MTO C92
by berryChapter 92
ââŠIt seemed the promotion test had ended.â
âAww, but stillâleaving right away like that? Kinda cold, Your Grace.â
Michel laughed playfully, yet Kaidanâs heart lurched downward. He had failed proper courtesy toward the one who invited him. He was the one whoâd expressed interest in Michelâs martial arts. At the very least, he should have stayed to offer a polite comment.
âI made a mistake. I apologize.â
âOh come on, no need to apologize like that. Itâs fine. Anywayânow that youâve seen it with your own eyes, how was it?â
ââŠWhat?â
âThe Taekwondo class. Arenât our kids great?â
The moment Michel said our kids, his face melted into a foolish, syrupy smile. Kaidan would never dare describe the saint as ânot very bright,â yetâno, actually, that expression right now suited the phrase perfectly.
And stillâhis chest twinged sharply. Lack of sleep was clearly reaching critical levels.
He coughed lightly and glanced away.
âIndeed. You must have put in quite some effort teaching them.â
âNot at all. The kids follow along so wellâit’s not hard even a little.â
ââŠâŠâ
âUm, can we talk privately for a bit? I have something to say to you.â
Just when Kaidan had managed to remove him from his line of sight, Michel suddenly leaned in. Kaidanâs hand twitched by reflex, but he clenched his fist tight to avoid another shameful incident of accidentally flinging the saint away.
âWhat is it?â
âWell, saying it hereâs a little awkward⊠wanna go somewhere we can be alone?â
âŠWhere? His bedchamber?
The thought alone summoned that dreamâthe shabby little room, late at night, only the two of them inside⊠Kaidan nursing Michel⊠and eventuallyâ
âWe shall go to the drawing room.â
Kaidan crushed the mental image and strode away much too quickly. Michel hurried after him, whining to wait up. Kaidan didnât respond, but his stride naturally slowed.
âWow, it’s sweet even without sugar. Did they put malt syrup in here too?â
Michel stuffed a cookie the size of his fist into his mouth and chewed happily. He had already downed three cups of tea, a handful of dried pomegranate, and two small pies. Kaidan was beginning to question whether Michel had come to talkâor simply to eat.
âSo, what was it you wanted to say?â
âMmâhold on! My throatâs dry.â
Kaidanâs brow twitched as Michel slurped tea loudly again. They had arrived ages ago, yet Michel refused to get to the point, wasting time on idle chatter. Still, being forced to sit there with him did have one unexpected benefit.
âHaaah, bitter after sweetâthis wakes you up. Is this âsweet-bitter-sweet-bitterâ?â
I cannot believe I thought I had lovesickness because of this man. Absolute nonsense.
The more ridiculous things Michel said, the colder Kaidanâs chest became. He could look at him directly againâeasily. It was difficult to feel infatuated with a man who had cookie crumbs on his lips and slurped tea noisily.
âYouâre not eating?â
âNo appetite.â
âItâs delicious though.â
Kaidan pushed the basket of cookies toward Michel. Michel did not hesitate to take anotherâcrunching through it joyfully. He looked so pleased that even someone who disliked sweets might grow curious.
Eventuallyâafter a long waitâMichel finished the entire basket of cookies. He washed the last crumbs down with tea, then sighed lazily.
âOh right, what I wanted to say isnât a big deal. I wanted to ask you for a favor.â
Finally.
Kaidan straightened in his seat.
âWhat is it?â
âCan the orphanage children attend the spring banquet this year? I want the nobles to see their Taekwondo.â
ââŠThe nobles?â
âYes!â
His answer was so confident that Kaidan instantly recalled the childrenâs wild, loud training. Children punching the air, shouting until their throats tore, breaking boards with tiny feetâhardly compatible with an elegant noble banquet.
If Michel planned to stun the nobles into stupidityâexcellent idea. But this banquet was crucial for Valoisâ future diplomatic ties. The image of Michel performing martial arts atop the banquet tables made Kaidanâs blood run cold. That must be prevented at all cost.
âWhat made you think of that?â
Instead of refusing outright, Kaidan chose the softer leash. Years of experience had taught him this truth: the harder one pulled reins on an excited horse, the worse the outcome. Calm strokes and gentle treats worked better. And Michel, regrettably, required similar handling.
âHmmâŠâ
Michel delayed again, making Kaidan brace for absurdity. He watched Michelâs lipsâonly to force himself to look away again.
âTo be honest⊠Iâve been thinking about adoption lately.â
ââŠYou intend to bring in another child?â
âNo, no. I want to find new parents for our kids.â
Kaidan froze. He had expected anything but that.
It wasnât strange for orphans to be adopted. He himself had once planned to one day take in an orphan as an heir’s tutor. But Michelâwho cared for them so fiercelyâwanting to send them away? That was unexpected.
Was the burden too much for him?
Michel continued calmly.
âPeople donât look kindly on orphanage children. But if they met them in person, theyâd see how bright and healthy they are. You saw how well they did today, right?â
ââŠâŠâ
âIâm not saying weâll rush anything. Adoption must be incredibly careful⊠but since important northern nobles will be at the banquetâif they view orphanage children kindly, society will follow. And maybe someday, our kids will meet families meant for them.â
His tone was clear, earnestâwell-prepared.
Kaidan understood. The plan was bold, even wise. If nobles adopted children, societyâs view would transform instantly.
Stillâhe felt uneasy.
âAre you certain?â
âHm? About what?â
âI thought you cherished them greatly.â
Michelâs eyes wavered. So that was why he’d been rambling earlierâto steel himself.
Then he smiled brightly again, even more exaggerated than usual.
âOf course I love them sooo much.â
ââŠâŠâ
âSo Iâll send them only to the best homes. People canât just take them because they want to. Iâll evaluate them for a long time. Only truly good people will become their family.â
He explained his adoption criteriaâthorough, rigorous, almost impossibly high. Kaidan wondered if Michel even intended to let them go at all. Still, the system was solidâif the world used such standards, half of all human misery would vanish.
âSo, would it be alright if the kids attend the banquet?â
Michel swallowed nervously. Kaidan had meant to refuseâbut changed his mind. That vision of Michel kicking noblemen in the face was unlikely after all.
ââŠVery well.â
Michel exhaled loudly in relief.
âThank you! Iâll prepare properly. I already memorized half the guest list!â
âImpressive. What is the Marquis Warrenâs third sonâs name?â
ââŠSadly, that part is in the half I havenât memorized.â
Kaidan snorted. Michel grinned back.
Though everything was settled, Michel did not leave. He chatted on and onânothing important, just ordinary anecdotes. But unlike earlier, Kaidan didnât mind staying.
Michel talked louder and laughed more than usual, his expressions exaggerated, his hands restless. Then suddenly, he’d fall silent, stare at the table, eyes darker than usual while his lips kept smiling. Each time, Kaidan poured tea quietly until Michel blinked and smiled brighter again.
âHmm, where were we?â
âDan cut all the hair off Aliceâs favorite doll.â
âOh, right! When Alice gets mad, sheâs terrifying. So Oliver went to find a kitten to calm her downâAlice loves animals. But actually, Oliverââ
Most of his stories were little orphanage anecdotes. Not particularly fascinating, yet Kaidan listenedâtruly listened.
His heart no longer pounded uncontrollably. But watching Michel chatter endlessly, a faint ache lingered somewhere deep in his chestâsubtle, bearable.
He allowed Michel to talk as long as he wished.
Even after they emptied the teapot, neither could bring themselves to leave.