ITIEQ C90
by berryChapter 90 â When Old Houses Catch Fire
âA touch, and it broke apart.
Shen Qinghe blinked.
It hardly counted as a proper kissâstingy, even. Shen tipped his head back; faint candlelight ferried between them, and he saw that murky gleam deep in Xiao Yuanzhengâs eyesâsomething that belonged to him alone.
So Shen didnât find it frightening. He even wanted toâignite it fully.
He glanced at the wrist held firm, then smiled, unhurried, and stepped in of his own accord, meeting his lips squarely and honestly. It was his first time doing such a thing; he merely copied the stray fragments of memory that flashed upâand was rewarded by watching the tall emperorâs Adamâs apple slide.
He hadnât yet celebrated this small comeback when, just as the corner of his mouth lifted, the opportunity was stolenâlips already touching were easily pried open. Shocked by the sparkâlaced jolt of it, he couldnât help struggling; the soft screen behind him wobbled with his movement, about to fallâ
A hand reached past his ear and steadied the screen.
âCareful.â
Shenâs voice still carried breath. He hadnât expected Xiao Yuanzheng to be this formidableâhis own fire was up.
So this was the force of an old house catching fire?
Xiaoâs voice came hoarse. âThe main tent has roundâtheâclock patrols. If they hear anything, they might barge in.â
Sounded a bit thrilling.
Light flickers kindled in Shenâs eyes. Free hands lifted to loop around the manâs neck. âAm I the one who should be careful? With a ruler abandoning his rule and a minister his dutyâshouldnât it be Your Majestyâs âvirtueâ thatâs more at risk?
âAfraid?â
Shen laughed, a hook at the tail of his tone. âWould I be?â
Xiao set his other hand at the back of his head and deepened the kiss anew.
This time it was fierce. Shen began to falter. When the long kiss ended, both their breaths were heavy.
Xiao looked at him, deep and long.
Family elders had once called him precocious, fate noble beyond words, sure to meet a great turning.
Yet the world also said: where brilliance peaks, it wounds.
Orphaned of parents, brother dead young; famed as a youth; ruled for ten years; mounted the throneâalone.
The Zhaohuan Emperor was the Zhaohuan Emperor of all under heaven.
At their first meeting in Zheng Hall, they were men of two different worlds. It was he who forced the other to remainâwatched him tread carefully, climb high, do works, bring them to fruition.
Then, he taught an emperor, with his own hands, to turn from griefâs river, to look back from the bitter sea, to understand the orchidâs cause early.
Every meeting thereafter took him back to the northwest deserts of ten years past; as if he, too, had once been a proud youth in bright clothes on a fine horse.
While he weighed life and death of the realm, the thing he had never dared ask for beforeâhe claimed without turning back.
In his pupils surged all the feelings Shen could imagineâand those he could not.
Vast as mountain; deep as sea.
Such a gaze left Shen a little outmatched.
Xiao bent again; the difference in their physicality told Shen he could not evade it.
He truly didnât want another kiss!
He fell instead into an embraceâtoo strong, snug to the seamâcatching him unprepared.
âFortunatelyâŠâ
âWhat?â
ââŠFortunately you came. Fortunately, it is you.â
Shen did not understand. The air was too heated; it felt as if both feet had stepped into a pool of magmaâscalding, viscous, clingingâimpossible to leave.
Truly, a sovereignâs favor was thunder and rainâno commoner could withstand it.
Held so close, their surging heartbeats and trembling words belonged to them both.
Shen chuckled. âIf not meâwho else?â
Xiao met his eyes. âOnly you. It can only be you.â
Behind that soft screen, they did what would make a world of ministersâ souls fly apart in fright. The culpritsâ faces were calm; tasting marrow, they knew its flavor.
Utter madnessâuntil reason regained the upper hand. The pace had ridden a divine steedâthousands of li in a day. After days of tangles cleared in one stroke, his heart felt light.
âItâs late. I ought to go.â The youth still wore a smile, pressing Xiaoâs shoulder as he sat up.
âDarker and deeperârest here.â
Shen looked at him in surprise. Before today, Xiao Yuanzhengâs courtesies had been flawless, not a seam unstitched. Suddenly, all flippedâthisâŠ
He must have read Shenâs thought. His bearing eased; the hard lines of his face softened. âI heard from the armyâs physicianâyouâve been plagued by nightmares, even asked for calming decoctions. If you sleep here, I can watch over you.â
That army doctor was from Qingbei Countyâsuch a sieve!
Not allowing objection, Xiao led Shen to the bed and swept his sleeve to snuff the newly lit candles on the table.
Heâd said as much. Shen had no reason to demur. In three, five motions he loosened his belt and shed his outer robe. A maple leaf tucked at his collar sprang free and spun down in the air.
Xiao caught it between two fingers.
Shen was still tugging at a sleeve. Seeing the motion, he remembered. With a side smile: âAuspicious, isnât it. For Your Majesty.â
Xiao lowered his gaze, playing with the leaf whose tip ran to a fine point.
