IH Ch 46
by berryChapter 46
ââŠIs it hard?â
ââŠâ
âEven if youâre tired, you should eat. You like eating, donât you?â
That lunchbox was honestly really good.
If there had been only one, it might have been awkward to offer, but there were three. The portions were also larger than they looked, so it seemed fine to share with Hwang Jae-i. After working so hard, wouldnât it be better to eat something? Then Dohwa remembered that Hwang Jae-i was only covering his lower half with a towel and spoke again.
âAnd put some clothes on. Youâll catch a cold.â
ââŠWhat the hell are you saying, seriously.â
He had wondered why that chipmunk, cheeks puffed like it was hoarding acorns, suddenly came overâwas it just to say something this pointless?
Hwang Jae-i sat up abruptly. Caught off guard by the sudden movement, Dohwa stepped back. Hwang Jae-i glared at him and barked,
âHey.â
âYeah?â
Dohwa replied innocently, as if asking what the problem was. Hwang Jae-i fell silent. That was because, all of a sudden, Dohwaâs appearance came into full viewâbaggy clothes far too loose for his body, messy hair, and above all, a glaringly purple bruise.
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As expected, he really shouldâve broken that bastardâs wrist and snapped his neck.
An inexplicable surge of displeasure rose in Hwang Jae-i as he swung his arm through the air. A bluish-glowing space appeared, from which he retrieved two S-rank potions. He flicked his finger at Dohwaâflick, flickâlike calling a dog. When Dohwa didnât move and just stood there, Hwang Jae-i lowered his voice.
âCome here.â
Dohwa reluctantly approached and stood in front of the bed. Jae-i tilted his chin.
âSit.â
ââŠIs this because of the bruise on my face? That stuffâs expensive. Itâll fade on its own in a few days.â
âJust shut up and sit down. If you keep standing there like that, people will think I hit you.â
At his even lower voice, Dohwa cautiously sat on the edge of the bed. Seeing that he didnât even deny the implication of his words, Hwang Jae-i was tempted to snap, but held back.
Potions were primarily meant to be ingested, but applying them directly to a wound worked too. Back at the Association, heâd said an A-rank potion wouldnât help, but S-rank was a different story. He opened the lid, aiming to get rid of the bruise first, and spoke nonchalantly.
âShow me your face.â
ââŠâ
He let a small drop of the potion fall onto his fingertip. Confirming its bluish glow, he looked up, but Dohwa was still just sitting on the edge of the bed. That alone wouldnât have mattered, but he then lowered his head, trying to hide his face by tugging down his hair. Hwang Jae-i narrowed his eyes.
âWhat are you doing? I told you to bring your face over here.â
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Until now, the kid always did what he was told without hesitationâso why was he stalling now? Watching Dohwa fidget with his hair, still trying to cover his face, Hwang Jae-i asked,
âIs the reason that bastard acted like that⊠because of you?â
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âThink about it. How could anyone pull that kind of crap in a place like that? Unless he was under some kind of spell, right?â
Even if the guy was insane, doing something like that in that setting made no sense. He acted like he was in heat. It would be baffling if he hadnât heard the explanation from Dohwa before. That he was a âdoll.â What else had he said? That heâd been forced to wear an iron mask for disobedience.
Would someone like that listen just because their face was covered? Clearly not. Just look at him nowâheâs been called over and still wonât come, just hiding his face. He mustâve been disobedient even back then. Maybe thatâs why he got beaten, and those scars on his back came from that time.
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Feeling stifled in a different way now, Hwang Jae-i frowned. Dohwa, still looking down, muttered,
âI didnât do anything. I was just looking.â
ââŠâ
âI only looked, and he went crazy and jumped me. That was him, not me.â
He seemed to assert his innocence boldly, but then immediately clamped up again. His bottom lip turned pale where his teeth pressed into it. After a pause, Jae-i muttered,
âHe really was out of his mind when he came at you.â
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âThe Association deserves to rot for hiring trash like that and calling him a researcher. The chairman should apologize.â
Dohwa lifted his head slightly, as if heâd just heard something unexpected. The look in his eyes asked, âDo you really think that?â Hwang Jae-i repeated himself, more firmly.
âI shouldâve broken his damn neck.â
Sure, the Association would probably punish him, but that wasnât enough. He shouldâve stomped him into the ground. Clicking his tongue, he looked at Dohwa, who was now staring at him fully. Jae-i gazed back at the small face and asked nonchalantly,
âAre you pretty?â
ââŠHuh?â
A faint wrinkle appeared between Dohwaâs brows, like he was wondering what nonsense this was.
