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    Chapter 21

     

    “You have to be gentle. It would be a real problem if I ended up impotent.”

    “Yes
”

    “We’ve got a lot of days ahead of us to get all messy. Please be gentle with me.”

    “

”

    Jaeha looked up at him with an extremely, deeply displeased expression. He had to tilt his head back even more than earlier when they were standing. That was because he was kneeling in front of him.

    In the end, in this cold, dark alley
 in a situation where someone could walk in at any moment


    “

”

    No, but usually when it’s this cold, doesn’t it kill the mood a bit? Why is he like this? It was something Jaeha had figured out after getting physical with him a few times—he was, in many ways
 impressive. The front of his pants wasn’t bulging out, but it was thick all over. In other words, it had swelled up from being neatly tucked against his thigh, overall growing larger with tension. If the size had been awkward, it would have just looked like an ugly bulge in the middle.

    With a very strange look, Jaeha undid his belt buckle. He curled his fingertips and gently pulled down the pants along with the underwear, and with a thump, something sprang out.

    “Ah!”

    Before he could even flinch from surprise, the dick smacked Jaeha on the bridge of his nose. Honestly, it wasn’t painful enough to scream like that, but the shock of being hit by a guy’s genitals, and the lingering warmth from the impact, was considerable. Holding onto the waistband in a daze for a moment, the man’s hand reached out and brushed through Jaeha’s hair. As his bangs, which had been lightly covering his eyebrows, were swept back, the chilly air grazed past his eyes.

    “Sorry. Did it hurt?”

    “No

”

    The warm rod stood tall, unfazed even by the cold wind. Well, he had agreed to suck it, so he should do it
 He hadn’t done it before—he hadn’t received it either. He was a virgin. But he had a vague sense of “maybe this is how it goes?” He cautiously wrapped his hand around it and stroked it a few times. He tickled the firm, erect shaft with his fingertips. He pressed lightly on the veiny ridges like wriggling worms, taking care not to hurt him, and the man let out a languid sigh.

    “Haah
”

    “


”

    Triggered by that breath of arousal, Jaeha, who had been hesitating, gradually lowered his head. When his breath touched the urethral opening, the man scraped Jaeha’s eyebrow with his thumb, urging him on. He stuck out his tongue and, like a child trying a food they disliked, barely touched the skin around the tip. It just
 tasted like flesh. It smelled like flesh too, and it wasn’t as unpleasant as he expected.

    Worried that the man might be getting frustrated with his sluggish pace, he glanced up at him nervously. Their eyes met immediately—he had been staring down at Jaeha. He smiled.

    “Are you scared?”

    [You’re cute.]

    Is Aiden-ssi really only capable of saying people are cute? Separate from how good it felt, it was a little embarrassing. Though, it also gave him a faint sense of reassurance.

    “Just think of it like you’re sucking a lollipop.”

    “
I usually just crunch my lollipops.”

    “Oh no, we’ve got a problem.”

    He giggled and laughed like a child. But thanks to that, the tension Jaeha hadn’t even realized he’d been feeling began to ease a little, and he finally parted his lips slightly and took the tip into his mouth. Like biting into a large candy, he had to open his mouth wide. He didn’t feel confident enough to take it in deep like in porn videos, so he gathered the shaft in his hand and started by just sucking on the tip. Is this right? Feels wrong somehow. But sucking is sucking—was there really some special way to do it?

    “Ugh
”

    There’s always talk that people who are good with their tongues can tie cherry stems or do embroidery or whatever, but none of that mattered compared to Aiden’s.

    You know when you stuff your mouth with food you were greedy for, and it fills your mouth so completely that you can’t even chew and just flounder around? This was exactly like that. His dick was so big there was no room for his tongue to move. Just by taking in the head, Jaeha’s tongue was pinned tightly underneath. If it was like this with just the head, there was no way he had the courage to take in more.

    “Don’t let your teeth touch. It hurts.”

    “Thorry

”

    “Purse your lips slightly. Ah, good. Just like that
”

    “

”

    He already knew the lie about not being a virgin had long since been exposed, so it was a bit embarrassing. But since the man was teaching him step by step, he didn’t feel too rushed.

    Doing as he was told, he pushed in as far as he could without using his teeth and pursed his lips around it.

    “Try moving your head back and forth a little. Gently
”

    “Like dis?”

    He clumsily bobbed his head. Since he had his lips tightened, every time the head slipped all the way out of his mouth, it made an embarrassing pop sound. When he tried to put it back in, this time, he pushed in so far while holding the shaft that his nose buried into it, and the rim of the head scraped all the way along the roof of his mouth, reaching almost to the back of his throat. The thick chunk of flesh that nearly touched his uvula triggered a reflexive gag.

    “Ugh
”

    “Yeah. Pretty. Don’t go too deep.”

    He was grateful for the consideration, but wasn’t going deep supposed to feel better for the other person? He rolled his eyes up to gauge the man’s expression. Besides, there wasn’t really space to go any deeper. His mouth was already full—where was he supposed to push it further into?

