Jiang Yuxun glimpsed a rare trace of loneliness in those smoke-gray eyes.
Ying Changchuan lowered his gaze and nodded quietly.
I really donât know how to talk, Jiang Yuxun scolded himself.
Normally, heâd just let this page turn.
But hereâon Yanxian Islandâhe didnât want to.
He suddenly turned, lightly patting Ying Changchuanâs arm.
Taking a deep breath, he said,
ââŠAnd thank youâfor keeping me in your heart.â
âYing Changchuan hadnât asked. Jiang Yuxun chose to say this.
The sunset reflected in the emperorâs eyes, warming what was once cold.
The gaze alone felt scorching.
Uncomfortable, Jiang Yuxun looked away, his feet stilled in the stream.
Only ripples remained.
From childhood, Jiang Yuxun had lived in boarding schools, never taught how to confide in loved ones.
Unused to intimacy, he felt awkward.
Yet nowâhe wanted to learn.
Ying Changchuan waited silently, never interrupting.
Counting fallen petals in the water, Jiang Yuxun said haltingly,
ââŠYou probably know my situation. I never talked heart-to-heart with my parents. I donât have old friends. I donât really know how to⊠be in love.â
The island fell silent.
Only the soft chime of spring water remained.
âI know,â Ying Changchuan said gently.
After a pause, Jiang Yuxun gathered courage and looked up.
ââŠSo I might really be bad at saying sweet things.â
Water murmured.
Bare skin showed beneath his soaked hem.
With the sound of flowing water, his clear voice reached Ying Changchuanâs ears:
âIf thereâs something you want to hear⊠why not just ask me?â
Twilight faded into a veil of pink and violet.
The man before him, once like green bamboo in snow, now looked softerâwarmer.
He thought his words clumsy.
Yet Ying Changchuanâs heart raced wildly with every syllable.
To others, Jiang Yuxun was dependable âLord Jiang.â
Even here, he often pretended maturity.
But today, he laid out his sincerityânervous, earnest.
Thinking of his parents, he even sniffed quietly.
âItâs nothing. I just⊠missed home.â
Miss home.
The second time Ying Changchuan had heard that phrase.
This time, Jiang Yuxun didnât hide.
Ying Changchuan suddenly reached out, gripping his wristâand with a creak of the table, pinned him down.
âAhâ!â
Jiang Yuxun reflexively lifted his legs from the stream.
Splash! Water drenched them both.
Ying Changchuan heard both their breathingâand his own heartbeat.
Closing his eyes, he laughed softly into Jiang Yuxunâs ear.
âYou said I can hear anythingâexcept âthank you.ââ
Before Jiang Yuxun could react, the world flipped.
The sunset vanished as Ying Changchuan carried him straight into the water.
Petals drifted past.
Warm spring water caressed every inch of skin.
His hair soaked through; his robe came undoneâ
Like an ice lotus blooming in water.
Night fell on Yanxian Island.
Standing before the bronze mirror, Jiang Yuxun sighed deeply.
The reflection showed loose hair trailing to his kneesâand an ill-fitting black summer robe.
âŠThis was Ying Changchuanâs clothing.
The Son of Heaven was buried in state affairs; being able to spare time to come to Yanxian Island was no small thing.
Naturally, Jiang Yuxun felt deeply moved.
That emotion, however, vanished the moment he opened the wardrobe.
âCould someone explain why the wardrobe on Yanxian Island contained clothes belonging to only Ying Changchuan?
Wasnât this a bit careless?
Jiang Yuxun refused to believe the emperor could make such a low-level mistake.
The answer was obvious: Ying Changchuan had done it on purpose.
Still, no matter how much Jiang Yuxun wanted to avoid wearing Ying Changchuanâs clothes, it didnât change the fact that his own summer robe had been soaked through earlier.
Grinding his teeth, he changed into the black robe that dragged all the way to the floor. Only then did Jiang Yuxun brace himself against the wall and walk barefoot out of the bedroom, following the sounds down the corridor toward a small nearby house.
âŠ
It really did seem that there were only two people on Yanxian Island.
Who would have thought that Ying Changchuanâan emperorâwouldnât even leave behind a single attendant?
It was already late.
On an ordinary day, Jiang Yuxun would have finished washing up and gone to bed by now. But after all that exertionâand with no dinnerâhe felt nothing but hunger.
