IKC C24
by berryChapter 24
Even as he exhaled a long plume of pale smoke, Seong Sehan did not avert his gaze from me.
âSeong SehanâŠâ
How far could I maintain composure in such an unreasonable situation? Perhaps the status window had overestimated meâunaware that I was so pitiful I couldnât even manage this degree of emotional control.
âWhy should I quit smoking for you?â
He appeared before me for the sole purpose of saving his life, and yetâŠ
I shot to my feet, striding straight toward Sehan, and snatched the cigarette from his lips.
âBecause itâs bad for your health.â
Deliberately, I flung the cigarette to the floor and crushed it under my foot.
Sehan remained sprawled in the chair, eyes cold and glinting, his composure undisturbed.
[Time remaining: 53 minutes!]
But none of that could scare me now.
âDonât ever touch these things again.â
Without hesitation, I grabbed the pack of cigarettes and the lighter from the table. Just then, Sehanâs hand seized my wrist.
âTaegyeong.â
His grip was so tight I nearly cried out in pain.
âI find it cute, even when you get angry or say harsh things to me.â
âHey, youâŠ!â
Grinding my teeth, I tried to yank my hand free, but it was pointlessâthis bruteâs senseless strength only made my wrist ache more.
âBut not today.â
His upturned gaze felt entirely unfamiliarâthat, more than anything, was what I could not endure.
Indifferent to my turmoil, Sehan smiled viciously in a way Iâd never seen before.
âDonât cross the line today.â
In that instant, I heard the fuse in my mind snap.
âWho are you to look at me like Iâm cute, you bastard?â
Cross the line? I already felt like I was dancing on a razorâs edge every single day.
Could you even imagine the terror I canât tell anyone about?
âYou fucking son of a bitchâŠ!â
Do you have any idea how much you scramble me up inside?
I struggled with all my might to wrench free from Sehanâs grasp. But he didnât loosen his hold, and I accomplished nothing but a frantic, undignified struggle.
âLet go. While Iâm still talking nicely.â
I glared at his perfect face, ready to hit him if I had to, and Sehan rose from his seat. His sudden height made me unconsciously shrink back.
âI know this is when Iâm supposed to yield. But I canât quit smoking, Taegyeong.â
He took back the cigarette pack and lighter from my loosened gripâit was all I could do to release them.
âI canât always be the one losing, can I?â
Loosening his grip, he cradled my wrist with a ridiculous show of concern.
âWhat loss have you ever suffered?â
I finally wrenched my hand away and stepped back. It was odd that even after so brief a hold, my wrist now throbbed.
âJoined a major label, got massive investment, explosive interest before debutâŠ! Genius idol Seong Sehan, with the greatest shares in Baeknyeon Entertainment and star-producer Kang Robin backing himâwhat loss have you possibly known?â
The more agitated I became and raised my voice, the quieter and heavier his gaze grew.
From the start, I had never been taller than Sehan. Though my own height was well above average, he always seemed to be looking down on me from some higher place.
Was it just the shadowy after-hours lighting of the company, or did he block my path tonight with extra size and weight?
âYouâre right.â
Hand on hip, Sehan massaged the nape of his neck, not even bothering to look at me now.
âJust go.â
Without another word, he turned away.
â!â
I snapped back to my senses.
âHey! WaitâŠ.â
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Lee Taegyeong! What the hell are you doing? You didnât come here to get into an argument with Sehan!
âSeong Sehan! WaitâŠ!â
I called after him, but he just marched away down the corridor without looking back.
âHaâŠ! I really must be out of my mind.â
I clutched my head as if to tear my hair out. Cold sweat beaded on my forehead.
âWhat did you even come here for?â
At this point, regret was useless. No matter how much I wanted to, I couldnât take back all the things Iâd blurted out.
You only care about your own feelings. Do you even have any true determination to save him?
