BEGW C106
by berryChapter 106
âŠDid Ying Changchuan think I wouldnât dare?
Jiang Yuxun had meant to refuse. Yet when he met the other manâs expression, his fingers tightened around the brush almost against his will.
Unlike Jiang Yuxunâs slightly pale, slender wrist, Ying Changchuanâs forearmâtempered by day after day of campaigningâhad been darkened by the sun into a light honeyed bronze. The muscles honed through daily riding, archery, and blade practice were full and powerful.
Jiang Yuxun even began to suspect that he was using âdrawingâ as an excuseâjust to make him look.
âŠSo what should I draw?
For no apparent reason, the character âæ©â (early / morning) popped into his head. The next instant, Jiang Yuxun couldnât help but burst out laughing.
What on earth was that supposed to be?!
âHaâarenât you afraid Iâll just scribble nonsense?â Ink splashed from the gui brush onto his sleeve as he moved.
In just a moment, he was laughing so hard that a faint sheen of tears appeared in his eyes.
No one had ever laughed so freely in Ying Changchuanâs presence.
The spark in Jiang Yuxunâs eyes seemed, at that very moment, to ignite something deep in Ying Changchuanâs heart as well.
Ordinarily, Ying Changchuan could hardly be called a model of strict self-restraintâbut as someone born into a noble house and raised under severe discipline, his conduct had always been governed by elegance.
More importantly, he bore the supreme identity of Son of Heaven.
Every word and gesture he made carried an air of lofty composure. He himself never lost decorumâand if a court official ever dared laugh like this before him, Ying Changchuan would, nine times out of ten, punish them for âimpropriety before the throne.â
Laughing until he bent forward, Jiang Yuxun subconsciously placed a hand on Ying Changchuanâs wrist. The other man, in turn, gently steadied him.
Just as Jiang Yuxun was trying to suppress his laughter while repeating âItâs nothing, really,â Ying Changchuan suddenly stepped forward, placed a hand at his waistâand then, like a childish prankster, tentatively tickled him there.
âIn truth, Ying Changchuan had never even done such a thing as a child.
He had long discovered that Jiang Yuxunâs waist was especially ticklish.
Even an accidental brush there was enough to make Jiang Yuxunâs entire body jolt.
Sure enough, the moment Ying Changchuan moved, Jiang Yuxun shuddered violently and stumbled back.
ââŠAh!â
Ying Changchuan, however, seemed to have discovered the fun of tickling and had no intention of letting him go.
âFine. Write whatever you like, then.â
He dropped his gaze to the brush in Jiang Yuxunâs hand and feigned confusion.
âWhy arenât you writing anymore?â
âLet goâhaha! Let go!â Jiang Yuxun laughed helplessly as he dodged. âLet go! If you let go, Iâll write!â
He didnât notice that the ink from the gui brush had already splattered across both their robes.
Even his face bore a few ink dots nowâone near the corner of his eye, like a small beauty mark.
âLet go,â Jiang Yuxun gasped as Ying Changchuan backed him into the wall, his breathing completely unsteady now. âYing Changchuanâlet go!â
But today, Ying Changchuan clearly had no intention of letting him off so easily.
Only when Jiang Yuxunâs cries of âlet goâ had unknowingly turned into âmercy,â and âYing Changchuanâ had reverted back to âYour Majesty,â did the emperorâchildish to the extremeâfinally stop, allowing the breathless Jiang Yuxun to slump against his shoulder.
âWas it fun, Your Majesty?â Jiang Yuxun gritted his teeth as he imitated Ying Changchuanâs earlier action, pressing a hand to his waist and giving him a sharp tickle.
âŠNothing happened.
Unlike Jiang Yuxun, who was ticklish everywhere, Ying Changchuan didnât react at all.
âAside from Jiang Yuxunâs fingers bumping against firm muscle, nothing happened.
That was outrageously unfair.
Having thoroughly taken advantage, Ying Changchuan clasped Jiang Yuxunâs hand against his own waist and lowered his head, murmuring with satisfaction by his ear,
âIndeed. Very fun.â
Jiang Yuxun: ââŠâŠâ
So this was what it felt like to punch cotton.
The tip of the gui brush was extremely fine and couldnât hold much ink to begin with. After a few wild motions, it was nearly dry.
Catching sight of the honeysuckle motif on his own wrist and recalling what Ying Changchuan had said earlier, Jiang Yuxun finally lifted the brush and wrote his own name directly on Ying Changchuanâs wrist.