Earlier, when Ying Changchuan told him not to worry, Jiang Yuxun had assumed food had already been prepared.
It wasnât until he reached the small house that he realizedâŠ
âŠhe had seriously overestimated things.
âYour Majesty?â Jiang Yuxun clutched the doorframe, staring into the room in disbelief. âY-youâre⊠cooking?â
As the words left his mouth, he couldnât help flicking his own finger lightly, as if using pain to confirm he wasnât dreaming.
The emperorâdressed in a crimson gauze robeâwas standing beside the stove.
Not only had he steamed rice according to Jiang Yuxunâs tastes, but another pot was gurgling with fish stew.
As Ying Changchuan bent to scoop rice, he said casually, âDidnât AâXun say he was feeling homesick?â
ââŠThatâs true,â Jiang Yuxun admitted.
A home, after all, shouldnât have imperial chefs or attendants.
Before Jiang Yuxun even arrived, Ying Changchuan had already finished one dish.
Seeing this, Jiang Yuxunâidle for the momentâwalked over, intending to carry the food inside.
But before he could take a step, Ying Changchuan waved him off. âGo rest first.â
âIâm notââ
The word tired never made it out. Ying Changchuanâs gaze had already dropped slowly to Jiang Yuxunâs legs.
Jiang Yuxun: ââŠâŠâ
All the words heâd been ready to say died instantly.
To be honest, Jiang Yuxun had thought Ying Changchuan was past the age of being constantly⊠that inclined.
And after the outrageous behavior on the boat earlier, surely he wouldnât be interested again so soonâ
He was very wrong.
Though they hadnât gone all the way, Jiang Yuxunâs legs were still burning even now.
He suspected something might be wrong but stubbornly refused to check, so he still didnât know whether the skin was broken.
âAhemâŠâ Standing at the doorway, he instantly straightened up.
As the son of the Marquis of Jing, Ying Changchuan had never lacked servants since childhood.
No matter how one looked at it, he didnât seem like the type to cook for himself.
Yet standing in the kitchen now, there was not the slightest sense of incongruity about him.
Even what simmered in the pot looked perfectly proper.
Unable to contain his curiosity, Jiang Yuxun asked, âDid Your Majesty just learn this, or have you practiced before?â
Ying Changchuan didnât hide it. âFirst time. But the imperial chef left notes.â
âI see,â Jiang Yuxun said, enlightened.
Ying Changchuanâs martial training meant his knife skills were excellentâand he had no fear of fire.
Those two alone solved the biggest hurdles for a beginner.
With detailed notes from the imperial chef as well, even his first attempt looked effortless.
The only remaining question was⊠how would it taste?
Thinking this, Jiang Yuxun grew curious.
He sniffed lightlyâbut since nothing was burnt, his nose gave nothing away.
With only the two of them on Yanxian Island, the place felt almost too quiet.
Though newly sorted books awaited him in the bedroom, he didnât want to leave.
The kitchen was filled with the aroma of food, though from the color alone, the fish stew didnât seem finished yet.
Looking at the figure busy at the stove, then recalling their first meeting years ago in the grand hallâŠ
The contrast amused Jiang Yuxun so much that he finally laughed.
âWhat is it?â Ying Changchuan askedâsomehow able to spare attention even while cooking.
Jiang Yuxun answered honestly, âWhen I first saw you in Yuyang Palace, you looked impossible to get along with. If we went back and told that Ying Changchuan heâd one day cook for me, I wonder what heâd think?â
âHis face would probably turn green with anger.
The thought made Jiang Yuxun laugh again.
The kitchen fell quiet for a moment.
Before his amusement could fade, Ying Changchuan set down what he was holding and looked at him with a half-smile.
It seemed he, too, had been pulled back to that scene in the hall years ago.
For some reason, a chill ran down Jiang Yuxunâs backâalong with a sense of impending doom.
âUh, I was just talking nonsense, youââ
Before he could finish, Ying Changchuan shook his head, cutting him off.
The kitchen lighting was dim, flickering faintly over the emperor.
That familiar sense of danger returned.
Ying Changchuan smiled at him, lowering his voice meaningfully.
âI never imagined that the unyielding Lord Jiang would one day beg before me.â
âWhat do you think, Little Lord Jiang?â