AAUMOBIP C40
by berryChapter 40
ăJiang Yi: ?ă
ăJiang Yi: Really?ă
ăJiang Yi: He hasnât been posting on Weibo much lately⊠could he really have someone else now?ă
ăJiang Yi: By the way, did he give you Intimate Pay? If yes, you should buy some âtoysâ and see how he reacts.ă
Liu He had very little knowledge in this area, so he asked humbly:
ăfon: What kind of toys?ă
ăJiang Yi: Fun toys, obviouslyă
ăJiang Yi: You may not have raised pigs, but youâve eaten pork before, right?ă
ăJiang Yi: Even if youâve never used toys, youâve seen them in films, havenât you?ă
ăJiang Yi: Just buy the kind you saw in those filmsă
ToysâŠ
Liu He suddenly recalled what had happened that night when he was drunk, and almost told Jiang Yi about it.
But stillâJiang Yiâs suggestion⊠did make sense.
Buy something and watch Yun-geâs reaction?
A mischievous idea instantly sparked in Liu Heâs mind.
Since he had no knowledge of such things, he began secretly researching onlineâguides, store listingsâstaring at endless arrays of products until everything blurred together. He couldnât tell what to choose, or which would trigger Yun the most.
At last, he panicked back to his friend.
ăfon: The toys you mentionedâŠă
ăfon: How should I choose?ă
ăJiang Yi: Well, whatâs your goal? Do you want him to repent, or do you want him jealous?ă
At that, Liu He admitted Jiang Yiâs suspicions were just teasing.
ăfon: Actually, our relationship is good. Iâm not insecureă
ăfon: But heâs been too busy. Last time I visited, he refused to⊠you knowă
ăfon: I just want him to pay more attention to meă
ăJiang Yi: Ha! You tricked meă
ăJiang Yi: I figured you two were fine. How could Yun suddenly have someone else?ă
ăJiang Yi: So, is he the jealous type?ă
Thinking back to the âcarrot incidentâ, Liu realized Yun was very jealous. Heâd only allowed it once. Afterward, he never mentioned carrots again. Given Yunâs personality, that itself proved he disliked it.
Instantly, Jiang Yiâs remark struck like lightning.
Liu now knew exactly what to buy.
ăfon: Thanksă
ăfon: I get it nowă
He only wanted Yun to notice him more.
Yun had never canceled the shared Intimate Pay card, and Liu still had it tucked in his wallet.
Doing such a thing for the first time, Liu was nervous.
He filled his shopping cart with carefully selected toys.
Since Yun adored costumes, Liu threw in a set of those too. The rest were âsmall toys.â Most were insertion-types, a few external only.
Finished, his cart showed thirty items.
Hovering over the checkout button, he froze.
Buying sex toys with someone elseâs payment method? Far too embarrassing.
Butâhe steeled himself.
After thirty minutes of mental preparation, he placed the order, using Yunâs Intimate Pay to pay.
Immediately afterward, he flung his phone onto the sofa like it burned, pretending he had done nothing.
The phone now sat across the room, an ominous reminder.
Yun must be busy filming. Surely, he hadnât noticed yet.
But every few seconds, Liu glanced at the device, too terrified to touch it.
This alone was thrilling. If Yun did see itâ
He remembered the drama over buying clothes for Jiang Yi. If Yun retaliated with more toysâŠ
Just one Liu He in this worldâcould he handle that?
Regret pricked him. Should he cancel the order?
But too lateâYun would already have been notified. Cancel or not, Yun would still see what heâd bought.
Liuâs feelings tangled badly. Half eager for Yunâs reaction, half desperate for him never to know.
On edge until nightfall, he refreshed the orderâstatus: shipped.
Oddly, that gave him some calm.
Dinner time: while eating his own home-cooked food, his phone rang.
Almost automatically, he answered Yunâs video call.
Yunâs face appeared on-screen. Reflexively, Liu smiled: âYun-ge, have you eaten?â
âVibration, heating, telescoping, remote playâŠâ Yun read aloud, one word at a time.
With each word, Liu Heâs face flushed deeper. His gaze darted away.
âAm I⊠not good enough? Why did Xiao He buy all this?â Yunâs tone carried grievance.
Liu buried his face into his bowl, pretending not to hear.
But Yun continued softly: âI know Iâve been busy. Iâm sorry I ignored you, didnât satisfy you. But⊠would these things really please you?
If you want it, just ask. No matter how hard it is, Iâll fulfill anything for you.â
His voice grew more pitiful with each sentence.
