IH Ch 18
by berryChapter 18
âWhat are you doing? Still not finished?â
It was just a casual frown as he asked, but everyone present tensed up. Perhaps thatâs why someone had quickly said it was all doneâthat the person was unawakened.
Hwang Jae-iâs reaction wasnât all that different from the others. A civilian, really?âhis eyes seemed to ask. Then he suddenly grabbed Dohwaâs wrist and pulled him away. Those around them protested, saying he shouldnât do that, but Jae-i didnât listen. At that moment, a Hunter appeared and blocked his path.
âGuild Master, please donât do this. If you could just go up to the Association Directorâs officeââ
âI donât want to go there. That place is full of people who just annoy me.â
âAnnoy you? But the people there are all Guild Masters.â
âExactly. Thatâs why I donât want to be with them.â
The Hunter gave up and fell silent.
Meanwhile, Dohwa was dragged along by Hwang Jae-i to a rest area, where he was handed a bottle of strawberry milk. It hadnât been an act of kindness. A vending machine had caught Jae-iâs eye, and after giving it a casual kick, the bottle had rolled out by sheer luckâhe had just passed it along.
Though being in an unfamiliar place was uncomfortable, the strawberry milk was genuinely delicious, so Dohwa drank it little by little, trying to savor it. During that time, Hwang Jae-i sat across from him, just like he did now. He didnât ask anything about Dohwa, simply slouched in his chair or occasionally lay down on the table.
He radiated clear irritation and reluctance to be here, yet every now and then heâd glance over. His red eyes, seen up close, were incredibly intense. The longer Dohwa looked at them, the more it felt like they were piercing right through him.
Peering at Jae-i through the small holes of his mask, Dohwa slowly lowered his head. He wanted to finish drinking the strawberry milkâhe had really wanted to finish it, and yet…
âI donât know either.â
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At his brief reply, Hwang Jae-iâs gaze turned sharp. Perhaps thinking he was being mocked, his face twisted with anger, and he slammed the table with a loud bang.
Dohwa flinched a little at the loud noise but wasnât particularly flustered. Jae-i had always asserted his presence during their time togetherâlike deliberately walking with heavy footsteps, for example.
âDo I look like Iâm playing games with you?â
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âIf you donât want to be thrown out of this house, answer me properly. Do you really think I canât throw you out?â
Considering his personality, he probably could.
Dohwa thought of the view from the window in the storage room. Though he could see the sky, everything below and around was blurred and indistinct. Likely some kind of privacy protection setup around the building. That way, no one could spy from outside.
Still, it seemed like a pretty high floor. If he got thrown out, it would definitely hurt.
Meeting Hwang Jae-iâs piercing gaze without avoiding it, Dohwa calmly spoke.
âI really donât know. Iâve lived there since I was a child.â
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âI only started wearing the iron mask after I got olderâŠâ
When exactly had that been? He tried to recall but gave upâit wasnât a pleasant memory anyway. Still, he felt like he should answer if Jae-i kept pressing him.
Dohwa glanced forward. For some reason, Jae-i didnât look well. His expression was stiff, almost scary, but there was something about it that seemed⊠pained. Just like when he came to find Dohwa in the middle of the night. Unconsciously, Dohwa stood up and reached a hand toward him.
âAre you hurting again?â
ââŠâŠâ
Jae-i simply stared at the pale, small hand coming toward him. Then, the moment it touched his forehead, he jerked like heâd been electrocuted, shot to his feet, and stumbled backward.
The chair fell over with a loud clatter. Dohwa flinched at the sound and lowered his hand, murmuring while shifting his eyes around.
âI didnât mean to hit you.â
ââŠWhat?â
Finally reacting to Dohwaâs words, Jae-iâs face stiffened in disbelief.
Just as he was about to say, Do you think I dodged because I thought youâd hit me?, he abruptly buried his face in his hands. He took a deep breath, shoulders expanding with effort. He didnât look well.
At that, Dohwa touched his own face. People often reacted oddly when they saw his faceâmaybe Jae-i was the same. But heâd been fine up until now. Maybe it just varied depending on the situation. Dohwa reached up and touched the back of his head.
The hair Jae-i had playfully tied the day before was now a messy, flattened tangle. He tugged some of it forward to hide part of his face. Just then, a sunken voice spoke.
âWhat are you doing?â
Dohwa froze, then looked up with only his eyes. Jae-i had lifted his face from his hands and was frowning at him. He looked a little better than before.
Pulling his hair further to cover his face, Dohwa mumbled.
