BW C162
by berryChapter 162
Hoeun froze, his lips softly parted, unable to answer such a sudden remark.
His earsâso pale they were nearly translucentâflushed a warm pink in seconds.
âW-Was that⊠sudden? D-Did you⊠use too much strength today? Are you hurt anywhereâŠ?â
âNo.â
ââŠThen whyâŠâ
âWhy what. I need to be injured to suck your lips?â
âT-Thatâs⊠not what I meantâŠâ
Hoeun fidgeted with the silk hem of his robe, fingertips curling the fabric.
A kiss without reason⊠it wasnât strange, yet thinking about it made it strange.
A kiss without occasion was something loversâpartnersâmarried couples shared.
Which reminded himâŠ
What exactly was he to Taemuk?
Not Dongja and Mansu levels of camaraderie.
Not quite like Gilsang and Seongim either.
He had no words for it.
Hoeun drifted into thought whenâ
âSo should I not?â
Taemuk leaned even closer, blotting out the lamplight behind him.
Hoeunâs entire vision darkened except for the sharp glint of Taemukâs predatory eyes.
Hoeun glanced between those wild-animal eyes and nodded tiny.
âY-You mayâŠâ
He did not even finish before a warm tongue swept across his lips.
Startled, Hoeun instinctively tilted his head backâ
only for Taemukâs large hand to seize his jaw.
Then, like a beast grooming its mate,
Taemuk began to lick his lips.
His red tongue passed slowly over Hoeunâs lipsâslick, steady, deliberate.
Sometimes he licked from chin to philtrum with such strength that the soft skin moved under the pressure.
Other times he pushed Hoeunâs lips forward with his grip and licked only the plump curve of them.
âMmâŠ.â
It wasnât quite a kiss.
It was something else entirelyâstrange, indecent, primal.
Hoeun didnât understand why Taemuk suddenly wanted such a thingâŠ
but he chose not to understand.
He had no desire to comprehend an act so vulgar and obscene.
Soon, Taemuk slid his tongue inside Hoeunâs narrow mouth.
His fingers curled, pulling Hoeun closer.
âMmhâŠâ
Unlike his rough start, Taemuk kissed him slowly nowâsweetly, almost tender.
It was exactly the kind of kiss Hoeun unconsciously preferred.
His stiff shoulders eased, tension melting away.
After a moment, he even responded shylyâmoving his tongue against Taemukâs, timidly sucking at it.
But abruptlyâ
Taemuk exhaled a hot breath, gripped the back of Hoeunâs head,
and pushed his tongue deeper.
âHhââ
Their tongues tangled, sticking and sliding together with wet, shameless sounds.
Hoeunâs cheeks bulged and dipped as if he were hiding a small snake in his mouth.
His long lashes trembled violently.
Sometimes they lifted, sometimes drooped, fluttering like wings.
Taemuk watched all of it through half-lidded eyes.
Whenever Taemuk sucked his lips or tongue,
Hoeun clutched the edge of the desk, crossed his ankles under it,
or hunched his shoulders defensively.
Each reaction made Taemukâs throat twitchâ
whether from quiet laughter or swallowed hunger, Hoeun couldnât tell.
After a long time savoring him,
Taemuk finally released him with one last deliberate suck at his lower lip.
Hoeunâs lip stretched like freshly steamed rice cake before settling back.
âAhâŠâ
Hoeun pressed a trembling hand to his tingling lips, breath unsteady.
His narrow shoulders rose and fell as though heâd sprinted.
Taemukâs low voice cut through the moment.
âAsk me again.â
ââŠPardon?â
âWhat you asked earlier. About my day.â
Hoeun blinked slowly, fluttering his long lashes.
Taemuk tilted his chin just a fraction, brushing his jaw with the back of his hand.
After thinking for a moment, Hoeun lowered his hand from his lips and repeated carefully:
âW-Was your day peacefulâŠ? I heard you were scouting the surroundingsâ
you did not encounter any shikgoe, did you?â
This time Taemuk smiled with satisfaction and nodded.
âNothing happened. Snow everywhere, no shikgoe.â
âI see.â
Hoeun smiled softly.