Liu was speechless.
The food on his chopsticks tasteless, he peeked up cautiously at the screen. Yun stared straight at him.
âXiao HeâŠâ
ââŠâ
Liu didnât know what to say. He just wanted Yunâs attention, not to admit such a motive. Yun was busy workingâit felt childish.
Blinking rapidly, he stayed silent.
At last, Yun said gently: âI understand.â
Liu was stunned. Understand what?
âI will work harder, to be a qualified lover.â
He really looked aggrieved.
ââŠI miss you,â Liu whispered.
He wanted Yunâs care, his companionship. He wanted him near.
âI miss you too.â Yun sighed softly. âFinish dinner, then rest early.â
The call ended.
But how could Liu sleep? His heart ached from the clear disappointment in Yunâs voice.
Stuffing down a few bites, mechanically cleaning up, showeringâlying in bed, he stared at the ceiling wide-awake.
In his mind replayed Yunâs look, over and over.
Did Yun hate that he bought toys? Was he disappointed in him?
He opened the shopping app. Such private items werenât eligible for âno-reason return.â
He had only wanted to tease Yun, spark a reaction. Yet instead, heâd backfired.
With a sigh, he opened their chat, composing:
ăfon: Sorry. Those werenât for me.ă
ăfon: Are you angry?ă
ăHusband: Noă
ăHusband: Why not use them? Isnât it wasteful to hide what you bought?ă
ăHusband: If anyone should apologize, itâs meâfor failing to see your needsă
ăHusband: Rest early. Iâll call you when I get a chanceă
âŠWas that really it?
Liu still felt odd. But at least, with Yunâs reassurance, he finally slept.
Days passed. The toys arrived. Yet Yun never mentioned them again.
It was as if the incident had been buried.
Embarrassed, Liu hid them in a storage box deep in the wardrobeâout of sight, out of mind.
Jiang Yiâs âmethodâ had accomplished nothing.
Their rhythm returned: messages, occasional calls. Silence all around the âtoys.â
Time soon leapt to January. Bitter cold settled in.
It was nearly Liu Heâs birthday.
Bundled in a red down jacket, he stood by the street, waiting for the vendorâs fried starch sausage. His breath made little clouds in the frigid air, hands buried in pockets.
The vendor called kindly: âOnly one, classmate? One for three yuan, two for five.â
âOneâs enough.â Liu smiled faintly.
There was no one to share a second with.
Jiang Yi had gone off traveling with his professor, learning the ways of the world.
Leaving school, Liu had spotted the stand, tempted into buying one. Street-fried starch sausages were most authentic fresh from the oilâskin blistering crisp, inside gooey and steaming, fragrant with wheat starch.
Rolled in chili powder, the vendorâs spice was sharp and aromatic. Liu loved it.
Soon his sausage was ready.
âHere you are. Careful, itâs hot. Donât drip oil on your clothes.â
âThanks.â Liu paid, taking it gingerlyâone pocket-hand shoved back into his jacket, the other hand clutching his prize on the walk home.
One biteâscalding, but heavenly.
By the time he reached home, it was gone. He tossed the paper into the trash and got into the elevator.
At the eighth floor, he opened 1801 with his fingerprint.
Winter cold bit keen high up. Stepping inside, he expected to shiver. Instead, warm air rushed over him.
Odd. He never used the heater. Southern buildings had no central heating.
Broken air-conditioning?
That was his first thought.
Entering, he changed shoes by the doorâthen froze.
An extra pair of leather shoes in the rack. A pair of slippers missing.
Someone was inside.
Heart leaping, joy overtook him. He called eagerly: âYun-ge? You shouldâve told me you were coming!â
âI couldâve prepared something!â He hurried inside, scanning rooms.
Not in the living room. Not in the kitchen.
The bedroom door was shut tight. He opened itâand sure enough, Yun was fast asleep in the bed. His entrance hadnât roused him.
Inside, the air conditioner hummed.
Why turn on both living room and bedroom units? Wasteful. Liu cursed in his heart, flipping the living room one off.
On the bed, Yunâs face was serene, sunken deep into slumber.
Slipping off his jacket, Liu approached carefully, gazing at him tenderly. He reached out, then stoppedâafraid to disturb his rest. Silently, he stood at the bedside, watching.
Yun had been so busy. Rest this deep was rare. Just last night, heâd been filming still. To show up here todayâhe must have sacrificed precious rest.