MTO C61
by berryChapter 61
âWhere is thisâŠ?â
They stood in Eglence Castleâs underground storeroom. Though no sunlight reached here, the space felt well kept, not stifling. On the walls hung, as always, the banner of House Eglence, and all around, wooden chestsâdouble and tripleâlockedâwere stacked in tidy ranks.
While Michel craned his neck, taking everything in, Kaidan selected a small wooden case. It was thin, just the size for a miniature painting, its lid handsomely carved with roses.
He adjusted it so Michel could see and lifted the lid. Inside lay a necklace. Large and small gems caught the lamplight and scattered it in a dazzling spray.
For a moment, Michel was overwhelmed by the flash of it. He had never seen such a sumptuous ornament. The number of stones alone was staggering, and the chain was so thick he doubted one could keep oneâs head up if it were actually worn.
âA giftâsent to you.â
Michelâs brows shot up at the unexpected words.
âThis necklace?â
âNo.â
Kaidan shut the box and set it back upon its original shelf.
âEverything in this room.â
Michelâs gaze swept the storeroom. There were more than a few chests of fine designâcontainers that could only house valuables. He could not even begin to imagine what lay within.
âEverything in here⊠was sent to me?â
âYes.â
âBy who?â
âThe list never ends. Since the announcement of a Saint, gifts have been arriving for you from across the continent, starting in the North. Plenty havenât even been opened or moved yet.â
Saints really are a big deal, Michel realized afresh.
Kaidan stepped aside, as if to say: take a look. Michel hesitated, then picked a long chest without a lockâsmall enough to seem less daunting.
Inside, a dagger lay on rich crimson cloth, its scabbard studded with gems.
Is it even proper to give a priest a blade?
Thinking exactly what Kaidan would, Michel shut the lid. No need to draw it. After sampling just one, he already feared opening the rest.
âI thought it unmanageable to send these to the orphanage, so theyâre kept here in Eglence.â
It was the right call. If all this had gone to the orphanage, thereâd have been no room to live.
Not only thatâMichel would have lain awake, guarding the hoard against thieves. Overnight, he had become rich, and it felt more bewildering than joyous.
âEverything sent in your name is stored here. If you doubt it, Iâll draw up an inventory.â
âNo need.â
If he meant to skim, he wouldnât be showing Michel the vault. Michel looked over the unopened chests and sighed long.
âWhat am I supposed to do with it all?â
âItâs yours. Do with it what you wish.â
Even so, Michel felt only daunted. He didnât need prices to know each piece was exorbitantâwhy else guard them in a secret vault?
He had paid off his debts; the orphanageâs expenses were already covered by the Dukeâs donation. Living at Eglence, he had no personal costs. As for wearing such things himselfânecklaces and ornaments were cumbersome, and his courage would fail at the thought of carrying such wealth.
Should he⊠give the kids an allowance?
After thinking, he ventured an idea.
âLetâs use whatâs here to cover the costs while the orphanage stays at the castle. How about that?â
He already felt guilty imposing like this. With so many mouths, even food would not be cheap. If he covered living costs from the âgift room,â the burden on House Eglence would easeâa happy ending for all.
âYouâve been underestimating me for some time.â
To Michelâs surprise, Kaidanâs face hardened at once.
âHuh? Underestimating⊠me?â
âYes. What lord in the world takes money from his guest?â
âBut it isnât just one or two guests. We donât even know how long weâll be hereâŠâ
âBring a hundred more children if you wish. It will not be a problem. Be at ease.â
Seeing true offense, Michel shut his mouth. Compared to the donation sum, housing the orphanage might indeed be pocket change to Kaidan. Still, the thought of being a freeloader sat ill.
As Geum Jeongâoh, he had been helped by many. Nothing in his life had been guaranteedânot school, not food, not even entering taekwondo tournaments on time; all had required othersâ aid. People gave so he could âgrow upright,â fine words that nonetheless made his chest tighten.
Learning gratitude came easily when nothing was owed to him by rightâbut so too did anxiety: at any moment, a helping hand might withdraw. He had wanted the means to live without leaning on othersâso it would be okay even if he didnât turn grand or âremarkable.â
Later, he learned most people did, in fact, help without demanding returnsâthat no one truly lived alone. And still, he felt in debt whenever help arrived.
âNo. I already pay the orphanage richly. Valois is overflowing with poorhouses to inspect. Why treat your children specially?â
Kaidan had said it himself: the orphanage was receiving special treatment. Let fretting over the loss of goodwill be his burden alone.
âThen⊠what about rental fees for space?â
âWhat?â
âWe have lessons we hold at the orphanage. We need a place where the kids can run and shout. If the training yard isnât in use by the knights, could we borrow it⊠for a fee?â
Michel searched for another way to offload the vault. And he did want to restart taekwondo classes soon.
He expected an easy yesâbut Kaidanâs eyes only frosted further.
âUse any space in the castle. But I will not take payment.â
âButâŠâ
âIâll grant whatever you ask. But donât you dare try to put a single coin in my hand.â
Michel couldnât tell if it was a threat or a plea. The tone sent chills; the meaning was almost tender. Grant whatever he asked? It sounded dangerously like Iâd pick you the stars.
âAre you⊠dying of some disease?â
âWhat?â
âItâs justâyouâve been very nice these last few days.â
Since the naga venom, really. After that, Kaidan had grown strangely gentleâwhere once heâd nitpicked everything during the relief work, now he checked Michelâs condition, saw to every discomfort. Michel felt healthy enoughâbut such kindness had him wondering: would one not fulfill the last desires of a dying man?
Kaidanâs face softened.
âI told you. Iâve been discourteous. I treated you carelessly. I should not have. You are a Saint.â
He looked away, awkward even to say it. The sincerity only deepened Michelâs confusion. What changed him? The brush with death? If so, well, it favored Michelâat least they wouldnât be thrown out soon.
âYouâll grant whatever I ask?â
âYes.â
âThen let me train with the knight corps.â
âNo.â
Did he just reverse himself in one second? Michel gaped. Kaidanâs face set in the old iron lines; the awkward warmth vanished like mist.
âYou said anything!â
ââŠWhy do you want knight training?â
Kaidan folded his arms, as if to say: convince me. Michel lifted his chin, resolute.
âI want to learn how to fight monsters.â
âWhat?â
âIt could happen againâlike that day. No matter what, I will protect my kids. To do that, I need to know how to fight monsters.â
Since his fourâday fever, thoughts had shifted. Taekwondo was good preparationâbut insufficient. This was not the safe, peaceful world he knew. Taekwondo could drive off dangerous men; it could not answer a serpent that spat venom.
He did not like being too weak to protect. When the naga came, he had failed to protect even himself, much less Heart. Next time, they might not be so lucky.