AAGULT Ch 92(18+)
by berryChapter 92(18+)
He planted both hands on the desk Jaeha had sat on in a daze. His hands landed right next to Jaehaâs thighs, and although Jaeha instinctively pulled his legs together, the man was already so close that he couldnât fully close them.
âIâm bothering you, arenât I.â
ââŠâŠâ
Yes, Jaeha was bothered by Aiden. Could it be only that? But even so, he couldnât easily accept the manâs confession. Rationally, and objectively speaking, there was no reason not to accept it. And yetâŠ
Yeah. He didnât want to date him.
It was because, on some instinctive level, he knew.
That man⊠about himâŠ
ââŠAlright.â
Really. Could someone like that truly be in love?
His gaze seemed sincere, his tone carried genuine tendernessâbut everything about it was too smooth, too perfect, so much so that it felt off. âŠCould the emotion of loving someone really look so calculated?
Rather than genuinely liking him⊠what if he only âneededâ him in order to get to the CEO? That thought left Jaeha feeling stifled, sad, and scared all at once.
Upon hearing his response, Aiden smiled pleasantly and slowly leaned his body back. But instead of the joy or excitement of someone whose confession had just been accepted, his expression held the satisfaction of a planner whose scheme was going exactly as intended.
Jaeha carefully wrapped his arms around Aidenâs shoulders and pulled him in.
âL-letâs have sex.â
ââŠHa.â
A small crack appeared in Aidenâs otherwise satisfied expression.
[So thatâs how youâre going to play thisâŠ.]
Setting aside the fact that even he was a bit deflated by the moodless proposition, it was obvious that Aidenâs mood had taken a hit after the repeated rejections. His lips curled up crookedly as he leaned in again.
âAlright.â
He came closeâso close their noses almost touchedâand kissed him slowly and teasingly.
âLetâs see how far this goes, shall we?â
ââŠâŠâ
âLetâs see who comes out the other side.â
His voice was gentle, but the way he seemed to grit his teeth as he spoke made Jaeha wonder if heâd only imagined that edge of force.
There were currently four places that seemed suspicious: the study, two storage rooms, and a small bar.
The vague conversation they had just finished had taken place in the study, so it was only natural that their act had started there as well.
âHaahâŠâ
Their lips met hastily, with a sharp smack that made his lip sting. His brows furrowed, but his vision, blurred from the closeness, caught the intensity of Aidenâs stare. He shut his eyes tightly. It had begun as an act of defiance, and even if he could go back, he would have probably said the same thing in a moment of anger. But now, a wave of guilt made his stomach churn.
He didnât understand himself.
Why had he rejected him?
One thing was clear: this time, unlike the last rejection, it wasnât for Aidenâs sake. It was purely⊠for his own feelings.
It didnât matter whether or not he liked Aiden. Just the fact that Aiden showed interest in him shouldâve been more than enough. He couldnât understand why someone like Aiden would pretend to love someone like him, someone so undeservingâbut fitting into that role wasnât particularly hard. Even if Aiden didnât love him, he⊠he certainlyâ
âDonât get lost in thought.â
âMmphâŠ!â
It was at that moment. While sitting on the desk, clinging to Aidenâs body, Aiden, who was standing between his legs, suddenly gripped his thigh hard enough to cause pain. Unfortunately, it was the same thigh pressed against his groin, so Jaeha jolted and ended up biting his lip.
âS-sorryâŠâ
âWow, you really are thinking of something else while weâre fucking⊠Cheating on me, are you?â
âNo!â
Jaeha raised his voice reflexively, and Aiden let out a laugh as if jokingâbut beneath it, Jaeha could sense the lingering anger hadnât faded. Closing his mouth again, he cautiously observed Aidenâs expression.
[This is so fucking annoying. Whatâs the point of hiding anything now? Heâs probably reading me anyway. Fuck.]
Aidenâs thoughts were tangled and difficult to read. Unlike before, it was like he was thinking several things at onceâlayer upon layer of overlapping voices, impossible to separate.
[Why is he rejecting me? Why? Why? Why? Why? You like me, donât you? You can hear me, canât you? You like me. You love me. You love me. You think I donât know? Are you testing how far you can go just because youâre a little cute? Fuck, itâs disgusting how pretty you are. Song Jaeha. Can you hear me? Song Jaeha, Song Jaeha, Song Jaeha, Song Jaeha, Song Jaeha, Song Jaeha.]
But what Jaeha managed to pull from that chaos were only chilling fragments, and his body stiffened in fear. He was scared. How did he end up falling in love with someone like this?
âA-AidenâŠâ
No matter what was going on inside, his exterior remained pristine. Despite the pit of darkness that clearly lay beneath, he was tidy, lovely, sorrowful, and beautiful. He knew exactly how to use his face.
âJaeha~â
He spoke in a cutesy voice, pretending not to know, even though they both saw right through each other. Just like actors stepping onto the same stage, Aiden tilted his head. A sliver of moonlight slipped in beside his face, backlit by dim light. His lashes sparkled, and his silky hair brushed against his forehead.
