TGIC Ch 102
by berryChapter 102
Cold breath fell against fever-hot skin. Predatory teeth bit down, worrying tender flesh like a beast.
âUghâŠ!â
A short moan escaped at the pain digging into my nape.
Had getting my lip bitten actually turned him on? Whatever had triggered him, one thing was certainâI had pressed exactly the wrong button.
âV-Vasily⊠justâmmphâŠ!â
I managed to shove him away, only for our mouths to crash together again, swallowing my words whole.
A cold, solid tongue invaded my mouth. Afraid that biting down by mistake would only excite him further, I planted my palms against his shoulders and pushed, hard.
Tongues tangled; the iron taste of blood that had coated my mouth slowly faded.
I regretted drinking his blood in a moment of boiling heat. Too late, now.
âListen to meâfor a moment!â
I twisted my head roughly, wrenching free of the violent kiss. Taking advantage of that brief gap, I slapped a palm over his mouth and rushed out the words.
âIt was the feverâI wasnât in my right mind! Iâm back to normal, so stop!â
âThe fever, huh?â
Vasilyâs brows drew together. The cold gleam in his eyes looked sharp enough to slice me to pieces; panting, I hurried on.
âMy body was burning up, and I was parched⊠I thought your blood would be cool, and I acted before I could think.â
ââŠâ
âIt seems it really worked, thoughâthe headacheâs gone.â
Even to my own ears, it was a flawless excuseâairtight. As I spoke, I watched him. The suppression chip cooling, the fever slowly ebbingâthat much was real, and his expression suggested he was, grudgingly, buying it.
Good. Hook, line, and sinker.
I began inching away, preparing to slip out from under himâwhen he spoke.
âThen you wonât need the medicine anymore.â
ââŠWhat?â
âThrow out everything youâve got the moment we get home.â
âThrow out the medsâwhat are youâŠ?â
âAny time your condition worsens, you can just drink my blood.â
The smile he gave me was almost pleasant as he watched me flounder.
That was not part of the plan⊠I prayed it was a joke. But with that calm smile, he looked perfectly serious. Cold sweat slid down my spine.
âI canât wound you every timeâbesides, what if I get worse when youâre not around? Thereâs nothing wrong with keeping the medication on hand, is there?â
âNo. Whatâs a little blood draw? Iâll stock the fridge with enough to fill it. Drink whenever you need.â
âN-no⊠Thatâs really not necessaryâŠâ
With that, he scooped me up and strode into the hallway. Panicking, I glanced around.
If anyone saw us like this, my dignity would shatter. I clutched his shoulder, blurting,
âI can walk on my own now!â
âYour fever isnât fully gone.â
He didnât relent. I tried to wriggle free several times, but the arm locked around my waist didnât budge.
Still, even as I kept struggling, we soon reached the parking garage. Thankfully, we ran into no one before he settled me into the passenger seat.
On the drive home, the last remnants of heat faded completely.
I rubbed the now-docile suppression chip, falling into thought. It had been half a gambleâbut it turned out Vasilyâs blood really worked. The alternative Iâd been desperately searching for had been beside me all along. The realization felt⊠complicated.
âCan you walk?â
As soon as I stepped out of the car, he asked. When he half-lifted an armâan invitation to come into his hold againâI grimaced and turned away.
Icily ignoring him, I rode the elevator on my own and walked into the house. I tried to slip quietly toward my room past the entrywayâbut Vasilyâs hand clamped around my arm.
âBring me all the meds.â
ââŠYouâre serious?â
âDo I look like Iâm joking?â
âŠNo. That was the problemâhe meant it.
Damn it. Iâd better stash a few. As I clicked my tongue inwardly, he added,
âFor the record, Guide Kwon Gidamâyour face shows exactly what youâre thinking.â
ââŠâ
âSo donât try anything foolish like hiding the pills.â
A sting of guilt pricked meâIâd been read cleanly. I kept my expression carefully neutral as I went to my room.
I locked the door tightly and opened the drawer where I kept the meds. Lifting a fistful of pill packs with one hand, I sighed.