âEveryone whoâs seen you keeps going on about how pretty you are. Thatâs why all this happened too, right?â
Trailing off, Jae-i tilted his head, staring at Dohwa, and muttered to himself.
âPretty, huh?â
Was this really what people called pretty? There was clear doubt in his voice.
Dohwa, a flicker of uncertainty passing through his eyes, muttered with a hardened face,
âI donât know either.â
He grumbled like he was dissatisfied, then closed his mouth again. Amused by his response, Hwang Jae-i waved his hand dismissively.
âWhatever. Just get over here. Do you even know how much this stuff costs?â
This S-rank potion could heal most injuries. Heâd given it to hunters who fought hand-to-hand in gates before, but using it just to reduce a bruise? It felt excessive.
Yet, after all that resistance, Dohwa finally crept over to the bed. Reaching Jae-iâs side, he glanced at the potion in his hand and muttered,
ââŠI really am fine though.â
âShut up.â
Cutting him off before he could say more, Jae-i dispensed a bit more potion onto his fingertip and said, âMove your hair.â In a flat tone, he instructed Dohwa, who hesitated before tucking his hair behind his ear and offering his bruised cheek.
The bruise extended all the way up to his eyelid. Looking at it, Jae-i wondered how someone as frail as a dried anchovy could end up this badly bruised. He gently touched the bruise with his fingertip. Dohwa flinched even at the lightest touch, but Jae-i ignored it and began rubbing the darkest area.
âDonât move. Stay still.â
Saying that, he cupped Dohwaâs chin with one hand.
His face was so small it easily fit within his palmâwith room to spare. Jae-i had never thought his hands were particularly big, but now it was obvious. Either that, or Dohwaâs face was absurdly small.
He applied more potion with his fingertip, spreading it across the bruised area. At first, there was no visible effect. But after several layers, the bruise gradually began to fade.
âHey. Itâs going away.â
His triumphant tone was met with Dohwaâs puzzled expression. Then Dohwa touched his own cheek, the one Jae-i had been handling all this time.
His moist, soft cheek no longer hurt when pressed. Surprised, he kept trying to feel it again, but Jae-i pushed his hand away with the back of his own. Then, with more potion on his fingertip, he gently tapped it around Dohwaâs eye.
âSee? Of course an S-rank potion works. If it didnât, thatâd be the weird part. Whatever they used on you back there mustâve been cheap junk. Thatâs why it didnât work.â
That cult-like group had a structure where only the leaders benefitted while the rest were exploited. It was like a pyramid schemeâaside from the top few, everyone else was just a worker ant. Would they have cared if someone died or got hurt? No chance. Whatever medicine they gave Dohwa was probably fake or completely ineffective. As Jae-i moved his fingers, he suddenly paused.
ââŠâ
His fingertip brushed against long, soft eyelashes.
From the moment Jae-iâs hand touched his face, Dohwa had decided it was better to keep his eyes closed. Because of that, Jae-i was now seeing his tiny face from an extremely close distance.
When the iron mask first came off, all he noticed was that Dohwa had big eyes. That was it. Even when Yohan and An Yuna fussed over how pretty he was, Jae-i had dismissed it as nonsense. No matter how many times he saw the kidâs face afterward, it never struck him.
He just didnât care about other peopleâs faces. The only reason he knew names and faces of those around him was from long-term exposure. With hunters, he recognized them by their distinct unpleasant aura. And nowâŠ
A pale, small face. Delicate features. Eyebrows that drew fine, distinct lines. Long, layered hair like a silk cascade.
The full, reddish lipsâusually sealedâparted slightly. They twitched, seemingly in discomfort, and then his tightly closed eyes suddenly opened. The moment those round, clear pupils appeared beneath the long lashes, Jae-i slapped his large hand over Dohwaâs face.
ââŠ!â
Like slamming a lid over a pot, he completely covered Dohwaâs face with his hand. Then, shoving that face to the side, Dohwa lost balance and flailed.
Since it was on the bed, the fall didnât hurt. But his flailing hand landed somewhere strange. Propping himself up on his elbow, Dohwa grimaced and let out a small groan.
He had only opened his eyes. Why did he get shoved like that? Was it just the surprise? He thought itâd be fine, but maybe Jae-i really didnât like it. As he squirmed to sit up, he shifted weight onto his other hand. Something thick and firm filled his grip. Dohwa turned his head without thinkingâand froze.
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Blankly staring at where his hand had landed, Dohwa slowly looked up. Seeing the most serious expression heâd ever witnessed on Jae-iâs face, he panicked and yanked his hand away.