MTO C30
by berryChapter 30
âThe late Duke dearly loved his wife. Even after the Duchess departed into Godâs embrace, he never remarried. So young Lord Kaidan grew up without siblings. The Duke always called him his only son and cherished him deeply.â
Michel forced a wry smile at that. Aside from the similarity of losing his mother early, he and Kaidan shared no common ground at all. Kaidan had a father who loved him passionately. Jeongâoh, in contrast, had not even known who his father was.
A man who mourned his wife for life and raised his son with loveâas if plucked straight from the pages of a storybook.
But as Michel listened to Alban, another question arose: if the late Duke loved his son so much, then why had Kaidan gone to war at the mere age of fourteen?
âI heard Brother Kaidan first ventured to the battlefield as a mere youth. Did the late Duke offer no objection?â
âNo one can know what words passed between father and son,â Alban replied. âBut after the young lord left the castle, the Duke often spoke of him at gatherings. He said he respected Lord Kaidanâs earnest wish to defend the land against evil, and he was immensely proud of him.â
Michel exhaled in awe. For a boy to leave home at fourteen to defend his nation was remarkableâbut for the father to respect that wish and send him off? That too was extraordinary.
It must mean the Duke truly trusted his child.
What would it feel like, to have a father one could lean on, an unwavering supporter? Michel found himself quietly envious of the bond between the Eglence father and son. At the same time, he pitied Kaidan. To lose such a mother and such a father⊠Michel himself, who had never met the Duke, felt grief enough. How deep must Kaidanâs despair have been?
âWhen⊠when his father passed, Brother Kaidan must have grieved terribly.â
âOutwardly he showed little,â Alban admitted, âbut surely he did. Yet not long after inheriting the title, a miracle occurred. Such a blessingâit must surely have been the late Dukeâs gift to him from beyond the grave.â
Alban smiled fondly at Michel. But Michel could not bring himself to answer. He knew full well he was far from anyoneâs idea of âheavenâs gift.â
This old man clearly revered the late Duke deeply. Every conversation circled back to him, and even now Alban still referred to Kaidan as âthe young lordâ rather than as Duke. To Alban, there had only ever been one Eglence Duke.
Michel, however, remembered from the webtoon that Kaidan himself would one day become a name to terrify the continentâthe Duke of Eglence whom none dared oppose. For now, though, he was still only a young and newly invested lord, weighed down by his fatherâs shining legacy.
How heavy that crown must be. His father had been respected everywhere he wentâand now Kaidan had been thrust into his place. And just when he was still reeling from grief, some orphanage headmaster had been struck dead by lightningâin Kaidanâs own courtyard, no lessâand then returned to life, declaring himself a saint.
No wonder Kaidan had been so curt with Michel until now. Michel resolved to forgive him a little for it.
âAnd what does the Saint seek here, if I may ask?â
âOhâthatâs, well⊠I was looking for the right book. But itâs my first time here, so Iâm rather lost.â
He could hardly admit that he dozed off while supposed to be writing a prayer. Embarrassed, Michel gave a vague answer. But Alban brightened.
âThen surely God sent me to assist. This was once my office, in a sense. Tell me what you seek, and I will find it for you.â
âTruly?â
Michel clasped the old manâs hand, grateful beyond words. At last he might acquire the volume of prayer samples he so badly needed.
At long last, Michel managed to complete his prayer draft and escape the library. Immediately he sought Kaidan. A few maids directed him easily to the Dukeâs study.
âGreetings, Saint.â
A burly guard saluted him with a smile. Surprisingâusually the guards were stony. Michel smiled back cheerfully, though he didnât recognize the man.
âHello!â
âFeeling well? By now your thighs must be stone bricks.â
Ah. He must have been one of the knights watching that morning training session. Michel hammered his thighs with his fists.
âAll good! I stretched properly before and after.â
âYou must keep a regimen. Do priests normally train like this?â
That gave Michel the chance to boast about his fitness methodsâand even demonstrate some of his taekwondo kicks. The guardâs eyes bulged, amazed.
