BEGW C83
by berryChapter 83
Deep within the dense forest of Pinghua Park, a thick layer of pine needles carpeted the ground.
The horseâs hooves landed without making the slightest sound.
The mountains and woods fell into absolute silence.
For a moment, all Jiang Yuxun could hear was the roaring wind and the frantic thundering of his own heartbeat, as if it were about to burst through his chest.
He instinctively narrowed his eyes.
This was not the first time he had shared a saddle with Ying Changchuan.
But unlike the previous occasion, the soft leather cushion had now been replaced by the new arched saddle.
The wooden frame curved upward at both ends, forcing Jiang Yuxunâs body to press closely against Ying Changchuanâs.
Through the thin layers of spring clothing, Jiang Yuxun could feel the Emperorâs heartbeat, his breathâ
And the firm contours of his chest, along with⊠other parts of him.
After a few breaths, realizing how tightly they were pressed together, Jiang Yuxun jerked upright as though scalded, subconsciously trying to put some distance between himself and the man behind him.
But before he could move even an inch away, the hand resting at his waist pressed him back firmly. âDo not move while riding.â
The black warhorse was racing through the forest.
Everything around them blurred into streaks of motion.
In such conditions, any movement could indeed be dangerous.
Ying Changchuanâs tone was calm as always, though the faint rasp in his voice cast an indescribable shade of meaning upon the words.
Jiang Yuxun tightened his grip on the horseâs mane. âUnderstoodâŠâ
The wild wind had long since unraveled the ponytail tied neatly at his nape.
His clothes were slightly disheveled as well.
Pinghua Park, though a royal hunting ground, was built amid rolling hills and untrimmed forest; it had cliffs, ravines, and winding paths.
The moment Jiang Yuxun spoke, he saw a thick pine branch stretching across the path ahead.
The black warhorse continued forward at full speedâthe dense trees on both sides leaving no room to turn back.
He instinctively held his breath. âYour Majestyâwatch outââ
A jolt of terror shot through him, and his heart plunged.
But in that very instant, a flash of cold light swept across his vision.
Crack!
Before he could process it, Ying Changchuan had already drawn the sword at his side and cleaved the branch cleanly with a single stroke.
âDo not fear,â the Emperor murmured beside his ear.
In that moment, the fear that had been gripping his heart fell away along with the shattered pine limb.
âWith Ying Changchuan here, nothing would happen.
The horse ran faster and faster.
Birds and rare beasts released into the woods darted past them in fleeting shadows.
As the terror faded, an unfamiliar rush of exhilaration surged through him.
His hands gradually relaxed, sliding from the horseâs mane to rest lightly upon its warm neck.
He closed his eyes, letting the wind and the scent of the forest wash over him.
Last nightâs rain had left the woods rich with the fragrance of damp earth.
A new gust blew by, carrying a strange floral scentâand behind him, the faint fragrance of ambergris that clung to the Emperor.
In his previous life, Jiang Yuxun had loved roller coasters.
Living in this world, he had almost forgotten such small joys.
Yet now, that same thrill stirred his heart once more.
Suddenly, Jiang Yuxun thought⊠riding with Ying Changchuan wasnât so bad after all.
Feeling the relaxation in the body before him, Ying Changchuan asked softly, âYou are no longer afraid?â
âNo,â Jiang Yuxun shook his head, and before he could stop himself, added, âCould we go even faster?â
Only after the words left his mouth did he realize how his voice trembled with excitement.
Ying Changchuan couldnât help but laugh quietly, lowering his gaze to the young man in his arms.
The horseâs stride lengthened; streams, trees, and animal shadows blurred into streaks of color flying past.
Just moments earlier, Jiang Yuxun had wanted nothing more than to dismount.
Now, he wanted to stay on the horseâracing aimlessly through the woods forever.
The wind flushed his cheeks, and his dark eyes sparkled like star-filled night skies, quiet yet brimming with boundless force.
His lashes fluttered lightly in the windâ
Brushing against Ying Changchuanâs heart like butterfly wings.
Focused wholly on the path ahead, Jiang Yuxun did not notice how the Emperorâs gaze deepened.
But the road always had an end.
When the stallion finally turned, Jiang Yuxun saw once more the tall tower rising at the northern edge of Pinghua Park.
A melody drifted through the forestâflutes and strings accompanying gentle singing.
âLuxuriant are the young shoots, there by the river isletâŠâ*
Pinghua Park was large, but it was not an endless wilderness. Before long, they burst from the dense woods into open space.
The horse slowed, and the view widened.
Though still beneath the trees, the ground beneath their feet had become a soft green meadow.
Sunlight filtered through the branches, catching on the tender new grass.
A mountain spring murmured somewhere nearby.
Ying Changchuan dismounted, and after a momentâs hesitation, Jiang Yuxun followed.
