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    Chapter 121(18+)

    There had never been a fool as foolish as this. Aiden couldn’t remember the last time he’d thought so little of himself, but no matter how hard he tried to recall, it truly felt like this was the biggest crisis of his life.

    ā€œAh, guidingā€¦ā€

    Fortunately, this kind man didn’t push him away, instead nodding and slowly sitting back down on the bed. Aiden quickly got up and stepped down from the bed, desperate not to squander this opportunity. He had to satisfy this man, who likely expected something as simple as hand-holding or a kiss for guiding. Only then would he look at him.

    He knelt in front of him and gently held his knees to part them slightly.

    ā€œA-Aiden?ā€

    ā€œYes.ā€

    He promptly laid his swollen face against the man’s thigh. His face must have looked more unattractive than usual due to the swelling, but showing a bit of cuteness was better than none at all.

    ā€œJaeha, you don’t have to do anything. I’ll suck.ā€

    ā€œWhat? Ah, you really don’t have to—!ā€

    ā€œPlease. I want to suck it. I was born to suck cock, you know.ā€

    ā€œWhat?ā€

    Aiden blurted nonsense just to get through the situation. Of course, he had never sucked an Esper’s cock before Jaeha, nor had he ever thought about doing so, but who cared.

    He pulled down the waistband of Jaeha’s pants along with his underwear. A beautifully shaped cock hung limp, not yet erect. He’d thought this before, but it really was beautiful—soft pink, straight without any curve, and clean. Even the pubic hair had a lovely shape.

    What had he said while sucking his cock last time?

    ā€œI couldn’t even try other Espers’ because they were disgusting.ā€

    ā€œBut Jaeha’s looks nice, so I think I’ll be fine.ā€

    Think I’ll be fine? Bullshit. It was far too pretty for that kind of comment. He wanted to bury his face in it all day long.

    ā€œA-Aiden?ā€

    Jaeha called out to him in a bewildered tone. Maybe he couldn’t quite grasp what was happening. Aiden, who had just greedily buried his face and started sucking, paused in surprise and looked up. Had he pushed too hard?

    But soon, he found a bit of relief.

    ā€œā€¦Can I suck it?ā€

    ā€œā€¦ā€

    ā€œPlease? I’m really good at it. I mean it.ā€

    ā€œā€¦ā€

    Because Jaeha’s face, as he looked down at him, was flushed red. Not missing the chance, Aiden reached for Jaeha’s cock, which had begun to harden slightly, and rubbed it against his cheek, pretending to stroke it. He exhaled lightly, tickling the skin, and pressed his cheek against it, rubbing it sensually. Each time the stimulation hit, Jaeha flinched with a stifled moan. After some hesitation, he opened his mouth.

    Please give in. Just this once, please let it slide.

    For a brief moment, Aiden prayed desperately. Whether to God or Buddha, it didn’t matter—there may not have been a god who granted such filthy wishes, but just this once, he searched for one.

    ā€œā€¦Then… just a littleā€¦ā€

    And fortunately, the god responded. After a long moment of hesitation and groaning, Jaeha gave in. Of course, Aiden’s face lit up immediately.

    As he hurriedly stuck out his tongue and began licking the head, Aiden thought—

    Thank goodness.

    That Jaeha still felt something for him…

    It was Aiden’s place to kneel, and it was also his place to suck someone else’s cock. The fact that someone knelt before him and exposed their cock to rest against his face meant it was an exceedingly rare moment.

    His heart pounded furiously.

    He should have felt guilty. He should’ve made Aiden stop immediately. Erection? What erection? He should’ve been frozen in shock.

    ā€œYou’re really beautifulā€¦ā€

    ā€œAh, it’s notā€¦ā€

    But look at himself now. That pitiful, spineless thing of his had started to harden just because the lovely man had blown on it and rubbed his cheek against it.

    ā€œHnnā€¦ā€

    It was arousing just watching someone admire another’s cock so fondly and suck on it endlessly. As he sucked the head and swirled his tongue around, his cheeks puffed out like he was sucking candy. Watching him with such an innocent face, trying to read Jaeha’s reactions with darting eyes while his cock was in his mouth, made Jaeha want to die of embarrassment.

    He felt a little pathetic. It hadn’t been that long since he’d seen through Aiden’s cruel inner thoughts, and yet here he was, gasping just because his cock was getting licked. How ridiculous must he look to him?

    Yeah, he thought it would be fine, and in truth, the pain wasn’t as bad as he had expected. His heart hadn’t shattered to the point that he couldn’t function. And yet, maybe he had been more hurt than he thought.

    Seeing Aiden on his knees begging to suck him off—maybe it felt a little nice.

    ā€œHnnghā€¦ā€

    When did his personality become so twisted? Even as he reflected on it, the hot, wet mucous membrane clinging to his shaft drove all thought from his mind like a blinding flash.

    Slurp, schlup, schlk…

    Aiden didn’t try to muffle the wet, sucking sounds, and they echoed throughout the room. Unconsciously, Jaeha placed a hand on his head. He didn’t press down, merely letting Aiden’s hair slip through his fingers. Still, Aiden submissively lowered his head on his own.

    ā€œAh, uhhā€¦ā€

    Where he had only been sucking the head, he now opened wide to take in the shaft. His tongue pressed and licked the veins bulging from the hardened shaft. Drool streamed from his open mouth, soaking the pubes. His molars lightly grazed around the urethral opening, and the area assumed to be his throat was pushed against it. It was too deep.

