BW C9
by berryChapter 9
âYes. Youâre the Captainâs guide, so youâll be coming with us.â
â…â
Hoeun blinked rapidly. So he truly was that manâs matchâhis heart plunged. The Military God he had vaguely imagined had not been someone like Taemuk.
âD-do you mean, depart now?â
âYes. Thatâs right.â
âTh-this⊠urgently?â
âWell, we came here to find our Captainâs guide⊠Now that we have, itâs time to go.â
Gilsang spoke as if it were nothing, but Hoeun couldnât simply say, All right, letâs go. Deokwoo was still in the ward. He hadnât greeted his parents. He needed to pack.
What would he even bring? The only place heâd ever gone on outings was the hospitalâhe had no notion how to pack.
Since Hoeun didnât answer, Gilsang prompted, cautious but insistent.
âSir, we need to leave now. If we go out of the capital at once, we can hit daylight just right. Itâs a bit rough to travel there at night.â
âAh⊠c-could I have a little time? Just a night.â
âThatâll be⊠hard. Everyoneâs already waitingâŠâ
Gilsang scratched the back of his head, genuinely at a loss. But Hoeun was no less cornered. This wasnât a picnic nearbyâthis was the front. He couldnât just fly off like beans popping in hot oil.
As he chewed his lower lip, torn and stuck, a voice, aged into a low register, drifted from the corridorâs mouth.
âHow many are in Jeokudae?â
Hoeun snapped around.
âFather.â
âPardon?â Gilsang lifted his brows. Hoeunâs father asked again, himself.
âI asked how many men are in your unit.â
This hotel, on the golden land of Jongno, was the finest in Hanyang. His Majesty sometimes stayed here; Hoeun had visited oftenânot as a guest, but because the hotel belonged to his third brother.
âWhewâŠâ
Hoeun drew a deep breath and headed toward the Korean restaurant at the end of the lobby. Several staff glanced in greeting; he could only smile awkwardly. On any other day, he would have exchanged pleasantriesâtoday, he had no room for it.
As he neared the dining room, a rough murmur roseâill-suited to the place.
The restaurant served high-end Korean cuisine at a respectable priceâaffordable only with forethought. It rarely filled up; tonight there was no room to stand, even late.
Every patron wore the same clothingâa black-caped uniform. Jeokudae.
Hours earlier at the hospital, when Father had abruptly asked Jeokudaeâs numbers, he had invited them all to the hotelâlavish rooms without stint, food as much as they wished, all at his expense.
Thanks to him, Jeokudae could rest a night and shed some of their fatigueâand Hoeun could greet his family and pack.
It was time dearly boughtâwhy had he come here, thenâŠ
â…â
Hoeun swallowed as he stepped into the restaurant. Soldiers packed every table spread with white clothsâmen and women, some aged, some younger than Hoeun. They ate boisterously, drank loudly.
Finding Taemuk amid the chaos was not hard.
That massive frame, that singular airâand the gaze that fixed on him the instant he entered.
Taemuk sat at the deepest point, back to the wallâa place from which he could see the whole room.
â…â
Hoeun clasped and unclasped the hand hidden in his sleeve. He had come to see him, yet balked when faced with him. People in the room began to notice him one by one.
In a sea of black uniforms, an aristocrat in jade silk could not help but draw eyes.
âWhoâs the pretty young master?â
âIsnât that him?â
âHim who?â
âThe Captainâs guideâthe one from the ceremony.â
âWhatâyouâre saying the Captainâs guide is a noble?â
âLooks that way.â
âMercy, of all things, a noble? Even fate toys with our CaptainâŠâ
âShut your trap.â
Dialect flew in from all sides. Hoeun walked toward Taemuk as if he heard nothing. Pretending not to hear was one of the few things he did wellânot that it meant he felt nothing.
âIs he really a noble? Howâd he get that thin? Like he never had a proper meal.â
âLook how white his face is. Mustâve been too scared of monsters to set foot outside.â
âBet heâd piss himself at the sight of one.â
âHey, someone fetch a diaper.â
Suddenly, a man lurched to his feet and shouted, cheeks flushed scarlet with drink.
âSir young masterâthank you! Weâre living large thanks to you! Tender ribs like thisâfirst time since I sprouted hair on my balls! Wahahaha!â
âYou got hair down there?â
âYou donât?â
âNope.â
âHow not? I got some.â
âDonât even know where yours are, do you?â
âWhy wouldnât I? Want a look?â
He made to yank down his trousers, aggrieved; his comrades shoved him back into his chair, snickering.
â…â
The talk made Hoeunâs head swim; he pursed his lips and hurried his steps. Jeokudae was a littleâno, veryâdifferent from what heâd imagined. Not for the better.
Stung through and through by words that were part gratitude, part jeer, he finally reached Taemuk.
âExcuse me.â
He announced himself.
â…â
Taemuk only looked at him. Unlike at the ceremony, he wore no capeâonly the uniform coat, unbuttoned entirely. Through the thin jacket beneath, the planes of muscle showed unblurred.
Half a dozen sat at his tableâages and sexes mixed. It was impossible to say who was a Military God, who a guide, or what rank and post they held.
â…â
â…â
Unlike those outside who had riled him, they watched Hoeun warily. The swords, spears, axes hooked under their chairs looked ready to take his head. Curiously, there were no weapons at Taemukâs place.
âWelcome. Be honored.â
Taemukâs face did not match the words.
â…Thank you.â
Nor did Hoeunâs. Taemukâs gaze drifted down and up his frame.
âThe roadâs long. Is that body all you brought? Suits me fine.â
Laughter popped around the table. Hoeun set his mouth hard, then addressed Taemuk with formal calm.
âI would like a word.â
âTalk.â
Taemuk tossed back a cup, as if he had no more interest in Hoeun than in the glass. Regret prickedâhe should not have come. But he was here; he could not turn away.
âNot here. Somewhere else, if we may.â
âSomewhere else?â
He meant only a quiet place to speak, but Taemuk chuckled. Lifting his brows, he clicked his tongue at those at the table.
âMy guideâs rather forward.â
Laughter again.
â…â
Hoeunâs lips thinned. This was mockery. Crude mockery. He was not a courtesan, but a guideâhis fated match. Why was Taemuk so unkind, so irreverentâespecially as a general? That rank demanded gravity and dignity.
Then again⊠âmy guide.â
Blunt. Direct.
Heat climbed his ears. In that instant of touch, Taemuk had felt what Hoeun hadâindisputable. The thought filled him to the brim.
Suddenly, facing him became difficultâembarrassment, shyness. Hoeunâs eyes sank of their own accord.
âLetâs go, then.â
With a cigarette in his mouth, Taemuk scraped his chair back and stood. The shadow he cast swallowed Hoeun whole. Seated, he had been immense; standing, more so.
A man born for a generalâs postâand indeed a generalâwas a wonder to behold.
âLeave the liquor.â
He spoke to his soldiers and set off.
âYes, Captain.â
They nodded. Hoeun hesitated, then moved to follow. At that moment, someone at the table tittered,
âIf you take too long, we wonât know a thing, mind you.â
Taemuk stopped and looked back.
âIf youâre that eager to die, go on.â
âThen Iâd best have another swig before I do.â
The soldier sucked noisily at the bottle, deliberately vulgar. It was insolent, but Taemuk only snorted and walked on.
Note ;
Captain (team leader): Subordinates casually calling him âCaptainâ is colloquial/functional, referring to his role as Jeokudaeâs commanding officer (âdaejang/dae-jangnimâ as unit leader), not his formal rank