Beneath the tall tower, the music continued.
âLightly floats the willow boat, rising and sinking with the tide. Now that I behold my beloved gentleman, my heart is at easeâŠâ*
The musicians played the ancient songs of Zhou.
Some later generations claimed it was music for noble banquets. Others said it was a love song.
Uneasily, Jiang Yuxun ground the soft grass beneath his foot and averted his eyes, trying to escape the increasingly ambiguous atmosphere.
But just as he turned, a white stallion trotted out of the forest toward him.
Startled, Jiang Yuxun exclaimed, âMy horse actually followed us?â
He stepped forward to take the reins before it could stray.
Ying Changchuan glanced over, his tone mild. âThe two horses are a matched pair. Naturally, it would follow.â
The fluteâs song wove through earth and sky.
Jiang Yuxunâs grip tightened on the reins.
He lowered his gaze. âYour Majesty, it is getting late⊠Let us rejoin the others quickly.â
âWhy the rush?â Ying Changchuan asked.
Though they had taken a longer route, their speed meant they were not late.
A breeze slipped through the treetops; leaves rustled, and the musiciansâ distant singing softened.
âLuxuriant are the young shoots, there by the river shoal. Now that I behold my beloved gentleman, my heart rejoicesâŠâ*
His pulse quickened againâfrighteningly so.
He stroked the horseâs neck. âIf we linger, they will misunderstand.â
Ying Changchuan walked toward him step by step.
Instinctively, Jiang Yuxun stepped backâstraight into the rough bark of a tree.
âWhat misunderstanding?â the Emperor asked with a raised brow, feigning innocence.
What else would they think?
Of course they would imagine something strange happening!
Jiang Yuxun, who had felt guilty moments ago, suddenly bristled.
Since there was no one else around, he lifted his chin, met the Emperorâs eyes, and said directly, âThat we are⊠doing that sort of thing.â
Confident one secondâscarlet the next.
His exposed skin flushed like a boiled shrimp.
All because of that little brat Ruoâgu!
Why did he have to make wild assumptions at such a young age?!
âAhemâŠâ Jiang Yuxun quickly looked away and tugged his horse forward. âYour Majesty, with envoys present today, it is best we not delay.â
The slanted sunset filtered through the dense canopy, brushing against Jiang Yuxunâs nose.
The colors of the forest deepened.
Ying Changchuanâs gaze settled upon his face.
Jiang Yuxun bit his lip anxiouslyâ
A faint crescent-shaped mark of his teeth blooming upon the soft red.
The Emperor said nothing.
Instead, he stepped forward and blocked Jiang Yuxunâs path.
They stood less than half a foot apart.
Preparing to leave, Jiang Yuxun looked up in confusion. âYour Majesty?â
In those smoke-gray eyes, he saw his own reflection.
The wind seemed to stop.
The singing faded with it.
All he could hear was his breath and the frantic hammering of his heart.
He tried instinctively to step awayâaway from the danger he sensed.
But this time, Ying Changchuan did not give him the chance.
The moment Jiang Yuxun lifted his gazeâ
The Emperor lowered his head and pressed a kiss to his forehead.
Clad in pale jade, Jiang Yuxun froze, eyes widening.
âŠ
A faint coolness and silk-soft warmth brushed his skin.
The Emperor saw, from the corner of his eye, the way Jiang Yuxun flinched in nervousness.
Jiang Yuxun raised a hand, ready to push him awayâyet the moment his fingers touched cloth, he slowly lowered it.
The corners of Ying Changchuanâs lips lifted.
His gaze traced slowly down from Jiang Yuxunâs cheek⊠settling upon his trembling lips.
Sensing danger, Jiang Yuxun abruptly turned aside, ending the kiss.
From the tower came renewed singing and laughter.
Ruoâguâs group had gathered below.
âLet us go, Your Majestyâwe cannot delayââ Flustered and red to the ears, Jiang Yuxun dropped the reins and strode toward the forestâs edge.
Ying Changchuan, as calm as ever, caught his wrist. âWait.â
Startled, Jiang Yuxun asked, âWhat is it, Your Majesty?â
With a faint smile, the Emperor lowered his gaze to Jiang Yuxunâs collar. âYour clothing is still undone.â
His collar had come loose amid their earlier movement; the white silk draped open, revealing his inner garment.
Already blushing, Jiang Yuxun burned hotter.
Before he could fix it himself, Ying Changchuan reached out and straightened his clothes.
His movements were unfamiliarâbut painstakingly careful.
Jiang Yuxun looked away, grumbling, âHas Your Majesty truly never liked anyone?â
Honestlyâhow could Ying Changchuan be this skilled?!
Having been misled by âhistoryâ several times, Jiang Yuxun couldnât help doubting.
The Emperorâs fingers paused.
