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    Chapter 48(18+)

    ā€œAll Espers are just strong and stupid, arrogant idiots. You have no idea how many Espers have tried to pin me down, Jaeha. But when I got on top of those bastards instead, it was hilarious—made them perfect to tease.ā€

    ā€œS-sorry, I’m sorryā€¦ā€

    ā€œOh, except you, Jaeha—you’re cute. So I’ll let it slide. I’ve stayed pure since meeting you, so please go easy on me.ā€

    ā€œY-yesā€¦ā€

    ā€œā€”Anyway.ā€

    It did strike Jaeha as strange to be having this kind of conversation in the middle of sex. But since he’d known from the beginning that when it came to sex, Aiden was a total pervert, the sense of wrongness quickly faded.

    Besides, Jaeha had never harbored the selfish and unrealistic hope that an S-rank Guide like Aiden would be a virgin like him. So he just nodded hastily.

    Still, it was impossible to concentrate on what Aiden was saying. His fingers were plunging in too deeply, and Jaeha, wanting some mercy, instinctively pressed down with his knees to raise himself up and escape. But Aiden pinned him down with his body, rendering the effort useless. Shlurp. His fingers sank so deep that the webs between them pressed against his butt. Jaeha nearly came right then.

    ā€œAh, ahā€¦ā€

    ā€œSo after I became president of the Guide Human Rights Association… I told the Guides this.ā€

    Aiden smiled.

    ā€œIf you want to fuck them, seduce them with Guiding and then crush them. Coerce and exploit them through Guiding.ā€

    ā€œUgh, nghā€¦ā€

    ā€œAct pitiful if you have to, catch them by their weakness, feign self-harm if needed… Do whatever it takes to gain the upper hand. Grab them by the scruff of the neckā€¦ā€

    He whispered solemnly, like a priest reciting scripture.

    ā€œI did good, didn’t I? I spread love and peace throughout the world.ā€

    ā€œHahā€¦ā€

    ā€œPlease praise meā€¦ā€

    Strictly speaking, his public statement had been, ā€œI will put an end to the reckless abuse and exploitation of Guides. They possess equal rights with Espers, and Espers have no unilateral authority over the relationship between them.ā€ Fortunately or unfortunately, Aiden was a well-socialized maniac.

    Overwhelmed with arousal, he was now dressing up his nonsense in a veneer of tenderness—speaking sweetly as if any of it made sense.

    ā€œHaha… So, I just wanted to say this.ā€

    Aiden leaned his head back against the wall, allowing Jaeha to vaguely see his face. Jaeha’s face was a mess—drenched with spit, snot, and tears. He looked as stupid as ever. Aiden blushed and smiled shyly. His flushed, sweat-dampened face looked less like that of a man conquering his lover and more like a student council president after a basketball game.

    ā€œI’m really glad I met you, Jaeha.ā€

    ā€œNngh, agh, ughā€¦ā€

    ā€œThank you for choosing me, Jaeha.ā€

    ā€œAh… ahā€¦ā€

    ā€œI really, really love youā€¦ā€

    Another finger was added. Now Jaeha’s erection, which was pressed tight against his stomach, was squashed against Aiden’s abs. Unconsciously, Jaeha began to rock his hips in an effort to pleasure himself.

    Aiden spread his inserted fingers wider with force. Squelch—the once tightly clinging inner membranes peeled apart with a lewd sound. As air rushed in, Jaeha’s insides twisted strangely.

    His eyes were too blurred with tears to clearly see Aiden’s face. At first, he’d seemed bizarre—no, more than bizarre, concerning to the point that Jaeha had worried about his mental state… But then came that sweet, fluttering confession of ā€œI love you,ā€ and Jaeha’s heart pounded so violently it hurt. He felt a deep ache in his chest from guilt and regret for having deceived Aiden.

    ā€œAiden… Aiden-hyung… Aiden-hyungā€¦ā€

    ā€œEven though you lied to me from the beginning, Jaeha.ā€

    ā€œI’m sorry, I’m so sorry… I’m really sorryā€¦ā€

    The guilt already rooted deep inside him was stirred, and like a dam breaking, Jaeha broke into sobs, apologizing over and over. Truthfully, he’d imagined this apology happening somewhere else—like in an interrogation room, with handcuffs on and a white table between them.

    ā€œHhngh…!ā€

    Thrust, thrust, thrust! Aiden’s relentless finger thrusts made Jaeha’s body spasm. Splurt, spurt… Without even being touched, his cock spurted precum just from the pressure. Practically clinging to Aiden, Jaeha scratched at his shoulders with his nails.

    His semen stretched in long, sticky strands, splattering Aiden’s chest, shoulders, and jaw, though Jaeha was too overwhelmed to even notice. As the aftershocks of orgasm rippled through him, Aiden’s fingers slowly slid out.

