TGIC Ch 10
by berryChapter 10
As I followed Vasily down to the underground parking lot, a familiar foreign car came into view. Memories of having ridden in it a few times in the past briefly crossed my mind. It seemed like he had switched to a different car not long after.
âGet in.â
âYes.â
As I settled into the passenger seat, it felt strangely like I had returned to the days when I was his guide. I feared that if I let my guard down and made a slip of the tongue or acted too naturally, he might catch on to something being off. I reminded myself to be especially careful in front of him and quietly stared out the window.
We soon arrived at a familiar restaurant.
âAh, this place is nice.â
I nodded inwardly as we stepped through the entrance. Now that I think about it, I had probably eaten here most of the times I dined with Vasily near the Association.
When we reached a quiet private room, the food was already set on the table. Seeing the steam still rising suggested it had just been served.
Vasily sat down naturally and spoke.
âSteak is all right, right? Just in case, I asked them to prepare some seafood too.â
âYes. I eat everything well, not picky at all.â
âThatâs a relief.â
The food was, as expected, delicious. During the six years I spent with Vasily, I got used to dining at upscale restaurants every time, and since returning, I hadnât had a meal that truly satisfied meâbut here I was, unexpectedly tasting that flavor again.
I eagerly moved my hands and filled my stomach. However, after a few bites, Vasily set down his utensils and began staring at me intently. Was watching someone eat really that fascinating? Without realizing it, I became conscious of his gaze, and my hand gradually slowed down.
Eventually, I set down my fork and asked,
âWhy are you staring at me?â
âBecause I like seeing Guide Kwon Gidam eat so well?â
ââŠâŠItâs a bit much. You donât need to stare like that.â
âWho knows.â
Vasily smiled playfully. His attitude was completely opposite from how it had been before the regression, and I still couldnât get used to it. Avoiding his gaze, I busied myself cutting the steak into smaller pieces.
After the meal, we returned to the Association, and the guiding resumed.
ââŠâŠDamn it. Here it comes againâŠâŠ.â
About an hour into the guiding, my condition began to deteriorate again. My head throbbed, and the area where the suppressant chip was implanted felt like it was about to burst with heat.
At this rate, even taking two or three pills a day wouldnât be enough. The symptoms were worse than usual today, but if I took medication now, the headache would surely return not long after, so I clenched my teeth and endured it.
It felt like the world was spinning. Unable to bear the dizziness, I finally shut my eyes tightly.
ââŠâŠ?â
When I opened my eyes again, I was lying on the folding bed tucked away in the corner of the guiding room.
My mind was foggy, and I couldnât clearly recall what had just happened. Then I suddenly became aware of the cool sensation on my forehead. As I blinked, registering the cold touch against my skin, I finally realized that Vasilyâs hand was resting on my forehead.
âVasily?â
âYouâre awake?â
âWhy am IâŠâŠ?â
âYou collapsed during the guiding. You had a fever, so I was trying to cool you down.â
I was so flustered I couldnât respond. Was this really the same Vasily who wouldnât even glance at me when I was seriously injured?
But the cooling sensation on my forehead wasnât an illusion. I remained silent for a moment before speaking quietly.
ââŠâŠNormally, when someone collapses, people call an ambulance.â
âAh, is that what regular people do?â
âSighâŠâŠâ
I shook my head with a sigh. Expecting basic common sense from Vasily was clearly asking too much. Perhaps I should just be thankful that he didnât abandon me after I fainted.
Or maybe it would have been better if he had. Even though the fever had gone down thanks to his ability, the continued contact was making the area around my suppressant chip feel like it was about to explode.
âDo you have some kind of chronic condition?â
âNo. I guess I just wasnât feeling well today.â
âI thought maybe it was normal for regular people to faint like this. You collapsed in front of me last time, too.â
Come to think of it, I had already passed out in front of Vasily twice now. Since Vasily hated weakness, it felt like he might be losing interest in me. I prayed he wouldnât come looking for me again tomorrow and checked the clock on the wall.
I must have been unconscious for a while, as it was almost time to go home. But even after waking up from fainting, I still didnât feel well.
