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    Chapter 14

     

    Jaeha’s bare skin was exposed. It hadn’t been long since he was beaten by Chief Kang, and his body was mottled with bruises. Some were still a deep blue, and others had turned yellow. If he had been a combat esper, these kinds of injuries would’ve healed quickly, but Jaeha was a psychic esper.

    “Ugh
”

    Aiden stroked the bruises with his fingertips without hesitation. It throbbed, but it was bearable. However, when he pressed gently on Jaeha’s rib, the pain was too much, and a stifled groan escaped him.

    The man smirked.

    “Does it hurt?”

    “
It doesn’t hurt that much.”

    “That’s good.”

    He softly whispered that he would recommend an ointment good for wounds before leaving. Jaeha nodded absentmindedly.

    Strangely, it was different from what Jaeha had vaguely imagined. He thought that if they ended up having sex, there would be no time for meaningless small talk, that they’d be too busy devouring each other. That’s why he’d been more nervous for no reason…

    But his body slowly relaxed under the man’s gentle touch. It wasn’t really caressing—it was more like idly playing with him. Sometimes, when it tickled, he couldn’t help but let out a soft laugh.

    The man laughed too, and then suddenly dropped a bomb of a question.

    “How many times have you been fucked?”

    “
What?”

    “You said you’re good at it.”

    “
Ah.”

    Aiden fondled Jaeha’s chest. It was flat, so maybe not much to touch, but it did have a slight bit of flesh appropriate for a manly build. Rather than feeling anything from it, Jaeha just squinted and let out a small laugh because it tickled.

    Ah, wait. I said I’ve done it a lot, so should I pretend to enjoy it? No, wait, shouldn’t I also be touching him? He reached out hesitantly and hooked his finger onto the man’s harness, pulling it slightly. Wondering how to undo it, he answered.

    “T-Ten times
”

    “Ten times.”

    “Ah, I mean. Thirty times.”

    “Got it.”

    The man tried hard not to laugh. Jaeha quietly sighed at his own awkward response. He wasn’t so much uncomfortable because it was his first time having sex with a man, but more afraid the man would be disappointed by his clumsiness and leave.

    As he pulled on the harness, the man obediently bent down, and Jaeha kissed his cheek. Then, moving slowly to his lips, he racked his brain furiously. He had to catch the man’s interest, somehow.

    Then he suddenly remembered—what the man had thought when they first exchanged names.

    [The bruises are pretty.]

    [Want to spank that ass. Will he cry? I want to see him cry
]

    As the man chuckled softly from the kiss that must have tickled, Jaeha whispered in a trembling voice.

    “I, I
”

    “Yes?”

    “
I like getting spanked.”

    “
”

    The man’s hand, which had been moving leisurely, suddenly stopped. His smile froze.

    “
”

    “
”

    A strange silence settled between them. The longer the stillness stretched, the colder Jaeha’s back became. The man gently brushed aside Jaeha’s hair. The tenderness of it made Jaeha’s mouth open and close wordlessly.

    “You’re confessing your kinks so suddenly.”

    “
I guess I am.”

    He replied awkwardly.

    “
Haha.”

    Then the man, blinking slowly, let out a quiet laugh. It wasn’t his usual polite smile. His lips stretched so wide they nearly reached his ears, and the look was nothing short of chilling.

    At that moment, he felt scarier than the CEO.

    And Jaeha thought—

    
Should I not have said that?

    Slap!

    “Ugh, ah
!”

    Slap!

    “Ugh
!”

    Jaeha buried his face in the pillow, bracing for the next wave of pain. The shame of exposing his bare ass in front of the man had long since disappeared. Feeling his face flush as he lay there like a dog, he looked back. His eyes met with the man’s, who was smiling brightly and cheerfully.

    “It’s red now.”

    “It hurts
”

    “Jaeha, you really must be a pervert.”

    Slap! He spanked him again. Jaeha clenched his toes tightly, gritting his teeth.

    “N-No
”

    “You ask to get your ass spanked the first time you’re sleeping with someone. Don’t you think so?”

    “
”

    You were the one who wanted to spank me in the first place
 Though it felt unfair, he had no rebuttal. He just stayed quiet, and the man’s hand gently pressed against his buttocks. His glove was off, and his hand felt cool.

    The man grabbed his ass possessively, kneading it. The soft flesh bulged between his fingers. Then, with his thumb, he poked at his hole.

    “Ugh
”

    The foreign, uncomfortable feeling made him groan. But it wasn’t that painful. Soon, the man’s other hand slid between Jaeha’s legs and grabbed his cock. It was different from when he touched himself. The unfamiliar hand squeezed and moved him. When a fingernail scraped his urethral opening, his vision went white.

    Slap!

    “Ack!”

