TGIC Ch 94
by berryChapter 94
The bright sunlight streaming into the room forced my eyes open. It had already been a month since Iâd moved into this house. Even the ceiling that greeted me when I woke each day was becoming strangely familiar.
I groped around the bed to silence the alarm shrilling by my pillow. My fingers met something hard, and I picked it upâit was my phone. On the screen where the alarm notification blared, a memo was written.
âHotel collapseâŚ?â
What was this again? Tilting my head in a daze, the realization suddenly struck me with horror.
How could I have forgotten this?
Tonight, a Gateš would erupt, and the resulting shock would bring down an entire building. Because it would happen in the middle of the night, when nearly everyone was asleepâand because the building in question was a famous five-star hotel in the very center of Seoulâthe casualty count would be immense.
I had entered the note into my calendar, but between all the chaos of recent events Iâd completely let it slip my mind. Of course, I did have a plan. The problem was, it required Vasilyâs help.
Rushing out of my room, I went to find him.
I burst a door open and found him in the middle of knotting his necktie. Relief washed through meâthankfully, he hadnât left yet.
âToday, Iâll be going with you to the Association² as well.â
âYou said you werenât planning to go to the Association for a while. What changed?â
ââŚâ
Unconsciously, I averted my gaze and fell silent for a heartbeat.
Recently, Iâd been deliberately avoiding him, except when guiding was necessary. Feeling how strangely close weâd grown, Iâd chosen distance as a way to deal with my own confusionâthe gap between my past life and my present reunion with him.
Feigning calm under his gaze, I answered,
âA week of nothing but being holed up at home has me restless. And besides, Iâm your Guide. Since we never know when youâll need guiding, I figured itâs better if I stay by your side.â
The words slid easily off my tongue, but Vasilyâs expression suggested he didnât quite buy them.
âHmm. There arenât any raids scheduled today, so it shouldnât matter if you come along.â
âThen Iâll get ready right away.â
Once he gave permission, I closed his door behind me and left.
Vasily had been especially busy this past week. Gate raids, public eventsâhalf the time he didnât return home until late at night.
The day Iâd learned about the suppression chip injectionâs prognosis, I had subtly told him to avoid Gate raids for now. But that was unrealistic. Heâd been dispatched into Gates nearly every day since.
Still, at least he hadnât recklessly over-used his power to the point of returning home broken as before. Which meant for me, guiding had been limited to simpler contactâjust holding hands, sometimes brief embracesâthat was enough.
Part of his improved stability was no doubt due to the shifting weather.
As I crossed the living room, I glanced out the window. The days were still hot and bright with sunlight, but cool winds blew at night. Soon enoughâthe temperature would fall sharply, and Vasilyâs favored season would return.
When Iâd regressed and gone back in time, it had been spring. Now, already, summer was waning. So many things had happened, yet barely half a year had passed. Time felt both fast and agonizingly slow.
For the first time in a long while, I accompanied Vasily to the Association. We rode in silence, heading down familiar streetsâuntil a building outside caught my attention.
âEsper Vasily. Could you freeze something that tall?â
I pointed to a high-rise, maybe around twenty stories tall, crowned with a major corporationâs logo. Vasilyâs eyes followed my finger.
âThat much? Easily.â
Far too confident, I thought, frowning. After a momentâs pause, I clarified,
âBut⌠you canât freeze the people inside.â
âMmâŚâ
He tapped his finger against the steering wheel thoughtfully. The fact that heâd so naturally excluded this from his consideration when I first asked left me shaking my head in disbelief.
âItâd be tricky, but possible. Why do you ask? Should I try it right now?â
âNoâ! Absolutely not! It was just a hypothetical question!â
Alarmed, I waved him off quickly. The last thing I needed was to wake up to media chaos about a suddenly frozen office tower because of my careless question.
At least it means itâs possible, I reminded myself, turning back to the window. The hotel fated to collapse tonight was about the same size. The problem was figuring out how to get Vasily there before the Gate appearedâŚ
Maybe I could suggest a spontaneous night drive? But with no exact timing knownâonly that it would happen in the nightâlooping aimlessly around the same streets for hours would arouse suspicion. Vasily wasnât stupid.
No clear plan in sight, we arrived at the Association.
The parking lot was quietâreporters were gone. Maybe the Association had finally succeeded in driving them out. Or maybe it was simply because I hadnât shown up alongside Vasily for a while, so theyâd given up.