If itâs just leaving a markâthen I can do that too.
Still trembling slightly, Jiang Yuxunâs writing came out crooked and uneven.
Every stroke landing on Ying Changchuanâs wrist looked absurdly amusing.
Satisfied with his revenge, Jiang Yuxun finally let out a breath.
He lifted the brush-holding hand and patted Ying Changchuanâs shoulder with the other.
âAlright. Whereâs the water?â
âWhat do you need water for?â Ying Changchuan asked innocently.
âTo wash it off, obviously.â Jiang Yuxun raised his wrist to show him the marks.
Yet at that very moment, Ying Changchuan reached up and lightly pinched Jiang Yuxunâs earlobe, saying quite matter-of-factly,
âBut thereâs no water in this courtyard. What should we do?â
N-no water?
Only then did Jiang Yuxun realizeâthis small courtyard from Ying Changchuanâs childhood truly didnât have a well.
Of course. What noble family would ever dig something as dangerous as a well in a childâs residence?
âŠThis was bad.
Jiang Yuxun slowly shifted his gaze to Ying Changchuanâs wrist.
The honeysuckle on my wrist is one thingâbut written on his is âJiang Yuxun.â
The Mi family ancestral residence was usually uninhabited, with only a handful of servants.
Jiang Yuxun waited at the gate for ages, hoping to stop someone passing by with waterâbut no one came.
By the time the family banquet began, the markings on both their wrists were still perfectly intact.
To prevent Princess Lianyi from noticing the outrageous marks, Jiang Yuxun not only had to mind himselfâbut also keep a constant watch on Ying Changchuan.
The sky gradually darkened. A full moon rose in the east and fell into the wine cups.
Ying Changchuan lifted a jade wine jugâbut before he could pour, Jiang Yuxun suddenly snatched it away, smiling stiffly.
âToo much drinking isnât good, Your Majesty. Perhaps you should stop.â
Ying Changchuan lowered his eyes with a smile, utterly cooperative.
âIâll listen to Lord Jiang.â
To Princess Lianyiâunaware of what had transpired earlierâthis scene looked exactly like open displays of affection.
Having been away for many years and still thinking of Ying Changchuan as the child he once was, she couldnât help smiling, occasionally teasing them as she reflected on their relationship.
Before they realized it, night had fully fallen.
Princess Lianyi, who had been chatting and laughing with them, grew quieter after a few cups of wine.
Jiang Yuxun softly asked, âIs something troubling you, Your Highness?â
She set down her cup and smiled faintly.
âItâs not quite a âtroubleâ⊠just a feeling. When I left home, this residence was lively and bustling. Now, it seems only I remain.â
She had to admit that the best years of her life had been spent in Zherou.
The northern sands, the grasslands, horses and bowsâthese had long been branded into her heart.
After more than twenty years away from Zhaodu, she found herself strangely unaccustomed to life here.
Ancient people might not have had words for this hollow sense of loss.
But Jiang Yuxunâwho had once spoken with rehired retirees in museumsâunderstood her feeling all too well.
âŠSome people were simply born unable to stay still.
After a brief pause, Jiang Yuxun exchanged a glance with Ying Changchuan, then said softly,
ââŠNow the northern lands all belong to Great Zhou.â
Princess Lianyi nodded. âYes.â
Moonlight touched the corner of her eyes, revealing fine lines that daylight concealed.
At some point, Ying Changchuan had set down his cup and turned his gaze to Jiang Yuxun.
Under the bright moon, his eyes shone.
Jiang Yuxun thought carefully before speaking:
âAlthough Great Zhou has maps of the north, theyâre incomplete and lack detail. We also lack understanding of the regionâs customs and geography. Your Highness lived there for over twenty yearsâyou know it better than anyone. In my view, if Your Highness is interested, you could compile a book recording these things.â
Princess Lianyiâs eyes immediately lit up.
âLord Jiangâs suggestion is interesting⊠And besides customs, isnât the northâs past history something Great Zhou also knows very little about?â
She, however, knew it well.
âExactly,â Jiang Yuxun said, inspired. âAlthough Great Zhouâs official language is being promoted in the north, it would be a shame for the old languages to disappear entirely. If Your Highness is willing, you could also compile a comparative text of the two languagesâand even⊠if I recall correctly, Zherou preserved many Western Region classics?â
Princess Lianyi nodded.
