BW C156
by berryChapter 156
âDid you hear the young master killed eight of those shikchoongi?â
âEight? Alone? Thatâs insane.â
âI saw itâI swear he pierced the thingâs eyeball in one shot.â
âAn eyeball? With a bullet that tiny? DamnâŠâ
âHeâs not even a military god, and among the paired attendants, killing eight in one goâthatâs rare, isnât it?â
âFor sure, for sure. Thatâs impressive.â
âNo wonder heâs the Generalâs match.â
âMust be.â
Soldiers lugging shikgoe corpses down the slope chattered noisily among themselves.
Hearing them, Hoeunâwho had been climbing up the same slopeâfroze, sucked in a breath, and immediately ducked behind the ruins of a collapsed house.
He hunched his shoulders and let out a tiny groan.
âUuughâŠâ
This was the fifth time heâd overheard something like that on his way up.
It was⊠all praise, sure.
But for some reason, Hoeun found the compliments unbearably embarrassing.
He hadnât swung a sword or spear.
Heâd simply stood in place and pulled a trigger.
The ones who deserved true commendation were the soldiers who had charged fearlessly into the pack of shikgoe, fighting them body-to-bodyânot him.
So receiving all this praise made him feel like he was stealing someone elseâs creditâawkward, uncomfortable.
âBut⊠eight?â
He hadnât known.
While shooting wildly, heâd had no time to count any of that.
His mind had been filled with just one thing: even one more, even one more.
The falling snow, Gilsang beside himâthey had all disappeared from awareness; he had seen only shikgoe.
But eight⊠he had killed eight.
Not one, not twoâeight.
Hoeun lifted his fingers and counted out eight with a dazed little pout.
Then he pinched his own cheek lightly.
Just in case this was a dream.
Fortunately, it hurt.
Reality, then.
He stayed hidden until the soldiersâ footsteps faded.
When the path grew quiet again, he resumed climbing, glancing left and right as he went.
But the person he sought was nowhere in sight.
Just then Byeonguk happened to pass by, and Hoeun stopped him.
âUm⊠do you know where the General is?â
âHaa⊠haaâŠâ
Hoeun, climbing what felt like the hundredth slope in that village, finally stopped to gasp for breath.
Pale steam fumed from his lips.
Of all things, the entire village had been built on an inclineâwalking here was exhausting.
Thinking of doing this every day made his vision spin, yet another part of him wondered if he might build some stamina this way.
Hoeun wiped the small beads of sweat gathering on his forehead.
Winter or not, fever or notâheâd actually worked hard enough to sweat.
Remarkable.
He brushed away the sweat near his temples when suddenlyâ
a familiar scent drifted toward him like a warm mirage.
Tobacco.
Hoeunâs head snapped up.
Far ahead, sitting on the steps overlooking the entire village, was Taemukâquietly smoking.
âGeneral!â
Hoeun called out brightly.
Then, momentarily forgetting his fatigue, he sprinted toward him, his braided hair fluttering wildly.
He arrived, beamingâ
and instantly had to rein the smile back in.
Taemuk was drenched in blood again.
Droplets hung from the ends of his hair, swaying before falling with a soft, heavy thuk.
The snow around where he sat was stained entirely red.
âAre you hurt?â
âNo.â
Taemuk replied flatly, cigarette still between his lips.
âThen all of that is shikgoe blood?â
âProbably.â
ââŠâŠâ
Hoeun almost asked moreâbut held back.
He wouldnât get a proper answer anyway.
Better to check for himself later, once he peeled off every last layer tonight.
He smacked his dry lips and sat down beside him.
The snow beneath him was cold, but his body was so warm from running that he didnât feel it.
âDid you use all your bullets?â
Taemuk blew out smoke as he asked.
âYes. Every single one.â
Hoeun nodded enthusiastically.
Then he unconsciously shook out his right hand.
He clasped it with his left as if to soothe it.
After pulling a trigger a hundred times, his hand had been trembling nonstop.
His wrist tingled; his forearm and shoulder ached.
But none of it felt bad.
None of it hurt.
He felt only proud.
Never in his life had he lived so fiercely, so earnestly.
ââŠâŠâ
Taemuk glanced down at Hoeunâs trembling hand.
So pale, so slenderâthe quiver was visible even from where he sat.
But Taemuk couldnât do anything for him.