Settling into the private room, I sank into the sofa with a sigh.
Even after a week away, nothing had changed here. Furniture replaced daily as though untouched, even if Vasily had frozen it all during an argument with me; by morning, a perfect duplicate would always be waiting.
For all I knew, even this sofa was a recent replacement from one of those incidents when Iâd angered him by refusing my role as his Guide.
âGuide Kwon Gidam.â
I looked up. Vasily had approached, wearing a faint smile.
That smile was enough to set off suspicion immediately. What was he plotting now? I edged back, but the sofaâs high back blocked my retreat.
âYou donât seem busy right now. Guide me.â
ââŚRight now?â
I stared at him, blinking. The request was surprisingly normal.
Usually, he demanded guiding after a Gate raid. But today, he hadnât entered one. It was a bit odd, but given heâd still been steadily fulfilling his scheduled four sessions per week, it wasnât out of the ordinary.
âFine. Then Iâll do simple contact-guiding.â
Seated beside me, he stretched out his hand as though that would suffice. Without hesitation, I took it.
As the guiding settled into routine, doubts crept into me. Would this amount really be enough, when I still had to rely on him so heavily tonight?
No matter how I concentrated, there was no real transferâit was only the suppression chip that heated, while in my senses there was no true guiding. Normally, I should have felt both our wavelengths stabilizing togetherâmy human warmth soothing the sharp coldness of his ice-born aura. But as always now, all I discerned was a chill, something between body heat and power, impossible to distinguish.
The thought pushed me to ask what Iâd long wondered.
âDoes my guiding even do anything for you?â
With a 4% matching rate, surely just holding hands couldnât mean much.
âIt barely works.â
âThen whatâs the pointâ?â
âItâs warm. Thatâs enough.â
He raised our joined hands, pressing them to his cheek. The cool contact of his skin met the back of my hand. When he softly opened his eyes to glance at me, I still couldnât tell what lay behind them.
âSee? Warm, isnât it?â
What nonsense was this?
The cold crept slowly into my hand while my thoughts turned again to the suppression chip. Six months⌠I couldnât wait six months. Maybe I should call the number on Huai Yanâs nametag after all, see if he had a solution.
But noâmore immediately pressing was stopping tonightâs disaster.
âEsper Vasily. Would you be free this evening?â
âThereâs an event Iâm supposed to attend.â
âThen skip it. Come somewhere with me.â
âItâs a difficult engagement to duck out ofâŚâ He spoke in the tone of a man inconvenienced.
I couldnât help scoffing. After all the times heâd left events earlyâor not shown up at allâleaving the Association scrambling, now I was supposed to believe it was impossible?
âTell them something urgent came up.â
âThey wonât fall for that excuse.â
âThen invent something else.â
âMm. An excuse, huhâŚâ
He trailed off, stalling.
I sighed heavily, waiting until finallyâI yielded.
âAlright. What do you want in return?â
His lips rose faintly, as though heâd been waiting for me to ask.
âNothing much. Just come with me on the next Gate raid.â
âThatâs all?â
âI get bored going alone. And you havenât come with me to a Gate in a while.â
Trueâafter heâd heard from others that Iâd been pretending to be an Esper inside Gates, he hadnât brought me along again. The only time Iâd since entered a Gate was when Vasily had clashed with Huai Yan.
âAnd⌠this oneâs going to be a long raid. If I donât have guiding for days on end, who knows what Iâll do.â
That was practically a threat. I almost noddedâthen froze.
Could it be the Gate Iâd glimpsed in the piles of paperwork on his desk? That vast, week-long raid?
No⌠I had been determined never to go near that one. My expression slipped before I could stop it. The thought of losing my chance at freedom while he was away crushed me.
But there was no room to maneuver. Composing my face, I spoke evenly.
âUnderstood. And thatâs your only condition?â
âYes.â
Satisfied, he finally gave the permission Iâd pushed so hard for.
âIâll tell the Association Iâm skipping tonightâs schedule, then. So where are we going?â
âItâs not farâstill in Seoul. Just⌠a place I want to see.â
âAlright. Thatâs hardly difficult.â
He agreed readily, without demanding explanations. Did he think I only wanted another easy evening together, like watching some film again?
If so, he was in for a rude awakening. Because tonightâs âoutingâ was something Vasily would absolutely not enjoy.