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    Chapter 34

     

    [What joke……]

    ā€œIf you don’t want to, you don’t have to force yourself.ā€

    [But I want to fuck him from behind……. For someone getting their ass hit for the first time, he had some real talent. Should I try seducing him?]

    ā€œBut if you do it for me, it might ease the sadness of getting dumped.ā€

    [Ah, but I really want to come on his face.]

    Something was off. Was he always someone who had this many thoughts? His thoughts were filthier and more erratic than usual, and it made Jaeha feel dizzy. His mind was so noisy that he couldn’t even hear the words coming from the man’s mouth properly.

    [Where did I have private land again? I could build a wall, make a hole, put him in there and fuck him like it’s not me doing it……. Would he cry? He would, wouldn’t he? No, Jaeha would probably cry just from being made to wear a skirt…….]

    The moment that thought ended, his fantasy appeared before Jaeha’s eyes. Himself, on top of him, legs spread, straddling his abdomen and moving his hips. His face was red as a tomato from shame, and during the awkward act of lifting his body to sit, his short skirt fluttered. Every time that happened……

    ā€œā€¦Alright.ā€

    He cut the vision off there and squeezed his eyes shut. He couldn’t bring himself to see any more of his desires. Just like that time when he hastily confessed during their first night that he liked getting spanked and ended up being so sore he couldn’t sit properly for days, he felt like he might blurt out something stupid again under the spell of this man.

    ā€œI’ll do it……. But, um…… You have to tell me if someone’s coming.ā€

    He didn’t want to see a news headline like ā€˜S-Class Guide Mr. Ye caught performing oral sex in hospital’.

    ā€œWow.ā€

    He smiled with a shy and happy face. It wasn’t the expression of someone who had just gotten permission to do ā€œthatā€, but rather like someone who had just been confessed to by their longtime crush after school—innocent and thrilled.

    ā€œOf course.ā€

    He promised confidently. Jaeha, of course, had no idea that the man had already warned everyone not to come in for the next two hours. He reached out and gently stroked Jaeha’s hair. Then, subtly applying pressure, he pressed down.

    Jaeha didn’t resist, simply relaxing his body and lowering his head, swallowing his awkwardness.

    And he thought:

    Aiden, you pervert……

    ā€œI thought about it.ā€

    He slowly pulled down the pants, and the man cooperated willingly. The thickness that appeared brought more dread than appreciation. It looked even bigger than before and—honestly—kind of scary……

    He pressed his lips slowly to the skin. A soft kiss, and the warmth and plumpness that touched him were softer than the man’s lips. He timidly stuck out his tongue and gave the shaft a shy lick. The way it throbbed in reaction made it feel strangely gross. It didn’t really have any taste. It just smelled like skin mixed with a bit of rubber.

    ā€œHaaā€¦ā€¦ā€

    The man exhaled in satisfaction.

    Relaxing into a comfortable position, he reached out and tucked Jaeha’s hair behind his ear.

    The boss used to stroke him sometimes, but the emotions behind this man’s touch were ambiguously different. Somehow, it felt nice, and before he knew it, he opened his mouth and took Aiden’s glans inside like a piece of candy.

    He’d thought this the first time he tried it too, but he had to open his mouth much wider than expected. Maybe his body subconsciously knew he was about to push his limits, as his jaw muscles tensed on their own. He even wondered uselessly what he would do if his jaw cramped up.

    There was still a bit of resistance to the act of putting another man’s penis in his mouth. But the guiding scent, thick enough to make his brain melt, came rushing in, and Jaeha found himself sucking as if in a trance. Sluurp. A sloppy noise made him blush with embarrassment. He coughed, pretending it was from choking, sneaking a glance up at him, then opened his mouth wide again and took it back in.

    ā€œJaeha, you really are a pervert.ā€

    ā€œMmgh…….ā€

    He was so indignant that he almost scraped him with his teeth. In fact, his slightly sharp canine slowly and gently grazed the tip of the shaft. With no chance to pull it out and argue, he simply rolled his eyes up to glare at him, and Aiden tilted his head playfully as if acting cute. Then he gave a smooth smile like a painting. The words that came out were, of course, not affection, but a pout.

    ā€œOw.ā€

    ā€œI’m sorry…….ā€

    It was a fake cry of pain, clearly exaggerated, but as a fellow man, Jaeha knew all too well how sensitive the penis was, so his apology came out instinctively.

    ā€œIt’s okay.ā€

    [It’s not okay. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute. Cute……. Damn, his mouth is disgustingly soft. Did he not manage to fit it all in last time? Should’ve lubed it up……. Ah, what an idiot……. When he took it all in last time, his throat bulged. He even drooled, it was adorable……. Should I fuck him while he’s asleep so he cries again? Maybe I should just make him sleep here tonight? Or maybe just tie him up, that wouldn’t be so bad either……. Fuck. Should’ve brought something. Idiot…….]

