BW C109
by berryChapter 109
It was neither too late nor too early in the night. Countless tents were spread out, and everyone was preparing to rest, yet Hoeun wandered restlessly between the tents. For some time, unable to calm himself, he suddenly stopped in front of one of the tents.
It was not Taemukâs tent. Taemuk had disappeared into the woods as soon as they arrived at their resting place, likely to deal with nearby monsters.
Meanwhile, Hoeun had tended to the sleeping arrangements of Jeongyi, Jeongu, and the girls, chatted with them, gone to Taemukâs tent to find him absent, and returned.
âHumphâŠâ
Clearing his throat uselessly, Hoeun paced two steps to the left and then two steps to the right, his face filled with worry.
How should he begin? Should he just say it plainly? Would this be a great offense? What if he was rejected? No, being Taemukâs Second, could he refuse? Or if he said he didnât want to do it, wouldnât that be worse?
Scratching his forehead anxiously, he finally groaned in frustration. Then, just as he decided, âNot tonight. Better not,â and turned away,
Flap.
The tent flap opened, and Seongim appeared. Unlike usual, her hair was loose and flowing. Judging by her casual attire rather than uniform, she had likely been about to sleep.
Seongim spotted Hoeun standing before the tent and raised her eyebrows in surprise, as if silently asking, âWhat are you doing here?â
Hoeun closed his eyes tightly in embarrassment, then timidly approached her.
âUh, Seongim-nimâŠâ
She tilted her head.
âCould we⊠talk for a moment?â
Seongim studied him quietly. Then, after nodding, followed him out.
Hoeun took exactly five steps â no more, no less. It was late at night, and being alone with a woman separated from the group wasnât proper, or more specifically, not good for Seongim. Although she was strong and could easily overpower him, public perception was another matter altogether.
Having lived surrounded by countless rumors in Hanyang, Hoeun was sensitive to such things.
Stopped, he took a deep breath. The cold night air flooded deep into his lungs. After a few more breaths, he placed his hands neatly together below his abdomen and spoke cautiously.
âUm⊠I⊠I want to ask a favor.â
Seongim gave a small nod, signaling him to continue. Swallowing nervously, Hoeun ventured,
âPerhaps, um, the swordâŠâ
But he couldnât get any further; embarrassment, guilt, and an odd fear stalled him. He drew another deep breath, then looked firmly into Seongimâs eyes as he spoke.
âCould you teach me how to use a sword?â
ââŠâ
âI think I ought to know how to handle at least one weaponâŠâ
ââŠâ
âThat doesnât mean I take the sword lightly. Both First Sergeant Oh and Seongim-nim are skilled with swords, so it seems good for me to learn from you bothâŠâ
Having said this, Hoeun lowered his eyes softly and awaited her response. But Seongim said nothing. Unable to reply, her silence felt like a refusal.
Hoeun pursed his lips awkwardly and smiled at her.
âYouâre tired, arenât you? Shall we talk about it again tomorrow? Or, if you prefer, just pretend you didnât hear. I can ask someone else.â
As he spoke, he stepped back. But Seongim suddenly grabbed his sleeve sharply and began pulling him back toward the tent. Hoeun followed with a foolish expression.
Upon reaching the tent, she pushed the flap open silently. Inside, a soft lamp light revealed Gilsang.
He was in his underwear, bandaging his thigh.
âUh⊠Young Master?â
Gilsang looked at Hoeun with a puzzled expression, and Hoeun quickly turned away. Though they were both men, it felt proper not to look directly. Meanwhile, Seongim left Hoeun and entered the tent.
After a short while, the tent flap moved again, and Gilsang emerged, now wearing his uniform and holding a sword.
âYou want to learn swordsmanship?â
Surprised, Hoeun shook his head quickly.
âAh⊠no, no. I just mentioned it to Seongim-nim.â
âIâll teach you. I taught Seongim, too.â
âReally?â
For a moment, Hoeunâs face lit up like the moon. He took an involuntary step toward Gilsang, then immediately stepped back.
