HLCOB C38
by berryChapter 38
âWas the conversation concluded well?â
At O Jukâyeopâs words, Jaheon smiled, recalling Xun Yuâs boundless embarrassment.
âYes. It seems to have ended well.â
There was much gained.
Though it was a pity not to have met Xun You, Xun Shang had intimated his intent to follow, and even the seemingly guileless Xun Yu had been luredâmore than merely a good outcome.
Also, it was learned that that accursed Wang Yun had even sent to Xun Shang a bamboo slip detailing Jaheonâs past.
âŠSo if anything were done amiss, he would spread word of origin.
In this antiquity, a base birth was a label that followed for life. Just as Yuan Shao, of base birth, could not shake the reputation even after becoming a lord; just as Cao Cao, grandson of a eunuch, carried the judgment of a crafty hero. Wang Yun, for Wang Yun, was thorough.
Seems he has even found himself a strategist.
The scheme was to deny Jaheon even a kernel of justification for taking the Hanâs power. Wang Yun, born a man of arms, was not of the disposition to think so deeply.
âO Jukâyeop. Did Lord Wang say he arrives in Luoyang tomorrow?â
âYes. Ah, and the household and retainers are expected in three days.â
Wang Yun would arrive two days before Choseon.
Heh.
What that meant was plain: he would decide Choseonâs treatment by watching Jaheonâs attitude.
Barely suppressing the rising anger, Jaheon asked O Jukâyeop,
âO Jukâyeop. Is there a copy left of the bamboo slip given to Lord Xun?â
ââŠ? The slip listing the names of those who sent gifts to receive my lordâs recommendation?â
âYes.â
âThere isâbut why do you ask?â
They were, in effect, those who had intimated a desire to stand on Jaheonâs side.
âI mean to give it to Lord Wang.â
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Startled, O Jukâyeop cried out,
âBut without their help, there will be no force to aid you, my lord!â
âEven if hands were clasped, it would disappear just the same.â
What Wang Yun now desired of Jaheon was a position that could screen the Emperorâs eyesâthe place of a male favorite, no more. By the look of it, Wang Yun did not want Jaheon to presumptuously raise a faction and bend the court.
âWhether hands are clasped or not, Lord Wang will purge them all.â
They would be useless anyway.
At present there was no way for Jaheon to stop Wang Yun. Unless he ran to the Emperor and begged and pleaded, there was no one to stop Wang Yunâs power of investigation.
âBut, my lordâwould it not be well to prepare a way? Lord Wang is a suspicious man. SomedayâŠ!â
O Jukâyeop spoke in a worried voice. At that, Jaheon added evenly,
âIf anything befalls me, Jukâyeop, go back to Lord Wang. And look after Choseon.â
âŠ!
At Jaheonâs words, O Jukâyeopâs face crumpled at once, as on the day the talk of Jaheonâs poisoning was heard.
âMy lord.â
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Then, in the carriage, he prostrated himself toward Jaheon.
âIn truth, four months ago, when Lord Wang sent me, there was an order: to watch your every move, my lord, and send reports to Bing.â
O Jukâyeopâs voice shook.
âŠ
Jaheon looked at him in silence.
âBut, living with you, my lord, this humble one could not obey.â
Jaheon had treated O Jukâyeop, other servants, everyone, without prejudice. The first person with such thoughts was Jaheon.
âThis humble one wishes you to climb higher, my lord.â
So O Jukâyeop liked Jaheon. Noâhe quietly thought that if Jaheon rose higher, the country would change.
âIt is not only this humble one. The other servants of the residenceâno, the people of Luoyangâwill think the same!â
It was, in a way, inevitable that the servants would follow Jaheon instead of Wang Yun.
âNo one wishes to see you used by Lord Wang! If it is because of Miss Imâ no, the young ladyâthis humble one will, somehowâŠâ
As O Jukâyeop spoke with a choked voiceâ
ââŠSo that is why you have been sending false secret letters to Lord Wang for the last month?â
Thinking he spoke of something else, Jaheon clicked his tongue and asked.
âThat is so. This humble one was so guilty toward you, my lordâŠ!?â
Answering, O Jukâyeop dumbly raised his head to look at Jaheonâwho looked at him evenly.
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O Jukâyeop opened his mouth in dismay.
âYâyou knew?â
With a look that asked if the obvious need be asked, Jaheon spoke.
âOne who keeps far from books usually, if he seeks bamboo slips regularly, it is plain.â
âThâthen why did you not speak to meâŠâ
âI believed you.â
A manâs heart is not something to be won by threats or coaxingâthough men like Ma Teng were exceptions.
