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    Chapter 15

     

    It was quite different from his pretty and demure face. As a fellow man, it wasn’t envy or jealousy—just pure curiosity. No, seriously, is it okay for it to be that big? Whoa… How does he even manage to keep that in his pants normally? It hadn’t been that noticeable before…

    He’d vaguely assumed it would be as pretty as his face. Light pink, decently sized, not particularly gross, straight… 
Anyway, that’s what he had expected.

    But the penis was dark red. It was fully erect, with veins bulging out like little snakes, and slightly curved. Even though it was painfully hard, it was so heavy it didn’t even stand upright enough to touch his belly. It just bobbed awkwardly in the air. From the tip, a thick, clear liquid was dripping steadily. It looked viscous, but it wasn’t semen. Maybe it was precum.

    And that thing—right now, that thing was touching his hole. Not just the slightly swollen entrance, but it was also rubbing softly against the surrounding flesh of his buttocks. The mix of lube and precum left sticky smears, making squelching sounds.

    A shiver ran down his spine. So that man
 he was going to put that
 that into him…?

    “I-Is that thing really going inside?”

    He meant he was going to put that inside his belly, right?

    Half-embedded in the bed, he struggled to push himself up with his arms and slowly backed away. The intense physical contact had triggered an equally intense guiding, leaving him dizzy. He was an S-rank Guide. If he really wanted, a B-rank illegal Esper suffering from lack of guiding like himself could be healed with a mere gesture.

    Clearly, the man wasn’t guiding him as he had asked. But he was such an exceptional Guide that just one strong physical interaction had released a dense, radial guiding energy that softly wrapped around him like mist. That bizarre sensation of something long broken, torn, and wrecked over a very long time suddenly clicking back into place like puzzle pieces—how could he even begin to describe it?

    Maybe someone else would go mad for that feeling, but for Jaeha, it was terrifying.

    He was scared out of his mind.

    It was strange how the chronic pain was dissipating. If that went in, it would surely hurt—but at the same time, he felt like he might welcome it with open arms. Like he would stop being himself.

    If the boss found out, if he found out…

    
No, he would find out. Song Jaeha, the always dumb, dull, and hopelessly slow idiot. How could he just now be realizing it? There were only a handful of S-rank Guides in the whole world—beings vastly superior to ordinary people. You think it’s fine because you haven’t properly received any guiding? Bullshit. Just one round of sex and every single thing tormenting him would vanish without a trace.

    “Don’t even think about sneaking around with a Guide.”

    “

How could I even dare?”

    “Yeah. You wouldn’t dare again, would you.”

    Again. Dare. That’s right. He was once again daring to turn his back on the boss—to betray him. It wasn’t the punishment for disobeying orders that scared him. What terrified him was the possibility that if the boss found out, he might be disappointed in him…

    That was the most terrifying thought.

    “E-Aiden, wait,”

    “It’s all going in.”

    The man easily grabbed Jaeha’s hips just as he tried to inch away and, with terrifying strength, pulled him back. His cock ground blatantly against the hole. With Jaeha’s legs propped on his shoulders, he had no way to close them.

    “Ah, ah…”

    “Just think of it like getting a shot.”

    A shot, my ass! If he took that kind of shot, his intestines would rupture on the spot.

    Squish. The hole was pressed in. The tip slowly pushed inside the loose, pliant hole. The pressure and foreign sensation were far beyond anything fingers could compare to.

    “Okay, here comes the little prick~.”

    “L-Little my ass—ugh, uuk…!”

    Replying in a needlessly cheerful and bright voice, the man leaned down, folding Jaeha’s body nearly in half by pressing down his legs. Then, with a squelching, grotesque sound, he began forcing his cock through the blatantly stretched entrance. The thick tip pried open the tightly closed hole.

    “It’s—It’s not going in…!”

    “Haha. Haha…”

    Jaeha pushed desperately at his shoulder with a tearful face. But the man, beast-like and flexible, continued to drive his hips forward. Despite Jaeha’s protests, the hole didn’t tear.

    “Huhk…”

    Thankfully, the hole didn’t rip—but Jaeha, pinned beneath, felt like he was dying. He threw his head back. The foreign sensation of being forcibly stretched was one thing, but the suffocating pressure made him feel like he had to do that just to get air into his lungs.

    Like a fish out of water, Jaeha panted in shallow gasps, eyes wide open. He tried to push it out with force from his lower belly, but the disgusting, long shaft pressed in with brute strength—slowly, harshly—until it filled his gut. Each vein grotesquely bulging along the cock rubbed and tore at his inner walls. It felt like his body was being split in half.

    “Ugk, ugh, uuk…”

    “Fucking amazing…”

    From beyond the dazed, half-lost consciousness, he heard the man’s satisfied laughter. The cockhead wasn’t just brushing against or pressing his prostate—it scraped far past it. Crackling sparks exploded before his eyes.