He lowered his gaze to Jiang Yuxun.
And only then did Jiang Yuxun belatedly realizeâ
His question had sounded⊠a bit sour.
Ahhh!!
What was wrong with him?
Had he gone mad?
âNothingâjust pretend you didnât hearââ Jiang Yuxun tried to flee the topic.
But the Emperor furrowed his brows thoughtfully.
After a moment, he said sincerely, âI have never taken notice of anyone else.â
He did not say âlikedââhe said ânoticed.â
Indeed⊠when had the Emperor ever cared for anyone?
Jiang Yuxun blinked, then nodded rapidly.
The musicians struck up a new melody.
âLightly floats the willow boat, rising and sinking with the tideâŠâ
Jiang Yuxun was just about to slip awayâ
When Ying Changchuanâs voice drifted softly to him through the wind:
âYou are the only one in my eyes.â
The words scattered across his ear like falling feathers.
â»
To avoid suspicion, Jiang Yuxun deliberately kept his distance from Ying Changchuan as they returnedâone ahead, one behind.
By the time he led his horse to the tower, everyone had already gathered and begun drinking.
No one seemed to care about the earlier race anymore.
After handing his horse off to a soldier, Jiang Yuxun joined the group.
But the moment he sat down, the lively chatter quieted noticeably.
A few familiar officials glanced at himâand the laughter died as though someone had pressed pause.
Across from him, a Zhou official stared, eyes wideningâ
Before swallowing his mouthful of liquor with an audible gulp.
What⊠was happening?
Under their gazes, Jiang Yuxun felt increasingly uneasy.
He pressed a palm over his chestâ
His clothes were straight, his hair tidyâso what were they staring at?
âAhem! Drink!â Ruoâgu suddenly raised his cup. âWhy did everyone stop?â
âYesâdrink!â The crowd snapped back to life.
The Kahan envoys lifted their cups. âThese are fine spiritsâwaste them not!â
âIndeedâwaste them not!â
Music resumed, and laughter swelled once more.
At this moment, Zhuang Youliâwho had been working with his father on tax matters and had not gone to Ningping Granaryâarrived at the park and was guided to the seat beside Jiang Yuxun.
Just as he lifted his cup, he paused, leaned over, and let out a puzzled âHm?â
He tilted his head, staring.
âWhat is it?â Jiang Yuxun, unnerved, lifted his own cup awkwardly to hide his lips.
ââŠStrange,â Zhuang Youli murmured. âWhen Aâxun left the palace this morning, you were wearing a ponytail. Why is your hair tied up now?â
He frowned, muttering, âDid I remember wrongâŠ?â
Jiang Yuxun: â!!!â
So thatâs why everyone was staring?!
He immediately touched the back of his head.
He had left with a ponytailâ
But his hair was now neatly coiled.
No wonder everyone kept looking!
Earlier, when they were leaving the woods, Ying Changchuan suddenly stopped him and commented on his hair.
Jiang Yuxun had intended to fix it himselfâ
But the Emperor had calmly done it for him.
He refused to believe Ying Changchuan didnât know what hairstyle heâd worn earlier.
That man had done it on purpose!
The banquet grew increasingly awkward for Jiang Yuxun.
Young Zhou officials kept drinking while stealing glances at his head.
Jiang Yuxun wanted nothing more than to run off and redo his hair.
Ying Changchuanâthe culpritâcontinued speaking to the envoys as though nothing had happened.
The sky darkened, lanterns were lit, and stars covered the heavensâno moon in sight.
Starlight spilled above; wine shimmered below.
âYour Majesty, do you know what this wine is brewed from?â Ruoâgu asked, savoring his drink.
Instead of answering, the Emperor looked toward Jiang Yuxun. âYou should ask Lord Jiang.â
Startled, Jiang Yuxun rose and bowed. âIn reply, Your Highness: it is brewed from rice and glutinous rice together.â
He avoided the Emperorâs gaze.
Kahan did not grow rice, so Ruoâgu repeated curiously, âRice and glutinous rice?â
âYes, Your Highness.â
Jiang Yuxun explained what glutinous rice was and continued:
âThe rice used for brewing comes from Haifeng rice of Shuolin Prefecture. It can be harvested quickly, grows even in poor soil, and in just a few seasons relieved the people of hungerâleaving enough surplus to brew wine.â
Haifeng rice could yield two or even three crops per year.
With good weather and improved tools, Shuolin had quickly escaped famine.
Other southern prefectures had also begun planting it.
Rice wine had a faint sourness, not as sweet as glutinous rice wine.
But mixing the two produced a unique flavor.
Ruoâgu nodded. âSo the rice we ate at the palace was Haifeng rice?â
âCorrect.â
Ruoâgu drank with even greater seriousness.
Music brightened; the atmosphere loosened.
