MTO C72
by berryChapter 72
The knights led Michel to a dim, sunless storage room. Whatever secret they meant to discuss, they even posted a guard outside the door.
They draped a cloak over a dusty chair to make a seat for Michel, while they themselves sat anywhere on the floor. The courtesy was unnecessary, but their faces were all so grave that Michel took the seat without refusing.
Once things had roughly settled, Owen spoke first.
âDoes the Saint know that Sir Jerard recently left the Eglence knight corps?â
âAh, yesâŠâ
Know it? He had watched the entire thing from the sideâhow Jerard left the corps and departed the castle.
Michel still kept the goldâtrimmed button he had picked up that day. He had meant to return it if he met Jerard again, but Jerard had packed at once and left the castle, so there had been no chance.
Would Jerard never come back? Each time his eyes fell on the orphaned gold button, he sighed so much that Anna, this very morning, had asked if something weighed on his mind.
âSir Jerard is still in Valoisâstaying at an inn not far from Eglence Castle.â
âReally?â
At the new information, Michelâs face brightened. It was welcome newsâif Jerard was close, perhaps he might return to the castle.
âYes. And we want Sir Jerard to come back to the Eglence corps.â
Owen seemed to have had the same thought. Michel seized on it quickly.
âThen we think alike! I also want Brother Jerard to come back soon.â
âTruly? It is a great relief that you feel as I do, Saint. Then, begging your pardon, may we ask this favor? Will you turn His Graceâs heart?â
At the sudden leap to a conclusion, Michel blinked slowly. Now he saw that they all wore the faces of men going to a decisive battle. Yet he didnât understand why they were asking him.
âUh⊠meaning, you want me to persuade the Duke? So Brother Jerard can return?â
âYes.â
âWhy donât you tell him yourselvesâŠ?â
âWe already tried. His Grace wonât even hear Sir Jerard mentioned. Only you can change his mind now, Saint. Please!â
A knight beside Owen broke in, pleading fervently. They looked at Michel as if at the last hero who might save the world. Michel, however, had no confidence to save the worldâor persuade Kaidan.
âWouldnât it be the same if I spoke?â
âNo. His Grace holds you in high regard, Saint.â
âThe Duke? Me?â
Michel asked blankly, and they nodded again with resolve. He couldnât know the particulars, but they plainly pinned great hopes on him. Unfortunately, he lacked the skill. If Kaidan were easily swayed by his words, Michel would already have been allowed to join knight training.
Granted, Kaidan had been very kind lately: letting them live at the castle with the children, teaching swordwork personally in lieu of the corpsâ drills, even taking him to the library to teach about monsters when Michel said he wanted to learn to fight them.
But that was because Kaidan was a good man by nature, not because he âcherishedâ Michel especially. One only had to remember how he treated the townsfolk at the relief event: awkward in expression, but not a cold ruler.
On the other hand, he could be stubbornârarely reversing a decision once made. If he hadnât listened to the knights, he likely wouldnât listen to Michel either.
âIf you speak, he will listen.â
Even so, they seemed certain Michel was the only key. He couldnât agree with thatâbut he did want to talk with Kaidan.
In any case, it was a mess born partly because of us.
The old, festering conflict between Kaidan and Jerard was surely the main cause; the trigger was the golden eagleâs attack on Max.
Unintentional as it was, the orphanageâs entry into Eglence Castle had ended up looking like it drove Jerard out. Maxâs listlessness already pained him; to think Jerard resigned because of them made Michel even more uncomfortable.
âAlright. Iâll try speaking to him.â
At his answer, the knights sighed in relief and brightened. Watching them thank him, Michel felt something odd. Among them were those who had gossiped about the rift between Kaidan and Jerard, subtly belittling Jerard.
âI didnât know everyone liked Sir Jerard this much.â
Staring at the man in question, Michel saw him scratch his face awkwardly, as if recalling his past words.
Owen took over.
âOf course we all respect Sir Jerard. He is an excellent knight and always has a perfect grasp of matters within and without the castle. But the biggest reason we want him back is His Grace.â
âHis Grace? Why?â
âSince Sir Jerard left, the Duke himself has been leading and managing all knight training. He already has no shortage of duties, and with Sir David away investigating monsters, thereâs no one to assign corps matters to. His Grace also prefers handling things directly to delegating.â
Come to think of it, Michel hadnât seen Kaidan even once in the past week; even the shared suppers had vanished. Heâd thought the Duke was avoiding him after the fight with Jerard, but it seemed he was simply swamped.
âHe hasnât said so, but he must be exhausted by now. Even before, governing the fief left him frantically busy. Lawrence helps, but thereâs only so much he can do. Sir Jerardâdespite poor personal relationsâwas one of the few retainers His Grace trusted. Now heâs gone, the Dukeâs burden has multiplied.â
Owen sighed, face clouded. Michel grew grave in turn. Hearing it laid out, Jerardâs departure was a bigger problem than he had thought.
However strong a knight Kaidan was, he was no god. Even a small taekwondo studio needed many hands; how could one man govern this vast land alone? Perhaps fine for now, but the longer it went on, the worse Jerardâs absence would tell. Bringing him back looked urgent.
And they all love Kaidan dearly, it seems.
Michel was moved by their loyalty: a corps anxious that their lord was laboring aloneâlike something out of an animated tale, a shining fellowship. What glorious camaraderieâŠ
âThe Commander leading drills himself every dayâitâs killing us! Sir Jerardâs training wasnât easy, but nothing like this. At night, lying in bed, I dread closing my eyes for fear of tomorrowâs training.â
âThe drills, yes, but the Commanderâs gaze is the worst. Make one mistake, and he looks at me like Iâm a creature beyond comprehensionââHow can you get this wrong?â My confidenceâs in tatters; these days my heart feels like itâll burst the moment I take up the sword.â
âAt this rate the whole corps will be maimed and drop. Weâre already short with so many out on monster surveys. Sir Jerard must return soon so the Commander withdraws from corps affairs. Please, Saint!â
One complaint opened the floodgates. In short: Kaidanâs drills were unbearable; Jerard must return to take over. Michelâs faint smile vanished.
âBut you are the Eglence knight corps, arenât you? I heard itâs made up of the Northâs finest.â
Even so, Kaidanâs training was so hard they needed Jerard back? What on earth was he making them do?
He had asked only out of curiosity, but their shoulders jumped. They avoided his eyes, looking down askance.
âWe know our shame wellâplease, spare us harsh reproach, SaintâŠâ
âEh?â
âBut is it not unreasonable for mere humans like us to match the Commander? Heâs one of the few Sword Masters on the entire Northern Continent. Expecting us to reach the same level is like asking a newborn to beat monsters!â
The more he spoke, spitting a little with passion, the more Michelâs image of the Eglence corps shattered. They had shown such pride in belonging to this unit. He hadnât seen Kaidanâs drills himself and couldnât truly feel their pain, but thisâŠ
Wasnât it a lack of grit?
Children who had just begun taekwondo aimed for black beltsâyet the Northâs âfinestâ knights wailed they could never become Sword Masters. It was not a good look.
âIâ I see the Dukeâs face in the Saintâs!â
âAhh, Iâm so patheticâŠâ
Michel had said nothing, yet they clutched their chests as if stabbed. Apparently his thoughts had shown; he hurried a gentle smile onto his face.
âIn any case, I understand. Iâll speak with the Duke.â
He still doubted Kaidan would heed him, but one never knew until one tried. And if this turned out well, perhaps Max would also brighten up. The two problems seemed unrelated, but Michel had a feeling.