âStates like Qiaoluo often sent such texts, though Zherou never paid them much mind.â
Zherouâs rise had only occurred within the last century or so. Though it had its own spoken language, it had never developed a complete writing system.
The Western Region states were differentâQiaoluo foremost among them. Not only did they possess their own scripts, but also many classical texts.
Sadly, over centuries of upheaval, these works failed to reach later generations intact.
Modern archaeology had uncovered many texts written in Qiaoluo scriptâyet because the language had been lost, researchers could not decipher them.
Princess Lianyi drained her cup in one go.
âWhen you put it that way, Lord Jiang, I suddenly feel that I still have things I can do.â
She raised her cup toward him with a smile.
Seeing her genuine interest, Jiang Yuxun felt delighted as well.
He immediately lifted his own cup and toasted her.
âIf Your Highness needs anything, you may directly petition His Majesty. I believe he will do his utmost to assist.â
With that, Jiang Yuxun tipped his head back and drank the strong liquor in one gulp.
Summer garments were thinâhis wide sleeve slipped down with the motion.
Tonight was a full moon.
Moonlight illuminated Jiang Yuxunâs faceâand also the honeysuckle motif on his wrist.
He wasnât particularly good with alcohol; one swallow made him cough twice.
Because of that, he missed Princess Lianyiâs sudden frownâand the brief disappearance of her smile.
âŠWhat is that on Lord Jiangâs wrist?
When Jiang Yuxun straightened again, Princess Lianyi had already resumed her usual expression, using the act of pouring wine to conceal the moment.
âI have several people at my side who are fluent in both languages. In a few days I can ask if theyâd like to work with me⊠As for the location, I think this estate would be perfect.â
As she spoke, she glanced around.
The Mi ancestral residence was largely uninhabited now.
Rather than letting it sit empty, it would be better to give it new life.
Jiang Yuxun nodded in agreement. âYour Highness is absolutely right.â
Those with Mi blood seemed to possess a naturally strong tolerance for alcohol.
Princess Lianyi drank another cup and began to envision the future.
âTo be honest, after all these years away, Iâve grown used to riding across the grasslands now and then. Compared to staying in Zhaodu compiling books, Iâd rather take advantage of my remaining strength to ride againâto Zherou and the Western Regions.â
Ying Changchuan, who had been silent, smiled and spoke up.
âIf that is Your Highnessâs wish, I can assign escorts to accompany you.â
She smiled and rose to bow.
âThen I thank Your Majesty in advance.â
Moonlight filtered through the locust leaves, falling upon the lake.
The night wind stirred the branches with a soft rustle.
Though there were no court musicians, this small family banquet of only three people was anything but cold.
They talked back and forth for over an hour.
It was already quite late.
Instead of returning to Xianyou Palace, the emperor chose to stay the night here.
Just as Jiang Yuxun was about to follow Ying Changchuan back to the courtyard, Princess Lianyi suddenly called him aside, citing âa matter to discuss.â
A freshly lacquered pillar happened to block Ying Changchuanâs view.
âIs there something else, Your Highness?â Jiang Yuxun asked curiously once behind the pillar.
âŠStrange. What could it be that she had to say away from Ying Changchuan?
Having lived in the northern lands for over twenty years, Princess Lianyi was usually quite unrestrained and informal. Yet at this moment, an expression rarely seen on her face appearedâsomething called âawkwardness.â
After a few secondsâ pause, she looked solemnly at Jiang Yuxun.
âAlthough His Majesty is the Son of Heaven, the relationship between you two is no longer limited to ruler and subject. If⊠His Majesty ever goes too far in anything, Lord Jiang must not indulge him unconditionally.â
âHm?â
How had Ying Changchuan gone too far?
Seeing Jiang Yuxun blink in confusion, Princess Lianyi lowered her voice and continued earnestly,
âI may not have much influence in Zhaodu, but no matter what, I am still His Majestyâs aunt. If⊠something improper happens, and Lord Jiang finds himself in a difficult position, you may tell me. I can speak to His Majesty on your behalf.â
Jiang Yuxun subconsciously thought of Ying Changchuan tickling him earlier in the room and felt a flash of guilt.
But then he immediately realizedâthere had only been the two of them in that courtyard. Princess Lianyi couldnât possibly know what had happened.