Zhuang Youli chattered about the chaotic tax audits, but Jiang Yuxunâs mind drifted far, far away.
ââŠFather said the court will soon collect land tax and household tax. To do that, every familyâs farmland must first be verifiedâweâve been drowning in workâŠâ Zhuang Youli sighed and drank deeply.
Though not the main official in charge, Jiang Yuxun frequently advised on tax matters.
Zhuang Youli wanted to discuss itâbut Jiang Yuxun suddenly lifted his cup and drank.
âMhmâŠâ
He nodded as if respondingâthough he hadnât heard a word.
âAâxun?â Zhuang Youli waved a hand before his eyes. âWhat are you thinking about?â
Already misunderstood, Jiang Yuxun gave up resisting.
âThinking about His Majesty.â
âCoughâ!â Zhuang Youli choked and quickly glanced around.
Seeing no one nearby heard, he whispered, âWhat about His Majesty?â
Instead of answering, Jiang Yuxun took another sip and countered, âWhat do you think His Majesty and I⊠are now?â
His voice was soft, barely more than a murmur.
âHuh?â Zhuang Youli scratched his head, swaying slightly from drink. He blinked at Jiang Yuxun and whispered, bluntly confident, âArenât you two⊠a couple?â
Jiang Yuxun: ââŠâ
Pinghua Park was essentially a detached palace, with no shortage of lodging.
By the time the banquet ended, it was late at night.
Officials were escorted home by eunuchs.
But Jiang Yuxun refused the help.
Instead, he climbed the tall tower alone, letting the cold wind hit his face.
He was not remotely sleepy.
Great Zhou buildings favored raised platforms; most of Xianyou Palace was built with layered earth and wooden frames.
This tower, at first glance, looked a hundred feet tall.
Half-drunk, Jiang Yuxun regretted the climb before reaching the top.
He sat on the stairs, propping his chin on his arm, staring vacantly at the night outside.
He wasnât drunkâbut the alcohol fuzzed his thoughts into a blur.
Only after a long time did he realize he couldnât sit here forever.
Since he had already comeâŠ
He stood again, gripping the railing, and continued upward.
Yet just as he neared the top floor, he heard footsteps.
The wooden stairs creaked.
Jiang Yuxun hesitated, looked backâthen sat down immediately as he saw the newcomer.
ââŠYour Majesty?â It was Ying Changchuan.
The Emperor had changed back into his usual crimson robe.
He ascended slowly and asked, âIt is so late. Why has my beloved minister not gone to rest?â
Jiang Yuxun held the railing. âI wanted to feel the night wind.â
âThe wind?â Ying Changchuan reached him. âAre you drunk?â
He shook his head. âI donât think soâŠâ
The cold air cleared his mind slightly.
The Emperor hadnât said muchâbut Jiang Yuxun had a strong feeling that he might scoop him up and carry him down.
The wind rattled the chimes beneath the eaves.
Suddenly, Jiang Yuxun stood from the steps and placed his hand upon the Emperorâs shoulder.
Their gazes aligned perfectly.
The Emperor placed his palm over the back of his hand. âWhat troubles you, my beloved minister?â
Thinking of the strange looks at the banquet and Zhuang Youliâs wordsâ
Jiang Yuxun finally looked deeply into Ying Changchuanâs eyes and said softly, âEveryone thinks we are a couple.â
His heart pounded wildly.
Could Ying Changchuan hear it too?
The Emperorâs gaze darkened. âYes.â
Though tipsy, Jiang Yuxun knew he was clear-headed now.
His fingers curled, gripping the Emperorâs robe.
He looked into those gray eyes and spoke solemnly:
âBut only mutual affection makes a couple.â
Starlight spilled behind him.
The night wind stirred his sleeves, lifting him like a figure about to drift into the sky.
Ying Changchuan grasped his wristâ
Instinctively wanting to keep him close.
âYes,â the Emperor said.
At that moment, his heart beat in tandem with the man before him.
Through those gray eyes, Jiang Yuxun saw himselfâand saw the endless stars reflected within.
His chest tingled faintly, like soft feathers teasing the heart.
So⊠did he also like Ying Changchuan?
His pulse thudded loudly.
After a few breaths of silence, Jiang Yuxun leaned close, whispering beside the Emperorâs ear:
âI cannot lie to you.â
âMm.â Ying Changchuan only needed to turn his head slightly to kiss him.
But he remained stillâ
Not daring to interrupt.
With the pounding of his heart in his earsâ
Jiang Yuxun drew a deep breath and said softly:
âYing Changchuan⊠ask me.â
âAsk me, and I will tell you everything.â
Footnotes
- âèèè èȘâŠâ â From the Book of Songs (Shijing), traditionally interpreted as expressing longing or affection.
- âæłæłæ„èâŠâ â Another Shijing verse, often associated with reunion and emotional connection.