âUh⊠shall we start tomorrow or the day after?â
âSure.â
âYou havenât fully healed your thigh yet.â
Hoeun glanced at Gilsangâs leg, not wanting to be a nuisance to an injured man. Gilsang chuckled softly.
âI wonât be doing much moving. Learning to hold a sword properly can take anywhere from a few days to several months.â
âSeveral months?â
âThatâs not because youâre the Young Master. Itâs the same for everyone. I took months, so did Seongim.â
âAhâŠâ
Hoeun sighed quietly, feeling heavy-hearted. Though he had never expected to match skills with Gilsang or Seongim instantly, learning to hold a sword correctly taking months was discouraging. He wished to contribute his share as soon as possible.
âI guess Iâll need to get a sword first. Mine is a bit too heavy for you.â
âA sword? You donât have one?â
Hoeunâs eyes widened, then closed tight in embarrassment. He had declared that he would learn swordsmanship but hadnât even brought a sword. How foolish he was! Pressing his hand against his forehead, he exhaled deeply.
Gilsang stroked his chin in thought, then nodded toward the forest.
âHmm⊠you wonât need one today. A sturdy branch will do. Just follow me.â
âUh? Ah, yes.â
Hoeun hurried after him, but barely took a step before a rustling sound came from behind.
âWhere do you think youâre going?â
A low, deep voice softly tickled Hoeunâs ear, hot breath accompanying the words.
âAhkâŠâ
Startled, Hoeun clapped a hand over his ear and turned around. There stood Taemuk, leaning askew with one hand in his pocket. Gilsang bowed to him.
âThe Captain has arrived. The Young Master wants to learn swordsmanshipââ
âNo! No!â
Hoeun urgently interrupted Gilsangâs words.
ââŠâŠâ
Gilsangâs eyes widened, surprised. Hoeun waved his hands emphatically, pleading silently not to let Taemuk know. He didnât want to invite ridiculeâor, worse, for Taemuk to insist on teaching him himself.
The thought of Taemuk as his master was unbearable. The thought of tears every time he was scolded was too much.
Sadly,
âYou want to learn swordsmanship? You?!â
Taemuk had clearly overheard Gilsang already.
âWellâŠâ
Hoeun turned awkwardly toward Taemuk with a face full of embarrassment. Before he could say more, Taemuk frowned deeply.
âWhy would you learn from Gilsang?â
âOh, initially I planned to learn from Seongim-nim, but since she said the First Sergeant taught herâand he taught herâso I just⊠I wonât learn after all. Sorry, Sergeant.â
Stammering, Hoeun shook his head, washed his face briskly, then bowed to Gilsang in apology.
ââŠâŠâ
Gilsang blinked slowly, a look as if saying, I donât understand whatâs going on. Hoeun bowed deeply, ashamed.
Taemuk looked at the two displeasedly, then nodded toward Gilsang and said,
âIâll handle it. You go.â
â…Yes. Understood. Call if you need me.â
Gilsang nodded, saluted Taemuk and then Hoeun, and left.
âSergeant, Iâm sorry. Truly sorry.â
Hoeun kept apologizing as Gilsang walked away. He felt guilty for calling on an injured man at such a late hour and causing him fruitless trouble. Gilsang surely cursed him in his mind, but there was nothing Hoeun could say to protest.
Left alone with Taemuk, who folded his arms and stared down at Hoeun with a crooked gaze,
âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âYes?â
âWhy did you try to learn swordsmanship from Gilsang instead of me? Do I look like I canât use a sword?â
âNo, no.â
Hoeun shook his head vigorously. That Taemuk couldnât wield a sword was ridiculousâhe was a general, after all. Such rank was no simple matter. He would be skilled not only with sword and bow but also with modern weapons like cannons, grenades, and firearms.
And Hoeun had seen Taemuk fight several times. Though he usually dispatched monsters barehanded, he had once used bamboo like a spear in a grove, and often wielded monster helmets as shieldsâhe was undeniably a master of improvisation and weaponry. No doubt he was fully proficient with a sword as well.