Just then, Ying Changchuanâwho had already walked beneath the treesâsuddenly stopped and turned to look in their direction.
Aware that she shouldnât keep Jiang Yuxun too long, Princess Lianyi smiled toward him and said,
âLord Jiang, you should go now. His Majesty is still waiting for you.â
Then, under the moonlight, she lightly coughed twice and pointed at her own wrist.
As she finished speaking, she turned and left.
âŠStrange.
What was Princess Lianyi acting like tonight?
Moonlight illuminated heaven and earth alike. Jiang Yuxun could clearly see that there was nothing at all on her wrist.
Having drunk a little too much, he watched her leaveâthen couldnât help lowering his gaze to his own wrist.
The next instant, realization struck him like lightning.
The honeysuckle motif Ying Changchuan had drawn was still clearly visible on his wrist!
Princess Lianyi had seen it.
Though she hadnât returned to Zhaodu in over twenty years and didnât know the current Ying Changchuan well, she knew better than anyone what his childhood âhabitâ had been.
Recalling Ying Changchuanâs earlier words, Jiang Yuxun immediately understoodâ
Princess Lianyi had definitely misunderstood something.
Embarrassed, Jiang Yuxun clenched his hand.
Meanwhile, Ying Changchuanâstanding beneath a tree not far awayâsmiled and nodded at him.
âŠHe was practically demonstrating, through his actions alone, what it meant to ânot care in the slightest about othersâ opinions or conjectures.â
Not long after Jiang Yuxun and Ying Changchuan returned to Xianyou Palace, the examination papers jointly compiled by the officials were finally finalized and sealed with wax, stored within the palace.
Since this was the first imperial examination, the court announced portions of the exam scopeâsuch as current affairs and geographyâthree full months in advance, using academies spread throughout Great Zhou.
Although only a small number of people registered for the exam that year, the entire nation devoted one hundred percent of its attention to it.
Anyone who could read joined the excitement.
For a time, the streets and alleys of Great Zhou were filled with discussions of major events from recent years and the customs of various regions.
Those matters of the âcourtââonce unimaginably distantâand counties people might never visit in their lives suddenly felt close at hand.
The common people had never been so clearly aware of their identity as âpeople of Zhou.â
After the End of Heat, Zhaoduâs weather gradually cooled.
Not long after the examination papers were finalized, Yuyang Palace, which had stood empty for three to four years, finally resumed construction.
This was no small matter for the court.
Before heading to Yanxian Island for a âvacation,â Ying Changchuan returned to Zhaodu with his entourage.
Architectureâespecially ancient architectureâwas a field filled with knowledge.
In his previous life, Jiang Yuxun had always regretted not having studied it systematically.
This time, back at Yuyang Palace, he finally listened to the craftsmen with great enthusiasm and even invited them to answer several questions he had been curious about since his last life.
Once the topic turned professional, Jiang Yuxun inadvertently forgot Ying Changchuan altogether.
By the time he realized it, the craftsman guiding them had already been dismissed by the emperor.
The vast Lanchi Hall was left with only the two of them.
Yuyang Palace wasnât uninhabitable because it had collapsedâbut because it flooded badly whenever it rained.
Although the emperor and his officials had moved to Xianyou Palace over the past few years, a number of palace maids and eunuchs had been left behind to maintain the complex.
It hadnât rained recently, and at a glance, the luxurious halls looked no different from how they had three or four years ago.
Holding Jiang Yuxunâs hand, Ying Changchuan led him into Lanchi Hall and asked softly by his ear,
âDoes my beloved minister still remember this hall?â
ââŠOf course I remember,â Jiang Yuxun ground out through clenched teeth.
âThis is where Your Majesty sent me to the imperial prison back then.â
He doubted heâd ever forget this cursed place.
A summer breeze swept through the hall, gently stirring the gauze curtains hanging from the beams.
Suddenly, Ying Changchuan used the wind as cover to lift Jiang Yuxun up and carry him toward the highest seat.
The moment Jiang Yuxun saw what lay ahead, he grabbed Ying Changchuanâs collar.
âYour Majestyâput this minister down at once!â
In this era, there were no chairs.
The emperor did not sit on a âdragon throne,â but on a Five-Layered Seat embroidered with dragon motifs.
Lanchi Hall was the largest structure in all of Yuyang Palace.
Its Five-Layered Seat was also the highest-ranked seat in the entire palace.
