IH Ch 96(18+)

Chapter 96(18+)

“You really didn’t listen, even though you don’t look like the type not to. The problem was that neither Dohwa nor I had grown up in an environment where we could afford to refuse what was ordered of us. And the consequences of Dohwa’s choices—everything he had endured for disobeying those commands, all the things I had no idea about—kept nagging at me. It stung. An unfamiliar kind of discomfort surged through me, causing the veins on my temple to tauten once more. As a dull headache crept in, I twisted one side of my mouth into a crooked grin.

“That’s some serious confidence. You really think you can hurt me?”

I had only tossed it out lightly, but all I got back was a smile from Dohwa. He didn’t say a word—just smiled. But embedded in that smile was a mischievous look, as if to say, ‘Do you think I can’t?’

It was something I could brush off. But I couldn’t.

There’s still something I don’t know. But whatever it was, I didn’t think Dohwa meant to harm me. On the contrary—.

“……”

I saw the wavering emotion in Dohwa’s eyes as he looked at me. The surge of emotion was vividly clear, making me lower my head in shame for not having noticed earlier. Although the seat had ample space between us, I still had to lean in far to kiss Dohwa. The moment our lips touched, they parted again. Dohwa blinked rapidly in surprise.

While staring directly at Dohwa’s changing expression from up close, Hwang Jae-i asked,

“You didn’t… do anything weird to me, right? Otherwise, how could I…”

Trailing off mid-sentence, Hwang Jae-i shut his mouth. But Dohwa seemed to understand the words he hadn’t finished saying. Letting out a breath of amused disbelief, Dohwa lightly cupped Jae-i’s cheek and whispered.

“Did you forget? You’re the one who found me and brought me back.”

All he had done was sit quietly in that cramped room while the door was torn down and Jae-i barged in. It had been Jae-i who looked down at him with that same always-furious face and lifted him by the scruff of his neck. Thinking back, it was such a ridiculous scene, but for Dohwa, it still felt like a miracle. That’s how much that moment meant to him.

As he gazed endlessly at Jae-i, Dohwa tilted his head, and again, the two pressed their lips together. This time, unlike before, they stayed connected for quite a while.

Soft, warm skin. The sweet scent of flesh sinking deep into the nostrils. And lips so hard to part with, that every time they pulled away even slightly, he craved them again.

His mind was a complete mess. The heat climbing through him was so intense it gave him a pounding headache. In his hazy vision, Jae-i could acutely feel the painful stiffness of his cock. A place he’d never paid much attention to began asserting itself forcefully now. Even when he tried to ignore it, each time he hugged Dohwa, the pressure between their abdomens made it impossible to overlook.

At the sound of Dohwa letting out a soft moan, Jae-i flinched as he opened his eyes. As soon as he saw Dohwa with his eyes clenched shut, he pulled his lips away. Jae-i’s long tongue slowly slid out from between Dohwa’s parted lips. As it left with a wet slick sound, Dohwa greedily gulped air into his lungs that had been blocked until now. Though he had just pulled out his tongue, Jae-i found himself licking Dohwa’s lips, now drenched with saliva. He lightly bit and mouthed them, causing Dohwa to wince lightly before asking in a breathless voice.

“…Are you not going to put it in?”

Jae-i paused, pulling back slightly as he looked at Dohwa.

Dohwa pressed the back of his hand to his numb lips, sore from all the suction. As he wiped away the drool streaming down, his eyes dropped downward.

The very first thing he caught sight of was Jae-i’s commanding erection that stood out clearly. He had seen and touched it before—it had always been impressive—but now that it was fully erect, it was just…

Swallowing dryly, Jae-i tried to cover himself with the blanket clenched tightly in his hand.

“What?”

Dohwa gently pushed Jae-i’s wrist aside, wordlessly urging him not to cover up.

“……”

Instead of responding, Jae-i simply grit his teeth.

Lowering his gaze hesitantly, Jae-i saw his own erection and scowled as if he were staring at something grotesque. On seeing that stern expression, Dohwa burst into laughter. He then brushed Jae-i’s cock with the back of his hand. Even though he knew it would make Jae-i twitch, he pretended ignorance and kept rubbing the shaft. Then he traced his finger over the head and the slit. Pre-cum began to bead up from the opening. Dohwa pressed down on the slit for a moment before glancing up.

Jae-i’s face had turned frighteningly rigid. Not just his temple, even his neck was tense, veins visibly protruding. He was holding back—hard.

