TCBW C89
by berryChapter 89
ââŠDirector. What Iâm about to say is both my medical opinion and my professional obligation. Please understand that Iâm telling you this because there are aspects of the patientâs condition that you, as the guardian, must be fully aware of.â
With that, Professor Eun reached into her pocket and held out a small stick.
The moment Dowoon recognized what it was, his expression darkened sharply.
âA pregnancy test? What are you implying?â
ââŠTo be honest, I still havenât been able to completely rule out the possibility that your wife might be pregnant.â
ââŠâŠâ
âOrdinarily, for a male Omega, the result appears within two weeks. But if the partner is a dominant Alpha, and if there was a rut period involving knotting, the observation period can extend up to three weeks.â
âI already told youâthere was no knotting.â
âYes, thatâs what he said,â she replied carefully. âWhich is precisely why Iâm bringing this matter directly to you.â
âSo youâre suggesting he lied?â
The sudden chill in Dowoonâs voice made Professor Eun stiffen.
âYouâve been running tests on his body without consentâwas that the reason?â
ââŠYou must understand,â she said softly, âthat the circumstances at the time were highly irregular. And knowing how deeply your wife desired a child, I felt it necessary to verify every possible outcome.â
âThen whatâs the point of giving me this?â Dowoonâs tone cut cleanly. âIf youâre suggesting we wait another day for results, Iâll delay the discharge.â
âNo. I just⊠wanted your perspective.â Her voice faltered. âIf your wife is pregnant, the birth will place irreparable strain on his body. It may cause permanent disabilityâor even threaten his life.â
ââŠâŠâ
âSo, Director,â she continued quietly, âyouâll have to choose. Between the child and your wife. My intuition says that heâyour wifeâwould choose the child, even if it cost him his life. And if that happens, he may try to hide that decision from you.â
The memory alone sent a sharp pulse of pain crawling up from Dowoonâs fingertips.
âHeâll avoid you. Heâll reject intimacy.â
The pain spread, twisting through his veins until it clutched at his heart.
He waited for it to subside, as he always did. When at last the curse quieted, he laid a hand slowly over Suhoeâs flat stomach.
It was too thinâjust fragile skin stretched over bone. There was no way a child could be forming there.
No. Impossible.
It was just Professor Eunâs baseless suspicion.
He tried to believe that. To cling to logic.
And yet⊠her warningâthat Suhoe might choose the baby over his own lifeâwas not entirely unbelievable.
But even if that were true, Suhoe would never hide it from him.
He told himself that firmly. And yet, all it took to shake his conviction was a single, simple sentence.
He hadnât even intended to touch himânot while he was still recoveringâbut the moment Suhoe asked, âLetâs not do anything tonight,â the professorâs words came rushing back.
The faint breaths that escaped his lips. The way his body flinched at every touch.
Dowoon had looked down at him for a long time, his thoughts dark and unsteady, before finally standing and leaving the roomâlike a man under a spell.
He walked past the mansion gates, through the cool night air, without once glancing toward the roaring waves below the cliff.
When he stopped, it was before the car they had driven earlier that day.
In the darkness, he opened the driverâs door and took something from inside.
Dowoon looked down at the small plastic testing kit in his hand. His expression remained perfectly composed.
Then, just as he had walked out, he turned back toward the mansionâtoward the room where Suhoe slept soundly.
Youâll have to choose. Between the child and your wife.
Professor Eunâs voice lingered in his mind.
She must have mistaken his recent behavior for that of a devoted husband. She had probably thought that if anyone could convince Suhoe to give up the child, it would be him.
A naive misjudgment.
Because Dowoon had already chosen.
The child.
Ever since the rut, the curse had been consuming his body fasterâthe pain constricting his heart growing stronger each day. He didnât know how much time he had left.
He had been lenient enoughâdelaying conception out of consideration for Suhoeâs condition. But there would be no more waiting.
That leniency, in truth, had been a luxury.
Suhoe had been fortunateâfortunate to have a closed mouth and to have earned Dowoonâs favor. Otherwise, he would have faced a far colder, more inhumane reality.
Yes. That was all it was.
Suhoe was simply thatâan exception, a temporary indulgence.
Even when Professor Eun had spoken of his possible death, what had truly unsettled Dowoon was not the risk of losing him, but the idea that Suhoe might have lied.
That was the core of it.
And that was where Professor Eun had made her mistakeâbelieving that affection, rather than logic, guided him.
Reaffirming his own thoughts, Dowoon reentered the room where Suhoe lay asleep.
Without hesitation, he rolled up his sleeve and raised the needle-tipped device toward his pale, slender arm.
But before the needle could pierce skin, a sharp crack split the silence.
The device flew from his hand.
He froze. He hadnât seen clearly in the dim light, but he knewâsomething had struck his fingers.
Instinctively, he shielded Suhoe and looked toward the window.
There was nothing.
No wind, no shadows, not even the slightest movement of the trees outside.
The window was closed.
For a brief, eerie moment, the silence felt almost sentient.
Dowoonâs jaw tightened as a fragment of memory returnedâthe car that had refused to start on Mount Unbang. The ritual, the rising wine in the bowl.
Could it be happening again?
Holding Suhoe closer, he shook him urgently.
âWake up!â
âWake up!â
The voiceâDowoonâs voiceâechoed faintly as Suhoeâs eyes fluttered open.
âDowoon-ssiâŠ?â
But what met his gaze was not Dowoon.
It was darkness. Absolute, endless darkness.
The warmth he had felt beforeâthe faint scent, the sound of anotherâs breathingâwas gone.
Completely gone.
Only emptiness remained.
And something elseâan odd, oppressive sensation, seeping into his limbs.
In that moment, he realized: this was a dream.
Or was it?
Something about it felt wrong. Unlike the dreams heâd had before, this one carried no meaning, no messageâonly stillness.
It wasnât a vision or a memory. Just⊠nothingness.
Until, faintly, a voice broke through.
ââŠMaâŠâ
The sound was fragmented, distortedâlike static from a broken radio.
He couldnât make out the words, but someone was definitely speaking to him.
Not Dowoon. Someone else.
âWhoâs there?â he called.
âFrom here⊠do as I say.â
âWhat?â
ââŠDonâtâŠ!â
Though the words kept breaking apart, their tone was clearâa warning. A command.
Suhoeâs heart raced. He had never had a dream where someone ordered him to do something.
Thenâhe heard it. A single word that froze him in place.
Child.
His eyes widened.
âWhatâwhat do you mean, child?â
The voice sounded faint, but it knew. Somehow, it knew.
ââŠHide it. From everyone.â
It came again, sharp and pleading.
And then, the fragmented whispers smoothed into full words, piercing his mind.
âHide the childâs existence. Tell no oneâuntil itâs born.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Suhoe shouted into the void, eyes darting through the dark.
âWhy? Why must I?â
No answer.
He waved his hands, reaching for somethingâanythingâbut his fingers met only air.
The voice was gone.
No echo, no trace.
âHello?â
His voice broke as it vanished into the empty dark.
He called again. And again. But no one replied.
Breath ragged, he sank to his knees. The silence pressed down like a weight.
For a long time, he stayed thereâthinking, trying to recall the sound of that voice.
Then, suddenly, it hit him.
This wasnât a normal dream.
It wasnât even the kind of vision that came with prayer.
It was closer to a taemongâa prophetic dream tied to birth.
And with that realization, his lips parted, trembling.
Could it be