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    He had definitely meant to stop it. He should’ve come to his senses, gone back, and finished what he was doing. But at that moment, his eyes met Aiden’s. That beautiful furrow of the brow, the expression full of excitement—all because of him


    Whether it was the lack of air making Jaeha lose his mind, or the excitement driving out his thin sliver of reason, or maybe it was just the thickness of love’s blindfold
 in the end, Jaeha decided to accept the fact that he, too, was a pervert.

    Staggering, Jaeha turned around and braced himself against the wall. Because the wardrobe was taller than it was wide, when they had been sitting inside it together there had been barely enough space, but standing side by side made things slightly more spacious.

    “I really didn’t mean for things to go this way today
”

    Ha ha, he whispered with a voice full of excitement. His body pressed close, his heat-flushed hands fumbled over Jaeha’s body in the dark until they grabbed his waistband and yanked it down. His underwear came down with it, and the sudden touch of cold air on bare skin sent goosebumps up his spine.

    But the most embarrassing part was probably his own cock, standing fully erect and dripping pre-cum. It was a relief that it was too dark and cramped for Aiden to see it.

    “I’m serious. I thought I’d try playing the innocent type just to seduce you
”

    “Hngh
”

    “But if you think about it, it’s still pure as long as it’s love, right?”

    Aiden’s words didn’t even register. Jaeha bit down hard on his lip, afraid the sounds might leak outside the wardrobe. With one hand, he gripped the wardrobe door tightly to keep it shut, and with the other, he leaned against the wardrobe wall.

    “Should we try a purely dirty kind of love, then?”

    “That
 that’s not how innocent love works
”

    Even though standing gave them a bit more room, it was still a cramped space, so Jaeha tried his best not to move.

    Aiden groped and spread his buttocks with force. Without even checking from the front, he bent down fully against Jaeha’s back, as if he already knew everything, and pressed his chest flush against him. Thump, thump, thump. His heartbeat pounded against Jaeha’s back. It was faster and more erratic than expected.

    Not even bothering to acknowledge Jaeha’s protests, Aiden exhaled a satisfied sigh, basking in the body heat between them. Then he uttered a phrase that hit the mark dead-on.

    “You’re hard.”

    “H-how
”

    “Can’t I tell by looking? I love you so much, Jaeha.”

    “
.”

    After going out of his way to say it aloud and make it all the more shameful, he still didn’t touch Jaeha’s front. He just let it twitch on its own, groping his buttocks greedily and exhaling a languid breath.

    His thumb curled inward, rubbing the wrinkled rim of the hole, teasing it like he was about to insert. Jaeha swallowed hard, tension in his throat. He clenched below instinctively. He had said he wouldn’t put it in
 hadn’t he?

    “Why are you clenching so hard?”

    “I-it’s not going in.”

    “Whyyy.”

    Aiden whined in a cutesy voice and kissed the nape of Jaeha’s neck. His lips were hot and wet with saliva, and every time they pulled away, the cool air brushing the damp skin made him shiver. Even if he gave in to everything else, Jaeha was determined to hold this line, and braced himself with all his strength. Aiden chuckled low and mean.

    “Fine. I’ll just rub it.”

    “Rub
 it?”

    As soon as he repeated the word, something round and thick pressed into the plump flesh of his muscular butt. Hot, thick, and hard—like some monstrous snake


    “Hnngh
!”

    “Squeeze your thighs.”

    Is he insane? It was too vivid, too explicit. Pressing hard into his skin, it scraped past the perineum and nestled between his thighs, just beneath Jaeha’s cock.

    “Ugh
”

    The shaft dragging along his sensitive perineum and tender thigh made it hard to resist squirming. Even before Aiden asked, the disgusting length was already snugly caught between them. Aiden let out a satisfied groan.

    “Haah
”

    Jaeha’s wasn’t small, either, but the cock pressing from behind
 it was so heavy that it supported Jaeha’s just from the force of its erection. Thick balls slapped against his buttocks, and the sharply cut pelvic bones dug into his flesh. Slap, slap, slap. Even though it wasn’t actual sex, the sounds were unmistakably obscene, and Jaeha moaned.

