MTO C37
by berryChapter 37
After the disorder had calmed, the townsfolk came forward one by one to speak with the Saint. Could a bungling priest who couldnât even write a proper prayer truly converse with the people? Kaidan doubted it. And yet Michel guided each exchange with surprising ease.
âWhat is your name?â
âHâHans.â
âBrother Hans, Iâm glad to meet you.â
He always greeted first and always asked the names of those who stood before him before laying his hands to bless. Where townsfolk had shrunk beneath the armored might of knights, Michelâs smile loosened their fear.
And once a saint invited them to speak, they poured out burdens long hidden:
âMy chickens all died at onceâwhat should I do? Itâs been so hard.â
âI really donât know how Iâll survive this winterâŠâ
Michel clasped their hands without hesitation. When tears fell, he wrapped them in embraces, heedless if their rags left stains upon his costly robes. He never once recoiled.
Watching it unfold, Kaidan felt unsteady.
All he had ever intended from Michel was a brief blessingânever such earnest conversation.
He had even ordered a chair placed for him. Yet Michel never sat, not once. He received them without break, never seeming weary.
Was he striving so hard to impress me?
But if so, why did Michel so often treat him as if invisible? Time and again, when he needed something midâconversation, heâd crane his neck absurdly far to call:
âBrother Kaidan!â
As even now.
Suppressing a sigh, Kaidan stepped forward.
âHere.â
âOh? Were you standing there all along?â
Ignoring Michel, Kaidan addressed the peasant instead.
âThe House of Eglence will lend cattle. You shall repay oneâfifth of the milk and eggs. Pay steady tax three years, and you may keep the beasts in full.â
âThank you, my lord!â
Listening was Michelâs task; solutions were Kaidanâs. To him, the problems were laughably simple to fixâbut any problem was insoluble if one had never seen it. Kaidan realized then just how little he knew of the basic lives of his subjects.
Lowering taxes, repairing wallsâyes, he had worked hard. But to uplift daily life? Pitiably little. He needed to look closer. To ask, to hear.
For example⊠the way that man was doing right now.
âIs this really for me? Thank you!â
A child cried with joy as Michel knelt to meet his eyes, knees on the filthy ground, heedless of the fine white robes.
Kaidan suddenly understood why David, and half the household, had been taken in. Who could look at those gentle eyes and doubt they were real?
âToo precious to eat! Would you share with the Duke?â
âYes!â
âThank you! Here you are!â
Rising, Michel pressed something blackened into Kaidanâs hand. A coarse biscuit.
Kaidan knew it. Barley dough mixed with herbs and dried fruit. The cheap snack of peasantsâbut one he himself had stolen tastes of as a boy. From someoneâs discreet kindness, long ago.
âBrother, itâs from Jena.â
Michel nodded toward the child peeking out from behind her fatherâs legs, nervous but hoping.
Michel motioned for him to take it. Slowly Kaidan did. The biscuit, warm from little hands, damp and soft, but flavored exactly as he remembered. Sweet raisins clung to his tongue.
ââŠThank you.â
The words came out rough. The boy grinned wide, tension broken.
Kaidanâs heart lurched as though a hundred frail seedlings sprouted inside his ribs.
âBrother.â
He looked up. Michelâs face shone with delight, as if witnessing a miracle.
âYou should smile more. You look wonderful.â
Only then did Kaidan realizeâhe had been smiling.
The festivalâs last act was to eat together. Great cauldrons bubbled with hot soup and mulled wine for warmth.
Though a saint and a duke had honorary seats under the pavilion, Kaidan had meant only to symbolically share the same meal with the people. But Michel had already insinuated himself right among the villagers.
âBrother Kaidan! Over hereâI saved you a place!â
Carrying two portions, Kaidan froze. Faces all around fell into terror the moment they recognized him. He almost turned awayâfearing to ruin their mealtime.
But he could hardly leave Michel unguarded. With a soldierâs stride, he sat himself down beside him as if by right.
âOh! You brought my food too? Thank you! Everyone, letâs enjoy our meal!â
âPâplease, SaintâŠâ
At that, silence fell. The peasants barely moved, choking down bread as though afraid it might kill them. Kaidan too, unsettled, could not lift his spoon.
Not enough. Still far from enough.
Their fear of House Eglence had not shifted.
âMmm! This soup is rich! Do your knights have to cook this well to serve? Even Davidâs dishes tasted this fine!â
Michel beamed and gobbled, utterly blind to the tension. How could someone so alert in combat be so dense now?
ââŠWhy arenât you eating?â
âMâmy lord, we are eating.â
The poor man opposite gulped frantically, caught Kaidanâs eye, and nearly choked. Michel coaxed him gently with water. Kaidan turned away.
Enough.
The sooner he left, the sooner they could eat with ease. The faithful wanted the saintâhe needed only to step away.
Butâ
ââŠ?â
A small face suddenly loomed beside him. It was the boy who had given the biscuit earlier.
âMy lord Duke, does your sword really flash like lightning?â
âJena!â
His father rushed in panic, hauling him back.
âForgive us, my lord! Apologize, Jena!â
âStop.â
Kaidan raised a hand. But too sharplyâthe father paled as if struck.
Kaidan bit down words of comfort. Experience told him they would only deepen fear.
Yet the child met his gaze unflinching. So Kaidan bent low, eye to eye. As Michel had.
âDo you wish to see?â
He tapped the hilt at his waist. The boy nodded fiercely.
Kaidan turned, assessing. An empty grain jar abandoned outside the tent. Perfect.
He strode, people parting instinctively.
With a clean slash, steel cut the airâ
CRASH!
The jar split open, halves slamming apart.
Satisfied, he sheathed the blade and looked back.
And found nothing but pale, frightened faces staring.