    ā€œI’m the one who took the aphrodisiac, and I’m the one doing all the workā€¦ā€

    ā€œS-sorryā€¦ā€

    Before he could even catch his breath, Aiden grabbed Jaeha’s hips and used his arms to lift him. Jaeha’s upper body slumped forward, resting his forehead on Aiden’s shoulder. Aiden lazily licked off the cum splattered near his lips. It didn’t taste bad. It was his first time tasting it, though.

    Jaeha panted for a long while, trying to fill his lungs and brain with air. Because of that, he didn’t immediately realize that Aiden’s hot, thick glans had begun pressing against his still-loose entrance.

    ā€œW-wait, I just came, it hasn’t even been long—!ā€

    ā€œThis is when it feels the best to put it in.ā€

    The man paid no heed to Jaeha’s pleading. He spoke with the conviction of someone stating a universal truth—like ā€œfood tastes best when it’s hotā€ā€”leaving Jaeha bewildered and unsure whether to argue. …Was that true? Was this the best time? Sniffling absentmindedly, Jaeha was jolted back to reality as Aiden’s glans forced his hole open and began to push inside.

    ā€œGghk, ugh…!ā€

    Instinctively trying to escape, Jaeha braced his feet against the floor and tensed his legs. It was hard to do with them spread wide, but with enough force, he thought he might manage to push himself up and away.

    The problem was—

    ā€œJaeha~ You’re gonna fall.ā€

    ā€œUrgh…!ā€

    Because of the awkward position, the more Jaeha tried to push away, the more his knees slipped and spread, making him sink lower onto Aiden.

    Crack, crack. The glans lodged itself deep inside. Despite collapsing atop Aiden with a thud, only the tip had entered. The realization that there was still so much left was terrifying.

    Jaeha threw his head back and gasped like a drowning man. His throat bobbed with each ragged breath, the tendons in his neck standing out starkly. At that moment, Aiden’s guiding force violently surged into Jaeha’s body.

    ā€œAh, aahā€¦ā€

    The Guiding—it felt absolutely incredible.

    ā€œN-no, don’t, don’t use Guidingā€¦ā€

    ā€œWhy not?ā€

    It wasn’t even proper Guiding. Aiden’s internal frequency didn’t align gently—it scraped and forced its way to match Jaeha’s, creating a suffocating sensation. If normal Guiding was like calmly solving a Rubik’s Cube, Aiden’s was like ripping it apart and shoving the pieces back together by color—brutal and disordered.

    But for that very reason, it felt…

    ā€œAh… ahhhā€¦ā€

    ā€œSo good you’re about to dieā€¦ā€

    …unbelievably good.

    Thrust, squelch. Without lube, it was too dry to go in all the way. Aiden seemed to realize that, deciding it was better to quickly pull out and let his cum serve as lube. He only teased the tip in and out, lightly thrusting. The overwhelming stimulation sent Jaeha’s temperature skyrocketing, his nape flushing deep red.

    ā€œJaeha~ I’m too weak, so… Give me a kiss, please.ā€

    ā€œMm, ngh, ugh, ahā€¦ā€

    ā€œMy neck hurts so muchā€¦ā€

    In a babyish lisp, he added, ā€œI got a shot in my neck earlier.ā€ Aiden turned his head to show the reddened mark from the injection and whined. His hair was slightly damp and messy, his usually neat uniform now disheveled to the collar. His skin was flushed red all over, exuding the same sinful allure as a priest being defiled.

    Already struggling to suppress his moans from the intense Guiding, Jaeha leaned in and hurriedly pressed their lips together. It wasn’t even a proper kiss—more like a breathless, gasping brush of lips. Chup, chuup, their lips touched and parted with each jolt of Aiden’s hips.

    Schlup. With Jaeha’s entrance stretched to the limit, the thickest part of Aiden’s cock finally locked in perfectly. It couldn’t go in any further, nor could it come out. Aiden muttered a curse and gave Jaeha’s butt a light slap. Then he returned to Jaeha’s lips, sucking and biting hungrily at his lower lip, even grazing the tender flesh with his teeth.

    ā€œRelax a littleā€¦ā€

    ā€œNgh, urgh, huffā€¦ā€

    The tightening entrance clamped down even harder from the impact. Each thrust had made it tense as if questioning, ā€œWait… have we done this before?ā€ But eventually, it started to soften.

    Shlk. The veiny shaft, grotesquely ridged like a snake, sank halfway deeper into Jaeha’s body. The colon that Aiden had failed to penetrate last time was now being pressed hard by the cockhead. They say you can’t train your internal muscles. The intrusion into an untouched place ached like sore muscles after a workout.

    If Aiden pushed a bit more, he could probably break through the colon, but given they’d started this raw and dry, he knew it would tear. As someone who had never once practiced abstinence, Aiden wasn’t willing to take that loss. Not because it would hurt Jaeha—but because a ripped entrance would be a loss for him.

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