    “Ugh, ah, hngh, ngh
”

    His knees and elbows kept banging against the wardrobe walls, making it rattle. The few remaining clothes hanging inside fell one after another with a flurry, and Jaeha’s vision started to flicker. He clamped his mouth shut. That’s when Aiden, pressed close against his back, bit into his neck.

    “Ghk
!”

    Pain and a terrifyingly blissful guiding sensation hit at once, and with a jerk, transparent pre-cum dripped onto the floor. Grinning, Aiden grabbed both their hips to hold them steady, then suddenly shoved his hand in and grasped both cocks together. The grip was strong enough that Jaeha accidentally bit his tongue.

    “This really feels like we’re fucking
 doesn’t it
”

    “Mm, ngh
”

    “Jaeha, do you love me?”

    “N-no, nooo, ngh
”

    Yes. Yes
 I love you so much. That was what he really wanted to say.

    To Jaeha, who had always lived in such a narrow, confined world, Aiden—who had suddenly broken down those walls and barged into his life—was irresistibly captivating. He loved him so much it almost felt wrong.

    They say first loves never work out. Jaeha was scared. But it wasn’t the idea of that love failing that scared him—it was the fear that he might foolishly cling to Aiden just because he thought Aiden liked him.

    “Mm
”

    Afraid he might blurt out his real feelings, Jaeha clenched his teeth to keep himself in check.

    Aiden adjusted his grip on Jaeha’s hips and exhaled a heated breath as he straightened his back. With his cock nestled between Jaeha’s buttocks, he ground his hips slowly a couple of times, then twisted his waist to slide it between Jaeha’s thighs again. The soft flesh clamped down and squeezed it. The thick veins pulsing along it rubbed against Jaeha’s skin, giving him goosebumps.

    Aiden let out a relaxed chuckle and leaned in, practically draping himself over Jaeha’s back. Letting his whole weight fall slack against him, Jaeha had to brace with all his strength. That in turn made his thighs tense, drawing another satisfied moan from Aiden.

    “I love you too.”

    “No, I don’t
”

    “I know.”

    Aiden kissed the back of Jaeha’s neck over and over, chuckling like he knew everything. The inside of the wardrobe was getting hotter, sweat starting to drip, and Jaeha hunched his shoulders, worried he might start to smell or taste strange. But like a mischievous brat, Aiden licked a long, wet line up the back of his neck and ear.

    “Gross, hngh, ah
”

    Trying to avoid him, Jaeha lowered his head further, but the pretty, long fingers that had been holding both their cocks suddenly reached up and gripped his chin and neck. Pulling him upright, Jaeha had no choice but to lift his head again.

    He was once again reminded of how much strength those soft, callus-free hands could hold. He exhaled raggedly through the spaces between Aiden’s fingers.

    Even Jaeha, who had grown used to Aiden’s sadistic ways, was slightly startled. This felt different from everything they’d done before. Or maybe
 maybe it had always been like this?

    “When we get back, let’s have sex
”

    “We’re already
 we’re doing it now
”

    Thump, thump, thump. Every time Aiden rubbed his cock deeply between Jaeha’s thighs, the wardrobe rattled. It was so obvious that anyone entering the room would know exactly what was going on inside. Aiden twisted Jaeha’s head forcefully, as if scolding him for being dumb.

    “Ghh
”

    “Our Jaeha only ever sees half the picture.”

    With his eyebrows gently lowered, he whispered like he was trying to kindly explain a math problem to a clueless classmate. Aiden finally brought him into his line of sight and kissed him. Their swollen lips brushed, stinging slightly. When Jaeha furrowed his brow, Aiden playfully licked his lips, then shoved his tongue inside and sucked hungrily.

    “This
 this is just child’s play.”

    “Mm, ngh, mm
”

    “We’re adults. We’re people who know how to take social responsibility
”

    If this was child’s play
 wasn’t that a problem? Even through the haze of pleasure, Jaeha’s mind flagged that thought. But when Aiden’s pubic bone slammed against his backside, his rationality slipped away. Even without any penetration, his insides throbbed.

    “I-I think I’m gonna—!”

    —That was when it happened.

    Riiiing.

    “
!”

    A phone rang in Jaeha’s pocket.

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