    The man cupped Jaeha’s puffy chipmunk cheeks with both hands. Then he bent his thumb and pushed it through the already packed mouth, wedging it between Jaeha’s lips.

    “It’s tight. If this tears, kissing will hurt, right?”

    “Mmpph
”

    “Or maybe
 it’ll be good. Might be cute, seeing you flinch every time we kiss because it hurts. Maybe I should tear it a little. Just a little, so you don’t get too scared
”

    Before he could finish that thought, without warning, the head of the cock suddenly thrust into Jaeha’s throat. It was so unexpected that Jaeha had no time to tighten his throat and block it. His eyes widened as the huge thing jammed straight into his esophagus.

    “Gkk, huuh, gag
!”

     

    “Don’t tell me not to do this.”

     

    *Thud!* The tip of his penis got stuck in his throat, triggering a fit of violent coughing as if something had lodged the wrong way. His throat constricted, and Aiden laughed awkwardly, pulling his hips back. Honestly, Jaeha thought his esophagus was being ripped out along with it. The unfamiliar pain of it tugging at his dick brought tears to Jaeha’s eyes.

     

    “Ah, feels so good…”

     

    His breath was cut off, blood rushing to his face, blurring his vision and muffling his ears. Saliva dribbled uncontrollably from his half-open mouth for a long while.

     

    And even though I had taken him this deep, I realized I hadn’t even managed to fit half of him. The hands that had been cradling his dick now pushed against his thighs, trying to shove him away as I regained my senses.  

     

    *Schlick, thud, schlick, thud…* He didn’t ram it all the way in, probably out of consideration, but even that much was overwhelming, turning my mind blank. Where we were no longer mattered. Every time the thick shaft and bulging veins scraped against the base of my tongue, my trembling legs lost strength. My toes curled. My head lolled back and forth helplessly. My vision flickered between white and blurry.  

     

    “Pretty.”

     

    Then, as he fully pulled his hips back, he yanked my head away—Jaeha’s head—by the hair he’d grabbed at some point. When the glans caught on my lips, I gasped desperately for air.

     

    *Hack, huff, gack…*

     

    “I’m close… Ah, so warm. Feels good. Can you rub just the tip with your tongue?”

     

    “Uh…”

     

    The tip pressed against Jaeha’s lips, wet with tears and snot. His cock glistened with saliva, but only about half of it was slick, making me feel a little guilty. In porn, everyone swallows it all so easily. Turns out it’s harder than I thought…

     

    “Haa…”

     

    *Slurp, schlup…*

     

    After another sniffle, I stuck out my tongue and swirled it around the glans and slit, teasing the urethral opening. I puckered my lips, kissing and sucking at the tip before taking it deeper. Only then did I feel the stinging at the corners of my mouth. Had it split? My oxygen-deprived, dazed brain gave up on thinking.  

     

    Jaeha, tilting his head to the side as diligently as he could for a first-timer, kept trying. However clumsy he was, he wanted to at least put in the effort. He wanted to satisfy him. Gripping the shaft with both hands, he licked along its length. Something faintly metallic lingered—whether it was his own blood or Aiden’s precum, he couldn’t tell. At least Aiden wasn’t the quiet type when it came to moaning. The immediate reactions were a relief. Even if this was just supposed to be a blowjob, seeing him enjoy it made him happy.

     

    “Feels fucking amazing. Haha, Jaeha. Move your hands.”

     

    He wanted to wipe his dripping chin with his sleeve, but there was no time.

     

    “You said you like donuts, right?”

     

    *Gag, hack!*

     

    Aiden gripped Jaeha’s head and thrust hard into his throat. The hands that had been wrapped around that disgustingly long cock immediately fell away from the recoil. Fumbling for something to hold onto, they landed on Aiden’s thighs.

     

    Whether it was subconscious control or not, despite the force, he didn’t go all the way in. Just half—then a little more. The dry, burning flesh brushing against his spit-slick lips told him that much.

     

    He dug his nails into Aiden’s thighs in panic. The choked, gurgling moans couldn’t have been sexy at all. But Aiden seemed to love it, drinking in every second, gripping Jaeha’s face and staring down at him like he wanted to memorize it.

     

    “I get, hah, jealous easily, yeah?”

     

    *Gag, ugh, hack, gack!*

     

    “Can’t exactly get you a ‘donut,’ though.”

     

    *Guh, ughh…*

     

    [Like I’d let anyone else suck his dick? Hell no.]

     

    The coarse, thick pubes barely grazed his nose. The relentless head-spinning motion made him dizzy. Logically, he knew Aiden shaking his head for him would be less strain than being fucked outright, but there was no room for rational thought. His throat was being violated, his gag reflex triggered over and over as his tongue was brutally scraped, and the disorienting sway of his vision was making him nauseous.

     

    “Haha, huff, I’ll give you the ‘cream,’ though.”

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