MPNS Ch 62
by berryChapter 62
âThen if no one has yet earned the honor of standing at Your Highnessâs left sideâŠâ
Lucienâs lashesâwhite as snowâflickered once, then lifted to reveal eyes red as rubies. His voice, hushed as though whispering, brushed Nikielâs ear. It carried no magic, only sound waves, and yet it felt like something featherâsoft tickling against his cheek.
Behind his gaze lay barely hidden fearâthat Nikiel might refuse. But beneath it swelled expectation, raw and uncontainable, directed entirely at him.
âWould you grant me that honor?â
Of course. Letâs go right now.
Nikiel almost blurtedâbut caught himself. It felt identical to realizing you nearly bought a pretty piece of trash, fooled by outward shine. He reminded himself: If he needed a partner for the tournament ball, he could accept Lucienâs offer casually. But Lucienâs demeanor was far from casual; it carried too much weight, too much insistence.
Had he simply asked, âNeed someone to go with? Care to go together?ââthere would have been nothing uncanny about it.
Granted, Nikiel admitted, Lucienâs face just now had been stunning.
How can a human face be built like that?
He knew his own was handsome enough, but he had only glimpsed it dimly in a bronze mirror. He had no grasp of how it struck others. Thus, confronting Lucienâs elegance with untrained eyes, the effect stunned him almost painfully.
While Nikiel thought such things, Lucien still waited.
The invitation had spilled from him on impulse, yet afterward he became convinced he had done well. He could predict how the other Lords would boil with fury at seeing Nikiel enter at his sideâbut their opinions were irrelevant. If their eyes were blind to the gem before them, was that his fault? Lucien was only moving swiftly to claim what they had yet to understandâalways strike first, win first. That was strategy.
He himself had not known there was such a snake hiding inside him until now. All he wanted was Nikielâs answer. So he looked at him with ruby eyes, stripped of longing, pretending innocent and patient.
And somehow, it worked. After silence, Nikiel nodded.
ââŠIf you would accompany me, Iâd welcome it. Iâve been fretting over this, truth to tell.â
Fretting was an overstatement, but stillâhe did need someone.
And Nikiel told himself it was not Lucienâs face that moved him. He had other reasons. Sharing the first dance with another man was strange, but inevitableâbetter to choose one outcome with advantage.
He was tired of Paulâs endless nagging. He was tired, too, of being openly scorned by the capitalâs nobles. Appearing properly at the ball might soften their mockery; better to stand with one of the empireâs four pillars than stroll in unsupported.
Nikiel, once indifferent to othersâ opinions, had grown weary of contempt when even the lowest courtiers began to disregard him. One more slight at the tournament ball, before the eyes of all society, might condemn him to continued derision.
Here, in Ossinis, the âfirst partnerâ of the ball signified your official escort. To accept Lucien meant entering the hall on his arm, dancing the opening waltz together. At minimum, nobles would not dare sneer.
Yet unease clung to him still. Because Lucienâs request had been so formal⊠intimate in a way that unsettled him.
It sounds like a date proposal, honestly. But asking anyone else would be worse. Raymon would sneer. Yullan would call me a whore again. At least Lucien asked.
With that thought Nikiel accepted. And Lucien, at the sight, smiled faintly. Not a broad grinâbut enough that his relief showed clearly. Nikiel, embarrassed, scratched his cheek.
âIâll have to learn to dance⊠Iâm hopeless at it.â
âWould you try now?â
Lucien rose, offering his hand with impeccable form. Nikiel fought the flush that wanted to rise. The mind resistedâbut whenever Lucien spoke, his body reacted. With a sigh, he stood.
ââŠWhat, practice here?â
âYes. If there is something you object to, tell me, Your Highness.â
With a sweep of his handâwithout even a spoken incantationâthe sofa and all the cluttered furniture shifted aside to the walls. Nikielâs eyes went wide.
âSo it wasnât that you didnât know how to clean, hm.â
âA little untidy, I admit. I didnât expect a guestâyou must find the laboratory a mess.â
He spoke as though it were nothing. Nikiel thought: clearly a man who ignored anything but what he deemed critical.
So together, in a room filling with the savory smell of stew, they rehearsed the Ossinian waltz.
Lucien lifted him onceâas firmly as he had when whisking him through the windowâhis whole arm supporting Nikielâs back. It was steady, secure, but the closeness made Nikiel conscious.
âYour arm here.â
Lucien guided his hand to his own shoulder.
âThink of this arm as entrusted fully to me.â
âWhat? You mean to steal my arm? Better give it back.â
Lucien chuckled faintly. Nikiel, startled that he had landed a joke, grinned before he realized. Lucienâs eyes scanned his faceâbrow, pale eyes, neat noseâslowly, appreciatively.
Though a beginner, Nikielâs body remembered somehow. Guided by Lucienâs lead, his feet adapted. They danced without music but to the bubbling rhythm of stew, not unpleasant.
He was clumsy still, and Lucienâs toes bore the brunt.
âForgive me. I keepââ
âYou are not weightless, but tolerable. If it is no malice, it is fine.â
Lucien smiled small. The gentleness felt wholly unlike the other Lords.
Nikiel, deprived of companions but Paul, enjoyed the closeness. With each step, he recalled the movements as though they had always slept in his muscles.
At last Lucien slowed, drawing them to a gentle halt. Nikiel slipped his hand away, embarrassed Lucien had not loosed his hold. But Lucien, smiling softly, simply said:
âExcellent. And now the stew must be ready. Are you not hungry, Highness?â
âFamished. Aerobics on an empty stomach causes muscle lossâif stew is ready, I would gladly rely on you.â
Lucien tilted his head at the odd phrasingâYuswan show? Kunâshon shil?âbut fetched it to the hearth. He ladled stew into bowls, conjured a square of cloth, and with a swirl of his finger, brought table and chairs floating to the prince.
Nikiel sat, still marveling at such conveniences.
Yet just as Lucien placed food before him, a loud screech pierced the air, like a great bird crying above. Lucien stared toward something unseen, though the laboratory had no windows.
ââŠYouâll have to dine alone, Highness.â
ââŠAh, urgent business?â Nikiel asked awkwardly, spoon in hand.
Lucien looked long toward invisible skies, then came close, took Nikielâs hand, and bent over it. His lips brushed the back lightly.
âEat at your leisure, go when you will. I shall return soon. Let me beg another appointment, if you please.â
Faced with such a courteous request, Nikiel could hardly refuse. He nodded slowly.
Lucien, satisfied, withdrew.
And so Nikiel found himself alone, in anotherâs chambers for the first time, eating stew with a faintly sheepish expression.