âI thought you would tell me yourself one day.â
So Jaheon waitedâuntil O Jukâyeop spoke it himself.
âŠ!
At that, tears gathered in the eyes of O Jukâyeop, near forty; and he wept, shamefully.
âMâmy lordâŠ!â
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âI will give this body to protect you!â
But a fortyâyearâold uncle weeping was not a pleasant sight. So Jaheon refused him.
âŠ? âThere is no need.â
âBut, my lordâŠ! Lord Wang is not one easy to face!â
Sighing, Jaheon soothed the overly worried O Jukâyeop.
âThere is thought in handing over the listâdo not worry.â
âThoughtâŠ?â
Having ceased to weep, O Jukâyeop asked blankly.
âYes.â
Surely, history had changed due to Jaheonâs intervention.
But even amid many changes, there were things that would not change.
âO Jukâyeop.â
The Emperorâs death, the Yellow Turban Rebellion, andâŠ
âIf the day comes when this Luoyang burns entirely, could you believe it?â
They were Qingliu blinded by power. Heroes who would, casting off loyalty to Han, end by splitting and coveting AllâunderâHeaven. Therefore, if the Emperor, Wang Yunâeveryoneâwould not allow Jaheon to grasp the Hanâs power, there was only one method.
âIf the day comes when all of the Han house is made meaningless, could you understand my choice?â
To bring it down.
As in the record of eventsâsplit them, and bring down this Han house.
ââŠDo you truly intend to join with Yirang Im?â
Reading Xun Yuâs written reflection, Xun Shang answered Xun Youâs question,
âEven if we chose others, nothing would change.â
The upper water must be clear for the lower to be clear. Unless the Emperor changed, flatterers would be made unendingly in this Han court; even the Qingliu would become like flatterers. After meeting Jaheon, Xun Shang admitted the truth he had strove to deny.
âBut, grandfather.â
Xun You called, voice laced with doubt,
âThere is no guarantee Yirang Im will not change.â
At that, Xun Shang smiled and shook his head.
ââŠSo long as he has something to protect, he will not.â
In life Xun Shang had seen many. He had seen with his own eyes that anyone could crumble before power. Yet there were those rare who did not change even before power. The reasons they did not change were often small: as with Cai Yong, mad for literature, being the most unchanged man in this court.
âBut that is not protecting.â
âOne will, one day, lose.â
Jaheon was the same.
âTherefore, by any means and methods, I came up to Luoyang.â
It was for the mere reason âto protect.â
At those words, Xun Shang understood the life of Jaheon written on the bamboo slip Wang Yun had sent; understood, too, what Jaheon struggled for so desperately.
âFor he does not move by justification.â
Jaheon moved for reasons that to some were exceedingly small and paltry. But precisely for that, Xun Shang thought Jaheon could be a guiding mark in this chaotic world. Because moving not by justification, Jaheon had given him an answer.
âIf it cannot be mended, it must be brought down.â
An answer that could change this rotten Han house.
âGo down to Yingchuan and gather troops.â
âI will remain in Luoyang and bring about internal strife.â
Internal strife among oneâs own.
Jaheon meant that the Qingliu who had come up to Luoyang, blinded by power, would fight among themselves.
âOn that day, if all that is rotten is cut away, the Han house can be set aright.â
In truth, it was irreverent speech.
To âset the Han house arightââwords that should not leave the mouth of a mere minister. Perhaps Jaheon harbored treason. Yet even knowing so, Xun Shang could not refuse Jaheonâs proposal.
For a very small reason.
Xun Shang had directly suffered the Disasters of the Partisan Prohibitions. He had seen countless torn limb from limb and hung on city gates. He had seen with his own eyes the people, because of the Han house, starve to a horrific death. Thus he did not wish to pass that world to Xun You before him, or to his cherished nephew Xun Yu.
ââŠGongdal.â
Hesitating, Xun Shang finally spoke.
âYes, grandfather.â
âYou will remain in Luoyang and aid Yirang Im.â
It would be a long, long fight.
To pull up rot from the roots was no ordinary task. Perhaps that road would be too hard for Jaheon alone.
âThere will be times when Yirang Imâs path is not understood.â
Holding Xun Youâs hand in his wrinkled one, Xun Shang added,
âBut follow and trust him.â
Xun Shang knewâ
âBecause at the end of that road, AllâunderâHeaven will be at peace.â
He who strives to protect the weakest will, in the end, become a gentleman.