MPNS Ch 79
by berryChapter 79
Heâd been treated like a child. Jikari Griff was at once shocked and humiliated. He had always considered Nikiel his mate-eagle. Recent weeks had seen the snake smear pheromones all over Nikiel like a petty animal, but as the ruler of the skies, Jikari assumed none could challenge him.
And he had reason. He was a magnificent golden eagle. Unlike other males with glossy white tail-feathers, his curse had made his plumage entirely blackâbut even that âflawâ was outweighed by his splendor. That wasnât his own assessment; it was the unanimous opinion of every admiring hen.
He was confident. If he courted Nikiel, of course he would be accepted. And yetâone moment Nikiel stroked his beak and nuzzled his cheek as if to acceptâand the next, facing him in human form, he failed to recognize him and treated him like a child.
Why the change? Humans and eagles couldnât mate, as far as he knewâunless he was wrong? Other birds had said the world of pairing was deep and subtle. He should have observed summer courtships closer.
Did Nikiel only consider him a partner when he wore the form of a golden eagle? Disrespectful as the thought was, Jikari could find no other reason. Or perhaps he hadnât fully matured yet.
True, his growth had halted at some point. But he had never lamented it. Even as a subadult, he was a splendid eagle! No male guarded a nest better than he.
Unlike many raptors, golden eagles are monogamous. Jikari was sure he could look only to Nikiel for a lifetime. How lucky, to have such a faithful mateâyet that shining golden human did not recognize him.
It was a severe blow. He had come today becauseâunlike other yearsâYullan had warned of the appearance of a âsentient being,â and Jikari had taken up scout duty first. He didnât attend balls, but in case Nikiel was waiting to enter with him, he had come to say he could not. He had even finished the fantasy of perching on Nikielâs shoulder, feathers gleaming, and entering togetherâonly to see the plan collapse. His human tongue wasnât perfect, but he believed he could make Nikiel understandâbecause Nikiel hadâŠ
âHe called me pretty,â he muttered. âSaid I was the most beautiful eagle.â
How could he forget me! He had hoped to reveal himself today and confess that he had been the faithful mate all along. But now, unrecognized, he felt only grievance. And to be treated like a child atop it! He could build a nest and provide perfectly for chicks and mate right now. He might be a subadult as a human, but in the eagle realm, there was no better husband than Jikari. Unacceptable.
He stopped, hands on hips. He had come to the forest behind the palace. He was more accustomed to flying than running, and to have sprinted all the way here from near the Princeâs Palace without thinkingâhe must have been truly rattled.
He clicked his tongue. Because of a childhood betrayal by a stepmother, he had failed to complete his growth. His siblings, undone by her scheming, had all died; she had tried to seat her bastard by her lover as heir to end the Griff line. Jikari avenged his siblings, but killing at such a young age left him mute; he hid in the woods and lived among birds.
If Nikiel wanted to attend the ball with him, he would ask Yullan to postpone his scouting mission until dawn after the ball.
This could not stand. He headed at once for the marquisâs town house on the capitalâs edge. Though he held the western fief of Redal, a great house like Griff would keep a residence in the capital. Jikari himself preferred his nest in the woods, but there was no time to dither.
He had to complete his maturation during this Tournament. Otherwise, the snakeâso quick to read any shiftâwould steal the order of pairing; or the fourâlegged onesâdull to nuance but keen of scentâwould begin to track Nikielâs noble fragrance.
He stripped, transformed, and took to the sky. Time was short.
Seeing the freshwaterâpearl powder from Hippibaur upriver, Nikiel yelped. He couldnât help the absurd squeal.
âAre you insane? Makeâup? Iâll lose my manhood!â
âManhoodâŠ?â
He had forgotten that âpepperâ wasnât a euphemism in Ossinis; chilies (chilibell) were only spice. He racked his brain for the local vulgar term. Seeing his odd face, Paul brightened.
âAhâeggplant?â
A native Korean, Nikiel flushed faintly but nodded. So thatâs what they called it here. A strange sense of dispossession flickered, but he reminded himselfâhe was a subject of Ossinis now; nationality could wait.
Makeâup on his face drove him half mad. With magnanimity, Paul offered compromise:
âThen a perfumed bath is acceptable?â
Since he did that anyway, it felt less excessive. Nikiel sighed.
ââŠFine. Thatâs unavoidable.â
Paul nodded and grinnedâthree hours later, Nikiel realized it had been a tactic. Offer a worse option so the âlesser evilâ seems reasonableâonly for that lesser evil to be hell itself.
ââŠEnough. Enough!â
âWeâre not done!â
On the morning of the ball, the scrubbing made yesterdayâs massage seem kind. It was, in his mind, laundryâa human wash. Soaked and softened, pounded and rinsed, dried and perfumedâlike cloth. When he had nearly accepted his fate as fabric, at last Paul beamed.
âLook in the mirror! O Solius! Your creature is perfected!â
To credit Solius after doing all the work himselfâridiculous. Still, for the zeal, Nikiel glanced at the bronze mirrorâand gasped.
He looked like⊠an idol on awards night.
Hair, shoulder-length, was not left loose; sticky, clear gumâwax swept the fringe back, baring a noble browâlike a confident young rake come to charm duchesses. Usually he thought himself more âprettyâ than handsome, but showing forehead added a clean masculine edge.
Yet contrasted with the feral brow, he wore a black muslinâdyed, waferâthin blouse speckled with tiny teardrop diamonds, glittering. Tied like a cravat, not poufed but turned lightly to one side in a ribbon, it showed graceful lines more than masculine bluntness.
Over it, a black satin frock coat embroidered with gold leaves at the hems; among gold buttons, jewels flashedâemeralds so vivid they looked blueâgreen flames. Shoes were flaxâcolored silkâEastern thin slippersâan odd, elegant harmony against the black blouse, vest, and coat.
Half sick of it, he closed his eyes.
ââŠIsnât this too much?â
âNot at all! Duke Turun may appear even grander. The partnerâs beauty must not eclipse Your Highnessâs splendor!â
Fair enoughâLucien was himself a vision; without comparable polish, he might be overshadowed before the nobles.
In any case, Nikiel saw this ball as his reckoning.
All those who yapped behind his backâtime for payback.
Not with fists, but by standing before them as a robust royal. That countâGaspar or Pasteurâhad sneered at him before. He needed to stake his place among the nobilityâso that if he did end up marrying one of the Lords, he could divorce quickly and fend for himself. For once, he burned with resolve.