âSehan!â
I raced toward him, his figure shrinking at the end of the hallway. First, I had to calm him downâonly then could we have a proper conversation. There was still time leftâŠ.
âLee Taegyeong-ssi.â
The one who blocked me was Assistant Manager Jungseob.
âAssistant Manager! Iâm in a hurry right nowâŠ.â
Because of him standing in my way, I could barely see Sehan anymore. Sorry or not, I tried to push past, but was caught in an unexpectedly strong grip.
âLetâs just go home today, Taegyeong-ssi. All right?â
âHuh? No, please, could you move aside for a moment? I have to talk to Sehan, Iâoh, huh?â
Suddenly, Assistant Manager Jungseob swept me up, leaving my mind a total blank. What on earthâwas I slung over his shoulder?
When I realized what was happening, I found myself in the elevator. As the doors closed, he clarified the situation.
âSehanâs gone back to his studio. Iâll take you to Global. All right?â
âNo, this isââ
Flustered, my words stumbled out.
âManager! Are you carrying me like a sack? I told you I need to talk to Sehan!â
âSehan said the conversation is over.â
The managerâs unwavering attitude set my heart pounding in panic.
N-no, this canât beâthereâs so little time left, I must see Sehan soonâŠ.
Even before the elevator doors fully opened on the first floor, I frantically hammered at the close button.
âI have to get to Sehan, now!â
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âI didnât take you for someone like this, Taegyeong-ssiâŠ.â
âWah!â
Assistant Manager hoisted me onto his shoulder again.
âYou are stubborn, arenât you?â
âManager! Let me go!â
No matter how fiercely I twisted, I couldnât break free. Looking around in disbelief, I saw that the lobby staff paid us no mind as we passed.
âAgh, no!â
I truly was in a situation where I could expect no help from anyone.
âManager! I have to see Sehan! This is really important!â
âUgh!â
The only way out was to kick him as hard as I could. Before he even had a chance to crumple, I landed on the floor and bolted.
âStop him!â
Mere minutes ago, the staff had ignored me, but now they guarded the elevator.
I spun on my heel and darted into the emergency stairwell, locking the door behind me to slow any pursuit.
Stay calm. Thereâs still plenty of time. Taking deep breaths to refocus, I sprinted up the stairs.
I had to pull myself togetherâreach Sehan, and this time, donât lose my mind.
ââŠâŠâ
Still, my breakneck pace began to falter.
Just how was I supposed to persuade someone so downcast today�
With each step, my pace slowed, until finally I ground to a halt.
Even with a perfect solo album in the works, why was Seong Sehan in such a terrible mood?
âSighâŠâ
Not just as a member of Perfect Puzzleâthis was his first solo album. The weight pressing on his shoulders was entirely different.
No matter how strong Seong Sehan seemed, thereâs no way he wasnât feeling the strain.
And⊠Iâd heard that fan complaints were growing more and more fierce on the fan sites. That meant the rumors and talk on the community boards would only get nastier.
Sehan might pretend to be indifferent and live as he pleases, but he was only twenty. Thereâs no way he wouldnât care about the group fansâ resentment.
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âSo⊠why release a solo album all of a sudden?â
There had been backlash even when heâd only released singles, but nothing compared to this.
The âIâll wait until two oâclockâ meme had gone so viral that, at least then, the negativity hadnât gained so much traction.
âIf Seong Sehan wants to release an album, he can. Who could, or would, ever stop him?â
I could only hope that this change would strengthen him, that heâd endure even more tenaciously. He was strong, but I wished for him to have even more resilience. That was all I could do now.
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Bang. The door swung open nearby, and hurried footsteps echoed on the stairs. Surely, those sneakers belonged to Sehan.
As expected, I saw his figure appear at the second-floor landing.
âLee Taegyeong! YouâŠ!â
His black cardigan had slipped halfway down his shoulders, and he was panting harshly.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you!â
He stormed down the steps to where I stood, raking a hand through his hair.
âYouâre really driving me crazy!â