MTO C71
by berryChapter 71
âLeaving you unchecked, you keep overstepping the line. How long am I supposed to tolerate your insolence? Do you even know who is standing before you?â
âYes, very well. His Grace, the Duke of Eglence. The great man who returned to his homeland after twelve long years and drove out all the houseâs knights! Not satisfied with the knights, now you mean to slaughter the eagles as well? Who will you cast out next to be satisfied?â
Jerardâs veins stood out on his neck as he bellowed. Max hiccuped softly. He wasnât the only one startled; Michelâs mouth fell open in shock. He had wondered if there was bad blood between them, but never had he wished to have it confirmed like this.
And even if every word Jerard said were true, what he had just thrown in his superiorâs face was grossly inappropriateâno matter that his lord was younger than he.
âShut that mouth.â
As expected, Kaidanâs voice, calm until now, turned savage. He growled low, as if patience had run out, eyes deadly enough to cut down the man before him. Jerard did not yield an inch.
âIf you wish to shut my mouth, then sever my head here and now! Until then, you will not so much as touch a single feather on those eagles.â
âIâve heard enough. Youâre confined to quarters for a month. I donât care to see your faceâget out of my sight at once!â
âNo! As of today, I resign from the Eglence knight corps. You are no longer my lord!â
âWhat?!â
It was not Kaidan but Michel who was struck dumb. Far from a heatâofâtheâmoment outburst, Jerard tore the goldâtrimmed buttons from his chest and flung them to the floor.
With a giant knight raging, one might expect the Duke to flinch; instead Kaidan didnât blink, lips twisting into a smile.
âGood. Thereâs no place in my corps for an old, soft eagle. Pack your things and leave the castle at once. Should you cross my path again, Iâll close your mouth in the way you want.â
âGladly! From afar Iâll watch how your foolish pride brings this castle down. Live well, if you can!â
They drew no blades, but their words cut deep. The gulf of feeling unbridged for so long yawned too wide; they had already crossed the river that cannot be recrossed.
Michel hastily picked up the button that had rolled to his feet, but Jerard slammed the door and was gone. In answer, Kaidan raked his hair with a nervous hand. He said nothing, but his breath came hot, his massive frame seeming to swell as he struggled to master his fury.
Michel stood frozen, awkwardly holding the gold button. What on earth had just happened? He had watched their fight from start to finish, and still could not believe it had unraveled this far. He cautiously studied Kaidan, swallowing his own anger.
âKaidan.â
ââŠIâve shown youâand the childâsomething you shouldnât have had to see.â
âNo. ButâŠâ
âForgive me, I have to go. Weâll speak later.â
As if he could endure no longer, Kaidan left the infirmary. His pride looked sorely wounded; Michel could not bring himself to stop him. Besides, there was a child who needed protection.
âMax.â
Michel gathered the boy, frozen pale, into his arms. The child trembled all over, terrified. A deadly quarrel that would rattle a grown man had just played out at his bedside, and he had only just come out of a serious procedureâno wonder he was shaken.
âOh, little one, that was scary, wasnât it? Itâs all right now, Max. Iâm sorry we frightened you.â
As Michel stroked the back of his head and spoke, Max buried his face in Michelâs shoulder and began to sob. Michel soothed him, saying again and again it was okay, but his own heart sank.
Kaidan and Jerard were gone, yet the heat of their fight lingered, warming the room to suffocation.
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âMax, they baked raspberry pie in the kitchen! Sounds delicious, right? Everyoneâs gone down to the dining hallâshould we go too?â
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âHuh? Whatâs this? Wow! Looks like Butler Lawrence bought new toys! Max, want to come see them with me?â
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ââŠMax, want to go outside and ride a sled?â
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No matter how lively Michel tried to be, Max lay curled up on the bed, not moving. Sometimes Michel wondered if he was asleep, but the occasional shift showed he was awake. Since last evening, past midday today, he hadnât set foot off the bed.
