TGIC Ch 82
by berryChapter 82
To think Iâd end up branded as Vasilyâs lover of all things. For those who knew Vasilyâs true natureâespers or Association executives alikeâtheir favorability toward me wouldnât just plummet to negative numbers; it would pierce straight through into the abyss.
From their perspective, I was a ticking time bombâsomeone they shouldnât even think about touching, let alone approaching. Vasilyâs lover, of all things⊠I could only sigh, wondering just how insane I must look in their eyes.
The faces of the espers who had treated me like a comrade during the previous gate raid came to mind.
The esper community was small. Theyâd see this article too, realize I was a guide, and inevitably come to believe the ridiculous rumor that I was Vasilyâs lover.
I had to change Vasilyâs mind somehow.
Anything from threats to coaxingâI mentally ran through every possible tactic when Vasily suddenly spoke up again.
âThink about that later. For now, do the guiding.â
âIâm not in the mood to guide right now.â
âYou promised after the meeting, didnât you? Youâre not going to keep your word?â
âWâwaitâŠ!â
Vasilyâs large frame crashed over me like a tidal wave.
Suddenly buried under his massive body, I staggered, thrown off balance. Forced to bear his weight as he pressed against me, I stumbled backward and tripped over something, falling hard.
âUgh!â
Thankfully, I landed on something softâa sofa, by the feel of it. Relieved my head hadnât cracked open, I shoved at Vasilyâs shoulders.
âYouâre heavyâget off meâŠ!â
âJust let me rest like this for a bit. I feel even more tired after that meeting.â
His solid, heavy body crushed down on me, making it hard to breathe. But Vasily ignored me and draped himself fully over me, pulling me into his arms.
âMmffâŠ!â
My face mashed into his chest, I flailed until I managed to wrench my head free and gasp for air. As his body relaxed, as though he were already drifting to sleep, I hurried to speak.
âAre you seriously going to sleep like this? If thatâs the case, at least move to the bed.â
When I mentioned the bed by the window, I felt his gaze flick toward it briefly.
âThe sunlight hits too strong over there.â
âItâs cloudy today; it should be fine.â
âIt could clear up suddenly.â
His curt refusal left no room for argument. So he really planned to cram himself onto this tiny sofa with me.
Barely any space separated us; one small shift and weâd tumble to the floor. With no choice, I pressed closer against him. A chill brushed my napeâat first I thought it was the air conditioner, but no; it was Vasilyâs breath.
Why did I have to remember that dream now of all times?
I subtly tried to slide my lower body away, but Vasily noticed immediately and shifted, closing the gap again until his lower half pressed against mine.
ââŠ!â
A firm weight settled against my thigh, and I froze in shock.
The realization of what it was hit me instantly. I held my breath and went rigid, terrified that any movement might stimulate the heavy pressure pressed there.
Oblivious to my desperate stillness, Vasily seemed to take my quiet as compliance and promptly fell asleep.
ââŠHaa.â
Realizing he was asleep, I gave up trying to escape. I let my body relax, lying there motionless.
My only worry now was if someone suddenly barged into the private officeâthis scene would do nothing but confirm the dating rumor.
A suggestive dream, then this rumor⊠It was becoming painfully clear I needed to keep my distance from Vasily. But was that even possible, living together and stuck at each otherâs side every day?
âMy whole body achesâŠâ
An hour later, I finally managed to slip free from Vasilyâs arms.
Even just an hour of contact had left me with a dull headache. Fetching some pills from the private office drawer, I swallowed a large soft capsule with water and sat on the opposite sofa, watching Vasily sleep.
He remained fast asleep, eyes shut, utterly still, breathing so quietly he could have been dead.
With his eyes closed, he looked like an angel.
A striking face, long legs, a well-built frame obvious even under his suitâno wonder the publicâs eyes were constantly drawn to him. Vasilyâs looks outshone most actors or idols with ease.
It was nearing lunchtime, but he slept so deeply it felt cruel to wake him. Leaving him behind, I quietly exited the private office.
âGuess Iâll try the cafeteria for once.â
Whenever I was with Vasily, we always ate outside. Being alone today gave me the perfect chance to use the Association cafeteria.
Finallyâreal Korean food.
After nothing but Western restaurants for so long, the thought of having Korean cuisine again made my mouth water. The Association cafeteria was renowned for its high qualityâmeals comparable to fine traditional restaurants for just a few thousand won.
Which was why it was always packed during lunchtime. Quickening my pace, I checked the time. Because it had taken so long to escape Vasilyâs arms, Iâd missed the peak rush hourâperfect; I could eat in peace.
As I passed through the hallway, a clamor reached my ears.
Sounded like it was coming from the lobby.
Happening to cross the second-floor corridor that overlooked the lobby, I glanced downâand froze.
The entrance teemed with reporters wielding cameras and microphones.
âIs it true that Esper Vasily is in a relationship?â
âWhere is Esper Vasily right now?â
Association staff were barely holding them back from storming inside. Judging from the reportersâ faces, they wouldnât leave without an official statement from the Association president himself.
The Esper Association allowed outsiders access only up to the first floor. At least the reporters wouldnât reach Vasilyâs private officeâŠ
Watching the chaotic lobby, I seriously debated whether to fetch Vasily. If he saw this scene, maybe heâd finally agree to have the article taken down.
But if I woke him to show him this, the story would shift from dating rumors to Vasily committing civilian massacre. No point testing an obvious outcome.
I slipped past the scene and made it to the cafeteria, finally savoring Korean food. But the memory of what Iâd seen kept clouding my mind; the taste barely registered. In fact, I felt queasy and soon put my spoon down, leaving early.
Even on my way back to Vasilyâs private office, the voices of reporters shouting his name echoed from the lobby below.
My daily routine always ended with the nine oâclock news.
Before my regression, Iâd never been the type to watch news broadcasts. I rarely got home before midnight, and with grueling training scheduled at dawn, thereâd been no time for it anyway.
But after returning to the past, I watched religiously. Staying updated on current events helped jog memories of incidents I might have overlooked before.
Tonight was no exceptionâI sat on the sofa well before the broadcast. But I couldnât bring myself to turn on the TV, fidgeting with the remote for what felt like ages.
Finally, I shot to my feet.
âI canât watch this sober.â
Heading into the kitchen, I opened the cupboard to find rows of high-proof whiskey bottles lined neatly inside.
I grabbed the one at the very front and poured myself a full glass.
Drinking this much would probably destroy my liver, but trusting my sturdy body, I downed it in one gulp. Fire seared my throat, heat blooming in my chest.
As the alcohol rushed through me, I sank back onto the couch just as the nine oâclock news intro music began. I stared blankly at the screen, resigned to my fate.
The reason for my tension was simple: right before I left work, an Association staffer had warned me that Vasilyâs dating rumor would be broadcast on tonightâs news.
Iâd suspected as much, but hearing it confirmed had sent my mental state spiraling.
Sure enough, as I watched with a heavy expression, the segment about Vasily and me aired.
[Today, speculation about Esper Vasilyâs romantic involvement has gone viral. The Esper Association has stated that, as this concerns personal privacy, they cannot provide an official comment. Additionallyâ]
I clicked my tongue at their response. Claiming itâs âpersonalâ might as well be admitting it outright.
Switching channels, I confirmed that all three major broadcasting stations were covering Vasilyâs dating rumor in bold headlines.
So now the entire nation knew.
âYou were already watching? I was about to tell you it started.â
Still staring bitterly at the screen, I heard the door open and Vasily step out.