BW C81
by berryChapter 81
âW-what⊠what is thisâŠâ
Half the hospital had been blown away. It wasnât only the wallsâthere was no floor either. Just a handspan in front of Hoeun, twisted steel beams and the jagged skeleton of the building jutted up like exposed bones, as if flesh had been stripped clean from a fish.
Beyond that frame, he could see the courtyard in its entirety. Untidy before, now it was devastation incarnate. Heaps of fallen rubble towered like hills, and among them⊠he saw the shapes of people. Or ratherâremains of people. A hand protruding upright. A foot sticking out limply. Sometimes only vague, unrecognizable fragments.
âNoâŠâ
Hoeun crawled forward instinctively, eyes scanning the ruined grounds in desperation. But he did not see Gilsang. The spot where heâd been holding the barricade was now swarmed black with monsters.
And among them, one stood out horrifically. Enormous, with a helmet gleaming slick, almost polishedâand from the brow of that helm sprouted antler-like feelers.
It held, unbelievably, a cannon. Its thick hands grasped the barrel, pointing it not outward, but inward at the hospital. Beneath the cannon lay crushed lumps of human tissue that had once been soldiers.
The picture formed quickly in Hoeunâs mind: the beast had seized the cannon mid-recoil, turned its maw around, and forced it to fire at the hospital itself. Stone, wood, and bodies alike collapsed under its explosion.
Hoeun felt his mind go cold.
A monster firing cannons. Intelligent enough, strong enoughâfor such a thing to exist. It should not. It could not. That way lay despair too deep to name.
But the world took no heed of his wish.
The beast with the cannon shrieked, hideous. Krrrakh! Khhhk! Krakh-krakh! Its antlers trembled, twitching violently. And as though compelled, all at once, monsters surged, pouring over the fence like a tide. They trampled the piled corpses of their own kin without pause, eyes blazing red with nothing but hunger, hunger, hunger.
At last, people in the hospital grounds saw. Panic erupted:
âMonsters! The monsters are here!â
âR-run! Run, get away!â
âThe soldiers are dead!â
âNo, no, pleaseâŠâ
âHusband, get up, get up, please!â
âMove! Out of the way!â
Some fled deeper inside, some barricaded themselves in rooms, some collapsed where they stood, weeping aloud, some dragged the corpses of the freshly killed. And all the while, monsters swept across the yard.
ââŠ.â
Hoeun also scrambled back on hands and knees, trembling. He turned belatedly to Seong-im. She, too, stood caked in dust, eyes fixed upon the yard.
But for once, her face was not expressionless. Confusion, despair, sorrow, emptinessâall layered there at once. Her eyes darted about in ceaseless search. Surely searching for Gilsang.
Hoeun, clutching Jung-woo in one arm, crawled nearer to her.
âLady Seong-imâletâs go to the Sergeant.â
But she did not answer. Her gaze raked the courtyard, frantic. Hoeun called again and again, voice tightening.
âLady Seong-im.â
ââŠ.â
âLady Seong-im.â
ââŠ.â
âLady Seong-im!â
At last, at his desperate cry, her eyes clicked slowly toward him. Hoeun stammered, fumblingly, reaching for some comfort:
âHe will be fine. Heâs strong. If we just find himâyou can heal him. Youâre his guide. You can save him.â
He wanted Gilsang alive, but even if not, all was not lost. Seong-im was here. She could restore him.
It struck Hoeunâhow lucky they were to have entered the hospital after all. If buried outside under those collapsing walls, theyâd have been crushed like rotten fruit. But they had survived. And because she had survived, Gilsang too could still survive.
ââŠ.â
Seong-im shifted her gaze back to the courtyard. Hoeun followedâand shuddered. The monsters now filled every inch of the yard, black as a carpet. They plucked soldiers from the rubble, biting off heads, tearing limbs, chomping torsos, blood spattering red against pallid ash. Those not quite dead shrieked in strangled agony. And every scream carried sharp and cruel, as if right next to his ears.
Some of the monsters were already breaking into the hospital. Survivors too wounded to resist were bitten apart where they lay.
ââŠ.â
Seong-im drew a deep breath that raked her scarred throat. The tendons in her neck stood out stark, taut. After several such breaths, she stooped to pick up her sword and rose to her feet at last.
Hoeun followed, clutching Jung-woo tightly, scanning around for a way down. The nearest stairwell, beside room 318, had been destroyed halfway by the blast. Still, it was partly intactâif they were careful, climbing down in gaps, they might reach the ground floor.
âThe stairsâshall we try there? If weâre cautious⊠even falling once or twice wouldnât be fatal, would itââ
He moved to test them, hand braced against a cracked wall. But Seong-im grasped his wrist hard.
âWhy?â
He yielded easily, thinking perhaps she had found a better way. She pulled him in the opposite direction, deeper into the building. Against the flood of escaping people, she cut forward unwavering, her presence more immovable than stone.
âIs there another way down here?â Hoeun asked, rushing breathless at her side. He hadnât seen any such passage. Had he simply missed it?
ââŠ.â
Still she gave no answer, not once looking back. Her high-bound hair swayed neat, unshaken, and in that stern backâHoeun realized.
She was not leading him toward Gilsang.
âNoâŠâ
The truth struck him hard. He stumbled to a halt, but she dragged him on relentlessly.
âNo, noâwe canât leave him. Not Sergeant Gilsang. Not like this.â
ââŠ.â
âLady Seong-im.â
ââŠ.â
âLady Seong-im!â
ââŠ.â
âWe canât! He needs you most right now. Iâll go alone if I mustâjust let meââ
Hoeun wrenched at her hand, but suddenly she wheeled, fixing him with dark, wide eyes, black as stones. Slowly, firmlyâshe shook her head.
Neither going to Gilsang nor letting Hoeun stay, nor letting Hoeun go alone.
ââŠ.â
The finality in her gaze emptied out his chest. His lip trembled. He didnât even know if Gilsang was alive, yet it felt already as if heâd lost him. As if he were erased from the world. He couldnât understandâhow could she abandon him, her Military God, for a stranger like Hoeun?
Life should not be weighed against value, but if it wereâwhat was Hoeun, helpless, compared to a warrior like Gilsang? Tenfold, a hundredfoldâGilsang mattered more.
And stillâher choice was him.
ââŠ.â
Hoeunâs eyes grew red. Yet Seong-im dragged him on regardless. He dug in his heels, struggling against her grip. Their scuffle twisted into pitiful resistance. And soon Jung-woo, frightened, burst into sobs.
âJung-wooâshh, itâs all right. Donât cry.â
Hoeun tried to pat his back. And thenâ
SKRRREEAAKK!
The monsterâs cry cameâso close, too close. Hoeun froze. Jung-wooâs lashes glittered with tears, his little body stiff and pale.
Seong-im yanked harder, stronger, dragging him forward. He stumbled in her wake, still looking back over his shoulder.
Not out of fear of beastsâbut because of Gilsang, who still lay behind.
ââŠ.â
Was he to abandon him like this? To live on while leaving him there? And not only him, but dozens of Jeokudae soldiersâfaces he knew, men whoâd nodded politely, smiled when they passed him. Could he just leave them to be eaten alive?
Surely Taemuk would come soon. He always did. He was a hero. He would appear like always, to save them all.
But no matter how he hopedâby the time Hoeun and Seong-im reached the end of the corridor, Taemuk had not come.