BW C181
by berryChapter 181
Regardless, Hoeun was already fully absorbed in examining the sikgoe corpses now blanketed with soft layers of snow. He rummaged here and there for a long while, seemingly unaware of the cold, before letting out a sigh so deep it felt as though the ground might cave in.
âI really thought this time weâd finally find the sikgoeâs baseâŠ.â
âWe can just try again.â
âWill next time really be any different?â
âNo rule says it wonât be.â
ââŠâŠ.â
Hoeun looked at Taemuk quietly. Taemukâs attitudeâflat to the point of indifferenceâfelt strange. Of anyone, Taemuk had spent the longest time on the battlefield; if anyone should be sick to death of sikgoe, it was him. It would have been natural for him to feel frustrated at a clue that slipped through their fingersâyet he was oddly serene.
Or perhaps it was because he had been here so long. Perhaps the battlefield had become his everyday life. Perhaps a world crawling with sikgoe was all he had ever truly known.
Thinking that way made Hoeunâs own frustration feel childish. If Taemuk can remain this steady, who am I to complain?
Yesâexpecting to solve a hundred-year war in a few months was greed.
Hoeun forced the corners of his mouth upward and nodded.
âYouâre right. Thereâs no rule it has to be the same. Iâll think of another method. Shall we head back now?â
As he spoke, he lifted the trailing hem of his silk robe. The snow had piled up to his shins, and the long fabric was more cumbersome than expected. Just as he took a step toward Taemukâ
âAlready?â
Taemuk asked, a faint crease forming between his brows. Hoeun answered calmly, his usual gentle tone unchanged.
âIs there something else youâd like to see?â
âNo, itâs not thatâŠ.â
ââŠâŠ.â
Hoeun waited, unhurried. After hesitating, Taemuk jerked his chin toward the edge of the forest, where the trees stood thick.
âThereâs a place over there that gets good sunlight. Itâs warmer.â
ââŠâŠ.â
âIâm not saying we have to go. Just that it exists.â
Hoeunâs long lashes fluttered. Then he understoodâand a faint smile bloomed.
âReally? Then since weâre already out here, shall we take a walk?â
âWell⊠itâs a bit of a hassle, but sure.â
Taemuk replied as though indifferent, though the corners of his mouth lifted just slightly.
Hoeun laughed, puffing out a breath of white steam, and hurried over to him. He slipped off his leather gloves and naturally took Taemukâs hand.
ââŠâŠ.â
Taemuk looked down at himâthen clasped Hoeunâs hand in return, this time without hiding his smile.
He carefully set Hoeun down from his arms. Hoeunâs feet sank into the snow with a soft sarak, and at once he exclaimed,
âWowâŠ.â
On the way here, trees had been packed tightly together, but here stood a single massive tree. Its trunk was as thick and tall as if fourâno, sixâtrees had been fused into one. Its branches spread so wide that nothing else could grow nearby.
In spring or summer, the dense leaves would have blocked the sun entirelyâbut now, in winter, every leaf had fallen, letting sunlight pour down unhindered. Sunlight clung to each bare branch where leaves should have been, unreal in its beauty. The forest beyond was all icy white and cold blueâyet here, everything was gold.
âItâs unbelievably warm.â
Hoeun stretched out his palm. As it filled with sunlight, a golden hue washed over his skin, and warmth seeped in. He wiggled his fingers, savoring the sensation.
It was so gentle that no breath fogged the air. It was strange that the snow remained piled so thick despite it.
âRight?â
Taemuk said, visibly pleased. He remembered Hoeun once mentioning that he liked sitting on the porch and basking in the sun. That memory was why he had brought him hereâand seeing Hoeun like this made it all worthwhile.
Hoeun prowled around like a cautious squirrelâpeeking here, peeking thereâbefore circling the great tree. Taemuk didnât bother following closely; he simply stood back and watched.
Step, step. Step, step.
Hoeunâs footsteps pressed rhythmically into the snow. Hearing them, Taemukâs brow relaxed.
