BW C173
by berryChapter 173
âYou shouldnât be worrying about whether a mouth sore will spreadâyou should be worrying about whether your lower lip will hurt. If we kiss, it might hurt.â
As Taemuk spoke, he gently tucked Hoeunâs long, loose hair behind his ear. Only then did it dawn on him that Hoeun might be in pain. He couldnât even chew properlyâwould it really be okay to kiss like this?
Butâ
âItâs fine. Iâm good at enduring pain.â
Hoeunâs calm reply flipped Taemukâs insides upside down. Taemukâs eyes narrowed sharply at once.
âThereâs no need to endure it.â
âBut I want to.â
ââŠâŠâ
Taemuk let out something that was neither quite a sigh nor quite a groan. Whatâs gotten into him today? Is he really that drunk? He stared at Hoeun, checking his condition.
âThen⊠do it gently. So it doesnât hurt. So I donât have to endure it.â
Hoeun added something utterly impossible to refuse. At that point, pushing him away felt wrong. Perhaps sensing that Taemuk had made up his mind, Hoeun slowly closed his eyes.
ââŠâŠâ
Taemuk traced Hoeun with his gaze, slowly, deliberately. Then he pressed his thumb lightly against Hoeunâs chin, tilting it just enough to avoid the inflamed lower lip. Hoeun parted his lips without resistance.
Taemuk carefully placed his lips over Hoeunâs.
The kiss was slow and tender. Taemuk was cautiousâoverly soâafraid of hurting Hoeun.
âMmâŠâŠâ
Their lips met and parted lightly; their tongues intertwined at an unhurried pace. Still, the sensations and emotions were not so different from their earlier, rougher kissesâif anything, they were just as intense. It might not have been enough for Taemuk, but Hoeun was more than satisfied.
âHaaâŠâŠâ
Hoeun cradled Taemukâs tongue, tangled with it, felt Taemukâs saliva seep into his mouth, and let out a heated breath. Then he quietly opened his eyes and looked at Taemuk.
ââŠâŠâ
For once, Taemukâs eyes were closed. Normally, when they kissed, he watched Hoeun as if scrutinizing him, almost voyeuristicallyâbut now, he was too focused on being careful. He only licked Hoeunâs palate and the inside of his cheeks, never touching the sore lower lip.
For some reason, Hoeun liked that. He let a small smile curve his lips as he studied Taemuk.
Hair still damp and drooping, eyebrows sharply masculine, gently raised eyelids, lashes not long but thickly set, a nose so tall it brushed him every time they kissedâand the way the corners of Taemukâs eyes and brow subtly tightened and loosened whenever their tongues met or saliva passed between them.
Just watching him made Hoeunâs body heat up.
Without realizing it, he shifted his hips and pressed closer to Taemukâ
Touch.
Their lips separated. Taemuk pulled back.
âWhatâdoes it hurt?â
He asked with concern, misunderstanding Hoeunâs movement.
Instead of answering, Hoeun lightly licked the saliva clinging to the corner of his mouthâjust like Taemuk often did. He found himself regretting the kiss ending so soon.
âIt doesnât hurtâŠâŠâ
Hoeun murmured, then suddenly wriggled and rose onto his knees on Taemukâs lap, lifting himself higher than Taemuk. He cupped Taemukâs cheeks with both hands and sucked his lips briefly before releasing them.
At a distance where their noses almost touched, he whispered,
âGeneral.â
âWhat.â
âYouâre truly handsome.â
âHandâwhat? Handsome?â
Taemukâs face twisted strangely. It was a word heâd never heard applied to himselfânor could he even remember knowing the word in the first place.
But seeing Taemukâs contorted expression only made Hoeun admire him more. A frown suited him impossibly well. People said smiles were the most attractiveâbut they only said that because they didnât know Taemuk.
Blank-faced, frowning, angry, irritatedâheâd been handsome in all of it.
âBeautiful.â
Hoeun added another baffling word.
âBeauâtiâfulâŠâŠâ
Taemuk couldnât finish the sentence. The word clogged his throat.
Beautiful. Handsome.
Those words didnât belong to someone like him. They were meant for people like Hoeunâsoft as flowers, white as untouched snow, raised with care and dignity.