ââA curtain of wind and moon idle; red as longing, this maple leaf.â I shall take it.â He plucked up a volume heâd been perusing of late and slid it between the pages.
Only a heartâshaped leafâShen had thought it curious, a whimsy to gift. Seeing it stored like a treasure in a book kept at hand, he felt a little embarrassed.
Emperor though he was, heâd seen the finest things. A leaf as a giftâhow heartless it made Shen seem. Had he known, heâd have chosen something properâŠ
Xiaoâs face lay at ease. Turning back, he saw the man on the bed stripped to undershirt and drawers, poking at mattress and coverings with an eager curiosityâhardly likely to sleep soon.
Xiao lay at the edge, flicked the hook; the green gauze fell. Within the veil, their figures loomed. Only a single lamp trembled at the headboard.
He pressed down the restless hand, and the wandering gaze came to him.
âSleep.â
Theyâd shared lodgings before, at most. This was Shenâs first time lying footâtoâfoot on the same bed with another. The armyâs cots were hardly large; two grown men were a squeezeâespecially a body like Xiaoâsâtall and strong; the space remaining was tight.
Unable to sleep, Shen had words. âYour Majesty sat command at the centerâthen diverted to the three provinces. Prince Lu is only a pretextâwas it for me?â
Xiao kept his eyes closed, matching him. âMm.â
âI guessed as much.â Shenâs grin turned impish; he leaned in. âAndâyouâd long since fallen for me, hadnât you?â
âMm.â
âWhen?â Shen was fully awake now!
âA long time ago.â Xiao opened his eyes. The breath at his side was too close.
âIf I hadnât taken the lead todayâwould you have stayed silent for life?â
âMm.â
âHey!â Shen pushed himself half up. âYou know, by the rulesâthose who wonât speak fare poorly!â
âKidding,â Xiao turned his head, clear gentleness in his eyes. âPerhaps, sooner or laterâif I could not hold backâI would have told you.â
With a palm propping his cheek, Shen caught a strand of hair and twined it idly around a finger. âSo there are times you canât hold back.â
Xiao caught his wrist. âThere are.â Even reclined, his posture was correctâyet Shen read a hint of peril.
They looked at each other for two seconds. Shen flipped over, yanked the quilt up to cover half his face.
âSleep, sleep!â
âŠ
âBrother, Iâve done what you asked.â
Yue Yin strode into the main hall, parted the roller blind with one hand, and sat boldly upon the inlaid chair of gold and silver. Yue Zhi was practicing calligraphy; he didnât lift his head. Yue Yin admired the flowing lines upon the desk and praised, âBrother has improved again. This Mister Dachuan is truly a master of our time.â
Dissatisfied somehow, Yue Zhi judged it up and down, then spoke in passing: âWhat did you learn?â
âSharpâtoothed as they were, a bit of workâand their jaws pried open.â He tossed a bloodâstained whip upon the desk. âTwo died. One had half a breath leftâwouldnât say a word. Wonât last the night.â
Yue Zhiâs brush paused. âCalled a physician?â
âNo. If he dies, he diesânot worth the trouble.â He took out a few stillâwet pages. âThis Qingbei Academy⊠not so simple as we thought.â
Yue Zhi set the brush aside and read them one by one, the frown between his brows growing deeper.
âNo need to worry, brother. Itâs all tricks and toys. Born of small doorsâeven with Xiao YĆ«xi involvedâhow could they compare to our Yueâs centuries of depth? To crush them is but a word.â
Yue Zhi laid the pages down. He had seen the weapon whose power outstripped the fiercest arrows. He left aside whether to call it trick or craft. Rubbing his brow: âA small academy, only a few years extantâyet it can bind its disciples to die willingly⊠Could Shangqing Academy do as much?â
Yue Yin choked.
The world was troubled; to hide or to serve, to pledge to clan or lordâeach had his course. One mind was rare enoughâwho raised deadâsworn retainers?
âA nineâstory terrace rises from piled earth. For a mountain nine ren high, all can be ruined by a single basket short.â He dipped the brush again and struck against the grain; each stroke closed swift, the flares like cleaved steel. This time, he was barely satisfied.
He lifted his head; wariness tinged his words.
âGiven time, it will become a great scourge.â
âYou only overthink, brother. The clan doctor saidâworry less, ease your heart.â Yue Yin had never seen the brother âwho could do anythingâ change color. His loathing for Shen grew threefoldâyet he still felt the man couldnât stir much of a storm.
He drew a porcelain vial from his sleeve, tipped a pill into Yue Zhiâs hand, and did not rest until he swallowed it. âThat day on Mount Luâyou shouldnât have stopped me. One arrow through himâwhere would all this trouble be?â
Ferocity coiled in Yue Yinâs brows. âBut itâs not too late. Does he dare leverage the sovereignâs favor to challenge all the clans? Brotherâjust watch.â
âEven if we hold our handâothers wonât bear it. Shen Qingheâhis death is nigh.â