MTO C39
by berryChapter 39
âYour announcement clearly said the festival would last until sundown!â
âAll supplies are gone. Go home.â
A young man clung desperately to the soldier dismantling the tents. Other townsfolk clicked their tongues.
âBillâs son, that one.â
âAs always, heâs late from caring for his father.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â Michel suddenly hurried over to the group, inserting himself into their conversation. Kaidan followed a step behind. The praise he had almost spoken earlier slipped away, yet he too needed to know if there was trouble.
One man explained while pointing at the frantic youth:
âHis fatherâBillâfell to madness years ago. Raves that demons are coming to kill him. Smashes everything, screaming in fits. No one can even be near him. The wife ran away. Only the son is left, caring for him. Poor boy. He mustâve been waiting for todayâs charity; he canât earn coin, always stuck guarding his father. And lookâhe arrives late again, spent from calming him. Such a waste of young blood.â
Another snorted viciously:
âParents should help children, not become their burden! What kind of man keeps living, crying that demons hunt him? Better Bill die quick, so Colin is freed.â
Cold wordsâbut none objected. In fact, many nodded in sympathy for the son.
Kaidan gave no agreement aloud, but he understood. Some fathers would be better dead. He remembered well how often he, too, had prayed for his. There were too many in this world whose bloodline cursed, not blessed, them.
He resolved he would speak directly with this Colin. Supplies alone would not be enough; there might be more he could do.
But Michel reached him first, flashing that easy smile.
âBrother Colin! Hello!â
The young man froze, startled at being recognized by the Saint. Michel chatted warmly, leaning close, whispering words Kaidan could not hear.
Soon Colin burst into tears, clutching Michelâs hands, bowing over and over. Gratitude, seemingly. But why? Kaidan longed to know.
He did not wait long. Michel soon approached with the boy.
âBrother, may I step away for a while? The festivalâs ended anyway.â
ââŠWhere?â
âTo visit Colinâs home. His fatherâhe wishes to meet me.â
Michel joined his hands together in prayerâlike plea, eyes earnest. Kaidan was stunned. Did he not hear the tales of madness? How could he hear themâthen still wish to enter such a place?
By reason, Kaidan should refuse. A deranged man might lash out. However quick Michelâs reflexes, he was no knight but a priest. After the success of todayâs event, to risk disaster at its close was folly.
Yet Kaidan found himself curious.
Would Michel still wear the mask of purity if put in true danger?
ââŠI will go too.â
âYou will?â
âI must see what this patient requires.â
At that, Michel grinned so brightly one could hardly look straight at him. Kaidan turned away, unsettled.
Colinâs house was a tumbledown shack at the village edge. No fence stood. The chicken coop was buried in snow, no eggs in sight. Even a quick glance proved the boyâs poverty.
âMy father is sleepingâIâll wake him. Could you wait outside?â
Colin slipped inside, leaving them together in the yard.
Kaidan stole a look at the Saint. Michel seemedâexcited, as though off on a picnic. He had peppered Colin with questions all the way, so Kaidan had learned much: the boy was younger than he thought, the father ill for ten years, once a wealthy trader ruined by bandits.
Perhaps Michel simply did not know the truth of âmadness.â He was, after all, ignorant of even basic prayers.
Delusion sicknessâMangâsangâbyeong (ë§ìëł)âwas declared by the Church a mark of sin. The afflicted were âcorrupted by demons,â cast out of community. Surely Michel could not know that, else he would never step here voluntarily.
Kaidan decided to test him.
âThe Church declares such patients sinners.â
âWhat?â Michel blinked. Kaidan continued evenly.
âThey say demons disturb human reason, stoke violence. Only the weak fall prey. The madness itself is punishment for sins they have committed.â
Not his own belief, but the Churchâs decree. From battlefields Kaidan knew a different truthâevery mad soldier had suffered grievous trauma before. Colinâs father lost his lifeâs fortune to bandits. Men broke because life broke them, not because demons whispered.
But Michel neednât know this.
âSinners go to hell, donât they?â Michel asked, gaping as if hearing this for the first time.
Kaidan nodded.
âThen why punish before hell?â
âBecause it gives them chance. To repent, even then, and reach heaven.â
âBut if demons stole their reason, how could they realize their sin? How could they repent?â
Sharp, uncomfortably sharp. Kaidan faltered.
âA strong faith is enoughââ
âBut wasnât it the âweak in faithâ who succumb? Isnât that contradictory?â
Michel frowned at him. The look said it plainly: You sound absurd.
Bitterness welled. Kaidan himself thought the doctrine hypocrisy. Yet to admit it now would seem weak.
âBrother, you are more naĂŻve than expected,â Michel said lightly. âDonât take every word youâre told as gospel.â
Kaidan opened his mouth to protestââThat is the Churchâsââ
CRASH!
The shack resounded with violent noise. Glass shattered, timbers cracked, incoherent shouting shook the thin walls.
Thenâthudding steps, huge, bestial. Instinctively Kaidanâs hand went to his sword.
âFather!â
Colinâs cry shriekedâand the door burst open.
A man staggered out stark naked. His hair and beard wild, his body filthy, every shame exposed without cloth.
ââŠAhhh.â
His eyes darted, pained. Then they fixed upon Michel. His face twisted in torment.
Michel froze.
Groaning like a wounded animal, the madman lurched closer. Kaidan prepared to strike him downâwhen a hand caught his arm.
Michelâs hand.
The Saint, moments ago rigid, now held him still. His round face, uncharacteristically stern, never left the crazed elder.
For once, Michel looked entirely serious.
Footnote
- Delusion Sickness (ë§ìëł Mangâsangâbyeong) â Fictionalised mental illness, treated as demon possession in story lore; mirrors real historical stigma toward mental illness as divine punishment.
- Naked Fatherâs Emergence â Symbol of complete loss of social dignity, marking maximum despair, and framing Michelâs response vs. Kaidanâs blade.