    ā€œUgh, mm, ughā€¦ā€

    The pleasure crawled up his spine, and his lower stomach began to tighten. His toes curled, and his body shrank. Naturally, his hand curled around Aiden’s head. Jaeha couldn’t tell if he was laughing, but a subtle vibration teased through his cock.

    [You’re so cute… Jaeha. Do you like it here?]

    Truly, Jaeha couldn’t understand Aiden’s thoughts. With his mouth blocked, Aiden spoke directly into Jaeha’s mind instead. Too embarrassed to nod, Jaeha hesitated, groaning, and finally nodded honestly. As if thrusting, Aiden pulled his head back and then plunged forward again. He had indeed boasted about his skill, and he was right. …How was he this good at it?

    ā€œAhh…!ā€

    He massaged the tightly packed balls with one hand and scratched lightly at the perineum. As Jaeha’s abdominal muscles tensed and he flinched, Aiden pursed his lips and sucked gently. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed a mix of saliva and precum. The narrowed, clinging wetness of his throat created a squelching seal.

    ā€œUgh, mmā€¦ā€

    [I’ll guide you too.]

    ā€œAh, no, don’tā€¦ā€

    If guiding came into play now, he would completely lose his mind.

    But despite Jaeha’s feeble protest, what spread through him was Aiden’s flawless guiding. Once, he might’ve had to kneel before someone, begging for leftovers just to receive this. But now, Aiden knelt before him, offering his perfect guiding and pleading that Jaeha take even just one more spoonful.

    His brain felt like it was turning to mush. The fact that Jaeha didn’t come on the spot was a miracle. Every part of his body trembled in an effort to calm the lightning coursing through him. The hand on Aiden’s head clenched tightly.

    Then—

    ā€œA-Aiden. Aiden.ā€

    [Yes?]

    He began forcibly pushing the head of Jaeha’s cock down his throat. Alarmed, Jaeha called to stop him. His throat still bore fading bruises from nearly being strangled before, and now Aiden was recklessly shoving to the point of causing damage. Jaeha gently pushed his head back, but Aiden calmly responded with thoughts and continued to force the shaft down to the base.

    ā€œHrrghā€¦ā€

    His mouth was one thing, but the throat was far tighter. That area was never meant to accommodate a cock. …Although he had once taken one down his throat in the past—he knew firsthand how difficult this was.

    ā€œAh… ahā€¦ā€

    Stars burst before his eyes. The tight, constricting, suctioning throat clung so hard that his cock throbbed. One wrong move and his dick might snap—or Aiden’s throat could be seriously injured. His body froze in tension.

    [Aah, Jaeha, your cock is choking me and it feels so good…]

    ā€œThere’s… there’s no way that feels good. P-please, pull outā€¦ā€

    Jaeha protested in a panicked, dazed voice. It was likely his first time having something shoved down his throat. Besides the spasms and occasional tremors from the lack of air, Aiden showed no sign of discomfort. If anything, those glossy black eyes were locked on him with an eerie smile that made Jaeha shudder.

    Aiden pulled his head back with a wet pop. Seeing his saliva-coated cock made Jaeha flush with embarrassment. Then, without hesitation, Aiden plunged forward again. His straight nose pressed firmly into Jaeha’s groin—it must’ve hurt.

    ā€œAh… ahā€¦ā€

    [Jaeha, I like you. I really like you. I love you so much. I truly love you…]

    Aiden’s whispering thoughts played like background music, barely registering in Jaeha’s overwhelmed mind.

    Squelch. Squish. Schlk. Aiden’s own cock was monstrously large, but Jaeha’s was by no means small either. And Aiden was greedily swallowing it to the base, making his throat visibly bulge. Jaeha was horrified for one reason—

    ā€œUgh, mm, hahā€¦ā€

    [I like you. I like you, Song Jaeha. So much.]

    But also, it was overwhelmingly arousing.

    Strangely, the tingling sensation wasn’t in his abdomen, but in his rear. As he realized what it meant, Jaeha tightly shut his eyes. I really have become a pervert. That faint sense of despair and embarrassment scrambled his thoughts.

    [Do you like it, Jaeha? Huh? Do you? Jaeha, do you like it?]

    ā€œA-ah, mmā€¦ā€

    [I asked if you like it. Do you?]

    ā€œI-I do… I like itā€¦ā€

    The pleasure was sharp, and the guiding was comforting. The suffering said to be the fate of Espers had long since vanished with Aiden’s presence. The way he smoothed over Jaeha’s turbulent waves, as if saying he was loved, made his chest ache.

    [You like it? You really like it? Then what?]

    Despite the loving, perfect guiding, his questions about the blowjob were annoyingly clingy. Even a bit irritating.

    So what Jaeha had meant to say was:

    Aiden, your thoughts are so noisy it’s making me dizzy…

    Maybe it sounded cold, but it was his honest truth. That was what he really wanted to say. But instead, guided and overwhelmed with pleasure, what escaped Jaeha’s mouth was something neither of them expected—a humiliating, shameful moan.

    In a tearful, trembling voice, Jaeha blurted—

    ā€œMy… my ass feels tingly. I want something in itā€¦ā€

    The moment those words came out, both of them froze in shock. Aiden was so startled that he choked, and the convulsing of his throat clamping down on Jaeha’s cock caused Jaeha to lose control and climax.

     

     

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