    He responded with a benevolent tone. And as soon as their eyes met, Jaeha heard that chaotic inner monologue again and gave up. He decided to just focus on sucking. If they dragged this out and someone walked in, it would be a disaster……

    With the penis filling his mouth and his cheeks puffed out, he moved his tongue, slathering it with saliva. He grabbed the remaining shaft with one hand and stroked it, while the other hand gently caressed the balls. Even though he only had the tip in, it felt as troublesome as trying to fit a large bite of food in his mouth. He struggled to figure out how to do it without making his jaw hurt, rolling his tongue this way and that, and eventually the root of his tongue began to ache. He couldn’t swallow the spit, so it dribbled down his chin.

    The already-hard cock grew even stiffer. He squeezed it lightly, then used his fingers to trace the veins. He pulled back briefly to catch his breath.

    ā€œJaeha, just a little moreā€¦ā€¦ā€

    ā€œEhā€¦ā€¦ā€

    More? But his pushover instincts made him respond immediately. He silently cursed himself and obediently opened his mouth wider, recklessly lowering his head. He managed to stuff it in just under halfway, the thick, blunt head grazing his tongue root and poking deep into his throat.

    ā€œUrghā€¦ā€¦ā€

    ā€œAh, shitā€¦ā€¦ā€

    Maybe the gag reflex made his throat tighten and clench, because Aiden’s hand gripping Jaeha’s hair suddenly tightened. He tried to pull back to breathe, but the man pressed down again.

    ā€œUgh, cough……!ā€

    It plunged in during a moment of weakness, the cockhead ramming all the way into his esophagus. Fear dropped like a stone into his chest. His eyes shot open wide.

    He couldn’t breathe. His body convulsed, trying to expel it reflexively. A strange popping sound came from his jaw. Maybe it didn’t dislocate—probably just his imagination. Fortunately, the corners of his mouth, which had only just healed, didn’t tear thanks to the coating of spit, but they turned red instantly.

    ā€œCough, cough, gasp…….ā€

    ā€œJaeha, this is how you’re supposed to take itā€¦ā€¦ā€

    ā€œHuffā€¦ā€¦ā€

    Maybe the way his throat contracted and relaxed with each cough felt good, because Aiden’s abdominal muscles twitched. His eyes blurred with tears, and snot dribbled out. He couldn’t see his own face, but objectively, he probably looked ridiculous and dumb.

    He couldn’t breathe.

    He really couldn’t breathe.

    But he didn’t dare pull back either. It felt like something terrible would happen if he pulled out wrong.

    But, but…….

    ā€œDo you have a pleasure spot inside your mouth?ā€

    ā€œHah, haah, coughā€¦ā€¦ā€

    Why did it…… not feel bad?

    Jaeha stood there stunned, with the tip of Aiden’s pubes tickling his nose, not knowing what to do, until Aiden kindly grabbed his head and gently pulled it back. He didn’t know this before, but apparently, the esophagus could feel texture. The glans, which had been lodged deep inside, pressed against it as it withdrew, and the sensation was so unfamiliar it hurt.

    ā€œCough, cough…!ā€

    As the long shaft popped out of his mouth, it smacked him on the nose. No matter how heavy and big it was, it wasn’t painful in the usual sense, but who could feel good about getting hit in the face with someone else’s dick…… Especially one slick with his own spit, with veins bulging and sticky fluid trailing down—it was revolting right before his eyes……

    ā€œOr maybe you’re just a pervert.ā€

    ā€œWhat theā€”ā€

    ā€œYou’re hard.ā€

    Yeah. He’d half noticed it himself. The weight tugging at his lower belly was unmistakable. But he was trying hard to deny it, so hearing Aiden say it out loud made him instinctively want to defend himself. His voice came out hoarse, making the excuse sound utterly unconvincing.

    ā€œBecause of the guidingā€¦ā€¦ā€

    ā€œLiar.ā€

    [Idiot……]

    ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€

    Knowing he’d only be at a disadvantage if this topic continued, Jaeha just shut his eyes and bit down hard on Aiden’s cock.

    ā€œOwā€¦ā€¦ā€

    He eased his grip at the sound of pain and earnestly resumed sucking. He poked his tongue tip into the salty urethra and twirled it around, letting out slurping sounds as he bobbed his head, pressing the glans against his half-swollen throat. It was so big he could barely handle it, so he moved slowly. That earned him a gentle laugh from above.

    ā€œAlright.ā€

    ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€

    ā€œSo I should just keep stepping on you, huh.ā€

    Aiden’s foot slid between his kneeling knees. He was wearing a hospital gown, and being an inpatient, he was barefoot. His pale, pretty foot pressed down heavily on the bulge in Jaeha’s groin. His toes curled like playing piano keys, slowly scraping across it.

    ā€œOur Jaeha…… is a left-sider, huh.ā€

    ā€œMmphā€¦ā€¦ā€

    ā€œJaeha, have you ever touched your cock before?ā€

    ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€

    His mind went completely blank.

     

     

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