    “Uh, ah, ah…”

    I remember grabbing his shoulder that I had been trying to push away, but it took me a moment longer to realize I was clawing at him with my nails. Drool I hadn’t managed to swallow yet was dripping down my chin.

    “Did you come?”

    C-came? Come? What does that even mean? Everything was so hazy that I couldn’t process the dictionary definition of the word. I just shook my head as I gasped for breath, letting out a weak moan. I denied it, but deep down I already knew. I had come. I had climaxed—right as he entered me


    “How cute
”

    “Ng
 ngh
”

    My vision was so blurry I couldn’t see him properly, and because I couldn’t see him, I couldn’t meet his eyes. That meant I had no way of knowing what he was thinking. Not that it would’ve made a difference—even if I had seen his eyes and tried to read him, it would’ve taken me an eternity to understand. Either way


    “All the way, you
 put it in
 what are you
”

    What are you thinking
 Even though I understood he hadn’t started thrusting yet out of mercy—to give me time to adjust—I still couldn’t help blaming him. That thing was a weapon. It wasn’t something meant to be inside a person’s body.

    With its sheer presence, it felt like my belly was grotesquely bulging out. I couldn’t bear to look down. I was terrified. Like people who can’t look when a needle is piercing their skin. I was the same. But I didn’t die. I was alive. Somehow, with my mouth still managing to move, it seemed like I was adapting, like I might survive this.

    “What are you saying, Jaeha
”

    “Y-yeah
?”

    Of course, before I could even relax my body, he hit me with a thunderbolt of a comment.

    “I didn’t put it all in because I was scared my cock would get torn off. Don’t you think I’m pitiful?”

    “
Huh?”

    The way his eyebrows drooped like a sad puppy genuinely made him look so pathetic in that moment that I almost comforted him. But when he spouted something that ridiculous, I momentarily forgot my fear and reflexively looked down in horror.

    “
”

    My lower abdomen was a mess of deep bruises, swollen and discolored, bloated in the clear shape of his cock. My belly, which used to be flat and lean, was now grotesquely distended. I shuddered and took a shaky breath, trying not to panic, and as my eyes drifted upward, I saw his cock—his
 cock
 still half outside.

    “Ah, haah
”

    “I held back so hard, so praise me.”

    “Urgh
!”

    “Haha, I don’t wanna waste it by cumming early like a premature guy, so I’ll start fucking you now, okay?”

    Whether Jaeha freaked out or not, whether he flailed in shock or not, the man who had now gotten into proper position slowly pulled his hips back. Sluuurch—a weird sensation like my guts were being pulled out followed as that snake-like thing slid out. Then with a deep thud! he slammed it back in.

    “Ahh!”

    “Fuck
”

    The hot, throbbing shaft pounded against my inner walls. With every thrust, the bed creaked violently. Thwack, thwack! His cock mercilessly dug into me, scraping along my insides. Yet the base never fully met me—despite the force behind each thrust, the head was caught against the curve at the end of my intestine and couldn’t go further.

    “Ugh, ngh, hah, haah
”

    Jaeha’s moans, far from sounding like someone having sex, were closer to someone being beaten. It clearly proved that his body had never taken another man before. Maybe that amused the other man, because he chuckled and lowered his head. The angle shifted, and suddenly his thrusts pressed harshly against Jaeha’s prostate, causing tears to stream from his eyes.

    “Ahh, ah
!”

    “Jaeha
 you’re better at taking cock than I thought.”

    “Ugh
 ngh
 hnn
”

    Grinning bashfully, the man gave Jaeha’s cheek a soft peck. Because his body was bent over, Jaeha’s body folded in half again.

    Good thing there was plenty of lube—otherwise, it might never have gone in. The man thrusted like a beast playing with its prey, slow and steady but heavy. Every time his solid hip bones met the inside of Jaeha’s thighs, wet flesh slapped against wet flesh. The skin, increasingly red and swollen, looked painfully tender, especially with the bruises on his torso.

    As the man moved his hips with skill, Jaeha’s body began to be pushed back in jolts. His stomach churned.

    “Jaeha, try calling me hyung.”

    “Ai-Aiden, ah
 ugh, Aiden-ssi
”

    “I said, call me hyung.”

    Thwack! He pulled out all the way to the head and then slammed back in with force. Up until now, he’d been careful not to push past the curve in the intestine, but now he seemed to press insistently, as if threatening to go deeper. Panicking, Jaeha cried out:

    “Hyung! Hyung! Aiden—aaah! Aiden-hyung
!”

    “Good boy
”

    Thwack, thwack—he kept thrusting, and though Jaeha bit his tongue hard enough to crunch, he still cried out like grabbing a lifeline. There was so much desperation in his voice, it felt less like someone having sex and more like someone being extorted or blackmailed.

    With his eyes crinkled in a sly, nasty smile like a filthy, scheming fox, Aiden pressed their lips together.

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