âIâve never seen such training before. Where on earth did you learn it?â
âHaha, long story. AnywayâBrother Kaidan is inside, correct? I need to have my homework checked.â
Saved by the question, Michel was reminded of his errand. The guard left to announce him, and shortly returned.
âHis Grace will see you.â
The heavy door swung open. Michel slipped inside.
The Dukeâs study was plainer than expected. Old furnitureâtables, a hearthâbore dignified lines, but fewer ornaments made the wide space seem barren. Stark. Practical. Just like the man.
âWho opened the libraryâs door for you?â
The voice rolled as heavy as the decor. Kaidan sat at the vast desk, quill scratching, not even glancing up.
Heâs asking me, right?
Michel tilted his head.
âThe upstairs door was unlocked.â
Kaidan finally looked at him. No shock. No anger. His eyes said plainly: Of course I knew. I left it so.
Without a word, he held out one hand. Michel hurried over and placed the fresh prayer upon it.
Please, let this one pass.
Kaidan read. Michel swallowed dryly. Thanks to Albanâs help, he had browsed countless prayers of saints, but copying down and composing anew were worlds apart.
The true masters wove âthank youâ into complex labyrinths of words. To Michel, his own first childishly simple draft had been far superiorâclear, direct, heartfelt. But he had written this to Kaidanâs taste, and in exams one must cater to the teacher.
At last, Kaidan returned the page intact.
âYou plagiarized Saint Johannaâs prayer.â
Michel froze. He didnât even know which phrase had given it away, only that indeed he had borrowed a dozen lines wherever he could.
ââŠNot plagiarized, exactly. More like⊠referenced.â
âThis will do. For your first festival, a familiar prayer is better than needless originality.â
Michel sighed in naked relief. If Kaidan had torn it up again, he would have fled out the window.
âMemorize it completely by tomorrow.â
ââŠWhat?â
The words speared him. He skimmed his work. The lines were long, obscure, heavy with archaic phrasing. He had deliberately made it long so Kaidan wouldnât dare demand a rewrite. Now? His scheme had only trapped himself.
âCanât I just read it off the paper?â
Kaidanâs glare seared him with contempt.
âKidding! Iâll memorize it. Absolutely.â
The bluff escaped before he could stop it. He regretted it at once. He had never managed to memorize a single Psalm at Bible school. Now this towering, florid text? Madness.
âYou may leave.â
Kaidan dismissed him coldly, eyes falling back to his documents.
âWhat about dinner together tonight?â
âNot when I have mountains of workâbecause of someoneâs antics. Eat in the hall with the servants, then return straight to your room.â
He didnât even glance up, speaking as if Michel were an annoying nephewâor a dog forced upon him. Michel pouted.
He used to be cute, though.
An image overlaid the Dukeâs face: a plumpâcheeked fiveâyearâold sulking at being too busy for play. Michel couldnât help a laugh.
Kaidan looked up then, catching Michelâs grin. One brow arched askew.
ââŠStill something to say?â
âYou really do look a lot like your father.â
ââŠWhat?â
Surprise flickered across his stern mask.
âIn the libraryâI saw your family portrait. You resemble him so much, at first I thought it was you. Your mother was stunning, too.â
Michel rattled on, delighted. But Kaidan didnât answer. He simply frozeânot like a statue, but like a man whose very heart had seized.
âBrother Kaidan?â
âLeave.â
The voice rasped, low, pained. His face twisted, his skin draining pale. The strong Dukeâsuddenly fragile, suffering.
âAre you all right? Whatâs wrââ
BANG!
The desk shattered beneath his palm. Papers flew, ink spattered, quills splintered. His face flushed red with rageâor anguish.
Michel stiffened. The killing aura suffocated him, harsher than anything heâd felt in the corridor before.
Why? Why such fury?
âDid you not hear me? OUT!â
Eyes sharp as knives bore into him. Michelâs lips parted, but instinct screamed to stay silent. Even his own face burned hot, from humiliation or some deeper resonance.
ââŠVery well. See you tomorrow.â
Turning sharply, Michel fled the chamber.
Outside, the guard glanced at him, baffled by the outburst he had heard. Clearly curious, but Michel strode away briskly, pretending to notice nothing.