“……”

Dohwa removed his hand from Jae-i’s cock and moved lower. His own erection had been present the entire time as well. Thanks to Jae-i’s relentless caresses and kisses, he had already ejaculated once. His inner thighs were dampened with thick fluids. Reaching between them, he raised his hips slightly. The arousal made it difficult to put strength into his lower back.

Supporting himself with one hand, Dohwa reached behind and felt the small, tight opening—barely visible like a dot. He almost burst into laughter recalling how shocked Jae-i had been the first time he saw Dohwa insert a finger there, staring at him with that frozen expression. Biting his lower lip to suppress the chuckle, Dohwa inserted two fingers. It was tight, but unlike the first time, his body no longer resisted completely. As the pliant inner walls seemed to suck in his fingers, Dohwa looked over at Jae-i.

Jae-i’s crimson eyes were fixed squarely between Dohwa’s thighs. His parted lips made him look dazed, though his chiseled features kept him looking composed—if anything, that appearance only heightened Dohwa’s arousal. Taking a deep breath, Dohwa spoke.

“Try putting it in here now.”

At first, only Dohwa had prepared himself, inserting fingers to stretch the opening. Eventually, Jae-i had helped him too, albeit hesitantly.

At the time, Jae-i had managed to insert almost three fingers. That tiny opening, once no bigger than a dot, had stretched wide enough to hold them, and he’d seemed flustered. Even so, he hadn’t pulled away. With intense focus, just like now, Jae-i had gently worked his fingers inside, trying to loosen him from within.

He must’ve known then just how tight and hot that inside would feel. But maybe what stopped him from going all the way was concern.

“…Mmh.”

Letting out a faint moan as he pulled the two fingers out completely, Dohwa spread his legs wider. His face was flushed, breathing ragged and needy. Seeing the hint of strain cross Dohwa’s expression, Jae-i reached once again for the blanket.

“Let’s just stop here for today…”

It seemed more prudent to stop for now. But before he could finish the sentence, Dohwa’s body suddenly flopped backward. Although it was just a soft bed, the sudden movement startled Jae-i.

Now lying flat between the pillows, Dohwa looked up at him. Blink. Blink. After closing and opening his eyes, he raised one leg and rested his foot squarely on Jae-i’s right shoulder. He wiggled his toes slightly—nothing more. Just gazed at him wordlessly.

Jae-i felt his vision blur out again as his head swam in a misty haze. Then slowly, awkwardly, he leaned forward, hovering over Dohwa. Seeing Jae-i approaching, Dohwa opened his arms. Just like always, he saw the way Jae-i carefully avoided pressing down on him with his full weight. To that gentle consideration, Dohwa pressed a kiss to the sweat-damp strands of hair clinging near Jae-i’s ear. Once, twice, smacking small kisses. Then whispered, “It’s okay.”

Dohwa wasn’t so weak that he needed this much tiptoeing around. It might hurt, and it might be clumsy since it was the first time—but he didn’t want to postpone it to another day.

Dohwa wrapped his legs behind Jae-i’s waist and pulled him in closer. Even till that moment, Jae-i hesitated in a daze. But then, he adjusted his position, took a few calming breaths, and finally entered Dohwa.

Dohwa’s insides were truly, incredibly tight, hot, and velvety. It felt wrong to recklessly thrust into such a delicate space with his cock, but the way those soft inner walls clutched and sucked him in made him surrender completely.

A scorching rush unlike anything before swept through his brain, threatening to drive him mad. In all the heat and confusion, Jae-i could still find Dohwa’s face to plant kisses all over it, embracing that much smaller body against his own. As he gently stroked the trembling body clinging to him, a brutal and savage urge surged up inside.

To thrust harder, to selfishly ravage the depths of Dohwa’s body.

But—no. He couldn’t. He shouldn’t.

Just then, fingers slid through his damp hair. As if already knowing what Jae-i was thinking, they stroked his head so gently. Jae-i blinked rapidly. Sweat rolled down his cheek–drip. Where the droplet landed, there was Dohwa, his face flushed crimson and slick with moisture. With effort, Dohwa opened his heavy-lidded eyes and smiled faintly. Seeing him let out a small, “Heh,” and giggle, Jae-i felt a massive emotion squeeze his heart until it ached.

Though he didn’t know why, he could tell.

Dohwa liked him. From the very start, maybe even from before they met, he’d liked him.

If only he had known earlier. Even one day sooner… No—if he had known from the very beginning when they first met…

With his gaze burning hot, Jae-i cupped Dohwa’s face with both hands and kissed him again.