And yet⊠he didnât feel bad hearing it. Whatever the word, it meant Hoeun liked looking at him.
Taemuk turned his head and pressed light kisses into Hoeunâs palm, still cupping his cheek.
âSo you like my face, huh?â
âYes.â
Hoeun nodded without the slightest embarrassment. The straightforward answer made Taemuk snort softly. When he smiledâeyes curving, mouth opening wideâHoeun stared again, transfixed. Heâd thought Taemuk looked best when scowling, but his smile was just as striking.
âThatâs good. I like your face too.â
Taemuk wrapped a hand around Hoeunâs slender neck and traced the delicate line of his jaw with his thumb. His face looked like a paintingâthough Taemuk had never seen one and couldnât appreciate art, he still knew Hoeun was beautiful. Something this radiant couldnât be anything else.
Someone this precious⊠is my other half.
The one heaven bound to me.
The thought moved Taemuk anew. He sucked Hoeunâs lips fully into his mouth, then clicked his tongue in frustration as he remembered the mouth sore. Worried it might worsen, he tried to gently flip Hoeunâs lower lip to check insideâ
âThen⊠do more.â
âWhat?â
âKissing. It feels like it ended too soon, compared to usualâŠâŠâ
Hoeun trailed off, pushing his lips out slightly before pulling them back in.
ââŠâŠâ
Taemuk sucked in a sharp breath. Hoeunâs words were neat and proper, yet somehow filthier than any crude obscenity. Taemuk felt himself growing hard, forced himself to ignore it, and grinned.
âAlright. Letâs do more.â
He wrapped an arm around Hoeunâs back and pulled him closeâ
âMm⊠what about other things?â
Hoeun asked, fingers tracing the bare collarbone of Taemuk, who wore only a robe over bare skin. There was a clear heat in that touch.
ââŠâŠAre you serious?â
Taemuk stared at him, suspicion plain in his eyesâas if wondering whether this was truly Hoeun, or some spirit wearing his skin.
âYes. I want to share intimacy with you, General.â
Hoeun nodded solemnly, his expression as composed as ever. Saying that so elegantly was a talent in itself.
ââŠâŠâ
Taemuk hesitated, conflicted. Then he remembered the mouth sore, the hours of crying, the fact that Hoeun had eaten nothing all day but a bowl of scorched rice water. One wrong move and Hoeun might be bedridden for days again.
âNo. You need to sleep for the sore to heal.â
Shaking his head, Taemuk shook off his desire as well and lifted Hoeun in his arms, about to lay him down on the beddingâ
âbut Hoeun grabbed the collar of his robe and resisted.
âIf we do it first, Iâll sleep better.â
ââŠWhat?â
Taemuk stared at him as if heâd misheard. Hoeunâs knees were drawn subtly inward, his cheeks flushed deeper red. Taemukâs gaze slid downwardâhe could see the white silk at Hoeunâs waist tented noticeably.
Realizing where Taemuk was looking, Hoeun gasped and curled inward. He himself was startled by his arousal. He didnât know why this had happenedâonly that the heat below was uncomfortable, unsettling, and desperately needed release.
And from experience, Taemuk could do that easily.
The thought of Taemuk touching and handling his body made Hoeun oddly excited. Did I drink alcoholâor poison? he wondered vaguely. Either way, his body burned with need.
Watching Hoeun swallow again and again like a thirsty man, Taemuk let out a dry laugh. Then, with a straight face, he said,
âYou should⊠drink every day.â
âYes?â
Hoeunâs eyes widened, then he giggled like a child.
âDo you like it when I act like this?â
âYeah. Itâs not bad.â
At Taemukâs honest answer, Hoeun giggled again.
But Taemuk wasnât laughing. Hoeun was far too obscene like thisâso obscene his erection felt like it might tear through his clothes. This time, he couldnât ignore it. He needed to taste Hoeun, bury himself inside him, or he wouldnât calm down.
Taemuk seated Hoeun on his lap, spreading his legs to either side. Slowly, he tugged at Hoeunâs robe ties. Though heâd undone them countless times before, his heart still pounded wildly.
Hoeun pushed Taemukâs robe back as well. Since Taemuk wore only that, bare skin was revealed at once.
ââŠâŠâ
Hoeun stared at Taemukâs massive body as if seeing it for the first time.