Though Jiang Yuxun had long since grown accustomed to being informal with Ying Changchuan, being carried and seated on the equivalent of the dragon throne was entirely unprecedented.
Ying Changchuan shook his head. Not only did he show no intention of putting him down, he lowered his head and kissed Jiang Yuxunâs forehead.
âDid my beloved minister ever imagine a day like this would come?â
ââŠNever,â Jiang Yuxun answered honestly.
If someone back then had told him he would one day be with Ying Changchuan, he wouldâve thought them delirious.
The more he thought about it, the more miraculous it felt.
âŠHow did things even end up like this?
A few days ago, Ying Changchuan had interrogated him about what he liked about him.
Now Jiang Yuxun suddenly grew curiousâwhen had Ying Changchuan first become interested in him?
He wasnât good at hiding his emotions. As he thought, he couldnât help sneaking a glance at Ying Changchuan.
âDoes my beloved minister have something he wishes to ask?â
The emperor saw through him at a glance.
âThere is something,â Jiang Yuxun said, turning to him curiously.
âI suddenly wonderedâwhen exactly did Your Majesty become interested in me?â
If his memory served him right, he had never held back on arguing with Ying Changchuan in the beginning.
And the emperor certainly had nothing to do with the word âmagnanimous.â
Ying Changchuan lowered his gaze slowly, seemingly deep in thought.
As his fingers gently brushed Jiang Yuxunâs lashes, he murmured,
âWhy doesnât my beloved minister guess?â
ââŠHow would I know?â Jiang Yuxun complained, though he still followed the prompt.
âIt wasnât when we lived together on the boat, was it?â
Ying Changchuan shook his head. âNo.â
Too many things had happened over the years.
Jiang Yuxunâs life had been packed with work, and more importantlyâhe and Ying Changchuan saw each other almost every day.
Years of shared moments flooded his mind at once, until he could no longer tell which came first.
He thought of the rolling yellow sands, and how Ying Changchuan had gone out late at night to search for him in the desert.
Tentatively, Jiang Yuxun asked,
âThen⊠was it in the northern lands? The time we encountered the sandstorm?â
Ying Changchuan shook his head again. âNo.â
At that point, he hadnât merely been interested in Jiang Yuxunâ
he had already, silently, placed him in his heart.
âThen maybe during that New Year, when Your Majesty had me move into Flowing Clouds Hall?â
âAlso no.â
Seeing that he was wrong again, Jiang Yuxun gave up entirely and asked in one breath,
âThen it canât have been when I was taken away by Lingtian Terraceâor the time I got drunk, right?â
Mentioning that incident inevitably made him think of the abacus beads scattered across the floor.
And of himself, drunk, making foolish wishes to Ying Changchuan.
Ying Changchuan didnât answer. Instead, he lowered his head and kissed Jiang Yuxunâs forehead.
For some reason, Jiang Yuxun suddenly understood.
The emperor had indeed become interested in him during that period.
ââŠHeavens.â
That was even earlier than Jiang Yuxun had expected.
Although heâd asked about âinterest,â not âliking,â
If he wasnât mistaken, he had only been seventeen at the time.
Ying Changchuan seemed not to expect Jiang Yuxun to hesitate here.
He looked down at the man in his arms. âWhat is it?â
To people of this era, seventeen was hardly youngâmany were already married and established by then.
Jiang Yuxun didnât want to overreact, but since Ying Changchuan askedâŠ
He could only look at him seriously, helpless and painfully inexperienced, and say with difficulty,
âBut⊠I was only seventeen then.â
Moonlight settled at the bottom of Jiang Yuxunâs eyes, making them extraordinarily clear.
Ying Changchuan frowned slightly.
ââŠYes.â
For reasons unknown, the usually thick-skinned emperorâs fingers stiffened, just this once.
- ăäșéćžă (Five-Layered Seat)
Not a chair, but a tiered ceremonial seating platform.
đ„ Being carried onto it is far more intimate than sitting on a later âdragon throne.â
- ăćçŹă (gui brush)
A very fine brush traditionally used for outlining and tracing, not bold calligraphyâperfect for teasingly âbrandingâ someone.
- ăćżćŹçșčă (honeysuckle motif)
Symbolizes endurance, continuity, and possessiveness.
đ When Ying Changchuan draws it on Jiang Yuxunâand later lets Jiang Yuxun write his name backâit becomes a mutual mark, not one-sided ownership.