Taemuk looked unusually pleased, but he didnât know why.
âAnd you? What did you do.â
Taemuk traced the delicate corner of Hoeunâs eye with his thumb.
âI met everyone who has seen antenna-type shikgoe.â
âAnd?â
âI organized everything. W-Would you⊠like to see it? Itâs not perfect yet,
but itâs based on many accounts, so it should be fairly reliable.â
Hoeun slid down from the desk, neatly rearranged the papers, and pushed them toward Taemuk.
He also moved the lamp closer.
Taemuk sat in the chair with a heavy thud and paged through the sheets slowly.
Hoeun waited anxiously for his judgment.
At last, Taemuk reached the final page.
âWell done.â
He flipped the papers again with a soft rustle.
Hoeun lit up immediatelyâ
his heels lifting, silk robes swaying with excitement.
Watching him, Taemuk tapped his thigh.
âCome here.â
Hoeun climbed onto his lap without hesitationâ
not that he needed to climb;
Taemuk grabbed him the moment he approached and lifted him onto his thigh.
Settling sideways, Hoeun tugged his robe free from underneath him and leaned into Taemukâs broad chest, exhaling contentedlyâ
Until Taemuk clicked his tongue.
âYour handâwhat is that.â
ââŠPardon?â
Hoeun blinked, confused.
His hand looked perfectly normal to him.
But Taemuk took his middle finger and rubbed it gently.
A faint sting pulsed.
His fingers were red and soreâpressed all day beneath a hard fountain pen.
âItâs bright red. Donât overdo it.
If you collapse again, Iâll burn all that.â
Taemuk jerked his chin toward the stack of papers, voice stern.
He expected Hoeun to be frightened.
Instead, Hoeun answered calmly:
âMm⊠you may burn them. I remember everything anyway.â
âHaâŠâ
Taemuk let out a breathless laugh.
Hoeun giggled softly in response.
âIâll be reasonable. Donât worry. I drank my tonic today.â
âOnly the tonic?â
âNo, I ate too. Chilbok insisted I must eat.
I couldnât finish the whole bowl⊠but I ate plenty.â
Only then did Taemukâs knitted brow smooth out.
He bounced his knee slightly, lifting Hoeun,
then pulled his small body close, one hand on his thigh and the other stroking his long braid from top to end.
At first, Taemuk had hated the braid, the ribbon, the prettiness of it all.
Now⊠his hand gravitated to it without thought.
The soft, plump strands felt pleasant against his palm.
Meanwhile, Hoeun glanced over the papers again and murmured absentmindedly:
âIt would be wonderful if this could reach other units.
It might help in battles or defense.â
Taemuk replied as though it were the easiest thing in the world:
âThen weâll send it.â
Hoeun looked up sharply.
âIs that possible?â
Communication between units was nearly impossible.
The Empire was vast, towns were isolated by shikgoe attacks,
and even knowing where a unit was stationed was uncertain.
But Taemuk had something else in mind.
âWe have to go to Hanyang soon to fill the record sheets.â
He continued stroking Hoeunâs hair with indifferent ease.
âRecord sheets? The ones you showed me beforeâthose with every battle written?â
âYes. Every year, all units go to Hanyang to report their battles.
We fill other unitsâ records, and they fill ours.â
âAhâŠâ
Hoeun remembered the book Taemuk once showed himâ
many hands, many inks, many years layered into it.
âWe also collect supplies, funding, and new soldiers if needed.â
âThen⊠I can show them my writings?â
âYes.â
âAnd could we learn from other units too?â
âIf needed. But youâll have to wait until next year again.
They also need time to gather information.â
âThatâs fine!â
Hoeun brightened immediately.
With other unitsâ accounts, the knowledge would expand immensely.
Perhaps they could even trace the origin point of the shikgoe.
âThen I should add more questionsâŠ
Like how to tell a shikgoeâs age, or whether anyoneâs seen where they gatherâŠâ
âWrite them.â
âYes!â
Hoeun started to riseâ
but Taemuk pushed his waist back down.
âNot now.â
âAh⊠yes.â
Obediently, Hoeun settled back into his arms.