I decided I should go home and rest early today. The only thing that saddened me was the fact that the weekend was still a long way off.
âSorry for collapsing during the guiding session. Iâll be more careful next time.â
âItâs fine. The grade difference is too large, so it mustâve put a strain on your body. Iâll keep it short next time before I send you off.â
He responded calmly. But the fact that he never said he would stop receiving guiding sessions told me everythingâI was right, he really was a bastard.
Thankfully, Vasily let me leave the guiding room without stopping me. I returned to my desk, took my medicine, and finally caught my breath. Just then, Jo Wooyeon, who was also coming back from a temporary guiding session, saw my pale face and asked with a shocked expression,
âGidam, are you sick?â
âNo. Iâm just a bit tired.â
âYou look way too pale for that. Did you get a lot of guiding assignments today?â
I hadnât told anyone that Vasily had personally requested me as his guide, so I forced a smile and avoided giving an answer.
At that moment, Jo Wooyeon looked past me and widened his eyes. What did he see that surprised him so much? Curious, I turned to follow his gazeâonly to flinch as I locked eyes with a pair of sharp gray pupils.
Vasily, watching me from a distance, clearly looked displeased. And at the same time, a warning light went off in my head.
Every time Vasily had that look on his face, someone had ended up injuredâor worse.
My face immediately stiffened. I approached him with a serious expression, and the air around us turned ice-cold.
He had seemed fine earlierâwhy was he suddenly in such a bad mood? I couldnât think of any reason. First, I had to get him out of here. In this state, he was basically a ticking time bomb. If anyone provoked him, this whole area would be turned into rubble.
âEsper Vasily, is something wrong?â
I asked gently, like I was trying to soothe a sulky child, but Vasily remained silent. His displeasure was clear, and it frustrated me that I didnât know why.
While I was inwardly pulling my hair out, Vasily finally spoke.
âIâll take you home.â
âPardon?â
âYou donât look well. Iâll take you home. After all, itâs partly my fault that you collapsed.â
WaitâŠâŠ what?
I was so caught off guard by the unexpected offer that I was truly stunned. Vasily wasnât the kind of person to offer kindness to others. And yet, even as he said that, his eyes remained as cold and devoid of warmth as ever, causing cold sweat to trickle down my back.
I wanted to decline, but the number of people watching us was increasing. Since it was right before the end of the workday, other employees returning from guiding sessions had spotted Vasily and were murmuring among themselves. The commotion was growing, and if I dragged this out any longer, it would only escalate.
ââŠâŠOkay.â
I nodded reluctantly.
Yes, letâs try to look on the bright side. There was no way I could survive the packed subway during rush hour in this condition anyway. If I could ride in Vasilyâs car and be dropped off at my door, maybe that was a stroke of luck.
I quickly grabbed my bag and followed him out. The office grew noticeably noisier behind me as we left without even saying goodbye to my coworkers.
I let out a silent sigh at the distant voices. They would probably never know that I had just saved all their lives.
In silence, we took the elevator down to the parking lot. As we walked toward his parked car, I kept glancing at Vasily to read his mood.
Unlike the past, I was no longer his exclusive guide. The thought that one misstep could lead to my death wouldnât leave my head. I had no choice but to rely on the experience of my six years as his guide and endure the ride home.
After I gave him my address, the car started moving. Still, not a single word was exchanged. I thought the silence that had begun would last until the endâbut then, unexpectedly, Vasily opened his mouth.
âIâm going to be busy for a while, so I probably wonât be able to come. Donât miss me too much while Iâm gone.â
âWho said Iâd miss youâŠâŠâ
I was so taken aback that the words slipped out before I could stop myself. I clamped my mouth shut too late, but instead of frowning, Vasily actually let out a soft chuckle. Seeing that, a wave of weariness washed over me.
When had his mood even improvedâŠâŠ?
Sigh. I really canât figure him out. Trying to understand a madman like Vasily is a waste of time. I let out a silent sigh. In any case, at least I was going to get home safely. That was something to be thankful for.