If he didnât have these abilities, Jaeha probably wouldâve been fooled by that appearance. Eaten whole by that snakeâs mouthâŠ
[No matter what you do, Iâm the one who wins.]
Jaeha swallowed hard. Inside that snake, he sensed slight irritation, confusion, absurdity at losing control of the situation, andâŠ
âIâve been thinking.â
[Ah, butâŠ]
âI think Iâve been too cruel to you until now.â
[Iâm gonna cum.]
It was lust.
A shiver ran down his spine.
âAiden, itâs not like thatâŠâ
Aiden knelt in front of him, who was still ambiguously perched on the desk, and Jaehaâs gaze naturally dropped. Aiden, who had placed his hand on Jaehaâs thigh, began softly scratching at it with the tips of his fingers. Because his penis was tucked in, the pressure made him clench his teeth. Heâd been hard for a while now, ever since they kissed, but the thought of reacting further from just this touch was far too embarrassing.
ââIs it because youâre bitter about never having used your cock?â
âW-what? I-I never thoughtââ
âWant me to let you fuck me?â
âWhat?â
He couldnât follow Aidenâs line of conversation. Let him fuck? Aiden? When Jaehaâs mouth fell open in shock, Aiden grinned mischievously, eyes crinkling like a fox. That one spoonful of mischief added to his usually sorrowful aura.
âYou really mustâve wanted to try, huh?â
âStop joking aroundâŠâ
âIâm serious.â
Theyâd never fought over position before, nor did Jaeha have any intention toâbut Aiden seemed to genuinely believe that was why heâd been rejected. And as he spoke, some of the frustration pent up in his chest seemed to ease.
He gripped Jaehaâs thigh tightly. Jaeha winced from the pain, which made Aiden chuckle. Then, naturally, he began to unfasten Jaehaâs pants. Ziiipâthe zipper came down.
[Should I just make him a fucking onahole or somethingâŠ]
âIâve never even tried with espers because they disgust me.â
That was when Jaeha realized what Aiden was planning to do. Alarmed, he tried to raise his legs and push him away, but Aiden was faster. Having already unzipped his pants, he grabbed hold of Jaehaâs half-erect cock.
âUghâŠ!â
âYours is so pretty, Jaeha. I think I can handle it.â
âG-go easy, itâit hurtsâŠ!â
It was hard to tell if there was any emotion in his grip, but the pressure was intense. With Aidenâs pretty face right in front of his penis, Jaeha felt like someone had struck him on the back of the head.
So⊠now Aiden wasâŠ
âIâll let you fuck my mouth.â
âT-thatâs disgusting!â
Suck it?
Whether Jaeha rejected him, pushed him away timidlyânone of it mattered. Aiden did as he pleased. He stuck out his tongue and started licking the tip.
âHnghâŠ!â
Slurp.
Holding the base of Jaehaâs cock in one hand and shaking it lightly, Aiden tilted his head and slowly sucked down the shaft. His expression was clean, completely devoid of embarrassment or discomfort, watching only Jaehaâs reactions.
âA-Aiden, t-that⊠it ticklesâŠâ
Up until now, heâd been a virgin, even before sleeping with Aiden. He had never put his cock in someoneâs mouth. The moist heat, the warm breathâit sent chills all the way to his toes. His curled toes pressed tight inside his shoes.
âYouâve got such a pretty cock⊠What a waste. I canât let anyone else have it.â
âStop, stopâŠâ
âWe havenât even started. Donât be such a baby.â
Aiden giggled. Jaehaâs vision spun. Aiden stuck out his tongue and pressed down along the veins like he was squashing a worm. He spread his saliva all over and then opened his mouth wide to take in the tip.
ââŠ!â
Jaeha unconsciously reached out and placed a hand on his head. He hadnât even pushed it in deeply. Aiden had merely taken the tip into his mouth and teased the slit with his tongue, yet the hot, tight wetness was dizzying and terrifying.
Chup, chuuup, smooch⊠The part of the shaft that didnât fit in his mouth, Aiden stroked with his hand. Pulling his head back, then leaning in againâwatching him suck it in was surreal. It still didnât feel real.
âAh, ah, nnnghâŠâ
To Jaeha, sex had always meant the chaotic pounding of his prostate from behind. But now, with only his front being stimulated like this, he wanted to cry. The funny thing was, he even vaguely felt a little empty down there. Though that thought was fleetingâbetween fear, pain, and pleasure, he was far too weak. He didnât even try to suppress the moans spilling from his lips.
ââŠWhat the hell.â
Aidenâs cheeks puffed up like a squirrelâs, and his throat bobbed. Jaeha hadnât shoved it in or thrust into his throat, but the motion looked like he had just swallowed something. Aiden slowly pulled off his cock. He looked slightly dumbfounded. A bit amused. And the anger that had been simmering in him seemed to have significantly eased.
Why?
âWas it really that good?â
ââŠâŠâ
Aiden opened his mouth. Seeing the pale, milky residue still left inside made Jaehaâs face flush hot with embarrassment.
When did I even cum?