A week ago, the boy had had his forehead stitchedâand it was as if his mouth had been stitched too. Max was quiet by nature, but he had never kept silence this long. Michelâs memory of the boyâs voice had grown faint.
Still, until a few days ago he had only seemed subduedâhe ate and mingled well enough.
Today, no matter who spoke to him, he didnât turn. Barbara couldnât stop crying, blaming herself for failing to care for him, and the other children grew wary. Dan, his twin, stuck to Maxâs side without leaving for a moment.
âMax, are you alright? Do you want to be alone?â
Dan lay beside him and whispered. Max irritably pulled the blanket over his head. One might take offense, but Dan only patted the hump of the covers.
âMax wants to be alone.â
Even so, he didnât seem inclined to leave. Unlike Max, who clamped his lips tight, Dan talked more than ever. Usually Max was the livelier twin; now it was reversed. Michel stroked Danâs hair, sad at how the boy seemed to have grown in days.
If only it were possible to know what heâs thinking.
The worst problem was not knowing exactly why Max was so heartsick. The eagleâs attack, the three stitches, the shouting match between adultsâall were shockingâbut Max was a resilient child. He had opened up quickly to Michel despite enduring long abuse from the former headmaster.
He was a bit timid, but playful at heart; seeing him so listless tore Michel up. Had he missed something? He kept replaying it all.
âThen Iâll bring the pie here. Dan, youâll stay?â
When Michel asked, forcing cheer, Dan nodded slightly. But his eyes stayed fixed on the giant cocoon of blankets. Michel thought perhaps his leaving would let the brothers talk freely; he forced himself to go.
Closing the door softly, he sighed.
He isnât sick, is he?
Two days ago they removed the stitches. There would be a big scar, but the physician said it would fade as he grew. The wound had healed cleanly, with no infection.
But what if he only looked fine outwardly, and something bad was growing inside? When the body is unwell, helplessness often strikes without clear cause. Medicine here was not like 21stâcentury Koreaâs; perhaps a serious issue had gone unnoticed. The thought chilled him.
Yet heâd joined taekwondo class yesterdayâthough a bit lowâenergy.
Or was Max upset about the scar on his forehead? The day they removed the thread, he stood long before the mirror, touching his brow. Even when Michel and Barbara told him it was a brave badge, he couldnât smile. Children are often more sensitive about their appearance.
Noâthat canât be it. He once said a knight with a facial scar was cool. And he and Dan used to doodle on each otherâs faces.
This and that, it was all guesswork; no satisfying answer came. Laden with worry, Michel trudged down the stairs.
âSaint!â
Just as he was about to enter the dining hall, a group of men surged into the corridor. They surrounded him without preamble, blocking the way. They were all knights Michel knewâbut their eyes were sunken and they looked urgent.
âAt last! Weâve been waiting ages.â
âYou were waiting for me? Why?â
âPlease, save us!â
âEh?â
Michel blinked at the sudden plea. Surely they werenât here for âexorcismsâ disguised as massages?
Their air of desperationâlike hungry bearsâmade Michel instinctively raise his arms in a guard. Owen, the calmest among them, grabbed the shoulder of a knight who had thrust his face too close.
âIf you blurt like that, youâll scare the Saint. You lot need to remember your looks can be threatening.â
âSâsorry, Saint.â
They wilted and apologized. Owen placed a hand over his chest and bowed politely.
âForgive us for coming so suddenly, Saint. We are in urgent need and forgot our manners.â
âItâs okay. Whatâs going on?â
When Michel finally asked, Owenâs face turned grave.
âItâs difficult to speak of here. Would you spare us a little time?â
Michel told them to wait and peeked into the dining hall. Thankfully, the children were enjoying a snack, learning table manners from Lawrence. When he explained the situation, Barbara readily offered to take pie to Dan and Max. With them watching the children, Michel could go with the knights.