âI thought maybe seeing my face made you feel worse.â
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Jae-iâs expression shifted strangely. It looked as if he were agreeing with what had been said, and Dohwa, feeling confirmed in his assumption, started to lower his head again. Jae-i let out a deep sigh and tilted his head back.
Closing his eyes tightly, Hwang Jae-i suddenly took a large step forward. His long legs moved in confident strides, creating an intimidating approach. Dohwa backed away awkwardly in surprise, but Jae-i stood right next to him and spoke with a serious expression.
âThatâs not it, so donât do that.â
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âWhen you cover your face with your hair like that, it looks like youâve got a beard. Itâs really weird.â
At that, Dohwa looked at the hair he had pulled over his nose and mouth.
It looks like a beard? Really? He looked up at Jae-iâhis clean-cut face was twisted in genuine dislike. Seeing that, Dohwa pushed the hair back.
âSo itâs okay not to cover my face?â
âYeah. From now on, donât ever cover it with your hair again.â
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The way he said it, with such strong aversion, made it seem real. If that was the caseâŠ
âThen why were you upset earlier? Was it because everything I said sounded like a lie?â
He hadnât told the whole truth, but he hadnât only lied either.
He really had lived there since childhood, and it was only after heâd grown that he was forced to wear that thing on his face. If Jae-i pressed for more details, Dohwa wondered how much heâd have to explain.
But suddenly, he realized Jae-i was staring at him too intently. Dohwa wasnât used to someone looking at him so closely, and as he averted his eyes, he opened his mouth to speak again.
âWhyâŠâ
He was about to ask why are you looking at me like that? whenâDing-dong, a clear chime echoed through the air. Dohwa flinched and lifted his head, and Jae-i had his eyes tightly shut. His face twisted in displeasure and anger. As Dohwa quietly waited, the doorbell rang againâDing-dong.
âWipe that scowl off your face. Youâre the one who mixed up the date.â
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âAnd pull your lips back in, will you? Iâm happy to see my nephew after so longâbut I guess my dear nephew doesnât feel the same?â
Speaking playfully as she tucked her sharply-cut bob behind her ear, Hwang Suhyeon smiled brightly.
Hwang Suhyeon. She had just turned fifty this year, but she still looked like she was in her thirties. She was Jae-iâs aunt. She had acted as his legal guardian since he was a teenager and still treated him like a child, even now that he was a Guild Master tearing through Gates and performing all sorts of feats.
Sheâd assumed he was skipping meals again, so sheâd come with a load of foodâand several boxes of his favorite desserts. Though it was all stuff he liked, Jae-i didnât look pleased. More precisely, he looked uncomfortable.
Just because they were related by blood didnât mean they had to meet often. But Hwang Suhyeon visited his home at least once a month. Claiming she was checking in on how he was doing, sheâd pat his back, feed him, dress him, and offer various bits of advice.
Fortunately, because it was Suhyeon, Jae-i could at least take it as advice. If it had been anyone else, he wouldnât have tolerated it. Thinking that, he slouched in the far corner of the couch, legs crossed, clearly trying to appear uninterested. His discomfort was obvious in every gesture, which only made Suhyeon smile.
Jae-i had been closed-off since he was young, hardly letting anyone near. Letting her into his home was already a big concessionâSuhyeon knew that. She looked around.
âEvery time I come here, Iâm reminded how spacious and empty this place is. So this time, I ordered a few plants. What do you think about putting them over there?â
ââŠDonât.â
âOh, donât be like that. Just two, okay? One would be lonely. Is that alright?â
She gazed quietly at Jae-iâs profile, which still refused to look her way. Perhaps sensing the stare, Jae-i let out a short sigh. Taking it as permission, Suhyeon smiled again.
âThanks for accepting the gift. Theyâre just outside the entranceâwould you mind bringing them in?â
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Only then did Jae-i turn his head toward her. His expression said, You already had everything ready before even asking me? Suhyeon explained,
âI redid the interior design at home and got some new potsâthey were so pretty. I thought of you and couldnât resist ordering a set for you, too. Sorry for not telling you earlier. But could you still accept them?â
With her hands clasped apologetically in front of her face, she tilted her head slightly.
An A-rank Hunter herself, Hwang Suhyeon was known everywhere as the Ice Witch. She rarely smiled, her expression perpetually cool and unreadableâas though wearing a mask. She also handled dozens of legal cases on Jae-iâs behalf.
Jae-i knew this side of herâaffectionate, teasingâwas something she only showed to him. He stood slowly, radiating reluctance with every step. Behind him, Suhyeon clapped her hands and thanked him.