Heâd thought this beforeâHoeunâs footsteps were light. Clean. Neat. The kind of sound that made one think, Ah, thatâs a nobleman. A scholar.
And the snow beneathâstep-step, crunch-crunchâslowly compacted under his feet. It was ticklish, soothing, and strangely sweet to the ear.
âHow did you find a place like this?â
Hoeun asked, peeking out from behind the tree.
âI just⊠passed by.â
Taemuk trailed off. It really had been coincidence, yet somehow it felt embarrassing. He dropped his gaze and scratched the back of his neck.
Hoeun watched him quietly.
ââŠâŠ.â
Passed by.
Soâhe saw the sunlight here and thought of me? Remembered that I like the warmth, and brought me along?
That thought made it impossible to look away. And after a moment, Taemuk finally looked back.
ââŠâŠ.â
ââŠâŠ.â
They met each otherâs gaze from a comfortable distance. Then Taemuk moved first, crunching through the snow toward him.
Meanwhile, Hoeun began circling the tree again. Taemuk followed at about half a turnâs distance behind.
After three slow laps under the sun, the snow around the tree had been packed flat by their footprints. Walking became easier; the sound of steps grew faint.
For some reason, Taemuk felt disappointed. He wanted to hear Hoeunâs footsteps more.
After a brief pause, he suddenly tapped the tree lightly with his fistâjust a touch, barely more than a brush.
The tree shudderedâand the snow piled on its branches came pouring down.
Taemuk had expected a gentle fall: light flakes drifting, perhaps catching on Hoeunâs lashes, Hoeun flustering as he brushed them away. Snow would pile up again, and heâd get to hear those footsteps once more.
Instead, it was an avalanche.
The tree was enormous; its branches thick and countless. Snow dumped down as if someone had overturned buckets upon buckets of it.
âUwahâ!â
Hoeun was buried with a dull cry and fell face-first. Even after he hit the ground, more snow cascaded down, cutting his scream short. His small body vanished without a trace.
âChoi Hoeun!â
Taemuk panicked and sprinted over, digging him out of the snow. Hoeun emerged with a dazed expressionâlike a potato. A potato covered in snow instead of dirt.
âEven Chilbokâs sturdier than you. Collapsing over snowâhonestlyâŠ.â
Taemuk scolded him, yet his hands were gentle as he brushed snow from Hoeunâs body. Hoeun didnât recover immediately, staring blankly as if struck by lightning. Taemuk studied him anxiouslyâIs he sick again? Do I need to get the healerâ
âHahahaâhah, hahaha!â
Hoeun burst into laughter.
It was so bright, so clear. Snow slipped from his hair, his lashes, the bridge of his nose as his laughter rang out.
ââŠâŠ.â
Taemuk stared. Hoeun smiled often, but he had never seen him laugh out loud like this. His mouth wide open, eyes curved deeplyâit was a side of him Taemuk had never known. He couldnât look away.
Hoeun laughed until the snow on his cheeks melted, then plopped down and fell backward into the snow. His daenggi-tied hair sank straight in.
âWhat are you doing?â
Taemuk grabbed his wrist to pull him up, but Hoeun grinned.
âThis is my first time being buried in snow.â
âIs it?â
âYes. Whenever it snowed, my parents never let me leave the house. They worried Iâd catch a cold.â
ââŠâŠ.â
âBut itâs not as cold as I imagined. It feels like a cotton blanket.â
He said it because he was happyâbecause this moment felt new and wonderful.
Taemukâs expression, however, turned serious.
ââŠYou wonât catch a cold?â
He asked quietly. Hoeunâs fevers werenât ordinary things; when he fell ill, he suffered for days. Worry wasnât enoughâthis was fear.
Hoeun tilted his head to look at him.
âI wonât.â
âHow do you know?â
âBecause tonight, youâll hold me tight again.â
ââŠâŠ.â
âThen I wonât get sick.â
It was nonsenseâutter nonsense.
Taemuk frowned, clearly thinking What kind of bullshit is that?
Hoeun, meanwhile, just smiled softly.
After a moment, Taemuk gave up and lay down beside him in the snow.