It wasnât an injury, nor an illness; it was simply pain he had to endure on the path to the next stage.
âŠStill, maybe he should warm it for him before bed laterâ
The thought barely surfaced when Hoeun suddenly scooted closer.
He didnât seem bothered at all that Taemukâs clothes were soaked in blood.
Hoeun fidgeted, stealing glances at him as he tried to speak.
âI, uh, um, I⊠I⊠uhâŠâ
Every time his small lips opened and closed, puffs of warm breath burst outâpoof, poofâ
and Taemuk found the sight strangely, inexplicably precious.
He urged him.
âWhat.â
âI⊠IâI killed eight.â
ââŠâŠâ
âEight shikgoe.â
Hoeun looked up with those clear, earnest eyesâ
waiting for something.
A compliment.
Or a compliment.
Or maybe⊠yes, a compliment.
Butâ
âSo what. You want praise for killing that little?â
Taemuk furrowed his brow.
ââŠâŠâ
Hoeunâs mouth drooped instantly.
He straightened his posture stiffly, deflated.
Heâs so cold. Too cold.
Could he not be gentle just a little?
But then again⊠expecting praise after killing only eightâ
maybe he was being childish.
Why am I like this⊠Getting excited over something so smallâŠ
His shoulders slumped.
Even the silk ribbon of his hair drooped with him.
Thenâ
âGood job.â
The words drifted across the wind.
Hoeunâs head snapped around.
Taemuk was gazing out over the ruined village, exhaling smoke.
His handsome face was as expressionless as everâas if he hadnât said a thing.
But Hoeun had heard it.
Clearly.
Undeniably.
He blinked several times, then grinnedâbright and foolish like a delighted child.
Taemuk had praised him.
His teacher, his military god, the nationâs generalâ
had praised him.
If his parents had witnessed it, they would have gathered the whole neighborhood for a feast.
Good job.
Good job.
Good job.
Hoeun bounced on the balls of his feet, repeating the words over and over in his heart.
He snorted a little laugh, shrugged his shoulders up to his ears, then straightened againâunable to hide his joy.
Taemuk stubbed out his cigarette on the snow.
As Hoeun watched, he noticed again that Taemukâs hand was drenched in blood.
He said it was shikgoe blood, but stillâwho knew.
âShould I hold your hand?â
Hoeun asked quietly.
Taemuk stiffened.
Then he muttered:
â…Itâs bloody.â
âI donât mind.â
Hoeun extended his hand.
Pale palm, rosy fingertipsâfilling Taemukâs vision.
Taemuk glanced aside once, stared at nothing onceâ
then finally, as if surrendering, placed his hand atop Hoeunâs.
ââŠDo as you like.â
Hoeun clasped his bloody hand tightly.
He intertwined their fingersâfussing, adjusting, trying to lock them together perfectly.
Normally, such fidgeting would be annoying, but Taemuk said nothing.
When their palms finally fit flush, Hoeun smiled in satisfaction and looked forward.
Under the sinking orange glow of dusk, the ruined wall and broken village stretched out below.
Soldiers were hauling the shikgoe corpses away.
Others guided horses or unpacked suppliesâpreparing to turn this ravaged place into a new encampment.
Hoeunâs heart thumped.
He felt excitementâanticipation.
Yes, this was a battlefield, and not every day would be goodâŠ
But stillâstill, it thrilled him.
He squeezed Taemukâs hand tighter.
His eyes widened, reflecting sunset lightâshimmering gold.
Jeokudae built the new stronghold in a single day.
Ruined or unsafe houses were demolished and replaced with military tents.
Those still usable were repaired and assigned to kitchen staff or turned into supply storage.
The wall was rebuiltâtaller, thicker than before.
The military gods, strong beyond reason, lifted boulders the size of entire rooms with their bare hands.
Shikgoe corpses were dragged far away.
Yearsâ worth of snow, wood, and debris were cleared.
Hoeun was given one of the few intact houses.
It wasnât luxurious, but it had a master room, two spare rooms, a small yard, a wooden hall, and even a bath area.
Best of allâ
it had a fireplace.
He could stay warm day and night.
Hoeun had tried to refuse at first, saying he could sleep in a tent.
But Byeonguk insisted it was natural for the Generalâs attendant to stay in the best lodging,
and Gilsang added that it would be troublesome if he fell ill.
So Hoeun could only accept.