About a monthâs worth, maybe. I wanted desperately to slip a few away, but his warning kept echoing in my ears.
No helping it. With another long breathâand the memory of Vasilyâs threatsâI gathered everything and stepped back out.
âHere.â
Vasily held out a hand as if asking for something as mundane as the weather. Making a point of it, I pocketed two tablets and dumped the rest into his palm.
His brows ticked up at the remaining red pills still in my hand. I stated, boldly,
âIâm keeping exactly two. For emergencies.â
ââŠFine.â
Thank GodâI salvaged at least two.
Only a pair, but it was better than hiding some and getting caught. Two seemed to fall within his tolerance; he accepted it without further comment.
As I stuffed the rescued pills into my pocket, I watched the fate of the rest in his hand. He froze them in an instantâthen dropped the ice-encased scarlet tablets straight into the trash. I grimaced as I watched the crystal-coated pills tumble away.
God⊠do you know how much those cost?
He looked thoroughly satisfied; my own face only grew darker. Was I really going to have to drink his blood every time I guided from now on? The thought blackened my vision.
But⊠maybe it was for the best. The old meds, when analyzed, had contained not only blood but suspicious narcotic compounds.
Lately, Iâd felt myself relying on them more and more. If I switched to Vasilyâs blood instead, maybe I could shake the addiction before it got worse.
Still, the shock of losing my entire stash in an instant didnât fade quickly. With heavy steps, I trudged toward my roomâbut his voice halted me.
âGuide Kwon Gidam. Be ready for a Gate raid tomorrow.â
âItâs tomorrow?â
âYes. Iâll text you the schedule. This raid will likely take a while, so pack plenty of clothes.â
I scowled, the memory resurfacing.
Rightâweâd made a bet yesterday, and Iâd lost. Iâd agreed to accompany his Gate raid. It would take at least a week; thereâd be a lot to packâŠ
âUnderstood. Share the Gateâs location so I can book a nearby place to stay.â
âPlace to stay?â
âWhile you raid, Iâll wait at the lodgings.â
He fell silent, tilting his head slightly. A bad feeling crawled up my spine.
âWhat are you talking about? Youâll be waiting on-site.â
âSince itâll be a long raid anyway, canât I stay at the lodgings?â
âDid I not mention this? You need to be at the site so you can guide me at any time.â
âHow exactly do you expect to receive guiding in the middle of a raid?â
Unless I went into the Gate with him, that would be impossible. Frowning, I stared; he answered lightly,
âIâll step out mid-raid, receive guiding, then go back in.â
âWhy choose something so inefficientâŠ?â
âI canât take you into the Gate.â
ââŠâ
Uncharacteristically inefficient for him. Even if he cut down monsters nonstop, the raid would still take a week; if he kept stepping out, the raid would only be delayed further.
It also meant my time waiting on-site would be that much longer. I didnât like itâbut I certainly had no intention of following him into the Gate either.
So be it. Iâd wait on-site.
Resigned, deciding to indulge some nostalgia for my days as a temp Guide, I returned to my room.
Dragging a suitcase, I followed Vasily out the door.
With a full week of camping expected, Iâd packed thoroughly. At least the weather was perfectânot hot, no rain. The only problem was the Gate being halfway up a mountain.
âYou okay? Your face is getting paler by the minute.â
âIf you stop talking, I mightâughâŠâ
The Association had supposedly carved a temporary access route to the Gate, but roots and rocks everywhere made the path horribly uneven. The car jolted endlessly for an hour; I clamped my eyes shut against the nausea.
When I thought I might finally throw up, the car stopped. Weâd arrived.
The moment I stepped out, I grabbed a tree and tried to steady my stomach. A site manager, noticing our arrival, approachedâVasily perfectly fine, me half-dead.
âWelcome, Esper. I hope the journey wasnât too difficult.â
âIâm fine, but it seems my Guide isnât, as you can see.â
âIâll bring some water right away.â
He returned shortly and handed me a bottle of cold water. I twisted the cap off immediately and gulped it down.