    A spanking fell like a bolt from the blue, like telling him to focus. Jaeha’s eyes snapped open. He could feel how hot and red his ass must be from being hit so many times, and tears welled up in his eyes. Why, why has he only been hitting one side
 Hit the other one too


    “Ah, ahh
”

    The man, amused by the way Jaeha whimpered like a dog as he played with his erect cock, leaned down and kissed Jaeha’s nape. The kiss felt surprisingly cool on his flushed, overheated skin.

    “But even while getting spanked, you’re getting hard.”

    “
”

    His face, already red, burned even brighter at the whisper.

    It was true.

    He had never had sex before, so he didn’t know—but the sensation of being hit wasn’t just pain. It was strange, indecent, a bizarre feeling that coiled in his lower belly


    Slap!

    “Ah, ugh
!”

    “Haha.”

    He almost came. If the man hadn’t tightly squeezed the base of his cock in time, he would’ve. The man then grabbed the root with a painful grip. It hurt like his cock might break. Jaeha cried out.

    “Aiden, Aiden
 It hurts, please, let go
”

    “What would you have done if you came already?”

    But I want to
 He bit his lip and endured, and the man smiled softly again. From his pocket, he pulled something out and squeezed it onto Jaeha’s butt.

    “Ah, cold
”

    “If you do well, I’ll praise you.”

    “
Okay
”

    Jaeha looked at the man resentfully—he’d acted like Jaeha was a pervert for asking to have sex, but had brought lube in advance. But as always, he didn’t say anything, just obediently answered. Jaeha was someone who had been made submissive through education.

    With fingers as pretty and pale as his face, the man smeared lube generously on Jaeha’s skin. He raised his middle finger and slowly pushed into his back hole. He inserted it deeply until his palm pressed flush against Jaeha’s ass, then bent his finger, scraping the inner walls and twisting.

    “Mm
”

    “Why are you so tight? Thought you said you’d taken a lot of cock.”

    “
It’s been a while, ugh.”

    He managed a reply, though it sounded weak even to him.

    It was tight, for sure. But thanks to the lube, it wasn’t tearing or too painful. That allowed the man to easily insert his ring finger as well and spread his fingers. It was a blatant act of widening the hole. A sticky sound echoed as the mucous membranes parted and came back together.

    “Raise your ass more.”

    “Y-Yes
”

    With his head swimming from the blood rushing downward in the doggy position, he still managed to lift his hips. It was a different kind of suffering than with the CEO.

    Every time the man thrust his fingers in, his palm slapped against Jaeha’s ass. When Jaeha moaned from it, the man spanked him again with the hand that had been holding his cock. With lube coating his skin, the slap sounded sharper and stung more.

    “Ack
!”

    “I won’t hold you back anymore, so bear with it.”

    “Okay
”

    For some reason, he felt like he couldn’t breathe enough. His whole body tingled with that ambiguous mix of pleasure and ticklishness. His head was spinning.

    Then the man’s fingers brushed somewhere inside him.

    “
!”

    Jaeha gasped, grabbing the bedsheet so hard it wrinkled beneath him. Laughter came from behind, but paradoxically, it didn’t register properly. His mind went blank, and something flared in front of his eyes—so bright it hurt.

    What is this? What, what is this


    He could feel all the sensations in his body properly, warm and clear. The ravenous desire that had driven him so far now hesitated at the sudden chill of fear.

    This is where he had to stop. If he didn’t run now, it felt like he’d fall into a terrifying place. Downward, deeper


    I, I want to stop


    He opened his mouth to say it. But his throat was too hoarse, and only ragged breaths came out. Coughing to clear his voice, he tried again—just as the man withdrew his fingers. He felt the pull of flesh stretching, which embarrassed him, so he tried to relax his body. It didn’t work very well.

    Then came the sound of a belt unbuckling. If he didn’t want to look clueless, he should help the man, but his body wouldn’t respond. All he could do was lie there, face buried in the bed, panting and savoring the brief respite.

    “Ugh
”

    Then suddenly, his body was flipped over. Jaeha, knowing how heavy he was, was shocked that the man lifted him with one arm like it was nothing. As the man naturally slipped between Jaeha’s legs, he placed one of them over his shoulder. His legs spread obscenely wide.

    “U-Um. Aiden
”

    “Yes, Jaeha?”

    He really didn’t want to say this—but he had no choice. He’d seen the man’s cock rubbing mercilessly between his cheeks. It was pressing heavily against his soft, tender flesh, as if about to enter at any moment.

    Jaeha swallowed. If he didn’t, his voice would crack. That’s how much


    “C-Could you loosen me a bit more
?”

    That cock was so big it looked monstrous, even to another man.

    Jaeha wanted to cry.

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